Hello again cliffhangers, finally I decided to update again after facing a
serious writer's block, so here is the next chapter.
Again I want to thank everyone for reviewing, I want to thank Krixel, Concrete Angel, hott dogg, Nyassa Kaiba & Hijiri Hitokiri Battosai you guys rocks! And all others who read it and enjoying it ^_^
Disclaimer- I don't own Beyblade or any of these songs in this story.
~Songs/ poems~
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Chapter 5. I knew I loved you
(Kai's POV)
~No one have told you what I've done for you, fifty thousands tears I cried
Kicking and screaming and bleeding for you, but you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself, maybe I sacrifice for once
Not thinking of dealing been cheated by you, just when I thought I've reach the bottom
(I'm dying again) I'm going under, drowning in you
I'm falling forever, I got to break through~
I sat by myself in my bed, all confused. I still don't believe that Ray would do such a thing to me, because he's the most wonderful person I know.
~Blurring and stirring the truth and the lie, so I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thought in my head, so I can't trust myself anymore~
Finally after the long metal war, I figured that suicide is the answer. Because I have nobody loving me and nobody to give my love to, so what's the use of living. I took out a dagger out of the drawer, unfolded it and held it toward my chest. I closed my eyes and ready to stab the knife toward my chest, when suddenly I heard a turned of the door when I was only a centimetre close to killing myself.
It was Ray at the door. His face was all pale. As soon as he saw me in the bed with a knife in my hand, he dropped into his knees in front of me. I could sense his fear as he placed his shaky hands in my lap and cried. "Kai please drop the knife. I love you" he cried. "I love you too Ray, good bye"
~ So go and scream
Scream at me so far away. I won't be broken again
I got to breath, I can't keep going under~
I closed my eyes and held the knife toward my chest once again. As I about to move the sharp edges toward me, I felt my body pushed with a sudden of rush. I ended up landing in my bed not dying, but receiving another cut with the knife landing in my left wrist. I slowly opened my eyes as I felt a soft warm tears dripping all over me like a drop of rain in the winter day. Sitting myself up in my bed, I wiped away tears in Ray's eyes and hugged him tight against me.
"Kai I love you, forgive me for what I've done" He whispered silently, licking the blood in my arm in a feline kind a way, like he did in the old days. I slowly nodded without a clue, suddenly it hit me like a thousand knife, that Ray was my first crush and the reason of me living.
(Flashback 2 years ago. Both of the boys are 14, 3rd person POV)
~Maybe it's intuition, but something you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes, I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy, but I believe~
He sat at the back of the classroom, gazing at the blue haired boy, named Kai. He just couldn't stop staring at him day and night from the minute he opened his eyes in the morning until the night came when it's time for them to sleep at the same hotel room. He often asked himself, "Is this what they call love? Am I in love?"
~I knew I loved you before I met you, I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you, I have been waiting all my life~
Time when by, his feelings getting stronger and stronger each day. The Raven boy couldn't take it anymore. With his shaky hand, he quietly slipped a tiny envelope into his secret crush desk in the early Valentine morning along with a bunch of roses next to it. With his whole body still shaking, he quietly sat back down into his desk, hoping his Romeo would open the envelope sooner.
~There just no rhymes or reasons, only this sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for, I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe~
A while later the bell rang, a blue haired boy walked toward his desk and put his bag down. To his surprise he found a bunch of roses with a tiny envelope right next to it. He slowly opened the envelope and found a red heart-shaped card with 'Crazy About You' written on it in gold. He unfolded it and read it. It says:
Dear Kai
Happy Valentine Day
From your secret crush
PS-Meet me at the skate park tonight at 5
Kai quietly glanced around, but found nothing but a weird stare from a raven- haired boy in the corner of his eyes. He quickly put the card into his pocket, not wanting anyone to see it and pretended to do his work, when all he did was scribbling a note with 'K.H 4 R.K' written all around it, on the back of his book. "Oh man! What am I got to do?" He asked himself, still scribbling his book "A mysterious girl ask me out tonight, when I'm about to ask a hottie out tonight, specially at Valentine. I've been waiting all year round for this day to come great now I have to figure something out! Man, this isn't my day!"
(Later that night)
Kai slowly opened his eyes and sat up straight in his desk after taking his after school short nap. He glanced to his secret crush bed (Also his roommate) but found no sign of him anywhere near it. He's been totally obsess with him since the day they travelled together in their Beyblade tour and he strongly hope that nobody would go anywhere near this golden- eyed boy, while he still trying to find a way to declare his feeling. After one quick glance, he slowly went into the bathroom and washed his face and get dressed. For his very first date, he chose a black cargo pants and a white sleeveless top with chains, spikes and visor for accessories. Finishing his dressing he ran to the drawer, putting on his white Adidas skate shoes. He then took a black skateboard and skated his way to his very first date.
