(::Cries and screams in shame:: I'm in a horrible state of writers'
block! I almost cracked, but I revived myself by re-reading the next
chapter of MioneMalfoy's story. If you haven't gotten to it, READ IT! It's
in Ollie's POV! It's friggin' hilarious! From Harry in a pink tutu, to
echinda's (whatever those are) to Angelina's new club called the D.S.A, or
D.A., to rampaging horny badgers! Er, yeah. DO badgers get horny? ::ponders
Oliver's question, before slapping herself for her less-than angelic mind::
I SERIOUSLY need help w/ this story! Well, actually, I think my other story
I Love Thee Not, Therefore Pursue Me Not, needs more help, so anyone have
any ideas? I NEED THEM!!!! IM me at GodMustHateMe41, JoelsBtch911, or e-
mail me at StephChild00@aol.com, while you're at it, you can check out mah
homepage-it's dedicated to Sean! There's a link to it in my bio! I may not
update for a little while, because ::screams:: I get to meet Good
Charlotte! ::screams again:: Yeah, I know, GOOD CHARLOTTE? The gothic punk-
rock band who kicks ass and is practically number 1 on the charts? YES!!!
See, my friend's brother's friend knows them, so he's gonna somehow get us
hooked up! Don't ask me how! I can't believe it! Anyway, sorry if I seem a
bit spastic, but I'll shut up.)
"So, she's actually cheating on you, but you know it, and she knows you know it......" The words rang in my head. We needed to talk. I knew it, she knew it. But I avoided her. So, I had to bring myself to talk to her. I HAD to.
I took a deep breath, and walked over to where she was sitting in the common room. I gave her a cold stare, which I didn't mean to do.
"We need to talk," I said. She set down her book.
"I know." I sat down, and just stared at her. I was at a loss for words.
"Why?" I finally managed to ask.
"I didn't want to hurt you," she said with a sigh. "But I guess that doesn't matter anyway. I thought that maybe, you'd want to break up with me after a while, since I couldn't remember anything. So, I just thought that if you dumped me, everything would be ok."
"You thought I'd dump you?" I asked, distracted.
"Well, yeah. I mean, since I can't remember anything."
"Katie, you know things will go back to normal. You know that I'd never do that," I said. She stared at the floor.
"I'm just so confused," she said. "I don't know what to do."
"Well," I finally said. "You like Cedric, so I guess you can go with him, and decide what to do."
"But I still have feelings for you Oliver."
"Well, you have to decide who you have more feelings for," I said simply. "So until, then, I guess it's just.......friends or acquaintances."
"I'm so sorry," she whispered.
"So am I," I said. "So am I."
I walked up to my dorm and collapsed on the bed. We'd finally broken up. Katie's no longer my girlfriend. I can't kiss her or anything. But I won't give up. I have to get her back, one way or another. But then again, what would the point of having her back be, if she didn't love me too? But now she's with Cedric. And me, I'm alone. What if we never get back together? Or what if, when she decides, she chooses Cedric? And then, we move on, and she doesn't remember me? But, I'll always remember her. I'd move on if I could. But I can't. It's like she's taking over me.
~*You don't remember me,
But I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you.*~
I was getting tired, but I couldn't sleep. So, I lay there, trying not to think. I wanted to clear my mind. I think, I was also afraid to sleep, because then, I would dream. I don't want to dream either. I don't want anything to go through my mind. And if I do dream, I don't want to dream about Katie at least. But, we can't decide what we dream about. So, as I fell asleep, I dreamt.
~*But who can decide what they dream?
And dream, I do.*~
I was falling. Falling into darkness, into nothing. Everything was collapsing. It was all dark, but as I fell, I could hear Katie's voice. I could see her face. She was surrounding me. She was taking over me.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
She was laughing. Laughing at me, as I fell into blackness. As I fell without her. I reached out to her, but she just smiled. I couldn't reach her. I couldn't touch her. And yet, as I was without her, I was with her. She was everywhere.
~*Have you forgotten all I know?
And all we had?*~
She continued to smile. She reached out to me. I reached out to her. But I couldn't get to her. I continued to fall. She reached out one more time, and touched my hand. She held on to it for only a second. And she smiled. A loving smile. Her own smile.
~*You saw me mourning my love for you.
And touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.*~
Then suddenly, it was as if I was caught in a flashback. To the day we met. I saw myself smiling at her as she sat down at the Gryffindor table for the first time. Then, through a whirl of colors, I saw us again. We were on the quidditch pitch together. We were standing staring at each other. We leaned in, to kiss each other. Then, through another blur of color, I saw us running. She was looking back at me, laughing. I was trying to catch up with her. I was gaining on her, until finally I tackled her to the ground. She squealed with laughter as I leaned in to embrace her in a kiss.
Through more waves of color, I saw her face. Surrounding my world. Taking over me again.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
Then, I was standing. There were two of me. One image reflected in a mirror. I stared at myself. I stared deep. And saw Katie's face. Staring back at me. I turned around, and saw only her face around me. Only her image. Only her.
~*I look in the mirror and see your face.
If I look deep enough
So many things that are
Just like you are taking over.*~
And then, I was falling again. Back into the black nothingness. Falling, with Katie. With her, and yet without her. And for the last time, she was taking over me.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
Somewhere, my dreams added to my heart. They showed that I needed Katie. That she was the only thing I needed. If I looked around, I would see only her. She was taking over me.
