Chapter 8 part 2: Secrets part 2
(Note: I'd just like to say sorry for any kind of Pan bashing there might be in this chappie sorry!)
"Liana is what?" asked Pan.
"I-I-I can't say, if I told you; I'll as bad as I thought Liana was," said Trunks, "I'm sorry Pan."
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Pan had made up her mind; she decided to call her boyfriend and tell him that she had made up her mind about the offer. Pan got a hold of her mobile that Trunks had made for her for her birthday and called Jake. (Note: this arrangement of setting out won't take place for the rest of the story just the phone call!!!)
P: hi Jake it's me.
J: hey Pan, what did you want to talk to me about?
P: you know that offer?
J: yeah.
P: I just wanted to say yes.
J: that's great, is tonight ok?
P: errr...
J: great we'll meet at that abandoned, broken-down factory, there's bed already there, be sure not to wear anything too fiddly to get out of, love ya, bye.
Then he hung up, *great, I'm going to loose my virginity in an abandoned, broken-down factory. I can't complain, it'll be Jake's first time too, wait a minute, no it wasn't there was rumours flying about Jake and his x when they were dating, they were like the ones that are flying about me and Jake. Did they actually have sex? Or was it just a joke? I have a bad feeling about this.* Pan thought.
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Pan did show up; but on the way there she got this strange feeling that she was followed, it was so weird, Pan saw she could hear footsteps and feel a ki behind her but when she turned around nothing was there and the ki she sensed wasn't there anymore. *I can't do it. But I have to, if I don't do it now I'll loose my beautiful relationship with Jake, but is it really that beautiful? I really like him but does he like me? He tells me that he loves me but does he really mean it?*
~Flashback~
It was `the talk` time, the talk where all mothers give their daughters a lecture on how it is important not to have sex under aged. Pan had just struck 12 and now it was her turn, in Pan's opinion her mother was wasting her time and Pan's time because Pan was sure that no boys were going to like her so much that they'd want to fuck her.
"Pan, sweetie," said Videl, "I need to talk to you about the sex issue, y'see you should have sex when you're ready for it, and making love should be with some one that you trust, and you want to be with them for the rest of your life and would do anything for otherwise there's no point if the relationship ends a week afterwards. Do you understand?"
"Yes Mom."
~End if flashback~
*Do I want to be with Jake for rest of my life? Hell yeah, but does Jake feel the same way? Where's a mind reader when you need 1?*
"Pan," said Jake parking his car, "you're here," he said puffing, "I thought you weren't coming."
"Yes I was," protested Pan.
"Come on," said Jake, "lets get inside."
Pan shivered when she went in and closed the giant door to the factory; she looked at the dusty old window and realized it was starting to rain. Jake kissed Pan with no warning; he pushed his tongue against hers. He slightly pushed Pan on to the bed and got a packet of condoms out of his pocket, "Don't worry I know what I'm doing," assured in a soothing voice. Then something made Pan snap her head and look closer at he packet. *The packet isn't full, he's done this before; with another gullible fool or even fools who believed his lies about being in love, well not this girl, I'm no fool.* "Jake, I'm sorry, well actually I'm not sorry, I can't do this, I'm too young."
"Fine," said Jake in a strop, "I only asked you out for a bet."
"How could you?" asked Pan who's eyes filling up with tears, "I thought you loved me."
"I don't even like you," snapped Jake, "stuff this I'm going home."
So Pan was left in the broken-down factory to cry, *what can I do? Who is there that I know to call who'll understand and won't tell me off? Liana, she has been in the exact same position as me she'll understand...I hope. Besides she told me that I could call her at any time to ask her anytime.* Pan took out her mobile from her pocket of her combat skirt and dialled Liana's number, "an answering machine, Liana where are you?" she murmured.
"Right here," said a warm voice in the distance.
"Who-who is that?" asked Pan nervously.
"It's me Liana," she said coming closer to the factory, "I recommend you get out of their before that rickety old building collapses on you,"
Pan ran out but then she felt the raff of the rain, it was pouring down, "C'mon," said Liana, "you look like you've been run over, I'll take you to my place." Then she threw a capsule on the floor and out popped a car, it was too dark to see what it looked liked.
