Video Princess Blues
Chapter 14
A/N: Hey guys, I just got done writing chapter 13 a few ago.....but I had time...so I'm writing another chapter right away...LOL.
Disclaimer: These characters are not mine--Sue me if you want to, But I'm warning you....You won't get much!!!
From chapter 13:Mac's POV
"and oh yeah, she told me I was a skank, by definition that I wanted things that I just couldn't have."
I was then surprised to hear these three little words:.......
Chapter 14
Harm's Apartment
(Mac's POV)
"She deserved it." (A/N: HAHA , I had u going there ..didn't I?lol) Harm says meeting my gaze before continuing: "...........Mac,I have something to tell you about what happened w/ Brumby today."
"Harm....I...uhh..I really should go." I barely get out. I know what he is gonna want to tell me. I'm not ready for it......he probably doesn't even mean it in that way. He probably means ...love as in "friend love" and Mic took it the wrong way. I don't want to get hurt.....I know if we go any further in this conversation I will lose all my control.......and I couldn't take rejection right now......He doesn't care for me that way, not in the way I want him to....
"Why, Mac...you practically just got here, u ok?" He asks lookng concerned.
"uhhh..yeah, I'm great Harm....just ..uhh...I better get going."I stammer YET AGAIN....Pull Yourself together Marine! I scold, and start to get up to head for the door.
But, Harm grabs hold of my arm and gently pulls me back down on the couch. "Whhooa...hold up Mac..You're not going anywhere until you tell me what is going on."
I relectulantyl let him ease me back on to the couch. "There is nothing going on Harm." I said , forcing myself to smile.
"Yes, there is Mac....." He says, and I feel his eyes on me.
"Harm.." I say trying to again convince him that I'm fine.
"OKay...prove that there's nothing wrong, b/c you haven't even been able to look me in the eye for more than a few seconds since u got here!"He says seriously.
OK, Marine. You can do this...just make eye contact with him for a few, and then you can leave. Suck it up Marine! I told my self.
I turn to him and start to look into his beatiful blue eyes, and an unwanted tears begin to well up in my eyes. He continues to intensely stare at me, as he reaches up a hand to caress my cheek.
This is too much. Da** that Harmon Rabb! Does he know what he does to me??? Does he know how much I want him to take me in his arms???
Longing to feel him, I reach my hand up to my cheek and cover his hand with my own. I close my eyes and let a tear fall before bringing his palm to my lips and slowly kiss it.
"Harm?" I practically whispered, as I placed our hands back on my cheek with my eyes still shut.
"Yeah?" Harm aslo whispers....caught up in the tension of the moment.
"Tell me about what happened with Brumby." I was ready....It was now or never. Nothing else mattered......but Him.
"I told him.........I told him I loved you , Ma..Sarah." he whispers , and then scoots closer to me on the couch.
"ohhh...I exhale slowly and open my eyes to look at him.
"No ,..You don't understand Sarah.......I am IN-LOVE with you." he says , putting a piece of hair behind my ear. ........" I realize that I have no right to love you, and telling you this a few days before your wedding isn't the best time.... but, I couldn't let you walk down that isle not knowing how I truly feel..............
"And how do you feel, Harm?..I said sighing and staring at him with longing in my eyes.....
THE END
A/N: Can Harm convince Mac that marrying Brumby won't make her happy??? And, what will he say to make her realize he's always loved her and always desired to be with her....EVEN at Sydney??? But, most importantly....what will happen next??? Will there be a wedding next week, or will Harm wake up and realize by any means necessary he must win back his Jarhead???
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