A/N- Here's Chapter three, Enjoy the story thus far, I've got a few more chapters to go before I actually catch up to where it was. Please review, new and old reviewers please click and leave me a nice little note it makes me very happy :)
Pan starred down at the blanket, her arms covering her practically naked, cold, body. Trunks slowly reached out and forced her to look at him.
"I swear to you Pan. That is not what guys do, some do... but it's not right, and they aren't that common. Most guys are good people they won't hurt the ones they love" Trunks said. Pan let out a laugh and pulled away.
"That is a crock of shit. I know it is, guys will do anything for sex I've never seen a guy turn it down" Pan said.
"You just did..." Trunks replied to her. Pan shrugged.
"What can I say? You've always thought of me as your kid sister, you never thought of me as anything else. You don't count" Pan said matter-of- factually.
"That's not true Pan...." Trunks said softly, moving closer to her. He looked her in the eyes again. "I care for you Pan... I care for you a lot... it's killing me to see you like this" he told her.
"If you truly care for me why are you acting like I'm a china doll?" Pan told him.
"Because... to me you are. I don't know what happened Pan but I know something did. I want to help.." Trunks said. Pulling her close. Pan rested her head on his bear chest, then looked up at him. And pressed her lips against his again. Trunks could do nothing but close his eyes and kiss her back. Pan pulled him close to her rubbing her hands up and down his bare chest.
"Don't deny you want this... I know you do, I want it too... why bother fighting" Pan whispered and she nibbled his ear slightly. Trunks couldn't contain himself anymore the way she was touching him... was like fire. His mind was spinning out of control. only one thing was in his mind, she wanted this. He pulled her tighter into his chest, allowing his hands to run over her still wet body. Pan looked up at him and smiled, not her usual happy Son Pan smile, but a smile that she had gotten her way. Trunks pushed Pan down on the bed and crawled on top of her. His hands already tugging on her bra trying to take it off. Pan reached out herself and pulled open his jeans. Pushing them down as far as she could. Trunks kicked them off and finally succeed in undoing the clasp on her bra, slipping it off her shoulders and tossing it on the floor somewhere. He ran his hands over her breasts and cupped them firmly but not too hard. Pan let out a slight moan as he teased her nipple. She reached into his boxers and started to stroke his erect member and a deep groan came from Trunks's throat. Pan worked off his boxers and pulled him down on her kissing him deeply, feeling his member brush against her leg slightly. Trunks's hands left her breasts and dragged themselfs down her sides and down to her hips pulling down her panties, the two of them stayed like that for a few moments kissing, letting their hands roam around each others bodies. Then Trunks reached down and spread Pan's legs open slightly taking a moment to massage her with his hand, rubbing her clit slightly. Then he positioned himself in front of her entrance. He pulled her hips down slightly as he entered her quickly. Pan gasped at his size and then cried out in her pleasure. Raking her nails down Trunks's back. Trunks started to move in and out of her in a fast pace. He was in ecstasy he'd never been able to be with a woman like this. He had always had to hold back, be careful not to hurt her with his strength, Pan wasn't like them, he couldn't hurt her by using his strength while they were together. She could take it. Pan was also in ecstasy, her past experiences had been nothing like this. Pan cried out as she reached her first orgasm Trunks grunted slightly as she tightened around him. Then she rolled them over so she was on the top. Trunks was pushed deeper in this position and they both moaned in unison. Pan brought her legs so that she was kneeling right over him and began to raise herself up and push herself down on him, slowly but with power. Trunks raised himself to meet her every time. Trunks could barely control himself as he pulled Pan down and rolled so he was once again on the top. He started to thrust into her with fabulous speed. Pan felt herself grow toward another climax. Trunks also knew he was growing close. Pan hit first and the tightening of her walls caused his self control to slip, just before it hit he bit down onto Pans neck feeling the blood trickle into his mouth, at the same time as he spilt himself into her. Trunks pulled himself out of Pan and layed down beside her. Pan felt herself overwhelmed by sleepiness as Trunks layed down and fell asleep quickly, Trunks put his arms around her sleeping form.
"I love you Pan... I choose you as my mate..." He whispered and he fell asleep beside her.
~*~
"She... did that?" Asked Bra with disbelief. Goten nodded slowly.