Alone in the skate park stood a raven-haired boy, waiting for his crush to came, nervously. This time he wasn't wearing his usual Chinese outfit, instead he wore a red baggy Billabong tee, a baggy jeans and a black and red skate shoes. His long black silky hair was braided now (Beckham's style). As he's about to give up and go, he heard a skateboard sound coming behind him. He quietly turned around and found a blue-haired boy he's been expected.
"Ray?" said the blue-haired in shock, dropping his skateboard to the ground. "Are you the one who sent..", "Yes I am, Kai. I was the one who've sent it to you". Ray slowly picked up Kai's skateboard from the ground and handed it to Kai. Kai accepted it nervously and sighed, suddenly there's a silence between them.
Ray eventually break the silence, "I'm so sorry to scare you Kai, but to be honest I've got a crush on you". With his face turned red, he slowly turned away and stared at the sun as it went down. Tears slowly rolled down his cheeks. Suddenly he felt a warm hand around his shoulder. He slowly turned around and stared at the sparkling crimson eyes in front of him without saying a word. Kai slowly pressed his lips against Ray's and kissed him for the very first time. "Ray I love you too" he whispered silently, broke the kiss. "I've been having a crush on you after all these time, I'm glad you came today Ray". Ray quietly looked at him and said, "Yes, I love you too, Kai"
~It felt so good when you said those words, 'cause I felt the same way too
The way we helped each other and the way we talked and the way we left
It felt so good to find true love and I knew you're the one
I know that he love me, 'cause he told me so. I know that he love me, 'cause his feeling show
When he's there for me, he cares for me. You see how he's deep in love
I know that he love me, 'cause it's obvious. I know that he love me, 'cause he means his trust
He's missing me when he's not here with me, and when he looks at me his gold eyes tell me so~
(End of flashback, back at Kai's POV)
As I withdrew the reflection of our past in my mind, I noticed Ray has fallen asleep in my arm. I quietly lifted him up with both of my arm and gently lied him in the bed, kissed him in the cheek, "Good night Ray, I love you"
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Phew, thank God I put Kai & Ray together again but of course that not the end of it yet! A lot going to happen in the next chapter so keep on R & R, you be sorry if you missed it! I promise the next chapter won't be disappointing!
Please keep the review coming and tell me what you think!
~Cyber-Shady~
Again I want to thank everyone for reviewing, I want to thank Krixel, Concrete Angel, hott dogg, Nyassa Kaiba & Hijiri Hitokiri Battosai you guys rocks! And all others who read it and enjoying it ^_^
Disclaimer- I don't own Beyblade or any of these songs in this story.
~Songs/ poems~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chapter 5. I knew I loved you
(Kai's POV)
~No one have told you what I've done for you, fifty thousands tears I cried
Kicking and screaming and bleeding for you, but you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself, maybe I sacrifice for once
Not thinking of dealing been cheated by you, just when I thought I've reach the bottom
(I'm dying again) I'm going under, drowning in you
I'm falling forever, I got to break through~
I sat by myself in my bed, all confused. I still don't believe that Ray would do such a thing to me, because he's the most wonderful person I know.
~Blurring and stirring the truth and the lie, so I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thought in my head, so I can't trust myself anymore~
Finally after the long metal war, I figured that suicide is the answer. Because I have nobody loving me and nobody to give my love to, so what's the use of living. I took out a dagger out of the drawer, unfolded it and held it toward my chest. I closed my eyes and ready to stab the knife toward my chest, when suddenly I heard a turned of the door when I was only a centimetre close to killing myself.
It was Ray at the door. His face was all pale. As soon as he saw me in the bed with a knife in my hand, he dropped into his knees in front of me. I could sense his fear as he placed his shaky hands in my lap and cried. "Kai please drop the knife. I love you" he cried. "I love you too Ray, good bye"
~ So go and scream
Scream at me so far away. I won't be broken again
I got to breath, I can't keep going under~
I closed my eyes and held the knife toward my chest once again. As I about to move the sharp edges toward me, I felt my body pushed with a sudden of rush. I ended up landing in my bed not dying, but receiving another cut with the knife landing in my left wrist. I slowly opened my eyes as I felt a soft warm tears dripping all over me like a drop of rain in the winter day. Sitting myself up in my bed, I wiped away tears in Ray's eyes and hugged him tight against me.
"Kai I love you, forgive me for what I've done" He whispered silently, licking the blood in my arm in a feline kind a way, like he did in the old days. I slowly nodded without a clue, suddenly it hit me like a thousand knife, that Ray was my first crush and the reason of me living.
