GSS: Well hello all my loyal fans *Waving*
Fans: *Stares at her*
GSS: I'm so glad to see you all . . . wait a second there's only five of you?
Fans: *screams and runs away*
GSS: *Sniffle* I'm not loved . . . Who's going to do my disclaimer?
Sheaira: The only one who can *Pops out of nowhere*
GSS: I love you, you little rat *Huggles*
Sheaira: Goldensunsheba does not own any of the characters mentioned in this story, except for me, and none of the plot or story line (Crap those are the same thing right?), SHE JUST OWNS NOTHING! IT ALL BELONGS TO THE MIGHTY NAMCO *Hails Namco*
Namco: . . .
GSS: On with my Xenosaga fic all you weirdo's and freaks! Wait I'm talking to myself . . . eep
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Xenosaga: Torn Apart
Chapter one: Feeling alone
Do you ever get that feeling like you're alone, that you're trapped in this body of yours that you can never escape until you die? That's how I feel right now, it's a beautiful day outside but I don't see a reason for living. I know that I can't leave yet, I still have KOS-MOS and my friends. But I still feel alone with out some one there to comfort me and my tears, some things tearing me apart. Maybe it's because I know that if I were to fall in love with someone they'd be torn away from me just like ever one else, my mother and father, Kevin. . . I hate feeling like this; it's just like a curse of some sort so I won't bother loving anyone . . . anymore.
"Hey Shion?" I heard my name being called from outside the door; I opened my eyes and sat up.
"Yes," I picked up my glasses and put them on as the door open to reveal my brother, Jin.
"Did I wake you?"
"No, I couldn't sleep anyways," I said reaching for my jacket that I hung beside the bed.
"You haven't been sleeping well the last few days Shion, what's on your mind?" Jin asked almost as soon as I stood up. I knew he was going to ask me, everyone does after all.
"Nothing, nothing at all," I looked up at him and smiled. I'm such a good stalker; he'll never know what hit him.
"Okay if you say so. Your breakfast is on the table along with Allen, Jr. and MOMO," Jin said walking to the door.
"They waited for me?" what I'm I thinking of course, I knew Allen would be there, he seems to always be there for me, even in the worst places.
"Well sure they are you're friends aren't they?" I nodded slowly and fallowed Jin out of the room. Why the hell I'm I thinking of Allen so much? Maybe because he saved my life a couple of times without even a thank you from his chief. Some person I am.
"Chief," I heard his voice even before he had said anything, my eyes raise to see them at the table, MOMO was chewing bubble gum and blowing bubbles and Jr. was playing with his cereal, Allen was standing in front of me so I looked up at him.
"Good morning," were the only words I could find.
"Chief you look half asleep," Allen told me.
"Oh no, I just didn't get enough sleep," me and Allen are alike in some ways, we never seem to show our feelings even when we want to burst them out, but we don't communicate that clearly to each other.
"Want some breakfast Shion, and Jr. stop playing with your food, MOMO can you not blow bubbles of gum in my house," Jin said and I laughed.
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After breakfast I went down to see KOS-MOS with Allen, I start to wonder why Allen is always there for me. Does he love me? I hope not I don't want to lose him as well.
"Good morning KOS-MOS," I said to the blue haired girl who was standing there.
"Good morning Shion," KOS-MOS focused her red eyes onto me and then she looked at Allen, "Good morning Allen."
"Oh yeah good morning," Allen said quickly. I couldn't think of much to say at this time.
"Would you like to go shopping with us KOS-MOS?" was the only thing I could think of.
"I do not see it necessary to shop around, but I will accompany you," replied KOS-MOS. I laughed at her seriousness. Allen didn't seem to laugh and just kept quiet as he fallowed me and KOS-MOS out of the room.
"Alright Jin we're ready to hit the town," I smiled and turned back to Allen, he smiled at me as Jr. pushed him out of his way.
"Let go already I hate waitin around!" Jr. snapped as one of MOMO's bubble gum bubbles popped all over her face and we all bursted out laughing, except for Allen and KOS-MOS. He was too quiet today and I started to wonder.
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GSS: Yes this is a short chapter I'll right a longer one tomorrow okay?
Sheaira: enjoy it for she mite lose her inspiration so if you like or hate review
GSS: I hope they don't hate
Fans: *with bat*
GSS: Oh Crap
*Waves to loyal fans as they hit her with bats and cheer*
GSS
Fans: *Stares at her*
GSS: I'm so glad to see you all . . . wait a second there's only five of you?