"I would have never believed it if I hadn't been the one to walk in... I don't know what's wrong with her but I think Trunks might be getting through to her, he would have been back by now if she had told him to get lost." Goten told Bra.
"I just can't wrap my mind around that. Pan just isn't the kind of girl to sleep with any guy, she was always so.... proud that she was saving herself for the one she loved when she found out I didn't she was so disappointed in me..." Bra said, then stoped and blushed. "Oops... too much information for you huh Goten, just forget I ever said that" Goten blushed.
"I'll do my best Bra-chan..." Goten said shyly. 'she's done it already? But she's so young who could it have been..' thought Goten. Bra looked at him.
"Don't tell Trunks or daddy okay? It was just once... and I don't regret it. I loved him when we were together and after we broke up there were no regrets... he just wasn't "the one"..." said Bra trailing off. Goten smiled.
"Don't worry your secret is safe with me" He told her honestly. Bra looked up at him.
"Goten... have you ever...?" Bra said quietly. Goten blushed furiously.
"I... umm.. Yes... I loved Parisu... like you said no regrets she just wasn't the one.." Goten said. Bra nodded. Then it was silent for a moment.
"Well this has been a revealing evening..." Bra said to break the silence. Goten looked at her. His ever-so-rare serious face on. He looked at her and then came closer and pressed his lips against hers...
Bra's eyes grew wide as Goten kissed her, she was very shocked. She made no effort to kiss back nor push him away. Goten backed off and bowed his head.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that..." he muttered quietly. Bra opened her mouth to say something but no sound came out. Goten rose to leave after a few moments of silence.
"W... wait...." Bra squeaked out. Goten looked back at her.
"Yes?" he said. Bra looked down.
"Goten... do you... like me?" she asked nearly silently, if it wasn't for his keen saiyan ears he wouldn't have heard her.
"I do Bra... I didn't realize how much till you left" he answered her honestly. Bra looked up.
"You really mean that?" she asked.
"Have you ever known me to lie?" asked Goten. Bra shook her head. "Then that should answer your question." said Goten. Bra stood up and walked over to him, wrapping her arms around him and burring her face in his chest. Goten pulled her close then noticed her body was shaking with sobs.
"Bra chan, what's wrong?" Goten asked her, gently tilting her face up to his.
"I... I missed you so much while I was gone, Goten... before I left I really liked you but I always thought you didn't like me, and now... I know different... and it makes me so happy, but sad at the same time, because I've been gone for a year... and we could have had that time together" she sobbed. Goten smiled at her.
"Hey, no regrets for the past, you can't go back and you can't know what would have happened if you hadn't left. So don't cry over the past, cause that's what it is. The past" He told her. Bra stopped crying and laughed a bit, wiping the tears from her face.
"When did you get so smart Son Goten?" she laughed. The famous Son smile appeared on his face.
"What are you insinuating that I wasn't smart before?" he asked. Bra just laughed harder. "Well?" he asked again. Bra simply pulled Goten closer and kissed him again, so she wouldn't have to answer his question.
~*~
Trunks woke up slowly, not remember where he was at first. Then the memories of the previous night flooded back and he smiled. He could still taste the blood from when he marked her. It was then he realized that she wasn't there. He sat up and looked around the room, there was still a huge mess of booze and blood, but no Pan. He wrapped the blanket around his waist and stood up and looked for her. He found her in the Bathroom, putting on makeup.
"Pan..?" he said quietly. Pan looked away from the mirror.
"Oh Trunks your finally up! Wow that was great wasn't it? We'll have to do it again some time, feel free to stay as long as you want, your welcome to anything I've got here" She said turning back to the mirror and applying more eyeliner.
"Oh... thanks... where are you going?" Trunks asked quietly feeling as though someone had a vice grip on his heart.
"Out to a club" she replied simply. Not looking away from the mirror.
"Pan..." started Trunks. She turned to face him.
"Yes?" she said.
"Didn't that.... mean anything to you?" he asked.
"Oh yeah, of course it did, it was fun wasn't it? Didn't you enjoy it?" Pan said, looking slightly confused.
"Pan... I was looking for more in that than just fun..." He said, his heart breaking more and more by the minute.
"Oh... Trunks I'm sorry but I wasn't" Pan said, but there was no apology in her voice.
"Pan I marked you as my mate! We've started to bond!" Trunks said defensively. Pans hand went up to pull the black scarf she was wearing away.
