Neko-Heero; Part Four
By Lady Angelfiren
Disclaimer: Who the fuck reads these stupid disclaimers anyway?!! Why am I writing one?? Oh well, you all know the drill, oh faithful readers, I donna own'um Gundam, and I never will, so back the fuck off!! Oh, and I'm not getting paid either.but wouldn't it be cool if I were??!! Feel free to send me money!!!
Warnings: Uh. heh heh. Sexy Neko-Heero??? This part has some BESTIALITY too, so if you think that's nasty then don't read. Its not really gross.honest! But I can understand where people may not want to read about sex w/ half-animals. YAOI LEMON WARNING FOR THIS PART! Yeah. what else. uhhhh. I think that's it. Kinda PWPand very OOC Heero, but really Cute!! Just read, hopefully you won't be disappointed, maybe you'll even write back?? *Hopeful look*
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Neko-Heero; Part Four ~ Never Coming Back ~ By Lady AngelFiren
When Duo came to he found himself lying comfortably on a feathery bed with a warm body beside him. He thought for a moment that the whole cat escapade had been one incredibly messed up dream, but that thought was knocked impossible as he realized that Heero still possessed kitty features and mannerisms. Said boy was the one curled up in the bed beside him, purring quietly as he slept. He had one arm over Duo's chest, so that they were effectively laying together in a sweet embrace. Duo felt many things go through him as he watched Heero sleep, namely disappointment and fear. Heero was going to be this way forever, he would never again pilot or read or write, or do anything else sophisticated and human. He couldn't be an equal, and Duo didn't think he could love an animal the way he loved Heero.
With a frown on his lips Duo inspected himself. His ears were back to normal, and so was the rest of him. He thought a salad might be nice right about now. Definitely not a cat-like desire. Duo concluded that he had been cured as far as he was able to tell. He had no reason to think that Dorothy was lying when she'd explained what was going on in his body since being infected.
Sitting up, Duo looked at Heero's naked form. His hands and feet were clawed, and there was short dark fur on his arms, legs, back, tail, ears, stomach and chest. He was all furry now, like a cat would be. Duo assumed that he had been unconscious for some time, because when Duo had seen him last Heero wasn't furry all over, just in some places. I wasn't anything like people hair either, it was definitely cat hair. Heero's belly was white rather than black, as were his hands and feet. He still was part human too, obviously, by the human hair on his head, and the lack of fur on his face, plus his shape was still more human than cat.
Duo became depressed at the sight of his friend, there was no turning back for Heero, he was doomed to be this way forever, and on top of it he would be helpless to defend himself against his body's love and desire for Duo. That was the worst part, Duo didn't want to be anybody's master or owner.he wanted Heero to be his friend and lover willingly!
Unfortunately it was obvious that Heero was to remain this way. Duo frowned at the boy's sleeping figure curled against him. His fingers absently stroked Heero's back, the soft fleece touching his skin warmly. Heero made a small pleased sound and snuggled closer to Duo, his tail switching lazily. The frown on Duo's lips turned into a sigh, and he forced himself to sit up, causing Heero to open his big gold eyes sleepily and regard the braided boy with a faintly puzzled look.
"Up now?" Heero inquired, looking expectantly at Duo.
"Yeah Heero, I guess we should go home."
"Home? Heero is home now."
"What?"
"Heero is home where Duo is."
"Oh, I get it. That's nice Heero, great. We're gonna get some clothes and go back to where we live. We're at Relena's place, I don't want to stay here."
"Heero wants whatever Duo wants."
Heero spoke confidently, he demonstrated no embarrassment at his feeble- mindedness, in fact he seemed not to realize that he was referring to himself in the third person, nor did he seem to understand that it was making Duo feel terrible. Heero smiled quite happily, not indicating any kind of fear or pain or boredom, he was merely interested in anything Duo was doing. Heero wanted to get up and put clothes on now, because that's what Duo wanted to do. He followed Duo up out of the bed, and picked up his clothes off the floor where they had been left earlier. Heero looked at his pants with some confusion before holding them up so Duo could see them.
"Duo helps Heero?"
"Sure thing buddy. not a problem." Duo let out a sad smile and helped Heero dress himself in simple pants and the coat he'd been wearing on the way here. It was dry and clean, Heero grinned broadly at the warmth and nuzzled his face against Duo, giving him a hug in thanks. Duo fought the different feelings he was having about Heero at the moment, trying to tell himself that this couldn't be helped and that he would have to get used to it. Leaving Heero alone would kill him, just as trying to change him back would kill him. There was nothing to be done but take what had been thrown his way with a grain of salt.
After Heero was dressed Duo pulled his own clothes on and led the cat-boy out of the room, down the halls, and back to the front door of the house. Actually, Heero led Duo there, as Duo was totally lost in the big intensely decorated estate. They met Pagan at the door.
