"Heaven holds a sense of wonder"
Chapter XVII A kiss and the confusion that follows
"If I Ever Lose My Faith In You"
You could say I lost my faith in science and progress
You could say I lost my belief in the holy church
You could say I lost my sense of direction
You could say all of this and worse
but If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world
You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV
You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians
They all seemed like game show hosts to me
If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
I could be lost inside their lies without a trace
But every time I close my eyes I see your face
I never saw no miracle of science
That didn't go from a blessing to a curse
I never saw no military solution
That didn't always end up as something worse
but Let me say this first
If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
("If I ever loose my faith in you" By Sting) ( I love this song!!!!!)
Today, Hermione was prepared when two strong hands were laid on her waist
and a soft whisper near her ear.
"Dreamed of me?"
She turned around smilingly.
"I won´t tell you.
Don´t you know that some dreams come true when you don´t talk about them?"
He buried his face in her neck.
"Perhaps I can help to realise some dreams of yours."
He nuzzled against her skin.
"Draco, please."
She tried to push him away, but he held his firm grip on her waist.
"Please what?"
He teased.
"Please let go of me."
"Tell me why."
He softly demanded.
"You do not want to know why."
"You can´t tell me, for you see no reason either."
He began gently sucking on her skin.
That made Hermione finally pull away.
He looked at her disappointed.
"What do you want to show me today?"
Hermione tried to ignore his look and pretended that nothing had just happened.
~But that´s not true.~
~Hey, I pulled away. So please be quiet.~
~The point is, that you enjoyed it.~
~Why do you think I was enjoying this?~
~Have you forgotten that I am you? I feel it.
And it is my job to inform you that what you are doing is not right.~
~Stop annoying me.
I know what you think about this mission, so please don´t get on my nerves.~
He took new guts by her words and leaned closer again.
"There are a lot of things that I could and want to show you, but,"
and he pulled away,
"We start with something special."
He took her hand, and Hermione noticed that she didn´t mind it anymore.
~I..~
~Shut up! I know what you want to say, so be the hell quiet!!!~
***********************************
Draco showed her a lot of funny things in London she had not seen before.
Like a speaking stature at the museum that helped you in school or
A ghost in the south wall of the houses of parliament that told funny anecdotes about the
members.
A wizard photo automate, that made moving pictures.
Hermione and Draco spend quite a long time in that little cabin making funny photos.
It was not very good for the mood of Hermiones inner voice.
The day passed very quickly.
"You allowed me,"
he pronounced "allowed" very much,
" to take you out for diner tonight."
Draco wrapped his arms around Hermione from behind.
"I know a nice little wizard restaurant. Not very far from here. Okay?"
She shuddered at the feeling of his breathing so close to her ear.
She carefully turned around and nodded.
Draco grabbed her tighter and apparated with her in his arms to the restaurant.
*****************************
"A table for two, please."
Draco said to the waiter who seemed to be waiting for him.
He led Draco and Hermione to a little table on a window, behind a veil.
It was not seen from the restaurant room.
Draco helped Hermione into her chair and after they had ordered the waiter left.
"So, do you like it?"
Draco looked at her expectantly.
"Yes, it is wonderful. So quiet."
There were two candles in a beautiful silver holder.
And a vase with a single rose in it.
~This is so goddamn romantic....~
~Yeah it is..~
~You are agreeing?~
~I haven´t finished. But you are here with Draco Malfoy, this is not right.
And you know that!~
~Yeah I do. But he seems not that bad.~
~That is just because you are useful to him. Don´t be so easily blended by his charms.~
The last words of her inner voice were not spoken with reproach,
rather with sadness and concern.
And Hermione knew that the voice was right.
This was still Draco Malfoy, and the thought made her sick.
********************************
"Oh, that was delicious."
Draco looked at her.
"Yeah, but I would know something even more delicious."
He looked deep into her eyes.
She was unsure how to understand his expression.
He leaned over the table and...
~Fuck... You can´t escape him this time.~
~I know.~
~But you seem so calm.~
Hermione ignored her inner voice and watched Dracos face come closer.
She didn´t flinch when he stopped inches away from hers.