"You mean this bite mark? If you didn't notice I didn't mark you" Pan said. Trunks was speechless. "Bonds are two way things Trunks, without me wanting it all you did was bite me, kinda kinky huh?" Pan said. 'Just believe me... don't think just believe. Feelings for you or not your not going to keep me here... I'm dirty useless, you deserve better... you'll realize that soon' thought Pan, despite her hardening emotions, it hurt Pan to see Trunks with the look of pain on his face, but she couldn't let in, she just couldn't.
"Pan... don't do this.. I love you......" Trunks said.
"You don't love me Trunks, I'm not worth love. I'm not worth worrying over either, so just don't. We can get together again if you want, and if you don't we don't have to. But right now I gotta go" Pan said and then she walked past him. Tying her scarf up again, then adjusting her black halter top and skirt and walked out of the door. Turning at the last moment.
"Lock up before you go kay?" she said then she walked out of the door. Leaving a heartbroken Trunks to watch her form drift through the door, leaving him alone.
'Pan...' he thought. He quickly gathered up what he could find of his clothes then flew out the window. Refusing to let the tears in his eyes fall.
~*~
Bra and Goten had fallen asleep on the couch in each others arms. After a very long talk. They didn't wake up until they heard the front door slam. They both sat up in a flash. Trunks walked past them in a daze, a hard expression on his face. Much like his fathers. He didn't even notice his best friend and sister on the couch as he walked. Bra and Goten watched in shock.
"What was with him..." muttered Goten.
"Why wasn't he wearing a shirt..." mumbled Bra. Goten looked at her.
"You don't think..." He started.
"He and Pan..." continued Bra. They stared at each other for a minute then shook they're head.
"No.." they both said in unison.
Trunks layed down on his bed, staring at his roof his mind swimming with thoughts, and Pan's words repeating themselfs over and over... 'It was fun wasn't it? Nothing serious...' Tears threatened to fall but Trunks would not allow himself to cry. Pan had been going through a lot lately. He had to be strong and help her, it was his own fault this had happened.
'Stupid Trunks STUPID. You've seen the way she's been acting. Deep down you must have known what you did was wrong, and stupid, and you took ADVANTAGE Of it.' Trunks yelled in his mind. He balled his hands up into fists, so tightly the knuckles where white. But she had seduced him hadn't she? She had said she WANTED it. What was wrong with all of this?
Trunks slammed his one fist into his other hand. I just didn't make sense to him and he was going to drive himself mad like this. He closed his eyes and willed exhaustion to come and just turn off his mind. His last thought echoed through his mind slightly...
'Pan who could you do this to me....'
~*~
*Pan how could you do this to me*
Pan stoped dead cold in the middle of the dance floor. She had heard that loud and clear.
"Trunks..." she whispered to herself. The bite on her neck throbbed.
'No No No No No No NO!' screamed Pan in her mind 'We can no be bonding, I didn't want to bond, I didn't MARK him!' Pan ran from the night club leaving several men unhappy. Pan ran from the club and a speed so fast that humans wouldn't have seen or heard her, tears flew down her cheeks.
'No! Now nothing is going to work according to my plan!' Pan cried in her mind, as she burst into the hotel and up to her room. She collapsed on her bed and cried herself to sleep, realizing now she couldn't die without taking Trunks with her...
Unless.. Unless she made him hate her.. Made him break the bond of his own accord, it wasn't strong yet...
Pan thought about modifying her plan until she fell asleep, back to her nightmares.
~*~
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"Dan what are you doing" Pan said pulling away from his arms. Only to have them pull her back more forcefully. Dan rolled over and pinned her down. "Dan what are you doing let me go!" Cried Pan too shocked to move. Dan didn't stop. He tore at her clothes forcefully. Tears started to flow from Pans eyes. "Dan stop please your scaring me" Pan cried, but Dan didn't comply he forced her skirt down and pulled off his own pants. He forced himself into her and Pan screamed out in pain. Losing her innocents in a second.
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Trunks bolted up in bed. Covered in a cold sweat. Was that dream... could that have been what happened to Pan? Had that bastard... Trunks's Ki flared slightly. If it was, Trunks had every intention of killing him. No bastard would get away with hurting the woman he loved. Trunks calmed himself down, then stood and flew out his window to see Pan.
