The Confused Senshi: JUPITER
Summary: Kino Makoto is a senior in high school at the age of 17. She loves being a Sailor Scout, but all the times, she died, and could have die finally caught up with her. After a fight breaks out between Usagi, and her, Makoto decides to quit. She figures that if she wasn't around, no one would get hurt, but what will happen when a battle comes when they would need Sailor Jupiter, who is no longer around? Read, and found out!
Prologue
I glared at Usagi and retorted, "You just think everyone, and everything will be at you beg and call, well not me!" Usagi's eyes grew huge as she asked, "What exactly did you mean from that statement?" I replied, "This!" I threw my transformation stick and communicator at her. Her eyes grew huge as she recognized them. She asked, "Naze? I don't want these. They are yours." I held my hand up, and said, "Look Usagi, I'm not going to be Jupiter ever again. Maybe you'll be able to understand that." With that said, I turned, and ran away. As I ran, tears started to fall, and I felt as if my heart broke. I hated myself right there, and then. I wished that I could have taken back everything bad I had said to Usagi. What led to this? Oh now I remember. The winter formal, four months ago. I am never going through another winter formal like that. It was the worst night of our lives.
Four Months earlier
I glanced around looking for Shinozaki. He said that he was going to go get a drink, and come back. I didn't see any of the girls. I thought to myself, 'Probably to busy being freaky.' I knew Ami wasn't like that, but then again neither was Rei. Minako would do anything freaky with Motoki if she had the chance. I suddenly saw Mamoru, and realized he was by himself. I walked over and gently place my hand on his arm. He turned quickly, "Usagi, whe." he cut off as he recognized me, "Oh Makoto, I am so sorry. I thought you were Usagi. I can't find her anywhere." Suddenly I felt a pit in my stomach, "Um. well I can't find Shinozaki anywhere either." Mamoru suddenly looked grave, focused on something behind me, and said, "No more need to wonder!" I asked, "Huh," and turned. I saw Shinozaki and Usagi kissing!!! I was so angry. I walked over and slapped Usagi across the face so hard, she fell to the ground. I yelled, "Oh you stupid bi***!" I was so enraged, that when I spoke, I couldn't hear it. I just looked to her, and turned away. I ran out of the building with Shinozaki right behind me. I didn't want to see him either, but he held on to hand and said, "Makoto, please, listen." I shook my head, "Don't you tell me to listen. You listen to me. We are through, ya hear me THROUGH! I never want to see you again as long as I live." With that said, I turned from him, and disappeared into the night, with all these thoughts, feelings, memories, and yes even dreams running through my head. I knew that some people's dreams would shatter if I chose something. I couldn't be Usagi's protector anymore. I just, I don't know lost whatever respect I had for her. I mean, she went to winter formal with Mamoru as I went with Shinozaki, and now it's like they, as in Usagi and Mamoru, aren't together anymore, and Shinozaki and I aren't together anymore either. I hated life, and even more is that I hated being Sailor Jupiter, and having to obey everything Usagi tells me. I just decided right there and then that I was going to quit being Jupiter. I was no longer need, and Usagi won't know what hit her. She will soon pay for the hurt she caused me. First I need to give her my transformation stick, and I could set my plan into motion. She will pay dearly..