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Most of the car drive was silent until Liana broke the ice, "What happened with that boyfriend of yours?"
"You knew he was my boyfriend?" asked Pan bewildered.
"Oh, yeah," said Liana casually, "you don't actually expect me to fall for `we're just friends` excuse, do you?"
"Well no," said Pan uneasily; Pan knew Liana was good at spotting lies, but Pan never would have guessed that she knew, Liana never once teased her about her and Jake even though it was the truth, "nobody else knows, do they?"
"Hell no," said Liana immediately, "while we're on the subject in you thinking that I don't know about obvious stuff...would you mind telling me when you've finished reading my diary cos I'd really like it back soon."
"H-h-h-how did you know 'bout that?" asked Pan, *but how could she know about that? I mean it said so in her diary that she only writes in it for an introduction and 1 or 2 entries.*
"In case you haven't noticed this weekend seems something that I'd put in my diary y'know cos it seems out of the ordinary for my daily routine."
"Oh," said Pan, *well, it makes sense,* "you're not going to tell my parents the truth are you?"
"No, I'm not going to get you in trouble, besides you did the right thing by saying no, it shows character, also if you got caught...lets just say you would have been in a lot if trouble cos you're underage."
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Pan twiddled her thumbs while she was sitting the greenish couch with blankets all over it while Liana was on the phone with her parents, what were they going to say? What did Liana tell them? She promised she wouldn't tell them the truth so what lie could she possibly have thought of?
"Well?" asked Pan getting up just as Liana got off the phone, "what did you tell them? What did they say?"
"I told them that you were upset because your crush asked you to go to get a burger with him while you were at school and you got all dressed up thinking it was a date; but instead he was asking you whether or not your friend fancied him and then you got really upset and I found you crying in a broken-down factory." Said Liana, "sorry but that's all I could think of to explain why you were wearing such revealing clothes," she said pointing out Pan's very low cut white sleeve-less top and mini combat skirt. Pan looked at Liana she was wearing her classic baggy and black top with the sleeves rolled up and her extremely baggy black trousers with a silver chain. "Oh and 1 more thing."
"What?"
"Trunks will be taking you home cos your parents are at a restaurant."
"Oh, I'm sorry," apologised Pan, "it's gonna be pretty hard seeing him so soon."
"I know."
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Luckily there were no arguments when Trunks came to collect Pan, just very uneasy silence. They were walking down the plain hallway Trunks boomed, "You owe me big time for me collecting you, just what do you think you were doing? Why didn't you just ask her to take you home instead of her taking you to her home? Why couldn't you~"
"Hey, leave me alone!" screamed Pan, "I was in a fragile state, Liana seems to be the only 1 who doesn't treat me like a baby."
"That's because she doesn't know how to act around kids she just treats 'em like adults."
"I am an adult not a kid, you probably think that I haven't even had my first crush, besides if tonight would have gone as planned I would be more grown up than you!" she yelled.
"Listen up Pan," shouted Trunks, "the only reason why Liana treats you like an adult is because she has been in more adult situations when she was a kid and her parents didn't give a damn about her."
"You're just saying that to make me prefer you to Liana because of this silly argument, she never cheated on you, I just think you saw that picture and thought of an excuse to dump her!"
"Yeah right, is that what Liana told you? That I was happy when I saw that picture, cos that's a total lie!"
"No, Liana just said you were cross with her, that's what I think bastard!"
"Well bitch, that's not true and you're too young to be swearing."
"I'm 15 not 5 and you're too old to be swearing."
"I'm only 29 and there's no age limit to swearing!"
Then Liana swung her door open and poked her head out to see what madness was happening in the hallway, "Shut up!" she screamed, "you're like a married couple, oh and by the way Trunks remember tomorrow's Monday." Then she slammed the door.
Pan calmed down and asked, "What does she mean by remember tomorrow's Monday?"
"It means she expects me to be at work tomorrow cos she isn't going to cover for me."
"I'm sorry Trunks I should have never yelled at you."
"Me too."
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For Pan, this was 1 of the worst days of her life, but Pan was grateful that she found out about Jake before it was too late. Pan jumped on her bed and got out Liana's diary, she obviously didn't mind, besides what has Liana got to hide?
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Does Liana have any secrets? Find out in the next chappie.