"Leaving now Mr. Maxwell, Mr. Yuy?"
"Yeah, we gotta get back to our place, we've got things to do." Duo said tiredly, opening the door and gesturing for Heero to go through it. The Wing pilot switched his tail and nodded, walking out of the house followed by Duo. They borrowed one of Relena's many cars to get home, which was nice, because Heero could not pass for human in public anymore, he simply didn't act human enough to be around other people. He would become distracted easily by small things, randomly getting himself caught up in games of 'Chase my Tail' or 'Catch Duo.' Duo actually didn't mind these things, it was when Heero looked at him so incredibly expectantly and waited to be told what to do. that's what really bothered the Deathscythe pilot. that's what made him feel terribly cold inside.
Duo led Heero inside their building and shut the door, helping the furry cat-boy to remove everything he was wearing save his pants (Heero insisted that he would be better of naked, but he was ready to listen to whatever Duo had to say). Heero stretched out on the floor in the living room, his contented purring rumbling through Duo's mind as he watched the former pilot sleep.
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The day waned and Duo didn't move even once for any part of it, he just watched Heero sleep. The last few changes happened during the day as Heero slept and Duo stared. He got thicker fur and his face gained whiskers. His senses changed so that they were stronger, and the way he used his senses changed as well. When Heero opened his eyes at dusk He looked at Duo sleepily and mewed cutely, then stretched and jumped onto the couch, curling up against Duo.
"Heero is Duo's now, as long as Duo wants him...Does Duo want to keep Heero?" Heero's eyes searched Duo's face hopefully, waiting to hear that he was going to be claimed...or at least kept. He couldn't imagine what he would do if Duo turned him down - probably die.
Duo's thoughts spun in distressed circles. What would he say?
"Heero...I do...I think I do...but...I don't know what I will do with a slave or servant. If you love me I want it to be YOU who loves me, and not some medical experiment. Do you understand what I'm getting at here?"
".Heero is confused."
"I want the real Heero to love me, not the product of mind-medalling serums or whatever else. Heero. I want you to be who you were before. the real you."
Heero quirked his head to the side, looking at Duo blankly. "Heero is. He is real." He gestured to himself, but he seemed upset by Duo's hesitancy. it was making his ears stay low. ashamed, and he didn't radiate curious energy just now, rather he was toned down. "Heero wants to be Duo's.will Duo keep him?" One hand rested on Duo's leg, the other on his chest, the cat- boy's face close to the braided boy's. His eyes glinted in the late day, retinas reflecting light and making Heero look eerie.
Duo sighed, his hand going to Heero's back. He stroked the soft fur there, wrapping his arms around Heero and pulling him close. He inhaled the boy's scent and felt his warmth over pale skin. Duo couldn't possibly bring himself to send this creature away from him. he couldn't do it. Not now, and Duo knew, as he sat there holding Heero, that he never would be able to bring himself to get rid of Heero, even if he had to kill the boy. It wasn't going to happen.
Reluctantly, Duo slipped his fingers into the waistband of Heero's pants, tugging the clothing down and pulling it off. The pants were tossed to the floor. Heero looked at Duo with nothing but total admiration and love in his eyes, he was practically begging to receive Duo's cock, or anything else the Deathscythe pilot was willing to give. Duo leaned close to Heero and crushed their lips together in a deep kiss, his tongue dancing against Heero's, his hands trailing over the smaller boy's back, playing with his soft fur. Duo pulled Heero down onto him, looking at his gold eyes with some curiosity. What did Heero feel? What did he see? What did he want? Duo thought it would be good to make Heero happy, it certainly wouldn't hurt anything, right? Would he damage Heero if he had sex with him here and now? If ever there was controversial sex it was starting now. Duo didn't know what he wanted, except that he couldn't stand to see Heero hurting, wanting.NEEDING.
He pulled away from Heero's face, their kiss breaking apart. They watched one another's eyes, until Duo got up the courage to open his mouth and speak.
"Heero... I. I will keep you. Stay with you. Love you. I will love you as you are now." Duo waited to see how the whiskered boy would react. he didn't have to wait long. Two furred arms wrapped around Duo tightly, Heero pressing himself against Duo and kissing his face over and over. He purred from deep inside himself closing his eyes and whispering thank you to Duo, who hadn't thought of what to do next just yet.
He didn't really have to think very hard, Heero did the decision-making for him. The changed boy brought them back together with a second deep kiss. Duo felt the desire in this one quite strongly, Heero wanted him very badly. His tongue pumped into Duo's mouth, twisting with pleasure and sweeping against Duo's with fervid pace and need. Duo arched against the cat-boy, a low groan slipping from his lips as he felt Heero's careful fingers unbuttoning his shirt and slipping inside to play with his nipples. He thrust his hips when his nipples were both pinched in unison then twisted in the same manner, Heero's weight keeping Duo from arching up on the couch as he was pleasured/tortured.