Part 1- I'm going to use Christina Aguilera's song Keep on Singin' my song (6:29) I don't own the song or SM
"I woke up this morning with a smile on my face And nobody's gonna bring me down today Been feeling like nothing's been going my way lately But I decided right here, right now, that my outlook's gonna change That's why I'm gonna Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried every time somebody hurt my pride Feeling like they won't let me live life, and take the time to look at what is mine
I see every blessing so clearly, and I thank God for what I got from above"
AN: This is taking' place after the fight. I'm going to keep going back from Winter Formal to after the fight. Try to keep up. Just to be safe rather than sorry, I'll tell ya what scene and place I'm at. This is at school, the day after the fight. It's all from Makoto's POV
I felt relieved that that morning when I woke up, I felt better. I thought with a smirk on my face,' Maybe Usa will get hit by a car on the way to school.' Then I thought, 'Nah that would be going easy on her.' I glanced at my clock, and groaned,' its only5:45! Why am I up? I should wake up until at least 6:30 or 6:45. Oh well, I might as well get up since I am awake already." I stretched my arms over my head, and arched my back as far back as I could. Usagi's cat Luna says, 'That's called the gracefully done arch in my back.' She once told me besides Minako, that I was a graceful senshi. I just laughed because Minako and I aren't as graceful as people think. We aren't graceful at all. Mina-Chan called me at that moment. I glanced at the phone, still half-asleep. I put on the speaker," Hello??" A loud voice spoke, "YOOO, Makoto its Mina. Look you better come over to Usagi's house. What you did last night was mistake. Please reconsider. We need Jupiter." My thoughts harden to anger as I continued to talk to Mina, "Look Mina, if that's what you called for, I am very sorry. But I am in no mood to hear from you or Usagi for that matter. Tell her for me, That I will no bug her again, and that Sailor Jupiter is dead now, and forever." I hung up on Mina, and started to cry. I hated everything. School would be ending, and we will graduate finally. But until then I had to deal with Usa because she was in some of my classes, well heck all of them. I got up, and unplugged my phone. I didn't need to hear anyone. I locked my door, and placed a door in front of it. Mina was an expert in breaking into her friends houses, and leaves them unlocked. Not very smart if ya ask me. I wiped the tears from my eyes as they continued to fall. I held my head high, and walked into my kitchen. I realized that I couldn't bring myself to cook or anything. I just sighed, and walked over to my couch. I wiped my eyes a final time, and lay down on my couch. I suddenly felt sleeping, and I fell asleep within two minutes...
Mina's POV
I knocked gently on Makoto's door. Nobody answered. I glanced at my watch, 7:30. If we were going to school, she would have to leave now. I had Usagi with me, who kept saying, 'Look Mina, she's not here. Maybe she's at school, like I care anyways. Let's go, please." I shook my head, "No, You and Makoto are going to make up, and she will be Jupiter again." Usagi sighed, and I giggled. I have always hated Usagi, and Rei fight's, but Usagi, and Makoto fighting was hilarious. I thought, 'Those two are closer then anyone else is with their best friend!' I thought how pointless this fight was and I want to end it now. I took out a bobby pin, and started to unlock Makoto's door. I succeeded, but I only found the door was blocked by something. I thought, "Damn you, Makoto. Why are you avoiding any cost of us trying to apologize?" Usagi said, "Well maybe she hates us so much, that she's ignoring us, and I personally wouldn't mind at all." I smacked Usagi, "What an awful thing to say! I know you and Makoto are fighting, but this is ridiculous. I am so upset at both of you that it's pathetic. Do you realize that you're going to throw a perfectly good friendship down the drain?" Usagi's eyes harden towards me, "Personally Mina, I could give a sh** on what happens to Makoto. She is the biggest Bi*** EVER!! I wish she would die." With that said, she turned, and walked off. I stood there completely at a lost of words.
"Chorus I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace from me They can say all they wanna say about me, but I'm I'm gonna carry on, (carry on) I'mma keep on (keep on) singin' my song
(La, la, la, etc..)"
