It was right then and there that I snapped, I tore my whole fucking house
apart. Everything I destroyed I pictured was your face and I swore to get
my revenge. I sat on the kitchen floor, which was now covered in broken
glass and pieces of what used to be chairs, and started to think of how I
could possibly make you feel everything I was feeling. I felt dead inside
but I knew that you can't make someone with no true emotions feel that way,
I only had one option. Of course I had to plan it out for a while, to make
sure that I wouldn't be held responsible for any of my actions. As I
planned I trained harder then I ever had in my life, it was more then a
dream to make it in the WWE now, it was a need. And then I got my chance.
The call that I should have gotten 2 years before came and I was told I was
going to be the newest and craziest Diva the world would ever see,
Victoria.
I knew that my plan was going to go perfectly when they told me the angle they were going to put me in. 'Victoria is going to be a complex character, with demons in her past that she's never been able to over come. She's angry. And the source of all that anger is going to be. Trish Stratus.' It took all the strength I had not to jump up and celebrate. This was going to be easier then I thought, I never thought they would put us in a feud I thought it was going to be something I'd have to work on myself. I didn't hear much of the rest of Vince's little pep talk, I spend the rest of the time going over my plan and thinking of how good I was going to feel after it was completed.
I got to the arena early and sat in the women's lockerroom thinking of what I had to do. I was there for a good 2 hours before you showed up. You just stared at me for a minute before I stood up, you stepped away from me, you thought I was going to beat the crap out of you. But that wasn't my intention (yet anyway) I grabbed you and hugged you, the look on your face was priceless. 'Trish I know why you used me and I've had time to think and I've realized that its time to forgive you. I want my best friend back.' It took you a little while before you completely understood what I said, or maybe you were looking for the tone of sarcasm in my voice, but there was none there. You then did exactly what I wanted you to. you returned the hug. Now I don't know if it was because you were truly sorry or if you were just planning to use me again but I didn't care anymore, either way it wasn't going to change my mind on what I was going to do.
The next few months we acted like we did when we first met. We were never apart and it was killing me inside. I HATED YOU. But I knew I couldn't flat out kill you when we were alone, there would be too many questions asked, so I waited. We had had several matches together already and we each cut our petty little promos. Everyone complemented me on how good I played the psycho bitch role, little did they know it wasn't an act. You had driven me crazy and now I got to tell the whole world about our past. Nobody knew except you and me that what I was saying was true, but I assured you it was only to help the story that I was letting it all out.
I'll never forget when you told me about our match at Unforgiven, for the fact that the name of it fit how I felt towards you perfectly. I knew that was when I needed to get you out of my life. I needed to make sure you couldn't get away from me once you found out what I was trying to do, so I pulled some strings and managed to get the match to be a cage match. Everything was set now.
Before our match we stood in the back, you for your last time and me about to be freed of all my rage and hurt, with a few other people and got in our prayer circle and prayed for a same night. HA. yea right, I prayed alright, but not for a safe night, I prayed that I would be able to pull off the best performance of my life. Hey I needed to make millions of people believe that I didn't want you dead, a very hard task.
I knew that my plan was going to go perfectly when they told me the angle they were going to put me in. 'Victoria is going to be a complex character, with demons in her past that she's never been able to over come. She's angry. And the source of all that anger is going to be. Trish Stratus.' It took all the strength I had not to jump up and celebrate. This was going to be easier then I thought, I never thought they would put us in a feud I thought it was going to be something I'd have to work on myself. I didn't hear much of the rest of Vince's little pep talk, I spend the rest of the time going over my plan and thinking of how good I was going to feel after it was completed.
I got to the arena early and sat in the women's lockerroom thinking of what I had to do. I was there for a good 2 hours before you showed up. You just stared at me for a minute before I stood up, you stepped away from me, you thought I was going to beat the crap out of you. But that wasn't my intention (yet anyway) I grabbed you and hugged you, the look on your face was priceless. 'Trish I know why you used me and I've had time to think and I've realized that its time to forgive you. I want my best friend back.' It took you a little while before you completely understood what I said, or maybe you were looking for the tone of sarcasm in my voice, but there was none there. You then did exactly what I wanted you to. you returned the hug. Now I don't know if it was because you were truly sorry or if you were just planning to use me again but I didn't care anymore, either way it wasn't going to change my mind on what I was going to do.
The next few months we acted like we did when we first met. We were never apart and it was killing me inside. I HATED YOU. But I knew I couldn't flat out kill you when we were alone, there would be too many questions asked, so I waited. We had had several matches together already and we each cut our petty little promos. Everyone complemented me on how good I played the psycho bitch role, little did they know it wasn't an act. You had driven me crazy and now I got to tell the whole world about our past. Nobody knew except you and me that what I was saying was true, but I assured you it was only to help the story that I was letting it all out.
I'll never forget when you told me about our match at Unforgiven, for the fact that the name of it fit how I felt towards you perfectly. I knew that was when I needed to get you out of my life. I needed to make sure you couldn't get away from me once you found out what I was trying to do, so I pulled some strings and managed to get the match to be a cage match. Everything was set now.
Before our match we stood in the back, you for your last time and me about to be freed of all my rage and hurt, with a few other people and got in our prayer circle and prayed for a same night. HA. yea right, I prayed alright, but not for a safe night, I prayed that I would be able to pull off the best performance of my life. Hey I needed to make millions of people believe that I didn't want you dead, a very hard task.