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Video Princess Blues
Chapter 12
Disclaimer: I do not own JAG or it's characters, *tear * I just borrow them and pretend like I do.
Harm's Apartment
(Harm's POV)
Mac hit Renee??? I can't help but laugh at the visuals that brings me. Renee is ticked…..I wonder what happened between them. I wonder if Mac's ok….I mean Renee must have said something awful offensive to throw Mac over the deep end like that. 'Your girlfriend has her eye swollen shut , and you're more worried about Mac?' My subconscious seems to ask. "Yes." I admit to the empty apartment.
Maybe, I should go check on her. …Mac, I mean….No, I can't do that . What if Mic has told her what I said? Talk about awkward moment number 10 billion and counting! When she found out (if she had) I bet she got a good laugh out of it. I had no right to turn around and love her when she had finally moved on and was engaged to Mic. But, I can't help loving her…….she's my everything: The first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing I think about before going to bed at night. Yep…..You've got it pretty bad Flyboy.
I hope our friendship hasn't been ruined. 'God…I whispered..why do I have to love you so much Sarah?'
I walked over to the couch and stretched out across it. And before long, I was asleep.
Same time
Harm's Apartment
(Mac's POV)
I just knocked…I can't believe I just knocked. 'Turn and run Marine….turn and run.' But, no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't move. I had to see him….if only to make sure everything was okay between us. 'You can do this Marine, you can do this…..Just do what you have been doing for the past 6 years….pretend that You don't love him…..you should be a pro at it by now.'
He's either not here, or just soo mad at me he's not answering his door. Either way, I should leave.
Same Time
Harm's Apartment
(Harm's POV)
I woke up to the sound of a light tapping on my door. I sleepily staggered to the door to glance through the peep hole. It was Mac's retreating figure ….she was leaving.
I opened the door quickly. "Mac." She turned and looked at me from a few feet away…………. "Harm." I searched her eyes, and there was no doubt about it…She knew.
Somehow, I found my voice. "Don't go..I was asleep and didn't hear the knocking…come on in."
She nodded uncertainly. "okay."
She knew….she knew. God, help me not to blow this.
Harm's apartment
Same time
(Mac's POV)
'Way to act normal, Marine.' I scolded myself. When he looked at me, he knew that I knew. Stop being so transparent…suck it up marine.
He opens the door further and motions me in. In a few steps I'm to the door and brushing past him to get inside. 'oh God.' I say to myself as I simply brush his arm, and feel butterflies all over inside.
I go in , walk to the couch, and have a seat with Harm in toe.
We were both seated on opposite ends of the couch facing eachother. Harm had his right elbow on the back of the couch and was holding his head in his hand, while my hands were clasped tightly together in my lap.
The slilence was going to get uncomfortable if nobody said anything.
So I spoke first: "Harm….I'd like to apologize to you for hitting Renee, I shouldn't have let her get to me like that ."
Harm surprised me by chuckling…."You are sorry?" he said with one eyebrow raised.
I smiled widely. "No, ….but it sounded good anyway." I paused: "So…..You're not mad at me?"
He smiles his flyboy grin and says: "No..but I should be…..Renee's eyes swollen shut you know."
"owww." I winced. "I should apologize to her."
"That depends." Harm said smiling.
"On what?" I laughed, surprised by how he was acting.
"Well….he answered. What did she say to upset you?"
uh-oh…I don't think I want to tell him that.
A/N: Hope you liked it…I tried to make this chapter a little longer. Semper Fi! Review please!