Disclaimer: don't own, never claimed to.
Summery: pretty angsty I guess. From whoever's perspective you want. R+R please, I like feedback. Thank you and enjoy….
I was always something. But it all amounted to nothing. I fought hard to be strong, yet I have been broken. And will be again. Right, before I heal. It's a endless battle, inside and out.
I want to think better of you, but you're not doing anything to prove them wrong. You continuously hurt me, lie, and know about it. You never prove me wrong, and half the time, that's all I wish you'd do.
Can you feel my disappointment? My hurt? I want it to ooze out onto this page. I want you to feel it in your heart like I do. The crack that runs through my soul.
How everything makes me want to cry. How other people's happiness makes me bitter and angry.
I'm bottling it all up; I don't share my gut-wrenching source.
I wanna scream out, let it burst forth from inside. Feel it exit through my fingers; travel in my veins down my legs. Like some drug, making it all go away.
And then, I'll open my eyes, and the world will be destroyed. They felt my pain and loss, and were shattered.
It makes my eyes hurt, I can't breath, I just wanna lay down and sleep, rest my aching body, battling for to long. Curl up and not face the war any more, just make it go away. I lack vision for my future; my dreams have escaped me, as reality tunnels away. I'm not going to make it, forgive me.