"Heero will be good to Duo. Heero loves Duo." Said boy spoke only in between kisses, which were being showered over Duo at random, causing the long-haired pilot to gasp as the combined heat from his nipple torture and the unpredictable kisses turned him into a happy pile of goo. He waited for Heero to touch him more, waited for his body to thrust up against the tight, hot little package that was Heero on top of him.
Heero licked Duo's nipple and fastened his lips around it, sucking the erect bud of flesh until Duo was forced to arch against him. He smoothed his hands over Duo's skin, granting friction where there was desire and keeping the boy aroused as he sucked. Heero released the nipple to move his way down Duo's smooth chest and stomach. His tongue dipped adventurously into Duo's belly-button as he praised the braided boy's body with his own, now meeting thrust with thrust.
There was little deliberation as the pair quickly got rid of Duo's clothes, Heero slicing off his pants button with sharp claws and yanking the zipper down as Duo lifted his hips and kicked the article to the floor. Heero took this chance to worship Duo's pale skin, running his fingers over the smooth creamy spread. He kissed Duo's toes, his whiskers tickling. He ran his hands up Duo's legs, gently nipping the inside of his thigh with careful teeth. Duo hissed and moaned, his eyes falling shut, his hands stroking Heero and playing in his hair.
Duo had to force himself not to thrust into his partner's mouth when Heero engulfed his cock and let it go down his throat. He heard himself growling and decided he liked the sound, and he liked being buried inside Heero in this way. He felt pangs of heat wash through him as Heero made swallowing motions around his penis and twisted his nipples again.
Duo was twitching now, his breaths coming fast, his hips jerking slightly as his body got ready to explode inside Heero's mouth and throat. However he was shocked when air replaced the tight heat he'd been wrapped in only moments ago as Heero released him before he could come. He thrust blindly in full surprise, Heero's face closing over his own with fresh kisses.
"Duo.Duo comes inside Heero."
The cat-boy had a glazed look in his eyes, like this was all he'd ever wanted and it was coming true. Duo had mixed feelings about this, but he had no chance to consider what he was going to do because Heero was initiating sex before he actually said anything about it. Duo felt his erection bobbing blindly in the air, then it was pressing against the other boy's ass as Heero positioned himself over Duo, ready to slide onto his lover.
Duo got to him before he had a chance to start anything. He pushed himself inside Heero, who seemed more than ready to take him. He showed fear when he felt the first part of Duo slide past his sphincter, but that evaporated quickly, it wasn't hurting Heero to do this. On the contrary he didn't seem to require any lube or stretching, he was ready to take Duo just as he was.
The braided pilot felt Heero shudder willingly against him. A high mew escaped him and his breathing grew thicker, rougher, as heat clouded him. The was a pause in both boys when Duo was fully seated, his balls pressing on Heero's ass. They began to move together, and it became apparent to Duo from the first moment of their complete union that he did want this, that he needed this. Heat stirred between their bodies, Heero's face bestowing kisses over Duo's chest as he moved in the rhythm of sex on his lover.
There wasn't any need for words between them now, each could feel the other completely, the neko-boy rocked on Duo's cock and the only sounds were their panting and the slapping of Duo's balls on Heero's ass. Their pace became quicker, more insistent. Colour spread before Duo's eyes and he grit his teeth, shuddering involuntarily as he was enveloped time and again by Heero's perfect heat, his weight on top of him, his walls sliding with delightful friction against him. They fit together precisely, neither was left unsatisfied.
Duo's hands gripped Heero's hips bruisingly as his back arched and sweat crawled over him, sliding over his flesh as the former Wing pilot's hands were doing. Duo heard himself cry out as he felt his body explode inside his lover. Semen spread slickly inside Heero's ass, some leaking out between them and running down Duo's testicles with a warm, completed sensation. Heero's voice arced louder than Duo's had been, Duo's name falling over his lips as the braided boy's hand wrapped around his cock, even between his buzzing twitches, the result of coming so hard inside the neko-boy.
There was a hazy buzz building in Duo's head like he had gone pleasantly deaf and almost numb, and what was left of his ability to sense the world around him only picked up the good feelings, the delicious sensation of Heero's body draped over his chest, and hard panting between them being the only thing left to be heard now.
Slowly their breathing evened out and the pair stayed locked together as they fell asleep against one another, Heero's fingers twisting in Duo's hair and Duo's hands stroking the silky fur on his lover's body. Duo was comforted by Heero's strong heartbeat, it was the last thing he remembered hearing before he fell completely asleep. Heero's tail flicked lazily over their legs and his ears twitched slightly as he nuzzled his face against Duo's chest and also fell deeply into sleep.
