So Much

I give you so much
And get so very little in return
Don't you see
You're hurting me
I cannot stop crying
Empty tears
Tears as empty as my heart
Love is nothing but a dream to me
But you have the power
To make it a reality
So why do you torture me so
I give you so much
And get so little in return

I offer you my heart
But you will not accept it
I am unworthy of you
I do not deserve your caress
Or even a slight kiss
You are killing me slowly
Without even realizing
How much I would love
To hear you say a kind word
I would be happy with that
But in your eyes I don't deserve it
I offer you my heart
But you will not accept it

I give you my music
And you take it
As if it is nothing more
Than a mere trinket
A thing of amusement
You do not see
How much of me
Is written in each song
Every note, every line
Is a part of me
The only part I openly give
I give you my music
And you take it

You are blind
Blinded by innocence
You do not see
What you mean to me
Or how much of my life
Revolves around you
You are my sun, Christine
The only light
This dark life has ever known
The only light I have ever needed
But still you do not see
You are blind
Blinded my innocence

I need you
But you do not need me
I need to feel your arms around me
Your kiss upon my lips
I need to know that I am loved
I need it more than you will ever know
I am tired of feeling this way
All I want is love
To know that one person cares
Enough to make me feel loved
For the first time in my life
I need you
But you do not need me

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