(Good? Bad? Terrible? Despicable? I dunno, you tell me. Eh, dunno about next update, cuz me and a couple of my friends are hitting Warped Tour! Yay! I can't wait!!!!! The song I used was "Taking Over Me" by Evanescence. Hope ya liked. Er.....can't think of much else......oh yeah! Has anyone read "I Only Wanted" or "Cry" by Lady Rogue? If so, I noticed there were like no reviews, and they're beautiful stories, and I don't use the word beautiful much. Ok, yeah, uh, I REALLY need some help w/ my two stories, so I'm open for all suggestions!!!! Also, I added a prologue to All I Can Do. Don't ask me why, I was just bored, so read it if you want. Also again, please let me know who you want Katie to pick in "I Love Thee Not, Therefore Pursue Me Not"!!! So far, Oliver is winning, but only by a couple votes! And to think, I thought every vote would be Oliver! Well, it's up to you guys! Ok, talk to yall latah!)
"So, she's actually cheating on you, but you know it, and she knows you know it......" The words rang in my head. We needed to talk. I knew it, she knew it. But I avoided her. So, I had to bring myself to talk to her. I HAD to.
I took a deep breath, and walked over to where she was sitting in the common room. I gave her a cold stare, which I didn't mean to do.
"We need to talk," I said. She set down her book.
"I know." I sat down, and just stared at her. I was at a loss for words.
"Why?" I finally managed to ask.
"I didn't want to hurt you," she said with a sigh. "But I guess that doesn't matter anyway. I thought that maybe, you'd want to break up with me after a while, since I couldn't remember anything. So, I just thought that if you dumped me, everything would be ok."
"You thought I'd dump you?" I asked, distracted.
"Well, yeah. I mean, since I can't remember anything."
"Katie, you know things will go back to normal. You know that I'd never do that," I said. She stared at the floor.
"I'm just so confused," she said. "I don't know what to do."
"Well," I finally said. "You like Cedric, so I guess you can go with him, and decide what to do."
"But I still have feelings for you Oliver."
"Well, you have to decide who you have more feelings for," I said simply. "So until, then, I guess it's just.......friends or acquaintances."
"I'm so sorry," she whispered.
"So am I," I said. "So am I."
I walked up to my dorm and collapsed on the bed. We'd finally broken up. Katie's no longer my girlfriend. I can't kiss her or anything. But I won't give up. I have to get her back, one way or another. But then again, what would the point of having her back be, if she didn't love me too? But now she's with Cedric. And me, I'm alone. What if we never get back together? Or what if, when she decides, she chooses Cedric? And then, we move on, and she doesn't remember me? But, I'll always remember her. I'd move on if I could. But I can't. It's like she's taking over me.
~*You don't remember me,
But I remember you.
I lie awake and try so hard
Not to think of you.*~
I was getting tired, but I couldn't sleep. So, I lay there, trying not to think. I wanted to clear my mind. I think, I was also afraid to sleep, because then, I would dream. I don't want to dream either. I don't want anything to go through my mind. And if I do dream, I don't want to dream about Katie at least. But, we can't decide what we dream about. So, as I fell asleep, I dreamt.
~*But who can decide what they dream?
And dream, I do.*~
I was falling. Falling into darkness, into nothing. Everything was collapsing. It was all dark, but as I fell, I could hear Katie's voice. I could see her face. She was surrounding me. She was taking over me.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
She was laughing. Laughing at me, as I fell into blackness. As I fell without her. I reached out to her, but she just smiled. I couldn't reach her. I couldn't touch her. And yet, as I was without her, I was with her. She was everywhere.
~*Have you forgotten all I know?
And all we had?*~
She continued to smile. She reached out to me. I reached out to her. But I couldn't get to her. I continued to fall. She reached out one more time, and touched my hand. She held on to it for only a second. And she smiled. A loving smile. Her own smile.
~*You saw me mourning my love for you.
And touched my hand.
I knew you loved me then.*~
Then suddenly, it was as if I was caught in a flashback. To the day we met. I saw myself smiling at her as she sat down at the Gryffindor table for the first time. Then, through a whirl of colors, I saw us again. We were on the quidditch pitch together. We were standing staring at each other. We leaned in, to kiss each other. Then, through another blur of color, I saw us running. She was looking back at me, laughing. I was trying to catch up with her. I was gaining on her, until finally I tackled her to the ground. She squealed with laughter as I leaned in to embrace her in a kiss.
Through more waves of color, I saw her face. Surrounding my world. Taking over me again.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
Then, I was standing. There were two of me. One image reflected in a mirror. I stared at myself. I stared deep. And saw Katie's face. Staring back at me. I turned around, and saw only her face around me. Only her image. Only her.
~*I look in the mirror and see your face.
If I look deep enough
So many things that are
Just like you are taking over.*~
And then, I was falling again. Back into the black nothingness. Falling, with Katie. With her, and yet without her. And for the last time, she was taking over me.
~*I believe in you.
I'll give up everything just to find you.
I have to be with you to live to breathe.
You're taking over me.*~
Somewhere, my dreams added to my heart. They showed that I needed Katie. That she was the only thing I needed. If I looked around, I would see only her. She was taking over me.
(Good? Bad? Terrible? Despicable? I dunno, you tell me. Eh, dunno about next update, cuz me and a couple of my friends are hitting Warped Tour! Yay! I can't wait!!!!! The song I used was "Taking Over Me" by Evanescence. Hope ya liked. Er.....can't think of much else......oh yeah! Has anyone read "I Only Wanted" or "Cry" by Lady Rogue? If so, I noticed there were like no reviews, and they're beautiful stories, and I don't use the word beautiful much. Ok, yeah, uh, I REALLY need some help w/ my two stories, so I'm open for all suggestions!!!! Also, I added a prologue to All I Can Do. Don't ask me why, I was just bored, so read it if you want. Also again, please let me know who you want Katie to pick in "I Love Thee Not, Therefore Pursue Me Not"!!! So far, Oliver is winning, but only by a couple votes! And to think, I thought every vote would be Oliver! Well, it's up to you guys! Ok, talk to yall latah!)