~*~
Pan woke up to a soft cool breeze blowing on her face. She opened her eyes and saw it was still night, but the balcony sliding door was open, and the long white curtains were billowing into the room. Floating on the soft night air. Pan breathed in the sweet smell deeply, and cuddled down into her bed again closing her eyes. A few seconds later, Pan heard someone move around in her room. Instead of sitting up and seeing who it was she simply said quietly.
"Hello Trunks" knowing exactly who was in the room. She felt the bed dip slightly as he sad down, and she didn't object to him running his fingers through her hair softly.
"You lied... we have started to bond Pan" he told her quietly. Pan nodded slightly.
"Pan... I know what happened with Dan... I saw it tonight in a dream..." he told her. Pan snapped her eyes open and looked into his.
"Wha.. What do you mean... nothing happened with Dan.." Pan said softly.
"Don't lie to me Pan... I want you to know that wasn't your fault, it's not, I love you Pan, and that bastard will pay for what he did I swear to you Pan, H will Pay!" Trunks told her, his anger showing in the last few words. Pan buried her face in her pillow, and allowed herself to cry Trunks sat beside her, uttering comforting words and rubbing her neck and back. Until she fell asleep.
~*~
Goten and Bra sat starring into each others eyes. They knew that something was going on with there best friends, they knew that they'd have to help them. But right now they had other things on their mind. Bra was the first to move closer pulling him close to her and holding him tightly. Then Goten took the initiative to bring her into a kiss. Bra's arms snaked around his neck and his made their way around her waist. They stayed that way for a long time, kissing passionately. Their arms roaming around each others bodies, until Goten eventually broke the kiss and moved away from her.
"Bra... I think you should go upstairs to your room.." he said. Bra looked hurt and confused.
"But.. Why?" she asked. Goten looked at her with an affectionate glance.
"Bra... I don't mean to hurt you or anything... it's just I don't trust myself.. I don't know if I can control myself much longer if we keep this up.." Goten told her. Bra blushed slightly.
"Goten... don't worry, anything that happens tonight... is meant to.." she said quietly, then took his hands and lead him up the stairs to her room, Goten followed silently unsure of what to say. She pulled him into her room and closed the door behind him. Then pulled him close again and kissed him. Goten wrapped his arms around her and felt himself slowly pushed towards her bed, until they both fell onto it together. Bra pulled away slightly and smiled.
"Don't worry Goten, anything that happens tonight, or doesn't happen tonight is meant to, and don't be too afraid of my big brother and daddy, they're too busy to notice anything happening with "princess" lately" Bra said with her fathers smirk, Goten smiled and laughed.
"I hope your right, I don't feel like being a bloody fist on they saiyan princes hands" Goten said before pulling her into another kiss.
Pan woke up in Trunks's arms, he held her protectively but when she looked up she saw he was awake.
"Good Morning" he said smiling down at her. Pan didn't smile back. She stood up and straitened out her clothes from the previous night.
"This isn't going to work out Trunks, we can't bond, and don't think being around for my little cry fests is going to make me change my mind either." Pan said not looking at Trunks's face. Trunks stood up and came in front of her. Gently lifting her chin up to force her to look at him. She had a completely emotionless face, but her eyes told the story of her hurt.
"Pan I know your hurting... but you and me are already bonding you can't change that. If you try to break the bond we could both die" Trunks said to her. The words were harsh but his eyes were full of compassion. Showing how much he hated the thought of being without her.
"Listen Trunks, what happened between us was just a spur of the moment thing, it wasn't meant to make us bond. That's not what I wanted!" Pan said breaking away from Trunks.
"Pan Listen, I love you! Why can't you believe that!" Trunks yelled trying to pull her back. "I love you..." he repeated in a softer voice.
"Your lying, I know you are. You don't understand anything about me! You can't even begin to!" Pan said. Her eyes filling with tears of sorrow and anger. "Just leave me alone Trunks that's all I want from you. To leave me alone! I don't want to be your mate, I don't want to be anyones' mate! I don't deserve it!" Pan yelled and pulled away from Trunks. Running out the open balcony window door. She then took off into the sky, she was gone in a flash heading away from Satin City, away from the bustle of people, the flying cars, away from Trunks away from everything. She flew towards the mountains to the place where very few people ever went. Pan was angry, she was beyond angry. When she landed she was Raging (A/– is that a word?) Her power level started to sky rocket and Pan pushed herself to a new level. Lightning built around her and the ground started to crack. Pan cried out and tears ran down her cheeks.
