GSS: Okay here's the last chapter and this will be my first finished fic.
Wow
Sheaira: everything mentioned in this story belongs to Namco, Moonlight software and a little of Sega at the end, you'll see
GSS: yes well on with fic ^_^
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Chapter five: It All Ends Here
"Where's KOS-MOS?!" I snapped at Allen not even meaning too, that vision, I had to tell her. I sat up quickly.
"Chief, listen you shouldn't get up so quickly," I heard his voice tell me, but it angered me to here him say that. Jin and Allen treat me like I'm a little kid WELL I'M NOT!
"Look Allen, I'm not a little kid any more, SO STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE!" I remember him trying to hold me back but I slapped him as hard as I could. I quickly ran out of the room before seeing Allen's face. I felt angry tears race down my face as I entered Jin's lab were KOS-MOS and chaos were sitting.
"Shion . . ." KOS-MOS looked up at me and it was the first time I had ever seen her blue eyes.
"WHY!" I felt the tears stream down my cheek, "Why won't you."
"Maybe it's because I love you with all my heart," she whispered slowly.
"That's no excuse YOU KNOW I'M CHANGING!" I couldn't stay there any longer and so I ran out in tears. For some reason I knew KOS-MOS couldn't hurt me.
"SHION!" I heard KOS-MOS call but I didn't stop and hoped she wouldn't come after me. I stormed into the kitchen; I turned on the lights in a heat of anger and looked up to see Allen.
"Shion . . ." I heard his voice speak softly, my anger was gone and now there were just tears.
"A-Allen what are you doing here . . ." I asked slowly.
"What's it to you!?" I heard his calm voice snap, that made me mad; he had no right to speak to his superior like that.
"You know you don't have to keep fallowing me around like this!" I cried.
"I fallow you just to keep you safe," he told me, "Maybe I shouldn't have." He pushed me aside and headed to the door.
"If you leave me I'll be alone . . ." I said softly as I turned to him I was next to the sink and there laid a cool blade.
"You won't be alone . . ." Allen had lowered his head and didn't turn to me.
"Yes, I've always been alone, ever since that day . . ." I said brushing my fingertips against the blade until I got to the handle, I griped it tight and slowly took it off the counter. I couldn't stand this pain any more I didn't want to hurt anyone. There was a deep pain in my heart and if I was to let Allen heal it he'd probably die. I heard the rain pounding on the roof of the house as I placed the tip of the blade to my chest. I slowly closed my eyes. I wanted to go, to leave and see my parents again. But just as I was about to die, some one stopped me by grabbing my wrist. I opened my eyes to see Allen holding my wrist preventing me from hurting myself.
"Please let me die," I cried trying to pull away from his grip but I realized my strength had left me. He had twisted my wrist but I couldn't feel the pain of it cause of the pain that cut deep into my heart and soul, why was Allen trying to stop me.
"I won't let you die, you don't deserve to die," I heard his last words slip through his lips like he toke forever to say them, and then his grip fail and the blade hit him instead. I felt myself fall into his arms as I started to cry. I had seen this coming, but I didn't prevent it. I took the knife out and gently lowered him to the ground; my head fell into his chest as I cried. The tears wouldn't stop, I never thought I'd hurt any one.
"Allen Ridgeley," I heard the sobs I heard in that dream, the dream it came just like Nephilim had shown to me, but I did care I was so determined not to hurt anyone else. I grabbed the bloody knife off the ground and was about to thrust it into my stomach end all the pain now. But just as I was about to I felt my brothers hands stop me, I was much to scared and weak to fight him off. Thunder boomed over head and I put my head in my brother's chest; he had thrown the knife on the ground.
"I killed him Jin . . . I killed someone out of this . . . He tried to stop me, b-but I killed him," I said stuttering along shivering violently in my brother's arms.
"No, Shion don't blame yourself," Jin said trying to comfort me, but it was working.
I-I'm going to hurt e-everyone, j-just like I did to A-Allen," I sobbed, I was hoping he'd let me go and die.
"Why do you say that Shion?" my brother asked and looked into my eyes.
"Because . . ." I said and looked at my hands, and they were, to my surprise transparent, "Of this." I should my brother my hands before I felt like screaming in pain. I held my hands together as tears streamed down my cheek.
"B-but Shion you weren't touched by a Gnosis were you?" he asked as I nodded quickly, "No, no it can't, NO I WON'T BEVLIEVE YOU!" He hugged me close.
"Jin I-I don't want to hurt you," I said shaking still and looking at Allen, "I hurt one person that I never thought I could."
