A/N: Sorry if you hate me for this. I don't exactly care. This is an AU. Each chapter will be from a different perspective. The song mentioned in the story, Without Your Light, has a 25% percent chance of getting a video of the original song on my youtube channel, and a 75% chance if this gets 50 favorites. Let's get on with this….
I had prepared quite carefully for this night. I had cleaned my dagger, set auto e-mails to Mellie, and auto-texts to Annabeth. I had fully recorded version of the updated version of Without Your Light.
Twenty Years Ago today, Jason died. My mental state plummeted, but I held it together as I finished High School and became an intenational Pop Star. Now, the lyrics of my newest song ring truer in my head than ever before
I can't live, can't live without your light
I changed into a silver dress and put my hair in a neat bun
I must see, must see the stars tonight
One last time, I methodically cleaned my dagger. The one Jason gave me after Dylan harassed me at the Gran Canyon Field Trip
But they refuse, refuse to shine without your light
I remember the day he died. Dylan showed up again, hoping to steal a kiss from me. I was helpless. Jason came to my aid, and Dylan….Dylan produced a…a gun from his pocket. He cleanly shot Jasons' chest and told me "Next time it'll be you" Before leaving
Somehow I know, I know I'll see the stars tonight
The funeral was heartbreaking.
Yeah, I can't live, can't live without your light
The murder was worse
I truly need, need to see your light tonight
I released my first song at the age of twenty-two.
But you are in, in Elysuim tonight
And now I am thirty-six
So I guess I'll end, end, end my life tonight
I sliced my legs, watching blood spill from me, then my arms. Finally, I plunged the dagger into my neck, and pulled it out, repeating this until I lost consciousness. I closed m y eyes for the last time as one thought echoed eternally: Jason