[ Chapter 3 ]
I've been wondering for 7 years how it would be to kiss him again. Now I know.
Maybe it felt good, but I feel horrible now.
Maybe it was a mistake. Afterall, maybe we were together years ago, but now we've changed, we're no longer the same and.....
Bullshiting myself again. I know deep down I'm lying to myself. I don't why that's bad, I just know I shouldn't have done that. But yeah, time is something you can't rewind.
I guess I'll try just try to not to be near him .... for awhile. Things would just get worst. It sounds dumb, cuz I've been waiting 7 years to see him again, and now I just wanna disapear.
I sighed as I thought.... you know what's the worst thing? I used to tell him everything, bad or good.
*Later that day*
I heard footsteps. Someone knocked at my door. I opened. It was Jeff.
" What happened yesterday?", he said.
" Nothing ", I lied.
" I know you better than that."
" I just don't know if I should tell anyone."
" Why?", he asked.
" That's personnal "
" Please? ", he softly said.
" ..... OK. Come in."
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It took me awhile again. Maybe that's bad, cuz I wrote it during maths, and when you heard numbers, it's not easy to write.
And don't forget.... feedbacks always great!
I've been wondering for 7 years how it would be to kiss him again. Now I know.
Maybe it felt good, but I feel horrible now.
Maybe it was a mistake. Afterall, maybe we were together years ago, but now we've changed, we're no longer the same and.....
Bullshiting myself again. I know deep down I'm lying to myself. I don't why that's bad, I just know I shouldn't have done that. But yeah, time is something you can't rewind.
I guess I'll try just try to not to be near him .... for awhile. Things would just get worst. It sounds dumb, cuz I've been waiting 7 years to see him again, and now I just wanna disapear.
I sighed as I thought.... you know what's the worst thing? I used to tell him everything, bad or good.
*Later that day*
I heard footsteps. Someone knocked at my door. I opened. It was Jeff.
" What happened yesterday?", he said.
" Nothing ", I lied.
" I know you better than that."
" I just don't know if I should tell anyone."
" Why?", he asked.
" That's personnal "
" Please? ", he softly said.
" ..... OK. Come in."
---------
It took me awhile again. Maybe that's bad, cuz I wrote it during maths, and when you heard numbers, it's not easy to write.
And don't forget.... feedbacks always great!