Disclaimer: ok so I'll just borrow them for a lil'bit. ;)
A/N: ok well here we go again!
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"This is a hell of a way to make a living." " Don't tell the mayor.I'd do it for free."
He couldn't get those word out of his head for some reason. Not for that fact that he actually saved Carlos' life, but he knew then and there he loved his job. He was shot that day, and that sucked, and then Brooke showed up.well that's a WHOLE other story! And then Kim left, he never wanted her to leave him again, and she hadn't. She was right there with him at the hospital, at least he assumed he was at the hospital. For all he knew he could still be in the back of and ambulance, still in that flipping fire. No he had to be at a hospital. The noises of a hospital rang in his head, as well as the smell, at least he hoped that was the smell.
Then he smelt something else. He smelt her, god how he missed that. He had all this time to think about anything and everything and he always came back to her. Kim. She needed him right now and what scared him was that he actually needed her too. He hated asking for help, and now that he wasn't able it was quite obvious that he needed it more.
"I don't ask for help. I'm the one everyone else asks for help. I don't have that, I'm nothing."
These things, random moments, ran through his head. He still felt the same way, but he couldn't help but think of what would happen if he DID has for help. All he had to do was think so he might as well use it well. Then the thoughts of his pain shot through him like a flash of lightning leaving him ridged and in an extreme amount of pain. That broke his barrier. He slowly opened his eyes, hardly even a crack but enough. He needed her help. He needed her.
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TBC.ok thanx a bunch to all my reviewers..pacificbluegirl I will TRY to make the chapters longer but its hard with school I am like "he rose from his feet and wandered...over to the African safari" lol so I will try, I plan to up date as long as ppl are reviewing and if I can making it through it with out histerical crying I am hopping to update "A Light that Shone" with a 9/11 anniversary chapter.im not sure about it but I think I will call it a coping mechanism!
A/N: ok well here we go again!
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"This is a hell of a way to make a living." " Don't tell the mayor.I'd do it for free."
He couldn't get those word out of his head for some reason. Not for that fact that he actually saved Carlos' life, but he knew then and there he loved his job. He was shot that day, and that sucked, and then Brooke showed up.well that's a WHOLE other story! And then Kim left, he never wanted her to leave him again, and she hadn't. She was right there with him at the hospital, at least he assumed he was at the hospital. For all he knew he could still be in the back of and ambulance, still in that flipping fire. No he had to be at a hospital. The noises of a hospital rang in his head, as well as the smell, at least he hoped that was the smell.
Then he smelt something else. He smelt her, god how he missed that. He had all this time to think about anything and everything and he always came back to her. Kim. She needed him right now and what scared him was that he actually needed her too. He hated asking for help, and now that he wasn't able it was quite obvious that he needed it more.
"I don't ask for help. I'm the one everyone else asks for help. I don't have that, I'm nothing."
These things, random moments, ran through his head. He still felt the same way, but he couldn't help but think of what would happen if he DID has for help. All he had to do was think so he might as well use it well. Then the thoughts of his pain shot through him like a flash of lightning leaving him ridged and in an extreme amount of pain. That broke his barrier. He slowly opened his eyes, hardly even a crack but enough. He needed her help. He needed her.
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TBC.ok thanx a bunch to all my reviewers..pacificbluegirl I will TRY to make the chapters longer but its hard with school I am like "he rose from his feet and wandered...over to the African safari" lol so I will try, I plan to up date as long as ppl are reviewing and if I can making it through it with out histerical crying I am hopping to update "A Light that Shone" with a 9/11 anniversary chapter.im not sure about it but I think I will call it a coping mechanism!