Pan starred down at the blanket, her arms covering her practically naked, cold, body. Trunks slowly reached out and forced her to look at him.
"I swear to you Pan. That is not what guys do, some do... but it's not right, and they aren't that common. Most guys are good people they won't hurt the ones they love" Trunks said. Pan let out a laugh and pulled away.
"That is a crock of shit. I know it is, guys will do anything for sex I've never seen a guy turn it down" Pan said.
"You just did..." Trunks replied to her. Pan shrugged.
"What can I say? You've always thought of me as your kid sister, you never thought of me as anything else. You don't count" Pan said matter-of- factually.
"That's not true Pan...." Trunks said softly, moving closer to her. He looked her in the eyes again. "I care for you Pan... I care for you a lot... it's killing me to see you like this" he told her.
"If you truly care for me why are you acting like I'm a china doll?" Pan told him.
"Because... to me you are. I don't know what happened Pan but I know something did. I want to help.." Trunks said. Pulling her close. Pan rested her head on his bear chest, then looked up at him. And pressed her lips against his again. Trunks could do nothing but close his eyes and kiss her back. Pan pulled him close to her rubbing her hands up and down his bare chest.
"Don't deny you want this... I know you do, I want it too... why bother fighting" Pan whispered and she nibbled his ear slightly. Trunks couldn't contain himself anymore the way she was touching him... was like fire. His mind was spinning out of control. only one thing was in his mind, she wanted this. He pulled her tighter into his chest, allowing his hands to run over her still wet body. Pan looked up at him and smiled, not her usual happy Son Pan smile, but a smile that she had gotten her way. Trunks pushed Pan down on the bed and crawled on top of her. His hands already tugging on her bra trying to take it off. Pan reached out herself and pulled open his jeans. Pushing them down as far as she could. Trunks kicked them off and finally succeed in undoing the clasp on her bra, slipping it off her shoulders and tossing it on the floor somewhere. He ran his hands over her breasts and cupped them firmly but not too hard. Pan let out a slight moan as he teased her nipple. She reached into his boxers and started to stroke his erect member and a deep groan came from Trunks's throat. Pan worked off his boxers and pulled him down on her kissing him deeply, feeling his member brush against her leg slightly. Trunks's hands left her breasts and dragged themselfs down her sides and down to her hips pulling down her panties, the two of them stayed like that for a few moments kissing, letting their hands roam around each others bodies. Then Trunks reached down and spread Pan's legs open slightly taking a moment to massage her with his hand, rubbing her clit slightly. Then he positioned himself in front of her entrance. He pulled her hips down slightly as he entered her quickly. Pan gasped at his size and then cried out in her pleasure. Raking her nails down Trunks's back. Trunks started to move in and out of her in a fast pace. He was in ecstasy he'd never been able to be with a woman like this. He had always had to hold back, be careful not to hurt her with his strength, Pan wasn't like them, he couldn't hurt her by using his strength while they were together. She could take it. Pan was also in ecstasy, her past experiences had been nothing like this. Pan cried out as she reached her first orgasm Trunks grunted slightly as she tightened around him. Then she rolled them over so she was on the top. Trunks was pushed deeper in this position and they both moaned in unison. Pan brought her legs so that she was kneeling right over him and began to raise herself up and push herself down on him, slowly but with power. Trunks raised himself to meet her every time. Trunks could barely control himself as he pulled Pan down and rolled so he was once again on the top. He started to thrust into her with fabulous speed. Pan felt herself grow toward another climax. Trunks also knew he was growing close. Pan hit first and the tightening of her walls caused his self control to slip, just before it hit he bit down onto Pans neck feeling the blood trickle into his mouth, at the same time as he spilt himself into her. Trunks pulled himself out of Pan and layed down beside her. Pan felt herself overwhelmed by sleepiness as Trunks layed down and fell asleep quickly, Trunks put his arms around her sleeping form.
"I love you Pan... I choose you as my mate..." He whispered and he fell asleep beside her.
~*~
"She... did that?" Asked Bra with disbelief. Goten nodded slowly.
"I would have never believed it if I hadn't been the one to walk in... I don't know what's wrong with her but I think Trunks might be getting through to her, he would have been back by now if she had told him to get lost." Goten told Bra.