She half closed her eyes.
And he overcame the little gap that had been left between them.
He closed her slightly open lips with a slow and tender kiss.
~He...~
~Shut the hell up. I don´t want to hear anything from you for the rest of the evening.~
Hermione hadn´t expect his lips to be so warm and soft.
He gave soft and tender kisses, she had expected him to kiss her in a hard and cruel way.
She had known him like this before, but in the last two days,
she had met a completely new person.
He slid his tongue along the curve of her lips.
She moaned low and opened her mouth.
He slid his tongue slowly inside her mouth.
Draco shifted his position and Hermione noticed that he stood up and broke the kiss.
But as she opened her mouth to ask him why,
he just walked towards her and wrapped his arms around her waist
and pressed her against him.
His lips found hers again and captured them again.
This time he demanded entrance right away.
Her arms were wrapped around his neck by themselves.
She gave into the kiss and vanished in his strong arms that held her like nothing did before.
After what seemed like an eternity, both of them pulled away breathless.
"Fee,"
his voice was husky.
She just shook her head and placed a finger over his lips.
He looked at her red and swollen lips while she pulled his head back down to her.
Their second kiss was not as gentle and careful as the first one.
He kissed her more passionately and with a fire,
she had never expected to find inside him.
He shifted their position and Hermione found herself slightly pressed against the wall.
His hands roamed over her body and she suddenly felt them under her shirt.
Slowly caressing the skin of her back.
She decided to play his game too.
Her hands left his neck and one lazily circled over his shoulders,
while the other was gripping in his hair.
A low moan escaped her mouth as he left her mouth and gently sucked her earlobe.
"Draco,"
She gasped.
He did not stop kissing his way down her neck.
"Please, stop this, I can´t."
He looked up.
His hair was messed up and his eyes full of desire.
Desire for her.
She swallowed hard and shook her head.
"Please, Draco."
He looked really shocked.
"No.
Why do you do this to me?
First flirt with me and then push me away."
He tried to kiss her again.
But this time she turned her face to the side so he just managed to kiss her ear.
However, this little kiss made her shiver and burn with desire for him.
He noticed.
And he grabbed her hands with one of his and pinned them above her head.
His other hand turned her head towards his face.
"Say no to this if you really don´t want what is happening now."
He kissed her passionately on the lips.
His tongue touched hers and he sucked it gently.
A gasp escaped her as he did so.
She could feel the lust in his kisses.
And she knew this was not right.
Even without her inner voice.
~I can´t do this.
He is the murderer of Oliver, Lily, my best friends and so many other peoples.
I owe them not to do this.~
She was on the edge of crying and it took her a lot of strength to pull away.
"Draco,"
her voice broke when he covered her face with a million kisses,
trying to kiss away her doubts.
"What,"
he mumbled against her cheek.
"I know you what that as much as I do.
I feel it in your kisses.
Why don´t you just give in?"
"I can´t. Draco, I am serious."
"Me too."
She pulled away from him.
She stood in front of him, not moving.
"Fee, say something. Please don´t go."
It made her heart hurt like mad when she heard him beg for her to stay.
Like a little boy.
She shook her head.
"I can´t."
Her voice was husky.
Then she slowly turned away.
"Fee, I think I am falling for you."
Draco voice had been a low whisper, but loud enough for her to hear it.
She stopped, still with her back to him.
~And I am for you. But this is not right.
This is not meant to be.~
Her inner voice didn´t agreed.
It was silent everywhere, inside her and around her too.
He didn´t move, just stared at her back.
He waited for to turn around, flying in his arms.
Kiss him again, being in his arms for at least the rest of the night.
Like he she had done in his dreams.
But she didn´t.
Instead she slowly walked away.
Leaving a confused Draco behind her.
******************* TBC ****************
AN: What is horrible? Right, my first "graphical" kiss. I am sorry and I know.
Please forgive me and tell me what you think about the rest!!!
I beg you, please review!!!!!!!!
Thanks to everyone who reviewed!!!!!!!!
It makes me happy and write faster!!! ;o)
Disclaimer: I own nobody, Harry Potter belongs to J. K. Rowling, our Godness.
