Well… I got some nice reviews…so I'm gonna keep going. I am so glad that I didn't have to hurt anybody, but if you don't know already, I will beat ANYONE (That includes you Meagan) who flames and I will lock him or her in the same room with Jaken while he's in heat. MWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! So don't piss me off. *~_~*…
When we last saw our little doggy, he was going out to retrieve the body of his love. He was doubting himself; our hero doesn't think he can go into Kagome's mind and bring her back to reality…but what if…he can't? Will he even gat a chance to try? Or will a window of opportunity and a mind full of doubt prove to be more dangerous than it seems?
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Inuyasha stared at the lifeless form of Kagome, her breathing hardly noticeable. Her skin was cold and pale. She lie there on a mat covered in a thick animal fur. He let his head drop into his hands and he sighed. The others were outside trying to find the secret. He felt bad for not going with them, but he felt like it was his fault for letting like this. His eyes glazed over and he sat up, staring at the wall as the images played through his mind…
Kagome would wake up, but it wasn't him that had awakened her. She sat up and blinked a few times before hugging Shippou tightly. She barely glanced at him before going around and hugging and talking to everyone. He was left there forgotten. " Kagome?" " What do you want?" "Kagome why are you avoiding me?" "Get away. You couldn't even protect me. I thought I actually loved you… Stupid Hanyou." She would turn away from him shaking her head…
Another image swirled in; she woke up screaming. He had saved her and he sat up to look at her. She snarled at him and jumped away; "How could you?! You weren't there to protect me!" "Kagome, I'm sorry. I feel terrible I-" "Terrible?! TERRIBLE?! You didn't have your body taken from you! You have no idea what it feels like! You are a filthy, worthless, idiot, hanyou."
He looked at her sadly, his eyes finally coming back into focus, though dozens of scenarios relentlessly played through his mind. He hesitated before gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. He considered… -Should I leave? Will she forgive me when she wakes up? No. How could she? I betrayed her, I wasn't there to protect her when it came…-
His thoughts followed him as he walked outside to see how the others were fairing. Nobody looked up. Kaede sat talking in gibberish to another woman he supposed might be a possible source of information. Miroku sat hunched over a book, one hand turning pages and keeping his place on the page, the other hand scribbling notes down, occasionally glancing from the book to the page to make sure he'd gotten something right. Sango soon appeared from around a corner with a stack of books and notes.
Inuyasha felt useless as she bustled by and didn't even give him a second glance. He decided to go find Myoga, who also seemed busy. He approached the flea, only to see that the flea was deep in a conversation with a demon. He sighed heavily and walked away, oblivious to the flea yelling his name.
He walked on and on till he stepped on something… a stick… with blood on it. He picked the stick up carelessly sniffing it. He dropped it as if it were suddenly charged with a thousand volts of electricity. It was Kagome's blood. He looked around him before hurriedly walking ahead some more. He looked around, suddenly remembering what was there.
He and Kagome had battled a many-armed demon together. That was when he'd first thought of how much he loved her. She'd taken a hit for him when he was down, and he'd nearly changed youkai over it. His eyes caught a slight glimmer from his peripheral vision. He turned to see the many swords the creature had used lying there in the dead grass. He walked over and knelt by the ten blades. They were still sharp as when the demon had plunged them into his abdomen, though blood was still smeared over them.
He thought for a moment, something that had recently become dangerous. He saw images speeding through his mind again, also becoming dangerous. He thought about how happy Kagome would be if he did something like… -Would she be proud of me
? For being able to know when I wasn't wanted…Like they were.- He remembered the time he'd run out of the village ad the people had shouted about their pride at him knowing when to leave. It'd be for her wouldn't it? She'd like that gift. She always likes gifts. Maybe I'll just…see how sharp it is…-
He lifted a blade from the ground and wandered over to a tree, and sat, his back to the tree and the sword in his lap. -What am I doing? I'm being melodramatic here. Kagome isn't dying…but she almost did………. Who am I kidding? Even if she IS dying, which she is thanks to me… She wouldn't want me around after what I let happen. But what if Kikyo comes back?…- He took the blade and let it sit on his wrist, sharp side down. Blood slowly formed in drops around the metal… it was still sharp.
His experiment didn't end there, he took and lifted the blade to face him, and rammed it through his stomach, removing it to stare at the deeper red soaking into his jacket. He continued his little experiment; he took the end of the blade and made a small slice on his arm, one straight line…then another… another… another.. more… more…
He stared at his arm, blinking in confusion. KAGOME was scratched on his arm in big, bloody letters. He took the sword up as more terrifying images came through his mind, followed by a girls shriek… but it was real… his ears swiveled. He heard it again… and again… it was Kagome! He blinked away frustrated tears, knowing why she was screaming.
He looked at the blade one last time before plunging it deep into his heart and twisting it over and over violently "Sorry…you..had…to…d-d-die…Ka-ka-kago---kagome……………………………."