"I just can't wrap my mind around that. Pan just isn't the kind of girl to sleep with any guy, she was always so.... proud that she was saving herself for the one she loved when she found out I didn't she was so disappointed in me..." Bra said, then stoped and blushed. "Oops... too much information for you huh Goten, just forget I ever said that" Goten blushed.
"I'll do my best Bra-chan..." Goten said shyly. 'she's done it already? But she's so young who could it have been..' thought Goten. Bra looked at him.
"Don't tell Trunks or daddy okay? It was just once... and I don't regret it. I loved him when we were together and after we broke up there were no regrets... he just wasn't "the one"..." said Bra trailing off. Goten smiled.
"Don't worry your secret is safe with me" He told her honestly. Bra looked up at him.
"Goten... have you ever...?" Bra said quietly. Goten blushed furiously.
"I... umm.. Yes... I loved Parisu... like you said no regrets she just wasn't the one.." Goten said. Bra nodded. Then it was silent for a moment.
"Well this has been a revealing evening..." Bra said to break the silence. Goten looked at her. His ever-so-rare serious face on. He looked at her and then came closer and pressed his lips against hers...
Bra's eyes grew wide as Goten kissed her, she was very shocked. She made no effort to kiss back nor push him away. Goten backed off and bowed his head.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that..." he muttered quietly. Bra opened her mouth to say something but no sound came out. Goten rose to leave after a few moments of silence.
"W... wait...." Bra squeaked out. Goten looked back at her.
"Yes?" he said. Bra looked down.
"Goten... do you... like me?" she asked nearly silently, if it wasn't for his keen saiyan ears he wouldn't have heard her.
"I do Bra... I didn't realize how much till you left" he answered her honestly. Bra looked up.
"You really mean that?" she asked.
"Have you ever known me to lie?" asked Goten. Bra shook her head. "Then that should answer your question." said Goten. Bra stood up and walked over to him, wrapping her arms around him and burring her face in his chest. Goten pulled her close then noticed her body was shaking with sobs.
"Bra chan, what's wrong?" Goten asked her, gently tilting her face up to his.
"I... I missed you so much while I was gone, Goten... before I left I really liked you but I always thought you didn't like me, and now... I know different... and it makes me so happy, but sad at the same time, because I've been gone for a year... and we could have had that time together" she sobbed. Goten smiled at her.
"Hey, no regrets for the past, you can't go back and you can't know what would have happened if you hadn't left. So don't cry over the past, cause that's what it is. The past" He told her. Bra stopped crying and laughed a bit, wiping the tears from her face.
"When did you get so smart Son Goten?" she laughed. The famous Son smile appeared on his face.
"What are you insinuating that I wasn't smart before?" he asked. Bra just laughed harder. "Well?" he asked again. Bra simply pulled Goten closer and kissed him again, so she wouldn't have to answer his question.
~*~
Trunks woke up slowly, not remember where he was at first. Then the memories of the previous night flooded back and he smiled. He could still taste the blood from when he marked her. It was then he realized that she wasn't there. He sat up and looked around the room, there was still a huge mess of booze and blood, but no Pan. He wrapped the blanket around his waist and stood up and looked for her. He found her in the Bathroom, putting on makeup.
"Pan..?" he said quietly. Pan looked away from the mirror.
"Oh Trunks your finally up! Wow that was great wasn't it? We'll have to do it again some time, feel free to stay as long as you want, your welcome to anything I've got here" She said turning back to the mirror and applying more eyeliner.
"Oh... thanks... where are you going?" Trunks asked quietly feeling as though someone had a vice grip on his heart.
"Out to a club" she replied simply. Not looking away from the mirror.
"Pan..." started Trunks. She turned to face him.
"Yes?" she said.
"Didn't that.... mean anything to you?" he asked.
"Oh yeah, of course it did, it was fun wasn't it? Didn't you enjoy it?" Pan said, looking slightly confused.
"Pan... I was looking for more in that than just fun..." He said, his heart breaking more and more by the minute.
"Oh... Trunks I'm sorry but I wasn't" Pan said, but there was no apology in her voice.
"Pan I marked you as my mate! We've started to bond!" Trunks said defensively. Pans hand went up to pull the black scarf she was wearing away.
