In My Mind
Prologue
When I look at myself in the mirror I see a stupid and ugly girl with brown eyes and the ugliest hair ever! I wish I was different, but I'm not. I know if I tell anyone what I think of myself they'd try to make me fell better with lies. "Your pretty" they'll say, or " your not like that" or they'll just say any thing. I hate it. It's all lies that I've been told. They've made me blind for a while, but now I can see and tell that they're just lies. I feel like I've gotta end it all, but once I come close to it. There's a crack in the window inside my brain where all the darkness is and a little bit of light shows from the crack. Just that little crack can make me stop. It makes me think about every body and how "solving" my problem can effect them. I end up putting on my face and leaving to think. Well I know I can't just stay here thinking how, I don't know, how fucked up my life is well if you wanna know more just let me know and I'll tell you. You'll be the first to know. You'll know even before Lizzie. Gotta go bye.
-Miranda
A/N: well tell me what you think of it. It's kind of short, but if you want more just review. If I don't get at least four reviews by the 9-16-03 I'll take it down. Please no flames.
Prologue
When I look at myself in the mirror I see a stupid and ugly girl with brown eyes and the ugliest hair ever! I wish I was different, but I'm not. I know if I tell anyone what I think of myself they'd try to make me fell better with lies. "Your pretty" they'll say, or " your not like that" or they'll just say any thing. I hate it. It's all lies that I've been told. They've made me blind for a while, but now I can see and tell that they're just lies. I feel like I've gotta end it all, but once I come close to it. There's a crack in the window inside my brain where all the darkness is and a little bit of light shows from the crack. Just that little crack can make me stop. It makes me think about every body and how "solving" my problem can effect them. I end up putting on my face and leaving to think. Well I know I can't just stay here thinking how, I don't know, how fucked up my life is well if you wanna know more just let me know and I'll tell you. You'll be the first to know. You'll know even before Lizzie. Gotta go bye.
-Miranda
A/N: well tell me what you think of it. It's kind of short, but if you want more just review. If I don't get at least four reviews by the 9-16-03 I'll take it down. Please no flames.