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MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Well, that's what happens when you play with a hanyou heart, it breaks. Well you won't know till my next post what happened… so you better review nice! No flaming, as I will uphold my Jaken in heat threat. Believe me, if you haven't noticed already… I REALLY have issues. No flaming! Peace, love, and chickin grease!
When we last saw our little doggy, he was going out to retrieve the body of his love. He was doubting himself; our hero doesn't think he can go into Kagome's mind and bring her back to reality…but what if…he can't? Will he even gat a chance to try? Or will a window of opportunity and a mind full of doubt prove to be more dangerous than it seems?
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Inuyasha stared at the lifeless form of Kagome, her breathing hardly noticeable. Her skin was cold and pale. She lie there on a mat covered in a thick animal fur. He let his head drop into his hands and he sighed. The others were outside trying to find the secret. He felt bad for not going with them, but he felt like it was his fault for letting like this. His eyes glazed over and he sat up, staring at the wall as the images played through his mind…
Kagome would wake up, but it wasn't him that had awakened her. She sat up and blinked a few times before hugging Shippou tightly. She barely glanced at him before going around and hugging and talking to everyone. He was left there forgotten. " Kagome?" " What do you want?" "Kagome why are you avoiding me?" "Get away. You couldn't even protect me. I thought I actually loved you… Stupid Hanyou." She would turn away from him shaking her head…
Another image swirled in; she woke up screaming. He had saved her and he sat up to look at her. She snarled at him and jumped away; "How could you?! You weren't there to protect me!" "Kagome, I'm sorry. I feel terrible I-" "Terrible?! TERRIBLE?! You didn't have your body taken from you! You have no idea what it feels like! You are a filthy, worthless, idiot, hanyou."
He looked at her sadly, his eyes finally coming back into focus, though dozens of scenarios relentlessly played through his mind. He hesitated before gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. He considered… -Should I leave? Will she forgive me when she wakes up? No. How could she? I betrayed her, I wasn't there to protect her when it came…-
His thoughts followed him as he walked outside to see how the others were fairing. Nobody looked up. Kaede sat talking in gibberish to another woman he supposed might be a possible source of information. Miroku sat hunched over a book, one hand turning pages and keeping his place on the page, the other hand scribbling notes down, occasionally glancing from the book to the page to make sure he'd gotten something right. Sango soon appeared from around a corner with a stack of books and notes.
Inuyasha felt useless as she bustled by and didn't even give him a second glance. He decided to go find Myoga, who also seemed busy. He approached the flea, only to see that the flea was deep in a conversation with a demon. He sighed heavily and walked away, oblivious to the flea yelling his name.
He walked on and on till he stepped on something… a stick… with blood on it. He picked the stick up carelessly sniffing it. He dropped it as if it were suddenly charged with a thousand volts of electricity. It was Kagome's blood. He looked around him before hurriedly walking ahead some more. He looked around, suddenly remembering what was there.
He and Kagome had battled a many-armed demon together. That was when he'd first thought of how much he loved her. She'd taken a hit for him when he was down, and he'd nearly changed youkai over it. His eyes caught a slight glimmer from his peripheral vision. He turned to see the many swords the creature had used lying there in the dead grass. He walked over and knelt by the ten blades. They were still sharp as when the demon had plunged them into his abdomen, though blood was still smeared over them.
He thought for a moment, something that had recently become dangerous. He saw images speeding through his mind again, also becoming dangerous. He thought about how happy Kagome would be if he did something like… -Would she be proud of me
? For being able to know when I wasn't wanted…Like they were.- He remembered the time he'd run out of the village ad the people had shouted about their pride at him knowing when to leave. It'd be for her wouldn't it? She'd like that gift. She always likes gifts. Maybe I'll just…see how sharp it is…-
He lifted a blade from the ground and wandered over to a tree, and sat, his back to the tree and the sword in his lap. -What am I doing? I'm being melodramatic here. Kagome isn't dying…but she almost did………. Who am I kidding? Even if she IS dying, which she is thanks to me… She wouldn't want me around after what I let happen. But what if Kikyo comes back?…- He took the blade and let it sit on his wrist, sharp side down. Blood slowly formed in drops around the metal… it was still sharp.
His experiment didn't end there, he took and lifted the blade to face him, and rammed it through his stomach, removing it to stare at the deeper red soaking into his jacket. He continued his little experiment; he took the end of the blade and made a small slice on his arm, one straight line…then another… another… another.. more… more…
He stared at his arm, blinking in confusion. KAGOME was scratched on his arm in big, bloody letters. He took the sword up as more terrifying images came through his mind, followed by a girls shriek… but it was real… his ears swiveled. He heard it again… and again… it was Kagome! He blinked away frustrated tears, knowing why she was screaming.
He looked at the blade one last time before plunging it deep into his heart and twisting it over and over violently "Sorry…you..had…to…d-d-die…Ka-ka-kago---kagome……………………………."
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MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Well, that's what happens when you play with a hanyou heart, it breaks. Well you won't know till my next post what happened… so you better review nice! No flaming, as I will uphold my Jaken in heat threat. Believe me, if you haven't noticed already… I REALLY have issues. No flaming! Peace, love, and chickin grease!