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Chapter 13
It's Better This Way
a/n: *does happy dance* sorry, I've been really hipped over all these reviews, and I've only had the story up for now... two days (yeah you remember me say that at chapter 10 or something huh) well this goes to show you that if you review I write quicker...bts
Kagome sighed as she looked up to her ceiling for any answers. They never came. Images of Her and InuYasha's 'kiss' over took her. In a way she was mad at Sota for braking that moment, but at the same time, relived, if Sota hadn't, what kinda of mess would she be in now. 'I love InuYasha, that's it, now it's clear, but do I love him enough, like I said to father, I wanted one who was always there for me, InuYasha has been there for me when I was blue, but I've never been there for him, is it right to love him and expect him to love me back?' Kagome questioned herself as more images of InuYasha flooded her thoughts. Most of him yelling, or frowning, or those fearful glares, then they all became ones of him smiling, laughing, being happy. All became one last memory, the one of their almost 'kiss'.
"I love him, but can he love me back," she said aloud, forgeting Sango was in the room. Her friend looked over to Kagome and smiled. She turned off her computer screen and walked over to Kagome's bed before sitting down on the edge causing Kagome to jump.
Sango grinned, "I took you long enough to realize," Sango said still smiling very childish.
Kagome glared in Sango's direction, "Long enough for what?" Kagome asked.
"To realize your love," Sango said with dreamy eyes, "Go to him or you'll never see him again," Sango said going off into her own world and Kagome sweatdropped. She inched off the bed, careful not to let Sango know, then she dashed toward the door and out of the room before Sango to do or say anything else.
Kagome sighed as she entered the living room where InuYasha and Miroku sat watching TV. InuYasha looked up and sighed. He got up and walked passed Kagome into his room. His ears, hair, claws, and fangs were back, as was his attitude.
InuYasha sat down on his bed and picked up his headphones and pushed play, listening to PaPa Roach.
a/n: no more song writes you'll be glad to know... just think about the songs if you want them that bad, or get your own music...
InuYasha looked up to the silent ceiling, knowing it's answer already. Absolutely nothing. He sighed and thought about the very close 'kiss' from the other night. 'I love her, but does she love me, why would she love me, I'm just a mangy half-breed. How could anyone love me, still... that night, she was so close, and getting closer, then Sota, I'm sort of glad he interrupted, why is that, maybe, maybe we aren't meant to be, that's it, can't be together, she need better then a half-breed such as myself, so I'll tell her tonight.' InuYasha settled down and closed his eyes before going into a deep sleep...
~Dream
InuYasha was sitting against a tree, it was the middle of day, and the sun was shinning brighter then ever. He looked out to the prairie of flowers and he saw a girl run toward him. She was wearing a green velvet dress, and her hair was put down. She ran to InuYasha and smiled. She nuzzled their noise and gave him a loving kiss.
InuYasha kissed back, she soon pulled away, "I love you InuYasha..." she whispered.
"I love you to Kagome.." he whispered back as they kissed once more.
end Dream~
InuYasha shot straight up from his bed and pulled off his headphones, he was breathing heavily. His eyes softened as he looked around the room. He wasn't in a pasture full of roses. InuYasha touched his lips and sighed, 'Is it a dream I wish to happen, I know I love her, but...' he trailed off as Miroku walked into the room and frowned.
"What troubles you InuYasha," he asked.
InuYasha rubbed his eyes and looked up to him, "Nothing, never mind," InuYasha said and walked out of the room.
He spotted Kagome on the couch, "Hey Kag, can I talk to you?" he asked.
Kagome stood up, "Sure," she said and followed InuYasha outside. They walked until they came to the spot where they almost kissed.
InuYasha turned to her and frowned, "Kagome, maybe we should forget what happened," InuYasha said.
Kagome felt her heart shatter into a million pieces at that moment. Yes, she wanted the same, but in a way, she wanted InuYasha to remember, for her to remember. True she didn't want InuYasha to think anything of it, but she did want him to remember, just to show how much she cared.
Kagome felt tears form in her eyes and she nodded. InuYasha felt himself shatter there to, at the sight of her tears. He didn't want her to cry, not over him, why do women do that?
InuYasha stepped forward and placed a hand on her cheek. He whipped away her fallen tear, "Don't cry, I hate it when you cry," he said. Kagome tried really hard not to cry and to force a smile. They stayed like this, InuYasha's hand on her cheek, and Kagome's hand on his hand. Kagome felt peaceful in the dime moonlight, and he looked like a silver knight. Finally InuYasha let go, and both walked back smiling.
InuYasha walked into through the door of the trailer, still looking at Kagome, this only caused InuYasha to bump into Sango, land on top of her, as her lips broke his fall...
END
a/n: MAHAHAHAHAHA, sorry, I am evil, I know, Call it a curse, but I've been writing cliffie's a lot more lately, they don't seem to want to go away.. I mean the opportunity to torcher you dangles there and I decide to grab it.. sorry... well heres some review awnsers...
Anime Crazy Girl: Thank you soo so much for reviewing every chapter... every time someone does that I feel loved, it's fun... anyways, you asked in your first review 'where's Sess and Rin' well, I don't mean to push your buttons, but they aren't gonna appear until Kagome leaves boarding school, but I think I'm gonna have them come visit InuYasha once...yeah...thanks again for your review, and your right, Kikyo should die *burns kikyo in next chapter..* there, I'm happy now, how about you..^.^
Gwein: hehe...thanks for your review and I'm glad you enjoy the fic, but if you did not notice, I put down Rin's age, she 29 in my fic, and I could have sworn I put down sessy's age as 30 SO FAR (he can be 100, but he's only lived 30 so far in my fic) but if your talking about in the serious, I agree...it's odd...but you see, the reason I did that was because Sessy needs a girlfriend and I wasn't about to pair him with Kagura or some stupid wench that he doesn't like, I mean I didn't want to make up a youkai character, so I decided Rin, because she's the only human he likes, and that's mainly why...well, thanks again for your review *does happy dance* please review again soon!!!
WOW, can you believe both reviews that I answered were about ses/rin, I never knew you guy's cared for them so much... I guess that mean's I'll have to put them in somewhere *looks around for spot to put them* okay, I have a tight plan...so yeah, this might take awhile...so review and, I'll be back in the next chap (another rhyme...weee)