(Note: I'd just like to say sorry for any kind of Pan bashing there might be in this chappie sorry!)
"Liana is what?" asked Pan.
"I-I-I can't say, if I told you; I'll as bad as I thought Liana was," said Trunks, "I'm sorry Pan."
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Pan had made up her mind; she decided to call her boyfriend and tell him that she had made up her mind about the offer. Pan got a hold of her mobile that Trunks had made for her for her birthday and called Jake. (Note: this arrangement of setting out won't take place for the rest of the story just the phone call!!!)
P: hi Jake it's me.
J: hey Pan, what did you want to talk to me about?
P: you know that offer?
J: yeah.
P: I just wanted to say yes.
J: that's great, is tonight ok?
P: errr...
J: great we'll meet at that abandoned, broken-down factory, there's bed already there, be sure not to wear anything too fiddly to get out of, love ya, bye.
Then he hung up, *great, I'm going to loose my virginity in an abandoned, broken-down factory. I can't complain, it'll be Jake's first time too, wait a minute, no it wasn't there was rumours flying about Jake and his x when they were dating, they were like the ones that are flying about me and Jake. Did they actually have sex? Or was it just a joke? I have a bad feeling about this.* Pan thought.
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Pan did show up; but on the way there she got this strange feeling that she was followed, it was so weird, Pan saw she could hear footsteps and feel a ki behind her but when she turned around nothing was there and the ki she sensed wasn't there anymore. *I can't do it. But I have to, if I don't do it now I'll loose my beautiful relationship with Jake, but is it really that beautiful? I really like him but does he like me? He tells me that he loves me but does he really mean it?*
~Flashback~
It was `the talk` time, the talk where all mothers give their daughters a lecture on how it is important not to have sex under aged. Pan had just struck 12 and now it was her turn, in Pan's opinion her mother was wasting her time and Pan's time because Pan was sure that no boys were going to like her so much that they'd want to fuck her.
"Pan, sweetie," said Videl, "I need to talk to you about the sex issue, y'see you should have sex when you're ready for it, and making love should be with some one that you trust, and you want to be with them for the rest of your life and would do anything for otherwise there's no point if the relationship ends a week afterwards. Do you understand?"
"Yes Mom."
~End if flashback~
*Do I want to be with Jake for rest of my life? Hell yeah, but does Jake feel the same way? Where's a mind reader when you need 1?*
"Pan," said Jake parking his car, "you're here," he said puffing, "I thought you weren't coming."
"Yes I was," protested Pan.
"Come on," said Jake, "lets get inside."
Pan shivered when she went in and closed the giant door to the factory; she looked at the dusty old window and realized it was starting to rain. Jake kissed Pan with no warning; he pushed his tongue against hers. He slightly pushed Pan on to the bed and got a packet of condoms out of his pocket, "Don't worry I know what I'm doing," assured in a soothing voice. Then something made Pan snap her head and look closer at he packet. *The packet isn't full, he's done this before; with another gullible fool or even fools who believed his lies about being in love, well not this girl, I'm no fool.* "Jake, I'm sorry, well actually I'm not sorry, I can't do this, I'm too young."
"Fine," said Jake in a strop, "I only asked you out for a bet."
"How could you?" asked Pan who's eyes filling up with tears, "I thought you loved me."
"I don't even like you," snapped Jake, "stuff this I'm going home."
So Pan was left in the broken-down factory to cry, *what can I do? Who is there that I know to call who'll understand and won't tell me off? Liana, she has been in the exact same position as me she'll understand...I hope. Besides she told me that I could call her at any time to ask her anytime.* Pan took out her mobile from her pocket of her combat skirt and dialled Liana's number, "an answering machine, Liana where are you?" she murmured.
"Right here," said a warm voice in the distance.
"Who-who is that?" asked Pan nervously.
"It's me Liana," she said coming closer to the factory, "I recommend you get out of their before that rickety old building collapses on you,"
Pan ran out but then she felt the raff of the rain, it was pouring down, "C'mon," said Liana, "you look like you've been run over, I'll take you to my place." Then she threw a capsule on the floor and out popped a car, it was too dark to see what it looked liked.
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Most of the car drive was silent until Liana broke the ice, "What happened with that boyfriend of yours?"