Chapter XVII A kiss and the confusion that follows
"If I Ever Lose My Faith In You"
You could say I lost my faith in science and progress
You could say I lost my belief in the holy church
You could say I lost my sense of direction
You could say all of this and worse
but If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world
You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV
You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians
They all seemed like game show hosts to me
If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
I could be lost inside their lies without a trace
But every time I close my eyes I see your face
I never saw no miracle of science
That didn't go from a blessing to a curse
I never saw no military solution
That didn't always end up as something worse
but Let me say this first
If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do
("If I ever loose my faith in you" By Sting) ( I love this song!!!!!)
Today, Hermione was prepared when two strong hands were laid on her waist
and a soft whisper near her ear.
"Dreamed of me?"
She turned around smilingly.
"I won´t tell you.
Don´t you know that some dreams come true when you don´t talk about them?"
He buried his face in her neck.
"Perhaps I can help to realise some dreams of yours."
He nuzzled against her skin.
"Draco, please."
She tried to push him away, but he held his firm grip on her waist.
"Please what?"
He teased.
"Please let go of me."
"Tell me why."
He softly demanded.
"You do not want to know why."
"You can´t tell me, for you see no reason either."
He began gently sucking on her skin.
That made Hermione finally pull away.
He looked at her disappointed.
"What do you want to show me today?"
Hermione tried to ignore his look and pretended that nothing had just happened.
~But that´s not true.~
~Hey, I pulled away. So please be quiet.~
~The point is, that you enjoyed it.~
~Why do you think I was enjoying this?~
~Have you forgotten that I am you? I feel it.
And it is my job to inform you that what you are doing is not right.~
~Stop annoying me.
I know what you think about this mission, so please don´t get on my nerves.~
He took new guts by her words and leaned closer again.
"There are a lot of things that I could and want to show you, but,"
and he pulled away,
"We start with something special."
He took her hand, and Hermione noticed that she didn´t mind it anymore.
~I..~
~Shut up! I know what you want to say, so be the hell quiet!!!~
***********************************
Draco showed her a lot of funny things in London she had not seen before.
Like a speaking stature at the museum that helped you in school or
A ghost in the south wall of the houses of parliament that told funny anecdotes about the
members.
A wizard photo automate, that made moving pictures.
Hermione and Draco spend quite a long time in that little cabin making funny photos.
It was not very good for the mood of Hermiones inner voice.
The day passed very quickly.
"You allowed me,"
he pronounced "allowed" very much,
" to take you out for diner tonight."
Draco wrapped his arms around Hermione from behind.
"I know a nice little wizard restaurant. Not very far from here. Okay?"
She shuddered at the feeling of his breathing so close to her ear.
She carefully turned around and nodded.
Draco grabbed her tighter and apparated with her in his arms to the restaurant.
*****************************
"A table for two, please."
Draco said to the waiter who seemed to be waiting for him.
He led Draco and Hermione to a little table on a window, behind a veil.
It was not seen from the restaurant room.
Draco helped Hermione into her chair and after they had ordered the waiter left.
"So, do you like it?"
Draco looked at her expectantly.
"Yes, it is wonderful. So quiet."
There were two candles in a beautiful silver holder.
And a vase with a single rose in it.
~This is so goddamn romantic....~
~Yeah it is..~
~You are agreeing?~
~I haven´t finished. But you are here with Draco Malfoy, this is not right.
And you know that!~
~Yeah I do. But he seems not that bad.~
~That is just because you are useful to him. Don´t be so easily blended by his charms.~
The last words of her inner voice were not spoken with reproach,
rather with sadness and concern.
And Hermione knew that the voice was right.
This was still Draco Malfoy, and the thought made her sick.
********************************
"Oh, that was delicious."
Draco looked at her.
"Yeah, but I would know something even more delicious."
He looked deep into her eyes.
She was unsure how to understand his expression.
He leaned over the table and...
~Fuck... You can´t escape him this time.~
~I know.~
~But you seem so calm.~
Hermione ignored her inner voice and watched Dracos face come closer.
She didn´t flinch when he stopped inches away from hers.
