A/N: Oooof...... it took me awhile to get that out. Sorry. But like there's only 2 or 3 peoples that read it... N E way, here it is. I wanted to write at least one chapter before school start. And like the first "official" day is tomorrow, I had no choice! Oh and Jade.... I don't know if you read Promise... but thx for your advices on "Now I can see"!
[ Chapitre 2]
*The Next Day*
I woke up with a huge headache. My match yesterday was quite brutal..... I heard someone knock at my door. I got up, and opened the door. It was Jeff.
" Do you want to drive with us at the arena? ", he asked.
" Jeff, look at me. I just woke up. My hairs look horrible. I'm dressed as hell. Do I look like I'm ready? " I said with a laugh.
" You have 30 minutes. Goooo! ", He said leaving me alone.
* @ the arena *
Paul was explaining the script to everyone. I didn't really listen. I stared at Matt. I wonder... I wonder what's going on with us? Maybe he has a girlfriend. Maybe I'm the retarted one cause I'm still single. Maybe that's why all these years I never had something serious with a man. Maybe....
" Ames! " Jeff called.
" Huh? What?"
I realized that everyone was staring at me....
" Oh. Sorry. " I said.
They returned their attention to Paul, and me too. I didn't want to mess up tonight. I only had a little match, nothing too important for them. They don't believe in women for wrestling. But I know I can impress them. And that's what I'll do. I don't have much choice if I wanna be in the WWF someday.
The meeting ended here, and he lets us get ready for our respective matches. I ended up lost in the building again to find the womens locker room.
And guess who I saw again? Matt! And guess what has been my first reaction when I saw him? To run away ! I don't know why.
" Ames! Stop! "
I'm being stupid. I stopped to run.
" Oh, huh Matt. "
" Yeah... Why were you running?"
" I wanted to. "
" I'm sure you did ", he said, rolling eyes, and laughing. " Well I was wondering if you want to come with Jeff, me and some friends after the show. But you can always run if you don't want to ", he said with a wink.
" Hm yeah why not? "
" Oh and by the way Amy, the womens locker room is right there "
" Ok, thanks. "
* After the match *
I'm proud of my match.... much better than yesterday's. I was waiting for Matt and Jeff.
" Great match", said someone. I don't even know who, but yeah.
" Thanks ".
I saw Jeff and Matt. I ran to them, and we got in the car.
" So, where are we going? " I asked.
" You'll see! ", Jeff replied.
After 5 minutes of driving, we finally got to a club. We came in and sat around a table. Some ECW guys joined us later. We talked, danced and got drunk. Jeff and the others left to go take us a drink. I was alone with Matt. And I was drunk. Not enough to make a complete fool of myself, but just enough to not think clearly. And the only thing I thought about was to ask Matt if he has a girlfriend. To tell him.... that I still love him. But I don't want to sound too weird, or rushed or idiot, or stupid, or retarted or....
" So.... " he said, bringing me back to reality.
" Yeah... "
" So what happened during all these years? ", he asked. I wasn't sure of what he meant.
" Not much. I trained to become a wrestler. I didn't forget the promise we made. I moved in a lot of towns. "
" Me too. I mean I didn't forget the promise. "
He broke the ice...... We started to talk and laugh together like we used to when we were 14 and 15.
And then I don't know. I watched him talk. He smiled and laughed. This smile.... he hadn't change at all.
And I don't know who kissed who first. I just know that it was wonderful. We pulled away. He looked uncomfortable. Oh no. I wasn't supposed to kiss him. But... is that a so bad thing? We weren't so at ease. After awhile of looking into our glasses, without talking, blushing like 14-year-old teenagers, Jeff and company came back. I've found an excuse, and Jeff drove me at my hotel.
What I've done?
[ Chapitre 2]
*The Next Day*
I woke up with a huge headache. My match yesterday was quite brutal..... I heard someone knock at my door. I got up, and opened the door. It was Jeff.
" Do you want to drive with us at the arena? ", he asked.
" Jeff, look at me. I just woke up. My hairs look horrible. I'm dressed as hell. Do I look like I'm ready? " I said with a laugh.
" You have 30 minutes. Goooo! ", He said leaving me alone.
* @ the arena *
Paul was explaining the script to everyone. I didn't really listen. I stared at Matt. I wonder... I wonder what's going on with us? Maybe he has a girlfriend. Maybe I'm the retarted one cause I'm still single. Maybe that's why all these years I never had something serious with a man. Maybe....
" Ames! " Jeff called.
" Huh? What?"
I realized that everyone was staring at me....
" Oh. Sorry. " I said.
They returned their attention to Paul, and me too. I didn't want to mess up tonight. I only had a little match, nothing too important for them. They don't believe in women for wrestling. But I know I can impress them. And that's what I'll do. I don't have much choice if I wanna be in the WWF someday.
The meeting ended here, and he lets us get ready for our respective matches. I ended up lost in the building again to find the womens locker room.
And guess who I saw again? Matt! And guess what has been my first reaction when I saw him? To run away ! I don't know why.
" Ames! Stop! "
I'm being stupid. I stopped to run.
" Oh, huh Matt. "
" Yeah... Why were you running?"
" I wanted to. "
" I'm sure you did ", he said, rolling eyes, and laughing. " Well I was wondering if you want to come with Jeff, me and some friends after the show. But you can always run if you don't want to ", he said with a wink.
" Hm yeah why not? "
" Oh and by the way Amy, the womens locker room is right there "
" Ok, thanks. "
* After the match *
I'm proud of my match.... much better than yesterday's. I was waiting for Matt and Jeff.
" Great match", said someone. I don't even know who, but yeah.
" Thanks ".
I saw Jeff and Matt. I ran to them, and we got in the car.
" So, where are we going? " I asked.
" You'll see! ", Jeff replied.
After 5 minutes of driving, we finally got to a club. We came in and sat around a table. Some ECW guys joined us later. We talked, danced and got drunk. Jeff and the others left to go take us a drink. I was alone with Matt. And I was drunk. Not enough to make a complete fool of myself, but just enough to not think clearly. And the only thing I thought about was to ask Matt if he has a girlfriend. To tell him.... that I still love him. But I don't want to sound too weird, or rushed or idiot, or stupid, or retarted or....
" So.... " he said, bringing me back to reality.
" Yeah... "
" So what happened during all these years? ", he asked. I wasn't sure of what he meant.
" Not much. I trained to become a wrestler. I didn't forget the promise we made. I moved in a lot of towns. "
" Me too. I mean I didn't forget the promise. "
He broke the ice...... We started to talk and laugh together like we used to when we were 14 and 15.
And then I don't know. I watched him talk. He smiled and laughed. This smile.... he hadn't change at all.
And I don't know who kissed who first. I just know that it was wonderful. We pulled away. He looked uncomfortable. Oh no. I wasn't supposed to kiss him. But... is that a so bad thing? We weren't so at ease. After awhile of looking into our glasses, without talking, blushing like 14-year-old teenagers, Jeff and company came back. I've found an excuse, and Jeff drove me at my hotel.
What I've done?