Usagi's POV
When I ran away from Makoto's apartment, I didn't head towards school. I headed towards Shinozaki's. Mamoru was already at his college class, and Shinozaki didn't start school until 9, and he was the only person besides Mina, and Ami who would see me. Not even Rei wanted to have anything to do with me. I felt like an idiot. I cried my eyes out. I reached Shinozaki's house around 8. He answered the door, looking bewildered. He notices how I was, and inviting me in. He gave me a hug, and asked, "Was it Makoto?" I replied, "It was partially her. She, she..." I broke down completely losing whatever composure I had. Shinozaki tighten his grip around me, and I cried on his shoulder. He had a strong sense of compassion for me. He felt like the older brother I never had. He was Makoto's friend before i met him. They had 17 years of friendship. Shinozaki was a year older than her. His brother was November 29th, and her birthday was December 5th. His was born in 1984, and she was born in 1985. (AN: This is just for this story. In my other stories Makoto is born 12-05-84.) Their parents were friends before they were. Shinozaki's mom was best friends with Makoto's mom in high school. When Makoto's mom Hallie-chan moved to Tokyo when she was 16, they met, and becaome friends. Shinozaki's grip loosened, and he held my head in his hands, then without either of us thinking, we began to kiss again. At that moment, with the door open, Mina's face appeared. She gasped, and we both drew apart. My face paled, and Shinozaki's face clouded a bit. I said, "Um. Mina we can explain, we." I was caught off when I realized Minako wasn't alone. Makoto was with her, and she saw everything. Makoto stared at us with some much hurt in her eyes that I have even seen. She looked entirely speechless, and tears were falling down her cheeks. Shinozaki let go of me, gently, walked over, to Makoto, and grab her, so she couldn't escape. She started to scream, "Let me go. I don't want you anymore. Be with Usagi. I don't need either one of you." I said, "Makoto, calm down, will you? I forced Shinozaki to kiss me here just now, and at Winter Formal. He got a drink, and I slipped a pill in it at the dance. He didn't realized what he was doing." I lied so Shinozaki could be back with Makoto, like they were suppose to be. I gave Makoto a stern look, and said, "Blame me. Not him." Makoto looked at me with anger, and looked Shinozaki straight in the eyes. He then kissed her, and she melted in his arms. (AN: Okay, Makoto didn't melt literally.) She gently tore away, and glared at me, "Why? I thought you were my friend. I. I." Makoto tore away from Shinozaki, and ran away. Makoto sat there the entire time, speechless, and which to say, shock.
Summary: Kino Makoto is a senior in high school at the age of 17. She loves being a Sailor Scout, but all the times, she died, and could have die finally caught up with her. After a fight breaks out between Usagi, and her, Makoto decides to quit. She figures that if she wasn't around, no one would get hurt, but what will happen when a battle comes when they would need Sailor Jupiter, who is no longer around? Read, and found out!
Prologue
I glared at Usagi and retorted, "You just think everyone, and everything will be at you beg and call, well not me!" Usagi's eyes grew huge as she asked, "What exactly did you mean from that statement?" I replied, "This!" I threw my transformation stick and communicator at her. Her eyes grew huge as she recognized them. She asked, "Naze? I don't want these. They are yours." I held my hand up, and said, "Look Usagi, I'm not going to be Jupiter ever again. Maybe you'll be able to understand that." With that said, I turned, and ran away. As I ran, tears started to fall, and I felt as if my heart broke. I hated myself right there, and then. I wished that I could have taken back everything bad I had said to Usagi. What led to this? Oh now I remember. The winter formal, four months ago. I am never going through another winter formal like that. It was the worst night of our lives.