Their absolution was spread between them still, the scent of sex thick in the apartment.
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The following weeks were filled with changes for both Heero and Duo. Each had to become accustomed to the new lifestyle, and Duo now had much more work to do, as Heero was no longer able to be a pilot. He enjoyed helping Duo when he was able, and had to re-learn some skills that he had forgotten initially through his change. Duo was able to teach Heero to cook for them both, and to do simple things, laundry, cleaning the house, basic repairs and maintenance on Deathscythe even. It turned out the after Heero's change was completed his mind started to get sharp again, he learned more with each passing day, always approaching things with the eagerness of a small child who wants nothing more than to be able to accomplish their goal. Heero learned like this each day, and lay with Duo each night, although they didn't have sex so much as enjoyed one another's company, after the first time it was too weird for Duo... almost like bestiality or something. He wasn't sure what to make of Heero, after all he wasn't human and he wasn't an animal... he really had become a freak medical experiment. Fortunately that didn't matter personally to Heero, and that made it much easier for Duo to deal with the whole situation.
However, after a full year of them living in this manner, the war was winding to a close and Duo's missions became few and far between. He felt good about that, but the lack of distractions forced Duo to spend almost all of his free time with Heero. He couldn't exist with Heero on an intellectual level, whenever he spoke to the neko-boy he was always greeted with that same look of complete admiration, and it still made Duo feel totally sick and disgusting. His self-loathing was turning into Heero- loathing. He had been forced to completely cut himself off from the other pilots and the rest of the world, Heero required his care and attention so much that he couldn't spare time for other people.
Duo's life became miserable, he was living alone with a freak creature that he loved and despised at the same time. Finally his sorrow and loneliness and general misery reached a pinnacle, and he was forced to confront Heero about it. He came into their room to find the boy sleeping curled against himself on their bed. He sat down, not knowing what he intended to do, hoping he would have the balls to address the problem directly.
"Heero. Wake up Heero," Duo said quietly.
"Nnn..." One eye blinked open, followed by the other, and Heero regarded Duo happily. He made to kiss the boy, and was confused when Duo drew back from him.
"Don't." Duo stated flatly, his eyes welling with tears.
Heero gave a confused meow. "What is wrong Duo?"
Duo ground his teeth together, pain flashing in his eyes. "Heero... I love you... but I can't do this anymore...I can't stay with you. Heero I'm leaving."
"When are you coming back?" Asked the boy, not understanding why this was so unusual, Duo left all the time, he always came back.
"Never."
There was a moment of silence, which stretched elastically between them. Heero's gaze never wavered, he was innocent in his lack of understanding. Duo grit his teeth harder, swallowing reflexively and trying to force his tears back. He held them at bay.
"I'm not ever coming back Heero. I can't. I don't want to be around you anymore, I am leaving and I'm not coming back. You can take care of yourself just fine, the groceries get delivered every week, you can cook and clean and fix things, you know how to use the phone if you need help for something... Heero you'll be fine by yourself, I'll make sure money always comes in so you don't have to think about it.... maybe I'll come visit sometime... but I can't live here with you anymore, I need to be free, you're trapping me here and I can't take it anymore."
Heero blinked at Duo, shock on his face. "H-Heero is sorry... he will be good.... he is very sorry Duo... please not leave.... please not leave Heero alone..." Two furred, clawed hands wrapped shakingly into the folds of Duo's shirt and a terrified look was in Heero's eyes, he pressed himself against Duo, breathing in deeply like he was trying to save Duo's smell forever. "Please not leave Heero all alone..."
"Let go of me Heero."
The shaking hands dropped away from Duo's shirt as he stood up. He tried to tell himself that this was just pathetic. He tried to make himself believe that Heero would be ok... but he didn't believe it for a minute. Either way, it wasn't his fault Heero had ended up like this. He wasn't the one who infected Heero with this disease, and he sure as hell didn't intend to waste his life taking care of this boy just because he felt sorry for him. He had to draw the line, he HAD to be selfish.
Duo didn't make eye contact with Heero after that. He got up and started backing out of the room. Heero jumped after him, tears streaking freely down his cheeks, his whiskers shivering with his shudders.
"Heero, I want you to stay here and be a good boy... goodbye."
Duo ran out of the small house they shared and got in his car, tearing out of the driveway and speeding off, putting as many miles between them as he possibly could.
Heero's helpless, hopeless, despairing cries opened up full-force and continued on until the boy collapsed in the front of the house from shock and exhaustion.
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TBC
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Gomen everyone, I thought this was gonna be the last part, but it turned out that i wanted a different end then i had originally planned. SORRY! Anyway, this means more Neko-Heero, and now that I've managed to kill off my evil writer's block I hope that I can get the next part out soon!