"You mean this bite mark? If you didn't notice I didn't mark you" Pan said. Trunks was speechless. "Bonds are two way things Trunks, without me wanting it all you did was bite me, kinda kinky huh?" Pan said. 'Just believe me... don't think just believe. Feelings for you or not your not going to keep me here... I'm dirty useless, you deserve better... you'll realize that soon' thought Pan, despite her hardening emotions, it hurt Pan to see Trunks with the look of pain on his face, but she couldn't let in, she just couldn't.
"Pan... don't do this.. I love you......" Trunks said.
"You don't love me Trunks, I'm not worth love. I'm not worth worrying over either, so just don't. We can get together again if you want, and if you don't we don't have to. But right now I gotta go" Pan said and then she walked past him. Tying her scarf up again, then adjusting her black halter top and skirt and walked out of the door. Turning at the last moment.
"Lock up before you go kay?" she said then she walked out of the door. Leaving a heartbroken Trunks to watch her form drift through the door, leaving him alone.
'Pan...' he thought. He quickly gathered up what he could find of his clothes then flew out the window. Refusing to let the tears in his eyes fall.
~*~
Bra and Goten had fallen asleep on the couch in each others arms. After a very long talk. They didn't wake up until they heard the front door slam. They both sat up in a flash. Trunks walked past them in a daze, a hard expression on his face. Much like his fathers. He didn't even notice his best friend and sister on the couch as he walked. Bra and Goten watched in shock.
"What was with him..." muttered Goten.
"Why wasn't he wearing a shirt..." mumbled Bra. Goten looked at her.
"You don't think..." He started.
"He and Pan..." continued Bra. They stared at each other for a minute then shook they're head.
"No.." they both said in unison.
Trunks layed down on his bed, staring at his roof his mind swimming with thoughts, and Pan's words repeating themselfs over and over... 'It was fun wasn't it? Nothing serious...' Tears threatened to fall but Trunks would not allow himself to cry. Pan had been going through a lot lately. He had to be strong and help her, it was his own fault this had happened.
'Stupid Trunks STUPID. You've seen the way she's been acting. Deep down you must have known what you did was wrong, and stupid, and you took ADVANTAGE Of it.' Trunks yelled in his mind. He balled his hands up into fists, so tightly the knuckles where white. But she had seduced him hadn't she? She had said she WANTED it. What was wrong with all of this?
Trunks slammed his one fist into his other hand. I just didn't make sense to him and he was going to drive himself mad like this. He closed his eyes and willed exhaustion to come and just turn off his mind. His last thought echoed through his mind slightly...
'Pan who could you do this to me....'
~*~
*Pan how could you do this to me*
Pan stoped dead cold in the middle of the dance floor. She had heard that loud and clear.
"Trunks..." she whispered to herself. The bite on her neck throbbed.
'No No No No No No NO!' screamed Pan in her mind 'We can no be bonding, I didn't want to bond, I didn't MARK him!' Pan ran from the night club leaving several men unhappy. Pan ran from the club and a speed so fast that humans wouldn't have seen or heard her, tears flew down her cheeks.
'No! Now nothing is going to work according to my plan!' Pan cried in her mind, as she burst into the hotel and up to her room. She collapsed on her bed and cried herself to sleep, realizing now she couldn't die without taking Trunks with her...
Unless.. Unless she made him hate her.. Made him break the bond of his own accord, it wasn't strong yet...
Pan thought about modifying her plan until she fell asleep, back to her nightmares.
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"Dan what are you doing" Pan said pulling away from his arms. Only to have them pull her back more forcefully. Dan rolled over and pinned her down. "Dan what are you doing let me go!" Cried Pan too shocked to move. Dan didn't stop. He tore at her clothes forcefully. Tears started to flow from Pans eyes. "Dan stop please your scaring me" Pan cried, but Dan didn't comply he forced her skirt down and pulled off his own pants. He forced himself into her and Pan screamed out in pain. Losing her innocents in a second.
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Trunks bolted up in bed. Covered in a cold sweat. Was that dream... could that have been what happened to Pan? Had that bastard... Trunks's Ki flared slightly. If it was, Trunks had every intention of killing him. No bastard would get away with hurting the woman he loved. Trunks calmed himself down, then stood and flew out his window to see Pan.
