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Disclaimer: If I owned InuYasha do you think I would write a fanfic, no, you don't, because if I did own InuYasha, I'd make this part of the serious, although it would go nothing with the plot... go read, before I get to deep into this...
Chapter 16
A Visit and A Journal
InuYasha gasped as his brother stepped forward and gave his little bro' a hug.
"How have you been little brother," he asked.
InuYasha was speechless.
a/n: way ooc with Sessomaru, sorry
Rin stepped up behind him and smiled at InuYasha. She walked past the two and over to Sango, "It's been a long time, how are you Sango?" Rin asked.
Sango smiled, "I'm fine, and you, has Sess given you any trouble," Sango asked, at his name Sessomaru let go of the tongue tied InuYasha and bowed towards Sango.
"Hello again Sango," he said and returned his mind to InuYasha, "So I see you've found a mate," Sessomaru said nodding in Kagome's direction.
"No, Sess, me and her aren't-why do you all think that... why are you here?" he tried to change the subject.
"Ohh dear brother, can't I see my own relative?" Sessomaru asked coldly.
InuYasha mumbled something but let him past the door.
Sango and Rin were catching up on old time, along with Kagome. InuYasha was busy bugging his brothers with questions of 'why are you here' and 'Why now after all this time?'. It was truly annoying to Sessomaru, and Miroku was trying really hard not to hit the hanyou over the head to shut him up long enough to say 'hello'.
Finally Miroku pushed InuYasha back, and held out his hand, "Nice to meet you, I'm Miroku," he said finally after many tries.
Sessomaru took the hand as if it were cursed, InuYasha growled at this but said nothing.
"Nice, to uh, meet you to," he said and retrieved his hand.
Sessomaru seemed very interested to meet Kagome, as to how he say his brother look at her. He walked over and didn't even try to change the dull expression on his face. All Kagome could think about was 'I'm glad I cleaned the trailer yesterday.'
"I am Kagome, it's nice to meet you," she held out her hand, and Sessomaru yet again, took it with disgust.
InuYasha was REALLY trying hard not to claw his brothers head off at his actions toward the one he loves, thank Miroku for holding him back.
"I am Sessomaru, InuYasha's half brother," Sessomaru said, still in his I-really-don't-care-anymore mood.
Kagome smiled and retrieved her hand first. She sat down next to the other girls and began talking again. Both Sessomaru and InuYasha listened.
Kagome turned to Rin and with a whisper said, "Is he always so stubborn, he reminds me a little of InuYasha."
Rin went pale and she laughed nervously as both demons awaited her answer, "Hehe...different subject," she said, almost getting her head torn off by both youkai/hanyous.
InuYasha turned to his brother, "I will say this again, and I want an answer, why are you here?" he asked.
But Sessomaru only stated another question, "Can't I see my baby brother?" he asked.
"Not without a reason," InuYasha mumbled.
Sessomaru laughed obviously hearing this, "I only came to see my baby brother, that is all, and to see as how I'm not wanted I'll go," Sessomaru said and turned to Rin, "Let's go, obviously InuYasha's having trouble with his mate," InuYasha was so close to ripping his head off, that if Sessomaru hadn't stepped back he would've seceded.
"Good riddance," was all InuYasha could say.
InuYasha, don't be so rude, why don't you stay Sessomaru?" Kagome asked.
"It is easy to tell I am not wanted here, besides, me and Rin have much to do, goodbye baby brother," he said and walked out the door with Rin close to his side.
a/n: you all probably hate me again for getting rid of Sessy, but I couldn't think of anything he could do more, he will come for another visit, just to make it up to you guys...kay...*dodges bombs thrown at head* I'll take that as a yes *runs away*
InuYasha mumbled something and walked off to his room. All three friends watched, but soon shrugged it off and played another video game. InuYasha slammed down on his bed, and put his headphones on before pushing play. It was playing Linkin Park 'Runaway'.
~flashback
11 year old InuYasha was playing was video game on his Game Boy. Sessomaru popped in and grabbed it. He smashed the Game Boy and smirked at his brother.
