It's been a while I have writen Yandere Dazai, so my bad if he is not very yanderish .
Anyway what if Mori took Atsushi because of the deal, and ofcourse Dazai is not very happy about it .
Should I write a part 2 ?
Paint It Black
- Chapter 1 -
My love will laugh with me
Before the morning comes
I see a red door
And I want it painted black
No colors anymore
I want them to turn black
He does not know when it happend, but he does not care at the moment . All he could see was red, like his vision was covered by red light (but in reality it was his madness, blood of his victims)
He cuts down an other one, twisted the arm of the next, punching, breaking their faces so hard, their faces became too twisted to guess how they looked like before .
He could feel nothing of the pain, or the numbness because that's what it is . He felt nothing only thinking of the one person he tries to get to ..
Atsushi ..
Atsushi ..
Atsushi ...
How dare they take him, take what is rightfully his . He will make them pay, make them bleed and kill, kill, kill everyone one of them .
(It was a deal they said, he doesn't care, no he doesn't)
How dare his supposed friends to betray him like this .
(They let them take him, no,no,no)
None of them talked ofcourse, Kirako-san did it was easy so fucking easy .
(All he had to do was twist her fingers,breaking her finger nails one by one)
She screamed at him to stop, to snap out of his madness, to stop being so ..
(He doesn't care really, all he wanted was him back)
So what ?
(He is not in the wrong, he is just taking back what's his)
He doesn't know anymore as he killed an other, he does not know how many he has killed .. You would think that Mori will send his best men to stop him from getting to Atsushi .
Like they were protecting him .
Really now protecting from what ?
Dazai will protect him, he will keep the young boy safe .
He will ..
He will ..
He will ..
How dare they keeping them apart, away from each other Atsushi was Dazai's light . The only good thing about this wretched world . Dazai was sure Oda would agree with him, he was his other light that got stolen .
Not Atsushi ..
Dazai would not let it happen with Atsushi .
Atsushi ..
Atsushi ..
Atsushi ...
Ah he just wanted to have Atsushi back .
He just got around the corner, he saw Rashomon's attack before Akutagawa ."Dazai-san !" He shouted to the older man, but gets ignored as Dazai just runs off . Avoiding Rashomon's attacks before he could put a distance between them .
He knows where Atsushi is, he just has to get there (it felt heavy in his pocket) and .. He stopped in time as Akutagawa jumps in front of him ."Dazai-san !"
"Get out of my way ."
"Please Dazai-san you are not yourself right now ."
"I said .." Moving fast too fast for Akutagawa to react as he slams the other on the ground ."Get out of my way ."
It felt like old times, he felt like slipping back ..
But that's okay because in the end, Atsushi will be there ..
Atsushi will be there with him, he won't be alone ...
"Dazai-san !" Akutagawa grabbed Dazai's coat trying to stop him from going any further, Dazai just turned around and with a kick he slams Akutagawa off from him .
They don't understand, they can't understand .
He needs to see .. No he has to have Atsushi, he needs the tiger man right now .
He feels like the beast inside him will explode .
Before he could take off his ankle was grabbed with full force, the hand was shaking as the owner tries to get up ."Dazai-san ."
Shut up ..
Can't the other understand .. Dazai doesn't want to hear him talk, he doesn't want his name leaving the other's mouth . "Dazai-san you .."
Shut up ..
"How annoying ." Was the last thing Akutagawa heard .
( ...)
Atsushi's body ached but he was slowly healing as time passed on, that man .. Mori ? He injected something into Atsushi, making his ability almost useless ..
He tries to remember what happend this morning, he walked to the detective agency and suddenly he was in a van ..
Something about a deal ?
Atsushi hopes they will find him soon, he trust them to find him because they have Ranpo-san, Kunikida-san and especially Dazai-san ...
Dazai-san ...
He opens his eyes the room he was in, was very dark but after a time he could see a bit .."Damnit .." He cursed as whatever that guy gave him weakened his eyes .
Atsushi looked around before he noticed he was alone, he felt confused as few moments ago he was arguing with Akutagawa . Not sure if he was happy he was atleast gone or not .
"The party is sure loud outside ." Atsushi yelped as he looked with wide eyes at Chuuya who was in the room, the other gave a short laugh making the were tiger sure he was smirking ."Thought you were alone ?"
"Well .. I can't really see now can I ."
"So your other senses are dulled or something ." Chuuya got up as he stepped closer to Atsushi ."Why don't you open the curtains ?" Atsushi ignored Chuuya's question, if he were here why doesn't he open the curtains .
"That guy will find you if I open those curtains, oh well .." Atsushi flinched when he hears a deafening screams ."I guess he knows were you are anyway ."
Atsushi wanted to ask him before Chuuya cut his rope, his arms tingles as blood flow back making Atsushi skin feel clamped .
"Go ." Was all Chuuya said ."Wha .." But the short man just grabbed him by the arm, Atsushi almost fell over at the sudden movement ."Wait .. Where are we going ?!" Chuuya opens the door and pushes Atsushi out ."Not we, you .. Go to him and get the fuck away from here ."
The door slams shut and ..
Atsushi just stood there for the first few minutes .
The silence around him was heavy as he looked around, and then he took his first shaking steps to where he hopes the exit was .
The hallway was long, ceiling was high up with large windows . Atsushi looked outside to see if he can see anyone, but all he saw was an empty world ...
Like he was the only one here .. He felt dread in his stomach maybe he should go back to .. Chuuya (?) atleast until he knows what is going on ..
He thought about it for a bit and decided it was for the best the other let him know what was going on, but as he turned around he heard a small giggling sound .
That sound sends chills down his spine .
"A ..Atsu..shi-kun .." The sound felt so haunted as Atsushi looked back with wide eyes, before he felt himself relax from the sight ..
It was Dazai-san !
"Dazai-san !" He felt so happy and relieved that the other was here, he runs as fast he can while Dazai just kept standing there ."Dazai-san I am so happy you are here !"
Dazai smiled at him ."Atsushi-kun .." The were tiger was so happy he just misses all the small things, the small things that will tell anyone this sight was wrong ...
Blood dripping from the fingers ..
The eyes so void, as the smile stretches on the face ..
So calm ..
Why was Dazai so calm ?
"Dazai-san .." Atsushi came closer to his mentor, he then feels a sudden pinch on his neck . And his world spinned before he fell ..
Why was he falling ?
Eh ? What's happening ?
"Atsushi-kun .."
Why .. Why does Dazai sound so far away .."D-daz .."
"Ssshhh everything is okay .. I am here .. So are you .." A syringe fell on the floor but neither looked at it .
What's happening ... Atsushi felt tears escaping his eyes before Dazai wiped them away ."You will be fine .. We are together now .."
I won't let you go .