Ok the last chapter was about Max. Now this chapter is about my second
favorite character. Our boy Ray! Let's see what I can cook up for the
Chinese hottie.
Blood Stained Lives
By: Avalons Guardian
Chapter Three
Ray's Pain
*~*Ray's P.O.V*~*
Why does everything happen to me? First when I met up with the White Tiger's in the Asian Tournament I lost Drigger. Than in the World Championships I was practically killed by Bryan. Damn, everything is happening to me since I left my hometown. I love being with my friends as much at the next guy, but come on this is got to end somehow. And I know how. That's right death, Mariah's in town for awhile which makes this decision hard but it's what I've decided and nobody can change my mind. Not my friends or Mariah. I love her and all, but I just can't go on like this.
"Ray!" Mariah's voice yelled at me from the other side of the terminal.
I waved, I couldn't let her know that something was wrong. I didn't want her to worry. She grabbed me and hugged me tightly.
"How'd you been?" She questioned.
"Fine you?" I answered.
"Great, the rest of the team says to say hi for them."
"Really, well be sure to tell them I said hi when you get back."
I smiled, not a real smile, but Mariah didn't notice thank god. The rest of the day I stayed with her. And before she went inside the hotel I said my final good bye to her and placed my lips on hers.
"What was that for?" She asked.
"Nothing," I replied as I sat back in the cab.
She waved good bye to me before she walked into the hotel. I shouldn't have given her the kiss. Now she is defiantly going to think something's wrong.
"were to kid?" The driver asked.
"The bridge," I replied.
The driver shrugged and drove me to the bridge.
"are you sure there is were you want to be?" He asked me.
I nodded; and he shrugged and murmured something as I paid him. He drove off as I made my way down under the bridge. In my pocket was a silver knife with a black handle. The weapon that will give me my peace. These are my final minutes, and I won't waste them. Mariah I love you so much, and I hope you know that. Tyson, at first I thought you were some big ego jerk, but then I got to know you and I'll miss you buddy. Max, a little hyper sometimes, but hey when someone needed to smile you got them smiling. Kai, well what can I say. You're always quite and never talk to anyone much. But deep down inside I know you care. I'll miss you all, you're all really good friends. But this is my choice and this has nothing to do with any of you.
/Ray all that matters to us is your safety Lee's voice echoed through my mind/
/Ray get up! Mariah, what's going on/
/don't do this Ray! Kevin why?/
/We care about you Ray! Gary, was this a sign that my mind wanted me to know/
No! I won't give in to my stupid mind tricks. Those aren't really my friends saying that, it's just my mind playing tricks on me. But why is it? It knows I'm about to make the biggest decision that will effect everyone I care about. Including Drigger, awe old buddy, I'm sorry, but this is the end. We had a lot of battles won and lost together, but now is the time for me to say my final good bye to you. I pulled out my silver blade as the bit disk shined in the moonlight. The rain started to come down hard and the wind blew. I looked up and then back at my blade, I gave a sigh almost as loud as the howling wind. I placed Drigger on the ground and pulled out the knife. I held the weapons by the black handle. Soon this life will all be in the past, soon Ray Kong will be gone forever. Soon my pain will all be over.
I gripped the knife tighter. Was I doing the right thing? Of course not, I was going to kill myself. But, you know, it's not like I haven't thought about this. I have really hard and I found this is the only solution. I took the knife to my wrist, a mist of rain dripping on the blade. I heard a car drive onto the bridge and a car door slam. It was now or never, this is my final good bye.
I slashed my right wrist. I gritted my teeth, it hurt badly. But the blood flowed out of my body. I then went to my left wrist. I slashed it. I dropped the knife and fell to my knees. The blood was staining my white pants. But I didn't care, soon my misery will be over, soon I'll leave this world with no regrets. I lived my life the way I wanted to. I was happy with the accomplishments I had made. Now the fifteen years I spent in this world all passed before my eyes. I smiled as the last year and couple months passed before me. Tyson, being his arrogant self. Max as hyper as ever, and Kai standing away from the group rolling his eyes. Hiding his true feelings. Good Bye guys, maybe somewhere somehow the Blade Breakers will meet again. Just maybe, my eyes closed as I fell face forward to the ground.
"Ray!" A scared crying voice came from behind me. . .
Avalons Guardian: Ok that was Ray's chapter. Now onto the last suicide chapter, my favorite character drum role please *the sound of drums comes in* Kai! This one is gonna rock!