"You will waist all those pointless brain cells if you play such thing," he then smash the rest of the Game Boy on InuYasha's head and walked out.
end flashback~ ~flashback
InuYasha looked up to his brother, at the age of 12. Sessomaru would follow him around, saving him from his own father. He would always take InuYasha to carnival, or video game stores, other things like that. Then InuYasha became 16. His brother had found a nice girl named Rin, who now he always spent his time with. That's when all the beating started again. InuYasha hid them from his brother, trying to prove how strong he was.
Until he was 17. His father had beaten his mother, and that InuYasha couldn't take. After that he was sent to Tama boarding school. For 7 months, he would get out one month before his 18th birthday.
end flashback~
InuYasha sighed at the memories. 'That's why I hate him, he wasn't there for me anymore, and then he became cold again.' he thought to himself and pulled out his little black journal to write in.
a/n: now before I tell you what he writes, I have to say this, for all who are confused. Remember, InuYasha got beaten from both his father and brother, until his brother found out about his father beating him, that was when InuYasha turned 12. Sessomaru was nicer to him after that because he felt sorry that InuYasha was beaten for no reason, now...to the journal… and away....
InuYasha sighed as the pencil moved along the paper...
::How do I deal with this. It's not fair, so many feeling stuck in my head, I'm so confused. No one will except me, I'm just a lousy half-breed. How do I expect Kagome to love me back, why do I expect Sessomaru to be kinder like he was. It's not fair to have these memories or thoughts. How do I get them to go away. Kagome will never love a half-breed, neither will Sessomaru. Is it that I wish to much of them. If all I could have is friendship, would it be enough. Kagome's been avoiding me, as is Sango. I want to forget Sango, and what happened, it wasn't a big deal, but it keeps playing over and over in my head. I don't know what to think anymore, I should just give up::
InuYasha sighed and closed his book, he shoved it under his mattress and left the room.
"He InuYasha, could I borrow your Good Charlotte CD?" Kagome asked as she popped her head outside the door of her room.
"Yeah sure," InuYasha said and waved his hand to the side for her to see.
Kagome smiled and walked into his room, "Thanks," she said. She walked over to the dresser and picked up the CD case. She was just about to leave, when she spotted the little black journal sticking out from the mattress. Kagome bit her lip, she reached for it, but InuYasha walked in. She pulled her hand away, turned around and smiled, "Thanks again," she said, pulled out the CD and shoved the case into his face. He smirked, she waved, and they both left.
a/n: you know ya love me! *does happy dance and swallows bag of sugar* sorry, *grabs 'bag of sweets and shoves it in mouth* hehe *swallows* sorry, NEED SUGAR *goes psycho* I got a review about for me to not eat sweets, and the word sweet's stuck in my head and I needed sugar *goes psycho* ok, time to answer two reviews...
sessy(): Thanks SO much for reviewing, but the reason Sango was crying is because she liked the kiss in a way, and felt like she betrayed Kagome and Miroku (miroku...hehe) and she felt terrible so that's why she was crying...okay? review again and feel free to ask questions...bye bye
Miroku's girl: Trust me, this will defiantly NOT be a san/inu fic...I hate people who do that...anyways, kag and inu aren't getting together until Kagome's out of boarding school, which might not be until chappie 20 or 30 (somewhere in there) but be happy because I write almost 5 chapters every day if you review, cause if you review, I want to write ALOT...so review again and you can count on another chappie... bye bye
~SUNI~(): yes, it was the Goshinkobu (I can't spell either *sweatdrop*) tree… I thought I pointed that out…ohh well..thanks SO much for reviewing…ja ne
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That's it for questions...thank you all who reviewed... please do it again and expect MILLIONS on chappies... bye bye ps… listen, I got many reviews yelling at me for having san/inu kiss…but as I've said before… THIS IS NOT A SAN/INU FIC… I hate people who do that…it's just to twist the story around to bring inu/kag closer, you'll see….please don't discontinue reading my story because of this… I worked really hard on this…and I'm just really screwed in the head so you have to forgive me. I like to have the least expected things happen if you haven't noticed, because then you read more… please don't kill me or stop reading, I've worked to hard to have everyone get pissed at me and go away… *cries* I just wrote this two/one day ago (I need a calendar) so please continue and I promise things will look up for kag/inu… and if you haven't noticed, there to much fluff in there, just to keep you happy, so review and I'll write LOTS more..ja ne