Disclaimer: I don't own JAG or it's characters, I just "borrow" them.
Hopefully they won't be too bashed up when I return them...
Chapter 1
(Harm's POV)
I returned form Paraguay just yesterday. The Admiral fired me today. Mac's forsaken me for Webb. What's left???? I visited my father at the Vietnam war memorial. Told him I was sorry for being such a disappointment and a failure. I walk over to my desk, get out a sheet of paper and begin:
May 23, 2003
Dear Mom and Frank,
I don't really know what to write in this type of letter. So, I'll start by saying, please don't show this to anyone. Especially Mac.
You were right mom. I was working too hard, not taking enough breaks. So I took a vacation, to the wrong place.. Paraguay, Mac went TAD undercover down there with Webb. They disappeared, and I went to search for her. In the process, I had to resign my commission.
I gave up everything for her. Then she told me on no uncertain terms, we just couldn't go any further in our relationship. That hurt, a lot. Now, she's going out with Webb. Who's sorry ass got her and me in this mess. (sorry about the language.) Then I come back to JAG and find out I'm fired. Fired. They won't take me back. I'm asking you mom, what did I have left?
I'm asking you Mom, Frank not to blame Mac for this, or the Admiral. It's no their fault it's mine. I've made such a screwy mess of my life. If I told Mac long ago how much I loved her, she'd never have gone, and I wouldn't have gotten fired. She gave me plenty of chances. I was too cowardly to take them. Yeah, your only son is a coward. I'm sorry Mom, I'm so sorry. I wish you'd never been my mother, you're too good for me. I don't deserve Frank or my real father either. I'm a disgrace. Again, I'm sorry, if only you knew how much..
Love always, Harm
There, one down, five to go...
Chapter 2
(Mac's POV)
Who is that woman staring back at me in the mirror? Do I know her? My life is such a mess right now, I've just returned from Paraguay. Barely. It' only because my crazy, impetuous, ex-partner came down there to save me. Yeah, Harm gave up his career to save my life. He gave up everything for me..
Why? He never did bother to tell me.
Oh well, I've got Webb now. I need to think of him, and get him through this hard time. He was pretty beat up you know. All for me too. He wanted me to stay at the hospital with him, but I declined. I still don't know why. I think I just need some decent rest, something I haven't gotten a lot of these days. I'm going to go to bed......
Chapter 1
(Harm's POV)
I returned form Paraguay just yesterday. The Admiral fired me today. Mac's forsaken me for Webb. What's left???? I visited my father at the Vietnam war memorial. Told him I was sorry for being such a disappointment and a failure. I walk over to my desk, get out a sheet of paper and begin:
May 23, 2003
Dear Mom and Frank,
I don't really know what to write in this type of letter. So, I'll start by saying, please don't show this to anyone. Especially Mac.
You were right mom. I was working too hard, not taking enough breaks. So I took a vacation, to the wrong place.. Paraguay, Mac went TAD undercover down there with Webb. They disappeared, and I went to search for her. In the process, I had to resign my commission.
I gave up everything for her. Then she told me on no uncertain terms, we just couldn't go any further in our relationship. That hurt, a lot. Now, she's going out with Webb. Who's sorry ass got her and me in this mess. (sorry about the language.) Then I come back to JAG and find out I'm fired. Fired. They won't take me back. I'm asking you mom, what did I have left?
I'm asking you Mom, Frank not to blame Mac for this, or the Admiral. It's no their fault it's mine. I've made such a screwy mess of my life. If I told Mac long ago how much I loved her, she'd never have gone, and I wouldn't have gotten fired. She gave me plenty of chances. I was too cowardly to take them. Yeah, your only son is a coward. I'm sorry Mom, I'm so sorry. I wish you'd never been my mother, you're too good for me. I don't deserve Frank or my real father either. I'm a disgrace. Again, I'm sorry, if only you knew how much..
Love always, Harm
There, one down, five to go...
Chapter 2
(Mac's POV)
Who is that woman staring back at me in the mirror? Do I know her? My life is such a mess right now, I've just returned from Paraguay. Barely. It' only because my crazy, impetuous, ex-partner came down there to save me. Yeah, Harm gave up his career to save my life. He gave up everything for me..
Why? He never did bother to tell me.
Oh well, I've got Webb now. I need to think of him, and get him through this hard time. He was pretty beat up you know. All for me too. He wanted me to stay at the hospital with him, but I declined. I still don't know why. I think I just need some decent rest, something I haven't gotten a lot of these days. I'm going to go to bed......