Turning Against Sanzo
--Tadz
note: I know that you'll probably kill me and you all hate me now... but, this is the only time I was able to continue the story... I'm so sorry... I hope you still remember everything about the story... Even if the ones posted are chapters 5-7 only...
--67 indicates another stanza of the poem
ADC minna!!
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Love. Hate. The simplicity of these two words made them complicated. The shallow meaning it has, made a deep reaction in everyone's lives. No matter how different both of them are, they are very similar to each other. To love and to hate. To hate and to love. The feeling of hatred and the feeling of being loved. The chemistry of these two words.. .. And yet, it doesn't make any sense.
To want someone and to need someone. To long for a person and to have a person in your grasp. To let go and to be in pain of letting go. To sacrifice and to spent a lifetime wishing everything to come back. Isn't it ironic? Something so different, still, making a connection, a relation with each other.
And to Sanzo, all these means nothing. To have something in your grasp and let go? It's stupid to do so. To love and hate the one you love? Nothing will ever be the same. Again.
To turn back time. To have the power to change the past and change the future. To see your destiny unfolding before your eyes. And the destiny you see is not the one you hoped you would have. Sanzo wondered if there is such things as time travel. To be able to change the course of time. To be able to change something you knew you cannot change forever.
"Sanzo," a gentle voic called. It was Hakkai, the gentle Hakkai who would've known the solution to his problem if only he knew. Hakkai who was open-minded about everything that was happening. Hakkai, who would understand him.
With neutral eyes, Sanzo faced Hakkai. "Nani?" he asked, trying to supress the loneliness in his eyes,
"Kore," Hakkai said, handing a piece of paper to Sanzo. "I saw this paper in Goku's things. I thought it must be for you," he finished, placing the piece of crumpled paper in Sanzo's palm then headed back to the cave.
Sanzo opened the crumpled paper slowly, gently, then read:
--67
I tried to reach you, even if you were out of my grasp;
To stand so high above the sky just to feel your hand in mine;
It was the inevetable truth that I never wanted to know;
That whatever I do, I'd still take my fall;
--67
I tried to fall in place with you even when I can't;
to shine brightly beside the star I ever so want;
A false hope wishing to become reality;
An endless dream and lie without similarity;
--67
I tried to be more than a friend to you;
To be there if you need help in things you do;
You made me into someone I didn't know I was;
You made me something other than my past;
--67
I loved, I fought, did everything without thought;
Just to be with you even for a night;
I slept, I ate, woke up without loathe;
Just to feel your presence near mine;
--67
The poem ended there, with traces of fallen tears, cold within Sanzo's hands.
"You can't fight gravity on a planet that insists;
That love is like falling and falling is like this..."
***
That's it for this chapter! Too short??..? Tell me what you guys think..
The 4 verse poem is made by me and the ending quote is by Ani DiFranco. The poem is actually not finished that's why it ended that way. But it suited the scene don't you think??..?
Thanks for reading...
ADC, minna!!..!
--Tadz
note: I know that you'll probably kill me and you all hate me now... but, this is the only time I was able to continue the story... I'm so sorry... I hope you still remember everything about the story... Even if the ones posted are chapters 5-7 only...
--67 indicates another stanza of the poem
ADC minna!!
____
Love. Hate. The simplicity of these two words made them complicated. The shallow meaning it has, made a deep reaction in everyone's lives. No matter how different both of them are, they are very similar to each other. To love and to hate. To hate and to love. The feeling of hatred and the feeling of being loved. The chemistry of these two words.. .. And yet, it doesn't make any sense.
To want someone and to need someone. To long for a person and to have a person in your grasp. To let go and to be in pain of letting go. To sacrifice and to spent a lifetime wishing everything to come back. Isn't it ironic? Something so different, still, making a connection, a relation with each other.
And to Sanzo, all these means nothing. To have something in your grasp and let go? It's stupid to do so. To love and hate the one you love? Nothing will ever be the same. Again.
To turn back time. To have the power to change the past and change the future. To see your destiny unfolding before your eyes. And the destiny you see is not the one you hoped you would have. Sanzo wondered if there is such things as time travel. To be able to change the course of time. To be able to change something you knew you cannot change forever.
"Sanzo," a gentle voic called. It was Hakkai, the gentle Hakkai who would've known the solution to his problem if only he knew. Hakkai who was open-minded about everything that was happening. Hakkai, who would understand him.
With neutral eyes, Sanzo faced Hakkai. "Nani?" he asked, trying to supress the loneliness in his eyes,
"Kore," Hakkai said, handing a piece of paper to Sanzo. "I saw this paper in Goku's things. I thought it must be for you," he finished, placing the piece of crumpled paper in Sanzo's palm then headed back to the cave.
Sanzo opened the crumpled paper slowly, gently, then read:
--67
I tried to reach you, even if you were out of my grasp;
To stand so high above the sky just to feel your hand in mine;
It was the inevetable truth that I never wanted to know;
That whatever I do, I'd still take my fall;
--67
I tried to fall in place with you even when I can't;
to shine brightly beside the star I ever so want;
A false hope wishing to become reality;
An endless dream and lie without similarity;
--67
I tried to be more than a friend to you;
To be there if you need help in things you do;
You made me into someone I didn't know I was;
You made me something other than my past;
--67
I loved, I fought, did everything without thought;
Just to be with you even for a night;
I slept, I ate, woke up without loathe;
Just to feel your presence near mine;
--67
The poem ended there, with traces of fallen tears, cold within Sanzo's hands.
"You can't fight gravity on a planet that insists;
That love is like falling and falling is like this..."
***
That's it for this chapter! Too short??..? Tell me what you guys think..
The 4 verse poem is made by me and the ending quote is by Ani DiFranco. The poem is actually not finished that's why it ended that way. But it suited the scene don't you think??..?
Thanks for reading...
ADC, minna!!..!