Blood Stained Lives
By: Avalons Guardian
Chapter Three
Ray's Pain
*~*Ray's P.O.V*~*
Why does everything happen to me? First when I met up with the White Tiger's in the Asian Tournament I lost Drigger. Than in the World Championships I was practically killed by Bryan. Damn, everything is happening to me since I left my hometown. I love being with my friends as much at the next guy, but come on this is got to end somehow. And I know how. That's right death, Mariah's in town for awhile which makes this decision hard but it's what I've decided and nobody can change my mind. Not my friends or Mariah. I love her and all, but I just can't go on like this.
"Ray!" Mariah's voice yelled at me from the other side of the terminal.
I waved, I couldn't let her know that something was wrong. I didn't want her to worry. She grabbed me and hugged me tightly.
"How'd you been?" She questioned.
"Fine you?" I answered.
"Great, the rest of the team says to say hi for them."
"Really, well be sure to tell them I said hi when you get back."
I smiled, not a real smile, but Mariah didn't notice thank god. The rest of the day I stayed with her. And before she went inside the hotel I said my final good bye to her and placed my lips on hers.
"What was that for?" She asked.
"Nothing," I replied as I sat back in the cab.
She waved good bye to me before she walked into the hotel. I shouldn't have given her the kiss. Now she is defiantly going to think something's wrong.
"were to kid?" The driver asked.
"The bridge," I replied.
The driver shrugged and drove me to the bridge.
"are you sure there is were you want to be?" He asked me.
I nodded; and he shrugged and murmured something as I paid him. He drove off as I made my way down under the bridge. In my pocket was a silver knife with a black handle. The weapon that will give me my peace. These are my final minutes, and I won't waste them. Mariah I love you so much, and I hope you know that. Tyson, at first I thought you were some big ego jerk, but then I got to know you and I'll miss you buddy. Max, a little hyper sometimes, but hey when someone needed to smile you got them smiling. Kai, well what can I say. You're always quite and never talk to anyone much. But deep down inside I know you care. I'll miss you all, you're all really good friends. But this is my choice and this has nothing to do with any of you.
/Ray all that matters to us is your safety Lee's voice echoed through my mind/
/Ray get up! Mariah, what's going on/
/don't do this Ray! Kevin why?/
/We care about you Ray! Gary, was this a sign that my mind wanted me to know/
No! I won't give in to my stupid mind tricks. Those aren't really my friends saying that, it's just my mind playing tricks on me. But why is it? It knows I'm about to make the biggest decision that will effect everyone I care about. Including Drigger, awe old buddy, I'm sorry, but this is the end. We had a lot of battles won and lost together, but now is the time for me to say my final good bye to you. I pulled out my silver blade as the bit disk shined in the moonlight. The rain started to come down hard and the wind blew. I looked up and then back at my blade, I gave a sigh almost as loud as the howling wind. I placed Drigger on the ground and pulled out the knife. I held the weapons by the black handle. Soon this life will all be in the past, soon Ray Kong will be gone forever. Soon my pain will all be over.
I gripped the knife tighter. Was I doing the right thing? Of course not, I was going to kill myself. But, you know, it's not like I haven't thought about this. I have really hard and I found this is the only solution. I took the knife to my wrist, a mist of rain dripping on the blade. I heard a car drive onto the bridge and a car door slam. It was now or never, this is my final good bye.
I slashed my right wrist. I gritted my teeth, it hurt badly. But the blood flowed out of my body. I then went to my left wrist. I slashed it. I dropped the knife and fell to my knees. The blood was staining my white pants. But I didn't care, soon my misery will be over, soon I'll leave this world with no regrets. I lived my life the way I wanted to. I was happy with the accomplishments I had made. Now the fifteen years I spent in this world all passed before my eyes. I smiled as the last year and couple months passed before me. Tyson, being his arrogant self. Max as hyper as ever, and Kai standing away from the group rolling his eyes. Hiding his true feelings. Good Bye guys, maybe somewhere somehow the Blade Breakers will meet again. Just maybe, my eyes closed as I fell face forward to the ground.
"Ray!" A scared crying voice came from behind me. . .
Avalons Guardian: Ok that was Ray's chapter. Now onto the last suicide chapter, my favorite character drum role please *the sound of drums comes in* Kai! This one is gonna rock!