What's wrong?

By: Nikumu Chan

Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket. Oh, by the way, this poem belongs to me, too.

A/n: Umm, I dunno what to say about this . . . Read, enjoy, and review!

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Today, I realized, I don't want to die.

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I remember my mother's funeral.

All the crying . . .

The sadness . . .

I remember it all clearly . . .

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I want to be alive!

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I remember my Ojii-san offer me a loving home . . .

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I want to make friends happy, Be happy for them . . .

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I remember my Ojii-san ask if I had somewhere to stay and how I replied yes all-too-quickly, not wanting to be a burden.

I remember my Ojii-san's relieved smile.

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That's the good thing in life . . .

Generosity can get the best of us, I realized that.

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I remember all the things I did for the Sohmas and all the things they did for me in return.

I was all too willing to help!

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People say I'm too nice for my own good, But is any one too nice?

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They give me compliments on my generosity all the time. I love seeing others happy, what else can I say? How can I not be willing when it comes to them?

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What's wrong with wanting to see others happy?

Even if it's tearing you up . . .

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I watch as the Sohmas walk out of my life and on into their own, on their own; I watch with a grim smile.

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That's only generosity right?

What's wrong?

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It's only friendship . . . love.

Solely kindness, right?

Merely forgetting about yourself . . .

What more could one want?

. . . What's wrong?

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I know, it's kind of angsty, eh? Sorry, it's just I've been looking for something to fit my poem for a long time and this is the only thing I could think of . . .

Ummm, review please!!