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By Lady Angelfiren
Disclaimer: Who the fuck reads these stupid disclaimers anyway?!! Why am I writing one?? Oh well, you all know the drill, oh faithful readers, I donna own'um Gundam, and I never will, so back the fuck off!! Oh, and I'm not getting paid either.but wouldn't it be cool if I were??!! Feel free to send me money!!!
Warnings: Uh. heh heh. Sexy Neko-Heero??? This part has some BESTIALITY too, so if you think that's nasty then don't read. Its not really gross.honest! But I can understand where people may not want to read about sex w/ half-animals. YAOI LEMON WARNING FOR THIS PART! Yeah. what else. uhhhh. I think that's it. Kinda PWPand very OOC Heero, but really Cute!! Just read, hopefully you won't be disappointed, maybe you'll even write back?? *Hopeful look*
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Neko-Heero; Part Four ~ Never Coming Back ~ By Lady AngelFiren
When Duo came to he found himself lying comfortably on a feathery bed with a warm body beside him. He thought for a moment that the whole cat escapade had been one incredibly messed up dream, but that thought was knocked impossible as he realized that Heero still possessed kitty features and mannerisms. Said boy was the one curled up in the bed beside him, purring quietly as he slept. He had one arm over Duo's chest, so that they were effectively laying together in a sweet embrace. Duo felt many things go through him as he watched Heero sleep, namely disappointment and fear. Heero was going to be this way forever, he would never again pilot or read or write, or do anything else sophisticated and human. He couldn't be an equal, and Duo didn't think he could love an animal the way he loved Heero.
With a frown on his lips Duo inspected himself. His ears were back to normal, and so was the rest of him. He thought a salad might be nice right about now. Definitely not a cat-like desire. Duo concluded that he had been cured as far as he was able to tell. He had no reason to think that Dorothy was lying when she'd explained what was going on in his body since being infected.
Sitting up, Duo looked at Heero's naked form. His hands and feet were clawed, and there was short dark fur on his arms, legs, back, tail, ears, stomach and chest. He was all furry now, like a cat would be. Duo assumed that he had been unconscious for some time, because when Duo had seen him last Heero wasn't furry all over, just in some places. I wasn't anything like people hair either, it was definitely cat hair. Heero's belly was white rather than black, as were his hands and feet. He still was part human too, obviously, by the human hair on his head, and the lack of fur on his face, plus his shape was still more human than cat.
Duo became depressed at the sight of his friend, there was no turning back for Heero, he was doomed to be this way forever, and on top of it he would be helpless to defend himself against his body's love and desire for Duo. That was the worst part, Duo didn't want to be anybody's master or owner.he wanted Heero to be his friend and lover willingly!
Unfortunately it was obvious that Heero was to remain this way. Duo frowned at the boy's sleeping figure curled against him. His fingers absently stroked Heero's back, the soft fleece touching his skin warmly. Heero made a small pleased sound and snuggled closer to Duo, his tail switching lazily. The frown on Duo's lips turned into a sigh, and he forced himself to sit up, causing Heero to open his big gold eyes sleepily and regard the braided boy with a faintly puzzled look.
"Up now?" Heero inquired, looking expectantly at Duo.
"Yeah Heero, I guess we should go home."
"Home? Heero is home now."
"What?"
"Heero is home where Duo is."
"Oh, I get it. That's nice Heero, great. We're gonna get some clothes and go back to where we live. We're at Relena's place, I don't want to stay here."
"Heero wants whatever Duo wants."
Heero spoke confidently, he demonstrated no embarrassment at his feeble- mindedness, in fact he seemed not to realize that he was referring to himself in the third person, nor did he seem to understand that it was making Duo feel terrible. Heero smiled quite happily, not indicating any kind of fear or pain or boredom, he was merely interested in anything Duo was doing. Heero wanted to get up and put clothes on now, because that's what Duo wanted to do. He followed Duo up out of the bed, and picked up his clothes off the floor where they had been left earlier. Heero looked at his pants with some confusion before holding them up so Duo could see them.
"Duo helps Heero?"
"Sure thing buddy. not a problem." Duo let out a sad smile and helped Heero dress himself in simple pants and the coat he'd been wearing on the way here. It was dry and clean, Heero grinned broadly at the warmth and nuzzled his face against Duo, giving him a hug in thanks. Duo fought the different feelings he was having about Heero at the moment, trying to tell himself that this couldn't be helped and that he would have to get used to it. Leaving Heero alone would kill him, just as trying to change him back would kill him. There was nothing to be done but take what had been thrown his way with a grain of salt.
After Heero was dressed Duo pulled his own clothes on and led the cat-boy out of the room, down the halls, and back to the front door of the house. Actually, Heero led Duo there, as Duo was totally lost in the big intensely decorated estate. They met Pagan at the door.