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Pan woke up to a soft cool breeze blowing on her face. She opened her eyes and saw it was still night, but the balcony sliding door was open, and the long white curtains were billowing into the room. Floating on the soft night air. Pan breathed in the sweet smell deeply, and cuddled down into her bed again closing her eyes. A few seconds later, Pan heard someone move around in her room. Instead of sitting up and seeing who it was she simply said quietly.
"Hello Trunks" knowing exactly who was in the room. She felt the bed dip slightly as he sad down, and she didn't object to him running his fingers through her hair softly.
"You lied... we have started to bond Pan" he told her quietly. Pan nodded slightly.
"Pan... I know what happened with Dan... I saw it tonight in a dream..." he told her. Pan snapped her eyes open and looked into his.
"Wha.. What do you mean... nothing happened with Dan.." Pan said softly.
"Don't lie to me Pan... I want you to know that wasn't your fault, it's not, I love you Pan, and that bastard will pay for what he did I swear to you Pan, H will Pay!" Trunks told her, his anger showing in the last few words. Pan buried her face in her pillow, and allowed herself to cry Trunks sat beside her, uttering comforting words and rubbing her neck and back. Until she fell asleep.
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Goten and Bra sat starring into each others eyes. They knew that something was going on with there best friends, they knew that they'd have to help them. But right now they had other things on their mind. Bra was the first to move closer pulling him close to her and holding him tightly. Then Goten took the initiative to bring her into a kiss. Bra's arms snaked around his neck and his made their way around her waist. They stayed that way for a long time, kissing passionately. Their arms roaming around each others bodies, until Goten eventually broke the kiss and moved away from her.
"Bra... I think you should go upstairs to your room.." he said. Bra looked hurt and confused.
"But.. Why?" she asked. Goten looked at her with an affectionate glance.
"Bra... I don't mean to hurt you or anything... it's just I don't trust myself.. I don't know if I can control myself much longer if we keep this up.." Goten told her. Bra blushed slightly.
"Goten... don't worry, anything that happens tonight... is meant to.." she said quietly, then took his hands and lead him up the stairs to her room, Goten followed silently unsure of what to say. She pulled him into her room and closed the door behind him. Then pulled him close again and kissed him. Goten wrapped his arms around her and felt himself slowly pushed towards her bed, until they both fell onto it together. Bra pulled away slightly and smiled.
"Don't worry Goten, anything that happens tonight, or doesn't happen tonight is meant to, and don't be too afraid of my big brother and daddy, they're too busy to notice anything happening with "princess" lately" Bra said with her fathers smirk, Goten smiled and laughed.
"I hope your right, I don't feel like being a bloody fist on they saiyan princes hands" Goten said before pulling her into another kiss.
Pan woke up in Trunks's arms, he held her protectively but when she looked up she saw he was awake.
"Good Morning" he said smiling down at her. Pan didn't smile back. She stood up and straitened out her clothes from the previous night.
"This isn't going to work out Trunks, we can't bond, and don't think being around for my little cry fests is going to make me change my mind either." Pan said not looking at Trunks's face. Trunks stood up and came in front of her. Gently lifting her chin up to force her to look at him. She had a completely emotionless face, but her eyes told the story of her hurt.
"Pan I know your hurting... but you and me are already bonding you can't change that. If you try to break the bond we could both die" Trunks said to her. The words were harsh but his eyes were full of compassion. Showing how much he hated the thought of being without her.
"Listen Trunks, what happened between us was just a spur of the moment thing, it wasn't meant to make us bond. That's not what I wanted!" Pan said breaking away from Trunks.
"Pan Listen, I love you! Why can't you believe that!" Trunks yelled trying to pull her back. "I love you..." he repeated in a softer voice.
"Your lying, I know you are. You don't understand anything about me! You can't even begin to!" Pan said. Her eyes filling with tears of sorrow and anger. "Just leave me alone Trunks that's all I want from you. To leave me alone! I don't want to be your mate, I don't want to be anyones' mate! I don't deserve it!" Pan yelled and pulled away from Trunks. Running out the open balcony window door. She then took off into the sky, she was gone in a flash heading away from Satin City, away from the bustle of people, the flying cars, away from Trunks away from everything. She flew towards the mountains to the place where very few people ever went. Pan was angry, she was beyond angry. When she landed she was Raging (A/– is that a word?) Her power level started to sky rocket and Pan pushed herself to a new level. Lightning built around her and the ground started to crack. Pan cried out and tears ran down her cheeks.