Emotions
Disclaimer: These are getting annoying. I dun own it! Got it! No, natta, zero, zip, nilch, Iie! *Shakes head* Now you can't sue me! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Er- yeah…. I'm broke anyhow. I only have my nickel. Wanna hear the good news or the bad news of my nickel? Good News: Its name is Phillip! Bad News: it's a girl nickel!
(I dun own that either, got it off the Fairly Odd Parents by watching one too many with my lil cousin. -_-")
So… Now you READ!!!!!!!!!
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*Points up* Like my weird person? His name is Bob. Everyone say "Hi Bob!"
Everyone else: *Silence*
Crecy (If that doesn't come out right, its Crecy): *Sweat drop* Er- HI BOB!!!! *Over enthusiastic*
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Chapter 6
~Crecy's POV~
"EVERYONE! LET ME INTRODUCE PYRO!!!!"
I began to play my guitar a few minutes after the music started, the I began to sing while walking almost seductively up to the front of the stage, the smoke blowing around me, I started to sing,
"Perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now I know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
and I don't love you anymore
She never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool"
(I also dun own "Everybody's fool" by Evanescence. Dang, I dun own a lotta things. *Pouts*)
After the last note played, I grinned as I scanned the crowd, then froze. 'They were here! I can't believe it! There's here!' I mentally panicked. I walked off stage as my turn was over. I went back to Karen and started taking deep breaths.
"I- I can't breathe. Oh Kami, I can't believe I did that. I don't feel so good…. Where are my pills?" I said way too fast.
"Calm down, its okay. Its over, you were amazing!" Karen cheered while trying to get my mind off of how sick I am.
I sat down by one of the benches and tried to get my breathing straight. I lay down and Karen sat by my head. She pulled her jacket under my head and I calm down enough to take the pills I have been given. Once I was completely relaxed, I whispered to Karen, "Wake me up when its time to say who the winners are. I'm too tired." She nodded and I drifted off.
When I woke up, Karen wasn't behind me any more. I pushed myself up into a sitting position, I felt much better. I looked up at see a loud commotion and a bunch of security guards. Karen was yelling at none other then my brothers.
"What do you mean we can't see her!? We're family! We have a right to see our sisters!" Asper shouted at her.
"She told me herself! She doesn't have any family! I don't know who you are, but shut the heck up! She's sleeping and with your yelling, then she'll wake up!" Karen said in a slightly raised voice.
I took a deep breath then walked over to them, "Was sleeping. Now will someone tell me what is going on?"
"Crecy! It's us! We're all here! Can we talk to you?" Cado said.
"Oh and you mean Raven too? Please, you kick me out of the house then expect me to come back with you when I've finally started making my own living? I Don't Think So!" I snapped back at him.
"You know these people?" Karen asked incredulously.
"No, not anymore." I stated then turned to the security guys. "Please take these guys out of my site, they don't belong back here."
"Wait! Crecy! At least talk to us! We know now! Raven was making us act that way! We had no choice!" Asper said as the guard took his arm and pulled him out.
I turned my back to their shouting then walked over to the curtain to see how far along the show was.
"Um, Crecy, I don't mean to sound rude or anything, but how do you know them?" Karen asked.
"Those were my brothers. Something happened 5 years ago, something I'd rather not talk about."
"Okay, but remember, I'm here when you do." Karen said then looked at the clock, "You better get ready, you have to be what your going to wear if you win."
"I know." I walked into the dressing room then got changed. I was now in a black, skin-tight, leather pants, and a dark red shirt that looked like someone just took red strips of clothes and wrapped around me. It went around my neck, then wrapped around my chest, and barely covered my stomach as it went around once, then stopped at my waist. It had no sleeves and it went well with the song I picked. For makeup, I had smoky eyes, and some glitter spread all over my where any skin was showing. I also had blood red lipstick on that didn't clash with my complexion and black boots.
When I came back out back stage, Karen ran over to me and said, "You have only a few minutes to get into place! Good luck!" She gave me a quick hug then went off with to the side; I got into place in a line with all the other people who were trying out.
"AND, NOW FOR THE FINAL PART OF THE CONCERT, LETS GREAT ALL OUR CONTESTANTS!!!" The announcer guy said.
I placed a smirk on my face as our line began to move on stage. Since I wasn't so into singing this time, I could see the audience. Almost against my will, I searched out my old friends. They were all looking straight at me and began waving at me when I looked at them. They looked generally the same, all except Regu. He looked straight at me and I could feel the old feelings return. The ones I have been feeling since I left, only this time it was much stronger. It was then that I realized what it was, it was withdrawal.