She half closed her eyes.
And he overcame the little gap that had been left between them.
He closed her slightly open lips with a slow and tender kiss.
~He...~
~Shut the hell up. I don´t want to hear anything from you for the rest of the evening.~
Hermione hadn´t expect his lips to be so warm and soft.
He gave soft and tender kisses, she had expected him to kiss her in a hard and cruel way.
She had known him like this before, but in the last two days,
she had met a completely new person.
He slid his tongue along the curve of her lips.
She moaned low and opened her mouth.
He slid his tongue slowly inside her mouth.
Draco shifted his position and Hermione noticed that he stood up and broke the kiss.
But as she opened her mouth to ask him why,
he just walked towards her and wrapped his arms around her waist
and pressed her against him.
His lips found hers again and captured them again.
This time he demanded entrance right away.
Her arms were wrapped around his neck by themselves.
She gave into the kiss and vanished in his strong arms that held her like nothing did before.
After what seemed like an eternity, both of them pulled away breathless.
"Fee,"
his voice was husky.
She just shook her head and placed a finger over his lips.
He looked at her red and swollen lips while she pulled his head back down to her.
Their second kiss was not as gentle and careful as the first one.
He kissed her more passionately and with a fire,
she had never expected to find inside him.
He shifted their position and Hermione found herself slightly pressed against the wall.
His hands roamed over her body and she suddenly felt them under her shirt.
Slowly caressing the skin of her back.
She decided to play his game too.
Her hands left his neck and one lazily circled over his shoulders,
while the other was gripping in his hair.
A low moan escaped her mouth as he left her mouth and gently sucked her earlobe.
"Draco,"
She gasped.
He did not stop kissing his way down her neck.
"Please, stop this, I can´t."
He looked up.
His hair was messed up and his eyes full of desire.
Desire for her.
She swallowed hard and shook her head.
"Please, Draco."
He looked really shocked.
"No.
Why do you do this to me?
First flirt with me and then push me away."
He tried to kiss her again.
But this time she turned her face to the side so he just managed to kiss her ear.
However, this little kiss made her shiver and burn with desire for him.
He noticed.
And he grabbed her hands with one of his and pinned them above her head.
His other hand turned her head towards his face.
"Say no to this if you really don´t want what is happening now."
He kissed her passionately on the lips.
His tongue touched hers and he sucked it gently.
A gasp escaped her as he did so.
She could feel the lust in his kisses.
And she knew this was not right.
Even without her inner voice.
~I can´t do this.
He is the murderer of Oliver, Lily, my best friends and so many other peoples.
I owe them not to do this.~
She was on the edge of crying and it took her a lot of strength to pull away.
"Draco,"
her voice broke when he covered her face with a million kisses,
trying to kiss away her doubts.
"What,"
he mumbled against her cheek.
"I know you what that as much as I do.
I feel it in your kisses.
Why don´t you just give in?"
"I can´t. Draco, I am serious."
"Me too."
She pulled away from him.
She stood in front of him, not moving.
"Fee, say something. Please don´t go."
It made her heart hurt like mad when she heard him beg for her to stay.
Like a little boy.
She shook her head.
"I can´t."
Her voice was husky.
Then she slowly turned away.
"Fee, I think I am falling for you."
Draco voice had been a low whisper, but loud enough for her to hear it.
She stopped, still with her back to him.
~And I am for you. But this is not right.
This is not meant to be.~
Her inner voice didn´t agreed.
It was silent everywhere, inside her and around her too.
He didn´t move, just stared at her back.
He waited for to turn around, flying in his arms.
Kiss him again, being in his arms for at least the rest of the night.
Like he she had done in his dreams.
But she didn´t.
Instead she slowly walked away.
Leaving a confused Draco behind her.
******************* TBC ****************
AN: What is horrible? Right, my first "graphical" kiss. I am sorry and I know.
Please forgive me and tell me what you think about the rest!!!
I beg you, please review!!!!!!!!
Thanks to everyone who reviewed!!!!!!!!
It makes me happy and write faster!!! ;o)
Disclaimer: I own nobody, Harry Potter belongs to J. K. Rowling, our Godness.