Four Months earlier
I glanced around looking for Shinozaki. He said that he was going to go get a drink, and come back. I didn't see any of the girls. I thought to myself, 'Probably to busy being freaky.' I knew Ami wasn't like that, but then again neither was Rei. Minako would do anything freaky with Motoki if she had the chance. I suddenly saw Mamoru, and realized he was by himself. I walked over and gently place my hand on his arm. He turned quickly, "Usagi, whe." he cut off as he recognized me, "Oh Makoto, I am so sorry. I thought you were Usagi. I can't find her anywhere." Suddenly I felt a pit in my stomach, "Um. well I can't find Shinozaki anywhere either." Mamoru suddenly looked grave, focused on something behind me, and said, "No more need to wonder!" I asked, "Huh," and turned. I saw Shinozaki and Usagi kissing!!! I was so angry. I walked over and slapped Usagi across the face so hard, she fell to the ground. I yelled, "Oh you stupid bi***!" I was so enraged, that when I spoke, I couldn't hear it. I just looked to her, and turned away. I ran out of the building with Shinozaki right behind me. I didn't want to see him either, but he held on to hand and said, "Makoto, please, listen." I shook my head, "Don't you tell me to listen. You listen to me. We are through, ya hear me THROUGH! I never want to see you again as long as I live." With that said, I turned from him, and disappeared into the night, with all these thoughts, feelings, memories, and yes even dreams running through my head. I knew that some people's dreams would shatter if I chose something. I couldn't be Usagi's protector anymore. I just, I don't know lost whatever respect I had for her. I mean, she went to winter formal with Mamoru as I went with Shinozaki, and now it's like they, as in Usagi and Mamoru, aren't together anymore, and Shinozaki and I aren't together anymore either. I hated life, and even more is that I hated being Sailor Jupiter, and having to obey everything Usagi tells me. I just decided right there and then that I was going to quit being Jupiter. I was no longer need, and Usagi won't know what hit her. She will soon pay for the hurt she caused me. First I need to give her my transformation stick, and I could set my plan into motion. She will pay dearly..
Part 1- I'm going to use Christina Aguilera's song Keep on Singin' my song (6:29) I don't own the song or SM
"I woke up this morning with a smile on my face And nobody's gonna bring me down today Been feeling like nothing's been going my way lately But I decided right here, right now, that my outlook's gonna change That's why I'm gonna Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried every time somebody hurt my pride Feeling like they won't let me live life, and take the time to look at what is mine
I see every blessing so clearly, and I thank God for what I got from above"
AN: This is taking' place after the fight. I'm going to keep going back from Winter Formal to after the fight. Try to keep up. Just to be safe rather than sorry, I'll tell ya what scene and place I'm at. This is at school, the day after the fight. It's all from Makoto's POV
I felt relieved that that morning when I woke up, I felt better. I thought with a smirk on my face,' Maybe Usa will get hit by a car on the way to school.' Then I thought, 'Nah that would be going easy on her.' I glanced at my clock, and groaned,' its only5:45! Why am I up? I should wake up until at least 6:30 or 6:45. Oh well, I might as well get up since I am awake already." I stretched my arms over my head, and arched my back as far back as I could. Usagi's cat Luna says, 'That's called the gracefully done arch in my back.' She once told me besides Minako, that I was a graceful senshi. I just laughed because Minako and I aren't as graceful as people think. We aren't graceful at all. Mina-Chan called me at that moment. I glanced at the phone, still half-asleep. I put on the speaker," Hello??" A loud voice spoke, "YOOO, Makoto its Mina. Look you better come over to Usagi's house. What you did last night was mistake. Please reconsider. We need Jupiter." My thoughts harden to anger as I continued to talk to Mina, "Look Mina, if that's what you called for, I am very sorry. But I am in no mood to hear from you or Usagi for that matter. Tell her for me, That I will no bug her again, and that Sailor Jupiter is dead now, and forever." I hung up on Mina, and started to cry. I hated everything. School would be ending, and we will graduate finally. But until then I had to deal with Usa because she was in some of my classes, well heck all of them. I got up, and unplugged my phone. I didn't need to hear anyone. I locked my door, and placed a door in front of it. Mina was an expert in breaking into her friends houses, and leaves them unlocked. Not very smart if ya ask me. I wiped the tears from my eyes as they continued to fall. I held my head high, and walked into my kitchen. I realized that I couldn't bring myself to cook or anything. I just sighed, and walked over to my couch. I wiped my eyes a final time, and lay down on my couch. I suddenly felt sleeping, and I fell asleep within two minutes...
