Author's note:
Saiyuki does not belong to me. ^ ^
Ok. I have edited Ameko's Chapter 4 proof reading and changed some of my expression.This is the first time that I feel so stressed with the accuracy of the English language.what the heck, it's to make the fic more readable.right, Ameko? Kekeke.this proves that my English sucks BIG time.*sweatdrop*
Special thanks to Ameko, Shazaluca and all those wonderful people who reviewed~ I am so glad that you guys like it.*tears in my eyes* Please continue to review and give comments. this fic lives for your comments and reviews..^_^
As to making the chapters longer, ermm. to be honest, I have done up till chapter 7. thus the only problem is I need to edit them over again.and I have been busy recently.*sheepish smile*
And regards to torturing our cute saru, kekeke. well, let's make Sanzo suffer tooooooo! Ermm.. spoiler spoiler..Y _ Y
So please bear with me, I will try to post the fic up ASAP! *nostrils flared with determination*
Off to edit Chapter 5~~~~~@_@
Kaisuki *dancing madly to the blasting radio*
Chapter 4
{Goku's Dream}
Goku was walking down the dark and gloomy lane, "Where am I?" he wondered. Feeling dazed, he continued to walk down the lane, until he saw ahead of him the village bar that the four of them frequented. It was at that moment when he heard Sanzo's voice shouting at him. "Stop your nonsense, Monkey Boy!"
Goku stopped at his track when he heard Sanzo's voice shouting, he glanced around and peered through the window.
Sanzo was with Hakkai and Gojyo at the bar drinking until someone had caused Sanzo to shout out. Who was the person? Goku leaned closer to have a better look. Sanzo was standing next to a bent, shivering figure and mocking that mysterious person, "Well.. well.. Monkey boy here just told me the greatest joke on Earth.
Goku's heart missed a beat. Did Sanzo just said "monkey boy"? Goku forcefully clung onto to windowsill and stared at an identical reflection of himself kneeling down.
Sanzo gave a smirk and said scornfully, "This lad here tells me that he likes me and now he wants to give me a box of badly burnt chocolates . Well, just for your information, Monkey boy, I am not gay and I don't like burnt chocolates!"
Sanzo flung the box of chocolates directly at Goku's face, the box bounced off and spilled out its content all over the floor.
Goku stared in shock at the scene played out in front of him "What the..." He quickly turned to the replica of himself, crouching down on the floor to slowly pick up the fallen pieces of burnt chocolate with tears glistening on his eyelashes and rolling down his burning cheeks. Bouts of laughter around the bar, people sneering and pointing at him. Even Hakkai and Gojyo were grinning and shaking their heads. They were all mocking him.
"This can't be happening" Goku gasped. "It can't be..." Goku's deepest fears have been confounded, bared to the rawness of flaying doubts. Sanzo has rejected him. Rejected him in the most cruel way. Goku's legs folded as he collapsed on the pavement, as he felt his pain as if as sharp nails slowly pierced into him with each word of Sanzo's rejection.
Goku was crying really bad. "Please, someone... anyone...wake me up... it's not true... it can't be true... that person can't be Sanzo... Sanzo is not that cruel... he is not Sanzo... That man is not Sanzo..." Goku covered his eyes with his hands and sobbed uncontrollably. Then all the sudden, the surroundings started to swirl rapidly until Goku found himself in complete darkness.
"If I am rejected by Sanzo, I couldn't bear it." "Sanzo is a high-ranking priest. He wouldn't want me."
"Sanzo can have anyone he wants."
"I will always be a boy slave to him."
"I can't bear it if he chooses someone else..."
"But the worst of it is that I can't bear to be ignored by him."
"I used to think that I will happy if he's happy, but I have become selfish. I want more."
"No! I will remain silent about my feelings just to be close to him, even if it kills me. Just to keep him forever by my side as a friend, companion, mentor, and master... but never as a lover."
His body relaxed with that final thought, and his dreams faded into nothingness.'