(Flashback 2 years ago. Both of the boys are 14, 3rd person POV)
~Maybe it's intuition, but something you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes, I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy, but I believe~
He sat at the back of the classroom, gazing at the blue haired boy, named Kai. He just couldn't stop staring at him day and night from the minute he opened his eyes in the morning until the night came when it's time for them to sleep at the same hotel room. He often asked himself, "Is this what they call love? Am I in love?"
~I knew I loved you before I met you, I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you, I have been waiting all my life~
Time when by, his feelings getting stronger and stronger each day. The Raven boy couldn't take it anymore. With his shaky hand, he quietly slipped a tiny envelope into his secret crush desk in the early Valentine morning along with a bunch of roses next to it. With his whole body still shaking, he quietly sat back down into his desk, hoping his Romeo would open the envelope sooner.
~There just no rhymes or reasons, only this sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for, I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe~
A while later the bell rang, a blue haired boy walked toward his desk and put his bag down. To his surprise he found a bunch of roses with a tiny envelope right next to it. He slowly opened the envelope and found a red heart-shaped card with 'Crazy About You' written on it in gold. He unfolded it and read it. It says:
Dear Kai
Happy Valentine Day
From your secret crush
PS-Meet me at the skate park tonight at 5
Kai quietly glanced around, but found nothing but a weird stare from a raven- haired boy in the corner of his eyes. He quickly put the card into his pocket, not wanting anyone to see it and pretended to do his work, when all he did was scribbling a note with 'K.H 4 R.K' written all around it, on the back of his book. "Oh man! What am I got to do?" He asked himself, still scribbling his book "A mysterious girl ask me out tonight, when I'm about to ask a hottie out tonight, specially at Valentine. I've been waiting all year round for this day to come great now I have to figure something out! Man, this isn't my day!"
(Later that night)
Kai slowly opened his eyes and sat up straight in his desk after taking his after school short nap. He glanced to his secret crush bed (Also his roommate) but found no sign of him anywhere near it. He's been totally obsess with him since the day they travelled together in their Beyblade tour and he strongly hope that nobody would go anywhere near this golden- eyed boy, while he still trying to find a way to declare his feeling. After one quick glance, he slowly went into the bathroom and washed his face and get dressed. For his very first date, he chose a black cargo pants and a white sleeveless top with chains, spikes and visor for accessories. Finishing his dressing he ran to the drawer, putting on his white Adidas skate shoes. He then took a black skateboard and skated his way to his very first date.
Alone in the skate park stood a raven-haired boy, waiting for his crush to came, nervously. This time he wasn't wearing his usual Chinese outfit, instead he wore a red baggy Billabong tee, a baggy jeans and a black and red skate shoes. His long black silky hair was braided now (Beckham's style). As he's about to give up and go, he heard a skateboard sound coming behind him. He quietly turned around and found a blue-haired boy he's been expected.
"Ray?" said the blue-haired in shock, dropping his skateboard to the ground. "Are you the one who sent..", "Yes I am, Kai. I was the one who've sent it to you". Ray slowly picked up Kai's skateboard from the ground and handed it to Kai. Kai accepted it nervously and sighed, suddenly there's a silence between them.
Ray eventually break the silence, "I'm so sorry to scare you Kai, but to be honest I've got a crush on you". With his face turned red, he slowly turned away and stared at the sun as it went down. Tears slowly rolled down his cheeks. Suddenly he felt a warm hand around his shoulder. He slowly turned around and stared at the sparkling crimson eyes in front of him without saying a word. Kai slowly pressed his lips against Ray's and kissed him for the very first time. "Ray I love you too" he whispered silently, broke the kiss. "I've been having a crush on you after all these time, I'm glad you came today Ray". Ray quietly looked at him and said, "Yes, I love you too, Kai"
~It felt so good when you said those words, 'cause I felt the same way too
The way we helped each other and the way we talked and the way we left
It felt so good to find true love and I knew you're the one
I know that he love me, 'cause he told me so. I know that he love me, 'cause his feeling show
When he's there for me, he cares for me. You see how he's deep in love
I know that he love me, 'cause it's obvious. I know that he love me, 'cause he means his trust
He's missing me when he's not here with me, and when he looks at me his gold eyes tell me so~
(End of flashback, back at Kai's POV)
As I withdrew the reflection of our past in my mind, I noticed Ray has fallen asleep in my arm. I quietly lifted him up with both of my arm and gently lied him in the bed, kissed him in the cheek, "Good night Ray, I love you"
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Phew, thank God I put Kai & Ray together again but of course that not the end of it yet! A lot going to happen in the next chapter so keep on R & R, you be sorry if you missed it! I promise the next chapter won't be disappointing!
Please keep the review coming and tell me what you think!
~Cyber-Shady~