"You knew he was my boyfriend?" asked Pan bewildered.
"Oh, yeah," said Liana casually, "you don't actually expect me to fall for `we're just friends` excuse, do you?"
"Well no," said Pan uneasily; Pan knew Liana was good at spotting lies, but Pan never would have guessed that she knew, Liana never once teased her about her and Jake even though it was the truth, "nobody else knows, do they?"
"Hell no," said Liana immediately, "while we're on the subject in you thinking that I don't know about obvious stuff...would you mind telling me when you've finished reading my diary cos I'd really like it back soon."
"H-h-h-how did you know 'bout that?" asked Pan, *but how could she know about that? I mean it said so in her diary that she only writes in it for an introduction and 1 or 2 entries.*
"In case you haven't noticed this weekend seems something that I'd put in my diary y'know cos it seems out of the ordinary for my daily routine."
"Oh," said Pan, *well, it makes sense,* "you're not going to tell my parents the truth are you?"
"No, I'm not going to get you in trouble, besides you did the right thing by saying no, it shows character, also if you got caught...lets just say you would have been in a lot if trouble cos you're underage."
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Pan twiddled her thumbs while she was sitting the greenish couch with blankets all over it while Liana was on the phone with her parents, what were they going to say? What did Liana tell them? She promised she wouldn't tell them the truth so what lie could she possibly have thought of?
"Well?" asked Pan getting up just as Liana got off the phone, "what did you tell them? What did they say?"
"I told them that you were upset because your crush asked you to go to get a burger with him while you were at school and you got all dressed up thinking it was a date; but instead he was asking you whether or not your friend fancied him and then you got really upset and I found you crying in a broken-down factory." Said Liana, "sorry but that's all I could think of to explain why you were wearing such revealing clothes," she said pointing out Pan's very low cut white sleeve-less top and mini combat skirt. Pan looked at Liana she was wearing her classic baggy and black top with the sleeves rolled up and her extremely baggy black trousers with a silver chain. "Oh and 1 more thing."
"What?"
"Trunks will be taking you home cos your parents are at a restaurant."
"Oh, I'm sorry," apologised Pan, "it's gonna be pretty hard seeing him so soon."
"I know."
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Luckily there were no arguments when Trunks came to collect Pan, just very uneasy silence. They were walking down the plain hallway Trunks boomed, "You owe me big time for me collecting you, just what do you think you were doing? Why didn't you just ask her to take you home instead of her taking you to her home? Why couldn't you~"
"Hey, leave me alone!" screamed Pan, "I was in a fragile state, Liana seems to be the only 1 who doesn't treat me like a baby."
"That's because she doesn't know how to act around kids she just treats 'em like adults."
"I am an adult not a kid, you probably think that I haven't even had my first crush, besides if tonight would have gone as planned I would be more grown up than you!" she yelled.
"Listen up Pan," shouted Trunks, "the only reason why Liana treats you like an adult is because she has been in more adult situations when she was a kid and her parents didn't give a damn about her."
"You're just saying that to make me prefer you to Liana because of this silly argument, she never cheated on you, I just think you saw that picture and thought of an excuse to dump her!"
"Yeah right, is that what Liana told you? That I was happy when I saw that picture, cos that's a total lie!"
"No, Liana just said you were cross with her, that's what I think bastard!"
"Well bitch, that's not true and you're too young to be swearing."
"I'm 15 not 5 and you're too old to be swearing."
"I'm only 29 and there's no age limit to swearing!"
Then Liana swung her door open and poked her head out to see what madness was happening in the hallway, "Shut up!" she screamed, "you're like a married couple, oh and by the way Trunks remember tomorrow's Monday." Then she slammed the door.
Pan calmed down and asked, "What does she mean by remember tomorrow's Monday?"
"It means she expects me to be at work tomorrow cos she isn't going to cover for me."
"I'm sorry Trunks I should have never yelled at you."
"Me too."
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For Pan, this was 1 of the worst days of her life, but Pan was grateful that she found out about Jake before it was too late. Pan jumped on her bed and got out Liana's diary, she obviously didn't mind, besides what has Liana got to hide?
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Does Liana have any secrets? Find out in the next chappie.