Emotions
Disclaimer: I don't own Dragon Ball Z. I do own Regu, Cado, Asper and myself. Chirusa owns herself and Maia owns herself.
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Chapter 4
~Crecy's POV~
When I woke up it was dark, I opened my blurry eyes to see a campfire a few feet away. I moaned as I struggled to get up. "Ugh… what happened."
I pushed myself up into a sitting position, then dropped my throbbing head into the hands. My memories came crashing back to me as someone touched my shoulder. I jerked away and snapped my gaze to see Regu there. (A/N: He tends to come a lot after I take off, don't he? In both my other stories and this one. Oh well. ) I pushed him away as I stood up, but I lost my balance and fell back to the ground, Regu wrapped his arms around me before I could get up again.
"Calm down, you crashed while you where flying, you need to rest." He whispered.
"No! I want to get away! You- you all blame me! I didn't do that! I- I couldn't…" I struggled to keep my tears at bay, but soon they fell. I wiped furiously at my eyes, trying so hard to stop.
"Its okay to cry, I won't tell if you don't want me to." He told me soothingly. I broke, my tears slid down my cheeks, as my body shook with the force of the sobs.
It was awhile later, my tears have long since stopped, we just sat there in silence. But a question just kept nagging at me. "Why did you follow me? Didn't you believe the note and everyone else?" I asked confused.
"I- I don't know what to believe, but I couldn't let you run out of here alone." He answered. I nodded and rested against his chest.
"Thank you. For coming after me. Even if you don't believe me about the letter." I sighed, "No one else does."
"Well, we don't really have a reason to believe otherwise, so none of really know what to think. I think you changed their minds a little bit when you ran out of the room as upset as you were."
"But I would never do something so cruel. I don't know who did it, but I've never felt to alone. It feels like everyone is abandoning me for her." I choked a little and looked away from him.
"I won't abandon you, none of us will." He told me.
I stood up, pushing him away abruptly. "Then why did you all accuse me of writing that note? You didn't even tell me what happened before you pointed the finger at me! I don't know why anyone would do that, I certainly never will!" My power exploded around me, my feelings, my pain of being rejected the way I was, it showed in the color of my aura. I let out a heart-piercing scream as I showed the world my feelings, my power skyrocketed as I began to transform. My wild red hair became black as night, and my bright green eyes became the same color. My scream died out as my power leveled out.
I looked down at myself, whispering, "What have I become…?" I held my hand up, shocked, my whole body glowed eerily. I been trying so hard to become a super saiyan, but this wasn't it. It was… different. The others, Regu, Asper, Cado, Maia, Chirusa… they became golden warriors. But me? What was wrong with me? Am I some kind of freak?
"Crecy! What did you do?" Regu's voice carried around me do to the wind that I created.
I turned to him, my vision changed, I couldn't control this power. My saiyan nature was struggling to get loose, these bloodthirsty feelings were starting to brake free, I managed to get one word out before it took over completely. "Run!"
He was frozen in place in his shock, unaware that I have lost my internal battle. My body launch itself at him, quickly shaking off his shock, he powered up to super saiyan quickly. He met my punch, but missed my kick. I sent him flying into a couple of trees. He jumped back up, but I was on him in no time.
"Crecy! I don't want to hurt you! Power down!" She shouted over the wind.
I growled and began to attack harder, "Fight me! Don't hold back!"
I began forcing him to attack, using any weakness I could remember, then not giving him a chance to get up when I knock him down. I jumped back after awhile of doing this, but stayed in fight stance. He pulled himself into a defense stance and wait for me to move.
"Fight me!" I growled again.
"No! I won't!"
"Then I'll kill you!"
He looked me dead in the eyes, he knew I was serious, so slowly, reluctantly; he changed his stance to and offence stance. I grinned, but this wasn't my usual happy go lucky grin, this was more sinister. More cruel and unforgiving. I was making sure he knew what he was fighting. I felt his ki as he powered up to his fullest, to my hate, it surpassed my own.
"You were holding out on me!" I hissed as I jumped at him. I was ruthless and I didn't give into the fight, but this time he fought back, and I wasn't doing as well as I was before. I grunted as I was thrown back to the ground, my body was buried into the soil, leaving a crater. I pulled my self into a crouch and launched back at him. My eyes flashed dangerous as I realized that I was going to lose. I fazed right in front of him and tried to punch him, but suddenly he did something completely unexpected. He grabbed onto me and kissed me roughly on the lips. At first I tried to break away, but I was starting to come back to my senses. He took us back to the ground and we continued. I didn't think neither of us intended for it to go as far as it did…
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è Next morningç
I felt something furry tickle my nose as I opened my eyes. Regu was lying down next to me. I blushed lightly as remembered last night. My nose tickled again as I gently took the object. I smiled as I began to pet Regu's tail. He curled up to me more and purred.
He opened his eyes and smirked. I smirked back and kissed him lightly on the lips and stood up. "I guess we should get back." I said, suddenly feeling sick and dizzy as my previous emotions come back. He nodded, once again serious, then dressed. We flew back to the house, and Regu wrapped his arm around me for comfort.
I took a deep breath and opened the door. I walked into the kitchen and saw that everyone just finished eating. Raven was still in my seat and they seemed to behaving like they didn't even notice that I was gone. I pushed my emotions down, and looked around the table. Asper stood up when we saw us come in.
"Crecy, we need to talk. Now." He stalked out of the room and I followed, looking at the other's expressions. I had to stop myself from trembling when I saw the cold looks I got from them.
When we got into the other room, he shut the door and whirled around to me, "What the heck is wrong with you!? You know Raven is still recovering from what happened, she doesn't need you taunting her about it!" He yelled at me.
"What? I never did that!"
"Don't lie to me! She told about it! Whenever you were alone with her, you started taunting her! I know your better then that!"
"I've been nothing but nice to her since she got here! I don't know what you're talking about!"
"Crecy, I can't believe you." He paused, then continued. Sighing angrily, he finished, "I- we have decided that it would be better if you leave."
I froze. What? How could he? How could any of them? Spinning around I opened the door, Regu stood up from his chair his eyes were wide. I saw that he believe what they said, even after last night, he completely abandoned me.
Finally, I pulled myself up, stood tall and told them coldly, "I don't know what she has told you, but let me assure you, I did nothing to her. I will never forgive you for this, and let me tell you. This will come back to you, not by me, but from her. She was in league with that man all along. Enjoy you're life, especially since I won't be in it anymore." I bowed deeply, then whispered, "Good Bye." I turned around and left.
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Yeah, I know, Kind of short, but I really wanted to leave it here. Enjoy the chapter, and…
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