'But we didn't even mark each other! It can't be that! But, when I was pregnant, that was probably what started the bonding. Oh, Kami… This just gets worse and worse.' I thought bitterly. I still didn't forgive them, any of them.
"NOW!!! THE WINNER OF THIS CONTEST IS………… PYRO!!!!!"
My eyes widened in shock, but I kept my smirk on and walked over to the front of the stage. Now it was time to sing my second song. 'Oh, I bet this song will get their attention.' I thought as I pulled my guitar in front of me. (It was hanging at an angle behind me).
I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?
My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
(I dun own Evanescence's song, 'Tourniquet')
The song died down and then one of the big time agents came up and congratulated me. Camera's flashed as I gave a wide grin. Turning to the side of the stage I waved Karen to come on, which she did. Very hesitantly.
As soon as she came close enough, I laughed as I grabbed her and pulled her next to me. "Hey! I just want to thank a few people for helping me get this far!" My voice echoed all throughout the concert. "First off, I wanna thanks Karen here because she was the one that got me this far!" I was excited when they all started clapping and cheering. I thought Karen was going to pass out. "I would also like to thank the first place I ever played as Pyro! And guess what! It all started here in Satan city! Thanks 21!!" (That's the name of the bar. I dun care if its not a very good name.) They cheered some more and Then I finished. "Now, one more thing, I want to thank all of you for thinking my music was actually good! Never in a million years did I think I could get this far!" The crowd went wild at the point.
"Well! That's all for now! But first lets give a round of applause to our winner and those who tries out!" He yelled into the microphone. Once the crowd settled down again, he finished up, "And remember! Look for a new CD from Pyro soon!" Me and Karen all walked off stage and went to talk with the Agent.
"Well, first we need you to sign this contract and we can get this show on the road!" He said excitedly. "And by the way, you can call me Jack." I nodded and followed him into the office to check out the papers.
I read over it and looked back up to him, "There's just one more thing I want you to include."
"What is it? I'm sure we can fit it in."
"I want Karen to come with me. Like she's part of the band, even if she doesn't do anything on stage. And she gets paid a decent amount." I answered.
"Done. That was simple enough. Let me get that placed in there and we can get you to sign it." He handed it over to some guys and told them the deal, they nodded and ran back into a different room where his secretary was. About 10 minutes later they came back and handed it to Jack. "Here you go. We had this all set up in case you needed to change anything. Just sign here and put your initials here."
I nodded and signed the contract. "There you go, but my and Karen are leaving for now. You have my phone number, right?"
'Yes, we have all of that. I'll call you soon." He stated and the two of us left. We walked out the back way and started to chat.
"HA! I told you that you would win!" Karen said excitedly.
"So? I thought I was gonna die of being so nervous before I went on stage!"
"But you didn't!"
" Please, I got to revisit Lunch!" (Not that Lunch…)
" But you won!"
"Quit being so optimistic." I grumbled.
" Oh come on! You've made it! The big one! Your on the top!"
"And I'm taking you with me so I can through you off when we get high enough." I joked.
"Ha ha." She started sarcastically, only to get interrupted.
"Crecy, I need to talk to you. Please." A man about my age stepped forward. I couldn't see him because his coat covered him.
"Well, normally the question would be how do you know my name, but since I just came from a contest that I won, that would be pretty pointless." I remarked. "Hey, Karen, I'll see you around, then?"
"Oh right, but are you sure I can leave you alone?"
"You know me. I'll be fine."
"That's what I'm worried about. See ya." She turned to leave and I looked back to the guy.
"So, what do you want?" I asked. I was usually this cold until I could tell if the person I'm talking to if friend of foe.
"Crecy, Its me." The guy pulled off his hood to show Regu there.
"Oh, you? Never mind, I thought it might be someone important." I spat as I started around him. He reached out a grabbed my arm, but as soon as he did, a jolt was sent up my body. I turned to him to see that the same happened to him.
"Crecy, please. Let us explain, we didn't mean to kick you out. It was Raven. You were right all along." He said, moving closer to me. I didn't move, I couldn't. I was frozen in place, the need coursing through my veins. The need to touch him and kiss him was almost overwhelming. Saiyan instincts started to take over as he pushed me up against the wall. He kissed me fiercely and I couldn't hold back any longer. That night we found my apartment where I live alone and bound ourselves together forever. We gave ourselves together, mind, body and soul.
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Well, Hope you liked it! And, in case you wanna know, I'm putting off Life Sucks until I finish this fic. I wanna finish this before I work on the sequel. So… yeah. So, Plez…
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