"No Shion . . ." He was cut off by me as I pushed him away my vision started to blur. It was them I saw them, the thing that attacked the commander.
"No keep away! I won't let you do the same thing you did to the commander," I put my head in my knees to prevent from seeing them but it didn't stop them, "NEPHILIM!"
"Shion!" I turned to see who was calling my voice; it was chaos and KOS-MOS at the door of the kitchen. I stood up and my feet started to lift from the ground. My glasses slipped off I fell to the ground and shattered. I hear voices but I couldn't make what they were saying. I looked up but I couldn't make out what was heading at me.
"NO!" I cried and then I felt no more.
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I opened my eyes and looked around for a second. I heard the waves and it felt good even though I was completely alone. Some one touched my shoulder and I looked up.
"Shion . . ." I saw the little girl KOS-MOS had chosen as a spirit.
"KOS-MOS . . . I feel alone, but it's nice," I said with my eyes half closed, "Commander Cherenkov was right, it is peaceful here."
"I suppose . . ." KOS-MOS sat next to me, "Shion . . . I'm sorry."
"No I understand KOS-MOS, you're an anti-Gnosis combat android, and you were created to destroy Gnosis."
"I know, but for the first time . . . I didn't want to," she looked up at the pale sky as I turned to her.
"I wish I didn't turn into one," I said half heartedly, "KOS-MOS have you ever experienced love?"
"Love?" she looked at me her sapphire eyes glowing, "You mean the love between you and Allen, or more like mother and daughter love?"
"Either I suppose."
"Well yes," KOS-MOS looked down.
"Who?"
"It doesn't matter, really . . ."
"Why, is the one you love human and you're an android and you can't express that love to him?"
"No, he's just chaos . . ." KOS-MOS stood up and looked at me, "Shion . . . I love you as well." She disappeared in front of my eyes and I was alone. I felt happy that KOS-MOS thought of me as her mother. I sighed and watched the waves as my world went into the beach of nothingness.
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GSS: NO KOS-MOS IS NOT BI-SEXUAL SHE LOVES SHION AS IF SHE WERE HER MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!
Sheaira: so don't think we're sickos okay?
Knuckles: Too late
Tails & Luminous: JERK!
Knuckles: Well it IS too late
Tails: True . . .
Sheaira: *sigh* Boys these days . . .
GSS: I'll fix chapter four for people who don't understand but this is my first finished fic *Parties*
Sheaira: everything mentioned in this story belongs to Namco, Moonlight software and a little of Sega at the end, you'll see
GSS: yes well on with fic ^_^
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Chapter five: It All Ends Here
"Where's KOS-MOS?!" I snapped at Allen not even meaning too, that vision, I had to tell her. I sat up quickly.
"Chief, listen you shouldn't get up so quickly," I heard his voice tell me, but it angered me to here him say that. Jin and Allen treat me like I'm a little kid WELL I'M NOT!
"Look Allen, I'm not a little kid any more, SO STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE!" I remember him trying to hold me back but I slapped him as hard as I could. I quickly ran out of the room before seeing Allen's face. I felt angry tears race down my face as I entered Jin's lab were KOS-MOS and chaos were sitting.
"Shion . . ." KOS-MOS looked up at me and it was the first time I had ever seen her blue eyes.
"WHY!" I felt the tears stream down my cheek, "Why won't you."
"Maybe it's because I love you with all my heart," she whispered slowly.
"That's no excuse YOU KNOW I'M CHANGING!" I couldn't stay there any longer and so I ran out in tears. For some reason I knew KOS-MOS couldn't hurt me.
"SHION!" I heard KOS-MOS call but I didn't stop and hoped she wouldn't come after me. I stormed into the kitchen; I turned on the lights in a heat of anger and looked up to see Allen.
"Shion . . ." I heard his voice speak softly, my anger was gone and now there were just tears.
"A-Allen what are you doing here . . ." I asked slowly.
"What's it to you!?" I heard his calm voice snap, that made me mad; he had no right to speak to his superior like that.
"You know you don't have to keep fallowing me around like this!" I cried.
"I fallow you just to keep you safe," he told me, "Maybe I shouldn't have." He pushed me aside and headed to the door.
"If you leave me I'll be alone . . ." I said softly as I turned to him I was next to the sink and there laid a cool blade.
"You won't be alone . . ." Allen had lowered his head and didn't turn to me.