Saiyuki does not belong to me. ^ ^
Ok. I have edited Ameko's Chapter 4 proof reading and changed some of my expression.This is the first time that I feel so stressed with the accuracy of the English language.what the heck, it's to make the fic more readable.right, Ameko? Kekeke.this proves that my English sucks BIG time.*sweatdrop*
Special thanks to Ameko, Shazaluca and all those wonderful people who reviewed~ I am so glad that you guys like it.*tears in my eyes* Please continue to review and give comments. this fic lives for your comments and reviews..^_^
As to making the chapters longer, ermm. to be honest, I have done up till chapter 7. thus the only problem is I need to edit them over again.and I have been busy recently.*sheepish smile*
And regards to torturing our cute saru, kekeke. well, let's make Sanzo suffer tooooooo! Ermm.. spoiler spoiler..Y _ Y
So please bear with me, I will try to post the fic up ASAP! *nostrils flared with determination*
Off to edit Chapter 5~~~~~@_@
Kaisuki *dancing madly to the blasting radio*
Chapter 4
{Goku's Dream}
Goku was walking down the dark and gloomy lane, "Where am I?" he wondered. Feeling dazed, he continued to walk down the lane, until he saw ahead of him the village bar that the four of them frequented. It was at that moment when he heard Sanzo's voice shouting at him. "Stop your nonsense, Monkey Boy!"
Goku stopped at his track when he heard Sanzo's voice shouting, he glanced around and peered through the window.
Sanzo was with Hakkai and Gojyo at the bar drinking until someone had caused Sanzo to shout out. Who was the person? Goku leaned closer to have a better look. Sanzo was standing next to a bent, shivering figure and mocking that mysterious person, "Well.. well.. Monkey boy here just told me the greatest joke on Earth.
Goku's heart missed a beat. Did Sanzo just said "monkey boy"? Goku forcefully clung onto to windowsill and stared at an identical reflection of himself kneeling down.
Sanzo gave a smirk and said scornfully, "This lad here tells me that he likes me and now he wants to give me a box of badly burnt chocolates . Well, just for your information, Monkey boy, I am not gay and I don't like burnt chocolates!"
Sanzo flung the box of chocolates directly at Goku's face, the box bounced off and spilled out its content all over the floor.
Goku stared in shock at the scene played out in front of him "What the..." He quickly turned to the replica of himself, crouching down on the floor to slowly pick up the fallen pieces of burnt chocolate with tears glistening on his eyelashes and rolling down his burning cheeks. Bouts of laughter around the bar, people sneering and pointing at him. Even Hakkai and Gojyo were grinning and shaking their heads. They were all mocking him.
"This can't be happening" Goku gasped. "It can't be..." Goku's deepest fears have been confounded, bared to the rawness of flaying doubts. Sanzo has rejected him. Rejected him in the most cruel way. Goku's legs folded as he collapsed on the pavement, as he felt his pain as if as sharp nails slowly pierced into him with each word of Sanzo's rejection.
Goku was crying really bad. "Please, someone... anyone...wake me up... it's not true... it can't be true... that person can't be Sanzo... Sanzo is not that cruel... he is not Sanzo... That man is not Sanzo..." Goku covered his eyes with his hands and sobbed uncontrollably. Then all the sudden, the surroundings started to swirl rapidly until Goku found himself in complete darkness.
"If I am rejected by Sanzo, I couldn't bear it." "Sanzo is a high-ranking priest. He wouldn't want me."
"Sanzo can have anyone he wants."
"I will always be a boy slave to him."
"I can't bear it if he chooses someone else..."
"But the worst of it is that I can't bear to be ignored by him."
"I used to think that I will happy if he's happy, but I have become selfish. I want more."
"No! I will remain silent about my feelings just to be close to him, even if it kills me. Just to keep him forever by my side as a friend, companion, mentor, and master... but never as a lover."
His body relaxed with that final thought, and his dreams faded into nothingness.'