"Leaving now Mr. Maxwell, Mr. Yuy?"
"Yeah, we gotta get back to our place, we've got things to do." Duo said tiredly, opening the door and gesturing for Heero to go through it. The Wing pilot switched his tail and nodded, walking out of the house followed by Duo. They borrowed one of Relena's many cars to get home, which was nice, because Heero could not pass for human in public anymore, he simply didn't act human enough to be around other people. He would become distracted easily by small things, randomly getting himself caught up in games of 'Chase my Tail' or 'Catch Duo.' Duo actually didn't mind these things, it was when Heero looked at him so incredibly expectantly and waited to be told what to do. that's what really bothered the Deathscythe pilot. that's what made him feel terribly cold inside.
Duo led Heero inside their building and shut the door, helping the furry cat-boy to remove everything he was wearing save his pants (Heero insisted that he would be better of naked, but he was ready to listen to whatever Duo had to say). Heero stretched out on the floor in the living room, his contented purring rumbling through Duo's mind as he watched the former pilot sleep.
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The day waned and Duo didn't move even once for any part of it, he just watched Heero sleep. The last few changes happened during the day as Heero slept and Duo stared. He got thicker fur and his face gained whiskers. His senses changed so that they were stronger, and the way he used his senses changed as well. When Heero opened his eyes at dusk He looked at Duo sleepily and mewed cutely, then stretched and jumped onto the couch, curling up against Duo.
"Heero is Duo's now, as long as Duo wants him...Does Duo want to keep Heero?" Heero's eyes searched Duo's face hopefully, waiting to hear that he was going to be claimed...or at least kept. He couldn't imagine what he would do if Duo turned him down - probably die.
Duo's thoughts spun in distressed circles. What would he say?
"Heero...I do...I think I do...but...I don't know what I will do with a slave or servant. If you love me I want it to be YOU who loves me, and not some medical experiment. Do you understand what I'm getting at here?"
".Heero is confused."
"I want the real Heero to love me, not the product of mind-medalling serums or whatever else. Heero. I want you to be who you were before. the real you."
Heero quirked his head to the side, looking at Duo blankly. "Heero is. He is real." He gestured to himself, but he seemed upset by Duo's hesitancy. it was making his ears stay low. ashamed, and he didn't radiate curious energy just now, rather he was toned down. "Heero wants to be Duo's.will Duo keep him?" One hand rested on Duo's leg, the other on his chest, the cat- boy's face close to the braided boy's. His eyes glinted in the late day, retinas reflecting light and making Heero look eerie.
Duo sighed, his hand going to Heero's back. He stroked the soft fur there, wrapping his arms around Heero and pulling him close. He inhaled the boy's scent and felt his warmth over pale skin. Duo couldn't possibly bring himself to send this creature away from him. he couldn't do it. Not now, and Duo knew, as he sat there holding Heero, that he never would be able to bring himself to get rid of Heero, even if he had to kill the boy. It wasn't going to happen.
Reluctantly, Duo slipped his fingers into the waistband of Heero's pants, tugging the clothing down and pulling it off. The pants were tossed to the floor. Heero looked at Duo with nothing but total admiration and love in his eyes, he was practically begging to receive Duo's cock, or anything else the Deathscythe pilot was willing to give. Duo leaned close to Heero and crushed their lips together in a deep kiss, his tongue dancing against Heero's, his hands trailing over the smaller boy's back, playing with his soft fur. Duo pulled Heero down onto him, looking at his gold eyes with some curiosity. What did Heero feel? What did he see? What did he want? Duo thought it would be good to make Heero happy, it certainly wouldn't hurt anything, right? Would he damage Heero if he had sex with him here and now? If ever there was controversial sex it was starting now. Duo didn't know what he wanted, except that he couldn't stand to see Heero hurting, wanting.NEEDING.
He pulled away from Heero's face, their kiss breaking apart. They watched one another's eyes, until Duo got up the courage to open his mouth and speak.
"Heero... I. I will keep you. Stay with you. Love you. I will love you as you are now." Duo waited to see how the whiskered boy would react. he didn't have to wait long. Two furred arms wrapped around Duo tightly, Heero pressing himself against Duo and kissing his face over and over. He purred from deep inside himself closing his eyes and whispering thank you to Duo, who hadn't thought of what to do next just yet.
He didn't really have to think very hard, Heero did the decision-making for him. The changed boy brought them back together with a second deep kiss. Duo felt the desire in this one quite strongly, Heero wanted him very badly. His tongue pumped into Duo's mouth, twisting with pleasure and sweeping against Duo's with fervid pace and need. Duo arched against the cat-boy, a low groan slipping from his lips as he felt Heero's careful fingers unbuttoning his shirt and slipping inside to play with his nipples. He thrust his hips when his nipples were both pinched in unison then twisted in the same manner, Heero's weight keeping Duo from arching up on the couch as he was pleasured/tortured.
