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January 27th the loft 4:30 A.M
I am such a failure! I can't even tell my true love that I am going to a
ball on the day of our date! At the princess lessons Grandmere told me that
if I complete this ball without any mistakes than she will call of the
princess lessons and I would have completed my training. I can't believe
that! Literally, Grandmere would never stop torturing me! I can't sleep! I
just know that Michael would dump me! I think I am going to watch some T.V.
________________________________________________________________________ January 27th the loft 5:45 A.M I am such an idiot! I think I totally messed things up for good! I was watching some T.V when I saw the phone next to me. It was sooooo tempting! I just wanted to hear Michaels voice so badly! I don't know what got into me but the next thing I knew I was dialing Michael's number and it was ringing! I was about to hang up when Mrs.M picked up the phone very sleepily and asked who it was. I told her it was me and with a little annoyed air in her voice she woke Michael up. He was like who is it, very sleepily and when I told him it was me he thought it was an emergency or something and I was very nervous and didn't know what to say so I told him about the ball. He paused for a second and then he said couldn't you have told me in the morning? I was so embarrassed so I started to cry and told him that I was sorry and that I was afraid that he would dump me! He said that he would never dump me for any reason that had to do with royalty and that he would appreciate it if I would stop worrying about him dumping me and stop calling him in the middle of the night. Then he said I love you and then he hung up!! I was so embarrassed I am sure now that he is going to dum...wait I will not think that! Michael told me not to so I won't!
________________________________________________________________________ January 28th Algebra I have noticed that Lilly and Borris are getting very close. Closer than they were before! I mean at lunch time Lilly totally through a fit when Borris wanted to talk to his other friend. I asked Lilly about this and she just said she would tell me later and maybe I could come over after school. I wonder what's up with her. Lena just came into class! She has been late a lot lately I wonder if it has anything to do with Josh. So many questions!
________________________________________________________________________ January 27th the loft 5:45 A.M I am such an idiot! I think I totally messed things up for good! I was watching some T.V when I saw the phone next to me. It was sooooo tempting! I just wanted to hear Michaels voice so badly! I don't know what got into me but the next thing I knew I was dialing Michael's number and it was ringing! I was about to hang up when Mrs.M picked up the phone very sleepily and asked who it was. I told her it was me and with a little annoyed air in her voice she woke Michael up. He was like who is it, very sleepily and when I told him it was me he thought it was an emergency or something and I was very nervous and didn't know what to say so I told him about the ball. He paused for a second and then he said couldn't you have told me in the morning? I was so embarrassed so I started to cry and told him that I was sorry and that I was afraid that he would dump me! He said that he would never dump me for any reason that had to do with royalty and that he would appreciate it if I would stop worrying about him dumping me and stop calling him in the middle of the night. Then he said I love you and then he hung up!! I was so embarrassed I am sure now that he is going to dum...wait I will not think that! Michael told me not to so I won't!
________________________________________________________________________ January 28th Algebra I have noticed that Lilly and Borris are getting very close. Closer than they were before! I mean at lunch time Lilly totally through a fit when Borris wanted to talk to his other friend. I asked Lilly about this and she just said she would tell me later and maybe I could come over after school. I wonder what's up with her. Lena just came into class! She has been late a lot lately I wonder if it has anything to do with Josh. So many questions!