Mina's POV
I knocked gently on Makoto's door. Nobody answered. I glanced at my watch, 7:30. If we were going to school, she would have to leave now. I had Usagi with me, who kept saying, 'Look Mina, she's not here. Maybe she's at school, like I care anyways. Let's go, please." I shook my head, "No, You and Makoto are going to make up, and she will be Jupiter again." Usagi sighed, and I giggled. I have always hated Usagi, and Rei fight's, but Usagi, and Makoto fighting was hilarious. I thought, 'Those two are closer then anyone else is with their best friend!' I thought how pointless this fight was and I want to end it now. I took out a bobby pin, and started to unlock Makoto's door. I succeeded, but I only found the door was blocked by something. I thought, "Damn you, Makoto. Why are you avoiding any cost of us trying to apologize?" Usagi said, "Well maybe she hates us so much, that she's ignoring us, and I personally wouldn't mind at all." I smacked Usagi, "What an awful thing to say! I know you and Makoto are fighting, but this is ridiculous. I am so upset at both of you that it's pathetic. Do you realize that you're going to throw a perfectly good friendship down the drain?" Usagi's eyes harden towards me, "Personally Mina, I could give a sh** on what happens to Makoto. She is the biggest Bi*** EVER!! I wish she would die." With that said, she turned, and walked off. I stood there completely at a lost of words.
"Chorus I believe they can take anything from me But they can't succeed in taking my inner peace from me They can say all they wanna say about me, but I'm I'm gonna carry on, (carry on) I'mma keep on (keep on) singin' my song
(La, la, la, etc..)"
Usagi's POV
When I ran away from Makoto's apartment, I didn't head towards school. I headed towards Shinozaki's. Mamoru was already at his college class, and Shinozaki didn't start school until 9, and he was the only person besides Mina, and Ami who would see me. Not even Rei wanted to have anything to do with me. I felt like an idiot. I cried my eyes out. I reached Shinozaki's house around 8. He answered the door, looking bewildered. He notices how I was, and inviting me in. He gave me a hug, and asked, "Was it Makoto?" I replied, "It was partially her. She, she..." I broke down completely losing whatever composure I had. Shinozaki tighten his grip around me, and I cried on his shoulder. He had a strong sense of compassion for me. He felt like the older brother I never had. He was Makoto's friend before i met him. They had 17 years of friendship. Shinozaki was a year older than her. His brother was November 29th, and her birthday was December 5th. His was born in 1984, and she was born in 1985. (AN: This is just for this story. In my other stories Makoto is born 12-05-84.) Their parents were friends before they were. Shinozaki's mom was best friends with Makoto's mom in high school. When Makoto's mom Hallie-chan moved to Tokyo when she was 16, they met, and becaome friends. Shinozaki's grip loosened, and he held my head in his hands, then without either of us thinking, we began to kiss again. At that moment, with the door open, Mina's face appeared. She gasped, and we both drew apart. My face paled, and Shinozaki's face clouded a bit. I said, "Um. Mina we can explain, we." I was caught off when I realized Minako wasn't alone. Makoto was with her, and she saw everything. Makoto stared at us with some much hurt in her eyes that I have even seen. She looked entirely speechless, and tears were falling down her cheeks. Shinozaki let go of me, gently, walked over, to Makoto, and grab her, so she couldn't escape. She started to scream, "Let me go. I don't want you anymore. Be with Usagi. I don't need either one of you." I said, "Makoto, calm down, will you? I forced Shinozaki to kiss me here just now, and at Winter Formal. He got a drink, and I slipped a pill in it at the dance. He didn't realized what he was doing." I lied so Shinozaki could be back with Makoto, like they were suppose to be. I gave Makoto a stern look, and said, "Blame me. Not him." Makoto looked at me with anger, and looked Shinozaki straight in the eyes. He then kissed her, and she melted in his arms. (AN: Okay, Makoto didn't melt literally.) She gently tore away, and glared at me, "Why? I thought you were my friend. I. I." Makoto tore away from Shinozaki, and ran away. Makoto sat there the entire time, speechless, and which to say, shock.