"Heero will be good to Duo. Heero loves Duo." Said boy spoke only in between kisses, which were being showered over Duo at random, causing the long-haired pilot to gasp as the combined heat from his nipple torture and the unpredictable kisses turned him into a happy pile of goo. He waited for Heero to touch him more, waited for his body to thrust up against the tight, hot little package that was Heero on top of him.
Heero licked Duo's nipple and fastened his lips around it, sucking the erect bud of flesh until Duo was forced to arch against him. He smoothed his hands over Duo's skin, granting friction where there was desire and keeping the boy aroused as he sucked. Heero released the nipple to move his way down Duo's smooth chest and stomach. His tongue dipped adventurously into Duo's belly-button as he praised the braided boy's body with his own, now meeting thrust with thrust.
There was little deliberation as the pair quickly got rid of Duo's clothes, Heero slicing off his pants button with sharp claws and yanking the zipper down as Duo lifted his hips and kicked the article to the floor. Heero took this chance to worship Duo's pale skin, running his fingers over the smooth creamy spread. He kissed Duo's toes, his whiskers tickling. He ran his hands up Duo's legs, gently nipping the inside of his thigh with careful teeth. Duo hissed and moaned, his eyes falling shut, his hands stroking Heero and playing in his hair.
Duo had to force himself not to thrust into his partner's mouth when Heero engulfed his cock and let it go down his throat. He heard himself growling and decided he liked the sound, and he liked being buried inside Heero in this way. He felt pangs of heat wash through him as Heero made swallowing motions around his penis and twisted his nipples again.
Duo was twitching now, his breaths coming fast, his hips jerking slightly as his body got ready to explode inside Heero's mouth and throat. However he was shocked when air replaced the tight heat he'd been wrapped in only moments ago as Heero released him before he could come. He thrust blindly in full surprise, Heero's face closing over his own with fresh kisses.
"Duo.Duo comes inside Heero."
The cat-boy had a glazed look in his eyes, like this was all he'd ever wanted and it was coming true. Duo had mixed feelings about this, but he had no chance to consider what he was going to do because Heero was initiating sex before he actually said anything about it. Duo felt his erection bobbing blindly in the air, then it was pressing against the other boy's ass as Heero positioned himself over Duo, ready to slide onto his lover.
Duo got to him before he had a chance to start anything. He pushed himself inside Heero, who seemed more than ready to take him. He showed fear when he felt the first part of Duo slide past his sphincter, but that evaporated quickly, it wasn't hurting Heero to do this. On the contrary he didn't seem to require any lube or stretching, he was ready to take Duo just as he was.
The braided pilot felt Heero shudder willingly against him. A high mew escaped him and his breathing grew thicker, rougher, as heat clouded him. The was a pause in both boys when Duo was fully seated, his balls pressing on Heero's ass. They began to move together, and it became apparent to Duo from the first moment of their complete union that he did want this, that he needed this. Heat stirred between their bodies, Heero's face bestowing kisses over Duo's chest as he moved in the rhythm of sex on his lover.
There wasn't any need for words between them now, each could feel the other completely, the neko-boy rocked on Duo's cock and the only sounds were their panting and the slapping of Duo's balls on Heero's ass. Their pace became quicker, more insistent. Colour spread before Duo's eyes and he grit his teeth, shuddering involuntarily as he was enveloped time and again by Heero's perfect heat, his weight on top of him, his walls sliding with delightful friction against him. They fit together precisely, neither was left unsatisfied.
Duo's hands gripped Heero's hips bruisingly as his back arched and sweat crawled over him, sliding over his flesh as the former Wing pilot's hands were doing. Duo heard himself cry out as he felt his body explode inside his lover. Semen spread slickly inside Heero's ass, some leaking out between them and running down Duo's testicles with a warm, completed sensation. Heero's voice arced louder than Duo's had been, Duo's name falling over his lips as the braided boy's hand wrapped around his cock, even between his buzzing twitches, the result of coming so hard inside the neko-boy.
There was a hazy buzz building in Duo's head like he had gone pleasantly deaf and almost numb, and what was left of his ability to sense the world around him only picked up the good feelings, the delicious sensation of Heero's body draped over his chest, and hard panting between them being the only thing left to be heard now.
Slowly their breathing evened out and the pair stayed locked together as they fell asleep against one another, Heero's fingers twisting in Duo's hair and Duo's hands stroking the silky fur on his lover's body. Duo was comforted by Heero's strong heartbeat, it was the last thing he remembered hearing before he fell completely asleep. Heero's tail flicked lazily over their legs and his ears twitched slightly as he nuzzled his face against Duo's chest and also fell deeply into sleep.