Fans: *screams and runs away*
GSS: *Sniffle* I'm not loved . . . Who's going to do my disclaimer?
Sheaira: The only one who can *Pops out of nowhere*
GSS: I love you, you little rat *Huggles*
Sheaira: Goldensunsheba does not own any of the characters mentioned in this story, except for me, and none of the plot or story line (Crap those are the same thing right?), SHE JUST OWNS NOTHING! IT ALL BELONGS TO THE MIGHTY NAMCO *Hails Namco*
Namco: . . .
GSS: On with my Xenosaga fic all you weirdo's and freaks! Wait I'm talking to myself . . . eep
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Xenosaga: Torn Apart
Chapter one: Feeling alone
Do you ever get that feeling like you're alone, that you're trapped in this body of yours that you can never escape until you die? That's how I feel right now, it's a beautiful day outside but I don't see a reason for living. I know that I can't leave yet, I still have KOS-MOS and my friends. But I still feel alone with out some one there to comfort me and my tears, some things tearing me apart. Maybe it's because I know that if I were to fall in love with someone they'd be torn away from me just like ever one else, my mother and father, Kevin. . . I hate feeling like this; it's just like a curse of some sort so I won't bother loving anyone . . . anymore.
"Hey Shion?" I heard my name being called from outside the door; I opened my eyes and sat up.
"Yes," I picked up my glasses and put them on as the door open to reveal my brother, Jin.
"Did I wake you?"
"No, I couldn't sleep anyways," I said reaching for my jacket that I hung beside the bed.
"You haven't been sleeping well the last few days Shion, what's on your mind?" Jin asked almost as soon as I stood up. I knew he was going to ask me, everyone does after all.
"Nothing, nothing at all," I looked up at him and smiled. I'm such a good stalker; he'll never know what hit him.
"Okay if you say so. Your breakfast is on the table along with Allen, Jr. and MOMO," Jin said walking to the door.
"They waited for me?" what I'm I thinking of course, I knew Allen would be there, he seems to always be there for me, even in the worst places.
"Well sure they are you're friends aren't they?" I nodded slowly and fallowed Jin out of the room. Why the hell I'm I thinking of Allen so much? Maybe because he saved my life a couple of times without even a thank you from his chief. Some person I am.
"Chief," I heard his voice even before he had said anything, my eyes raise to see them at the table, MOMO was chewing bubble gum and blowing bubbles and Jr. was playing with his cereal, Allen was standing in front of me so I looked up at him.
"Good morning," were the only words I could find.
"Chief you look half asleep," Allen told me.
"Oh no, I just didn't get enough sleep," me and Allen are alike in some ways, we never seem to show our feelings even when we want to burst them out, but we don't communicate that clearly to each other.
"Want some breakfast Shion, and Jr. stop playing with your food, MOMO can you not blow bubbles of gum in my house," Jin said and I laughed.
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After breakfast I went down to see KOS-MOS with Allen, I start to wonder why Allen is always there for me. Does he love me? I hope not I don't want to lose him as well.
"Good morning KOS-MOS," I said to the blue haired girl who was standing there.
"Good morning Shion," KOS-MOS focused her red eyes onto me and then she looked at Allen, "Good morning Allen."
"Oh yeah good morning," Allen said quickly. I couldn't think of much to say at this time.
"Would you like to go shopping with us KOS-MOS?" was the only thing I could think of.
"I do not see it necessary to shop around, but I will accompany you," replied KOS-MOS. I laughed at her seriousness. Allen didn't seem to laugh and just kept quiet as he fallowed me and KOS-MOS out of the room.
"Alright Jin we're ready to hit the town," I smiled and turned back to Allen, he smiled at me as Jr. pushed him out of his way.
"Let go already I hate waitin around!" Jr. snapped as one of MOMO's bubble gum bubbles popped all over her face and we all bursted out laughing, except for Allen and KOS-MOS. He was too quiet today and I started to wonder.
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GSS: Yes this is a short chapter I'll right a longer one tomorrow okay?
Sheaira: enjoy it for she mite lose her inspiration so if you like or hate review
GSS: I hope they don't hate
Fans: *with bat*
GSS: Oh Crap
*Waves to loyal fans as they hit her with bats and cheer*
GSS