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Lizzie feared that Kate knew her secret. she wasn't part of the "big V club" anymore. In fact it was Kate's boyfriend, Ethan, who ended her membership in junior high! That's probably the only reason that Kate hadn't told everyone else, because it was her boyfriend that Lizzie got! Lizzie didn't want to call it rape, since it was consensual, even though she was drunk at the time and Ethan was way more experienced.

She thought that it was somehow wrong not to tell her best friend the biggest thing that had ever happened in her life but it wasn't the fairytale she wanted her first time to be! In fact, after it was over Ethan didn't say that he wanted to be her boyfriend, or even that he wanted to see her again. No, instead he told her that Kate was his girl friend and that she was a mistake. At this point, knowing that Kate probably doesn't care anymore if people find out, she had to tell Miranda before anyone else had the chance to!

*ring, ring, ring* Lizzie heard on the other end of the line as she was pacing back and fourth across her room. Finally, someone answered the phone.

"Hello?" Miranda answered the phone.

"Miranda? Hey it's Lizzie, can you talk?"

"Sure, what's up Liz?"

"Well, I kind of have something to tell you. Sort of about Ethan! I think Kate knows something about me and Ethan!"

"There's nothing to know, right? The only thing you and Ethan have ever done together was a project in 8th grade right, Lizzie?" Miranda asked sounding a little concerned.

"Not exactly. You remember that party that we went to in 8th grade where everyone was drinking and smoking and REALLY partying? Well, that's the night it happened. You were tired and wanted to leave but I wasn't ready. So your parents picked you up and I stayed."

"ummm, yea I think so. We were at Ethan Crafts house right?" Miranda asked, vaguely remembering

"yea we were. I told my parents that I was sleeping over with you. But actually I spent the night at Ethan's house after Kate went home! I don't remember much of what happened, just pieces. I remember Ethan holding my wrists down. And I found blood on my underwear the next day. I don't remember saying yes either, or even that I wanted to. I was probably too drunk to say anything at all. It doesn't matter now though. It's all in the past. But just incase anything comes up about it I wanted you to be the first to know." Lizzie was cut off by Miranda.

" If all that's true then why were you so excited about sitting in front of him?" Miranda interrupted

" I don't know. There's something about him that's just. magical? He's the cutest guy in our school and to be honest, I wouldn't mind seeing Kate's face if Ethan asked me out. In a way, he owes it to me to just be my friend. Now that I sit in front of him and have excuses to talk to him maybe we can be more. Who knows?"

"Whatever. Do you have any idea of how pathetic you sound right now? Get a grip."

CLICK

beep, beep, beep, beep, beep

Lizzie started to cry knowing that other people would probably react worse when they heard. Miranda was supposed be Lizzie's best friend and now she wouldn't even talk to her.

"Ethan's probably already told Kate. And now that I'm in her class Kate's probably going to tell everyone else. Except when Kate tells people stories, she gets carried away. I can only imagine what she'll be telling people about me!"

Lizzie kept sobbing and talking to herself all night, wondering if she should tell Gordo. What if he re-acted the same way Miranda, her so- called best friend, did?

Things to think about: What's Miranda hiding, and why was she so mad about Lizzie's fling with Ethan? Will Ethan and Lizzie get back together? Does Kate even know about Lizzie and Ethan? And if Kate does know, will she share her information with the rest of the school?

A/N: I'm going to put a twist in with Miranda. I have two good ideas, and it could go either way. I'm just not sure which road I wanna take yet. Anyone have any ideas? Let me know. Please R&R, it's the only thing that's going to keep me writing new chapters! Oh, and do I need to spice Lizzie and Ethan's romance up by putting in details about their fling?