Their absolution was spread between them still, the scent of sex thick in the apartment.
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The following weeks were filled with changes for both Heero and Duo. Each had to become accustomed to the new lifestyle, and Duo now had much more work to do, as Heero was no longer able to be a pilot. He enjoyed helping Duo when he was able, and had to re-learn some skills that he had forgotten initially through his change. Duo was able to teach Heero to cook for them both, and to do simple things, laundry, cleaning the house, basic repairs and maintenance on Deathscythe even. It turned out the after Heero's change was completed his mind started to get sharp again, he learned more with each passing day, always approaching things with the eagerness of a small child who wants nothing more than to be able to accomplish their goal. Heero learned like this each day, and lay with Duo each night, although they didn't have sex so much as enjoyed one another's company, after the first time it was too weird for Duo... almost like bestiality or something. He wasn't sure what to make of Heero, after all he wasn't human and he wasn't an animal... he really had become a freak medical experiment. Fortunately that didn't matter personally to Heero, and that made it much easier for Duo to deal with the whole situation.
However, after a full year of them living in this manner, the war was winding to a close and Duo's missions became few and far between. He felt good about that, but the lack of distractions forced Duo to spend almost all of his free time with Heero. He couldn't exist with Heero on an intellectual level, whenever he spoke to the neko-boy he was always greeted with that same look of complete admiration, and it still made Duo feel totally sick and disgusting. His self-loathing was turning into Heero- loathing. He had been forced to completely cut himself off from the other pilots and the rest of the world, Heero required his care and attention so much that he couldn't spare time for other people.
Duo's life became miserable, he was living alone with a freak creature that he loved and despised at the same time. Finally his sorrow and loneliness and general misery reached a pinnacle, and he was forced to confront Heero about it. He came into their room to find the boy sleeping curled against himself on their bed. He sat down, not knowing what he intended to do, hoping he would have the balls to address the problem directly.
"Heero. Wake up Heero," Duo said quietly.
"Nnn..." One eye blinked open, followed by the other, and Heero regarded Duo happily. He made to kiss the boy, and was confused when Duo drew back from him.
"Don't." Duo stated flatly, his eyes welling with tears.
Heero gave a confused meow. "What is wrong Duo?"
Duo ground his teeth together, pain flashing in his eyes. "Heero... I love you... but I can't do this anymore...I can't stay with you. Heero I'm leaving."
"When are you coming back?" Asked the boy, not understanding why this was so unusual, Duo left all the time, he always came back.
"Never."
There was a moment of silence, which stretched elastically between them. Heero's gaze never wavered, he was innocent in his lack of understanding. Duo grit his teeth harder, swallowing reflexively and trying to force his tears back. He held them at bay.
"I'm not ever coming back Heero. I can't. I don't want to be around you anymore, I am leaving and I'm not coming back. You can take care of yourself just fine, the groceries get delivered every week, you can cook and clean and fix things, you know how to use the phone if you need help for something... Heero you'll be fine by yourself, I'll make sure money always comes in so you don't have to think about it.... maybe I'll come visit sometime... but I can't live here with you anymore, I need to be free, you're trapping me here and I can't take it anymore."
Heero blinked at Duo, shock on his face. "H-Heero is sorry... he will be good.... he is very sorry Duo... please not leave.... please not leave Heero alone..." Two furred, clawed hands wrapped shakingly into the folds of Duo's shirt and a terrified look was in Heero's eyes, he pressed himself against Duo, breathing in deeply like he was trying to save Duo's smell forever. "Please not leave Heero all alone..."
"Let go of me Heero."
The shaking hands dropped away from Duo's shirt as he stood up. He tried to tell himself that this was just pathetic. He tried to make himself believe that Heero would be ok... but he didn't believe it for a minute. Either way, it wasn't his fault Heero had ended up like this. He wasn't the one who infected Heero with this disease, and he sure as hell didn't intend to waste his life taking care of this boy just because he felt sorry for him. He had to draw the line, he HAD to be selfish.
Duo didn't make eye contact with Heero after that. He got up and started backing out of the room. Heero jumped after him, tears streaking freely down his cheeks, his whiskers shivering with his shudders.
"Heero, I want you to stay here and be a good boy... goodbye."
Duo ran out of the small house they shared and got in his car, tearing out of the driveway and speeding off, putting as many miles between them as he possibly could.
Heero's helpless, hopeless, despairing cries opened up full-force and continued on until the boy collapsed in the front of the house from shock and exhaustion.
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TBC
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Gomen everyone, I thought this was gonna be the last part, but it turned out that i wanted a different end then i had originally planned. SORRY! Anyway, this means more Neko-Heero, and now that I've managed to kill off my evil writer's block I hope that I can get the next part out soon!
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