"Yes, I've always been alone, ever since that day . . ." I said brushing my fingertips against the blade until I got to the handle, I griped it tight and slowly took it off the counter. I couldn't stand this pain any more I didn't want to hurt anyone. There was a deep pain in my heart and if I was to let Allen heal it he'd probably die. I heard the rain pounding on the roof of the house as I placed the tip of the blade to my chest. I slowly closed my eyes. I wanted to go, to leave and see my parents again. But just as I was about to die, some one stopped me by grabbing my wrist. I opened my eyes to see Allen holding my wrist preventing me from hurting myself.
"Please let me die," I cried trying to pull away from his grip but I realized my strength had left me. He had twisted my wrist but I couldn't feel the pain of it cause of the pain that cut deep into my heart and soul, why was Allen trying to stop me.
"I won't let you die, you don't deserve to die," I heard his last words slip through his lips like he toke forever to say them, and then his grip fail and the blade hit him instead. I felt myself fall into his arms as I started to cry. I had seen this coming, but I didn't prevent it. I took the knife out and gently lowered him to the ground; my head fell into his chest as I cried. The tears wouldn't stop, I never thought I'd hurt any one.
"Allen Ridgeley," I heard the sobs I heard in that dream, the dream it came just like Nephilim had shown to me, but I did care I was so determined not to hurt anyone else. I grabbed the bloody knife off the ground and was about to thrust it into my stomach end all the pain now. But just as I was about to I felt my brothers hands stop me, I was much to scared and weak to fight him off. Thunder boomed over head and I put my head in my brother's chest; he had thrown the knife on the ground.
"I killed him Jin . . . I killed someone out of this . . . He tried to stop me, b-but I killed him," I said stuttering along shivering violently in my brother's arms.
"No, Shion don't blame yourself," Jin said trying to comfort me, but it was working.
I-I'm going to hurt e-everyone, j-just like I did to A-Allen," I sobbed, I was hoping he'd let me go and die.
"Why do you say that Shion?" my brother asked and looked into my eyes.
"Because . . ." I said and looked at my hands, and they were, to my surprise transparent, "Of this." I should my brother my hands before I felt like screaming in pain. I held my hands together as tears streamed down my cheek.
"B-but Shion you weren't touched by a Gnosis were you?" he asked as I nodded quickly, "No, no it can't, NO I WON'T BEVLIEVE YOU!" He hugged me close.
"Jin I-I don't want to hurt you," I said shaking still and looking at Allen, "I hurt one person that I never thought I could."
"No Shion . . ." He was cut off by me as I pushed him away my vision started to blur. It was them I saw them, the thing that attacked the commander.
"No keep away! I won't let you do the same thing you did to the commander," I put my head in my knees to prevent from seeing them but it didn't stop them, "NEPHILIM!"
"Shion!" I turned to see who was calling my voice; it was chaos and KOS-MOS at the door of the kitchen. I stood up and my feet started to lift from the ground. My glasses slipped off I fell to the ground and shattered. I hear voices but I couldn't make what they were saying. I looked up but I couldn't make out what was heading at me.
"NO!" I cried and then I felt no more.
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I opened my eyes and looked around for a second. I heard the waves and it felt good even though I was completely alone. Some one touched my shoulder and I looked up.
"Shion . . ." I saw the little girl KOS-MOS had chosen as a spirit.
"KOS-MOS . . . I feel alone, but it's nice," I said with my eyes half closed, "Commander Cherenkov was right, it is peaceful here."
"I suppose . . ." KOS-MOS sat next to me, "Shion . . . I'm sorry."
"No I understand KOS-MOS, you're an anti-Gnosis combat android, and you were created to destroy Gnosis."
"I know, but for the first time . . . I didn't want to," she looked up at the pale sky as I turned to her.
"I wish I didn't turn into one," I said half heartedly, "KOS-MOS have you ever experienced love?"
"Love?" she looked at me her sapphire eyes glowing, "You mean the love between you and Allen, or more like mother and daughter love?"
"Either I suppose."
"Well yes," KOS-MOS looked down.
"Who?"
"It doesn't matter, really . . ."
"Why, is the one you love human and you're an android and you can't express that love to him?"
"No, he's just chaos . . ." KOS-MOS stood up and looked at me, "Shion . . . I love you as well." She disappeared in front of my eyes and I was alone. I felt happy that KOS-MOS thought of me as her mother. I sighed and watched the waves as my world went into the beach of nothingness.
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GSS: NO KOS-MOS IS NOT BI-SEXUAL SHE LOVES SHION AS IF SHE WERE HER MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!
Sheaira: so don't think we're sickos okay?
Knuckles: Too late
Tails & Luminous: JERK!
Knuckles: Well it IS too late
Tails: True . . .
Sheaira: *sigh* Boys these days . . .
GSS: I'll fix chapter four for people who don't understand but this is my first finished fic *Parties*