Author's Notes

OUT OF CHARACTER:

I'm fully accepting that this fanfiction isn't going to please everyone. So I'm stating this now, this is OOC. Again, I try not to diverge too much from the characters' profiles, but if it bothers you, I truly apologize. Hopefully, that doesn't take away from the story I want to tell.

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS:

Seamless10 - One of Hachiman Hikigaya's online friends on the Mintendo Swap. Although the avatar they play in-game is female, Hachiman is unaware of their true gender so he doesn't make any assumptions about their actual gender.

SYNOPSIS: Beach Arc Chapter 2. Haruno tries to get more info on her sister's predicament regarding Hachiman, Yui, and Yumiko. All the while, Hachiman tries to keep to himself and tries to be less conspicuous so he isn't accidentally leaking hints about the secret he promised to keep with Yumiko, which in turn causes him to reluctantly make some questionable decisions. After being convinced to speak her mind, Yukino finally expresses her true feelings and how she really feels about the whole situation she's been put in.

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Lastly, thank you so much for taking the time to read this series. I'm hoping that since you've read this far, you're all caught up with the events of the story and also maybe forming your own ideas and outcomes. I'd like to hear them in the messages. I also hope that you've gotten used to my writing style. It's a bit different, but for this story, it's my preferred method. It's a mix between Screen Play and Light Novel. To those who've followed me from the earlier chapters, you're all rockstars in my book and I can't even begin to thank you. It's like 'Thank You,' doesn't even convey my full gratitude. But, Thank You all the same. Alright, I think I held you up long enough. Please enjoy this latest chapter.

P.S.

My world has been flipped upside down and with new ripples that enter my life, I have to reset my center and find peace within myself and my life. I understand that this chapter came out later than it should have, but please bear with me while I try to find my balance I once had before my trip. My normal lifestyle prior to the trip is no longer the same as it was. And as expected through life, we have to find ways to deal with the imbalance. So I'm sorry for the delay, but I am still here writing this story. I plan on making the next chapter the final Beach Arc chapter. But depending on how I end it, the arc may have a fourth part. We'll see.

Chapter 17 - The Fault Isn't Only Mine to Endure

-Yumiko POV-

The hallways have gone dark as I linger around its night space. From around the corner, two figures speak in a private conversation. I do my best not to listen in, yet it also can't be helped not getting an earful of their discussion since Haruno's obnoxious voice projects onto the silent walls that turn bounce towards my direction. She's speaking with her younger sister, my archrival. Knowing very well that Haruno is in support of Yukinoshita's interest, my sneaking suspicion would wager that their discussion has everything to do with Hikio, my boyfriend. I shouldn't care because I trust him completely, so then why does my heart still sway me to think of the latter?

Haruno: " So what's it gonna be Yukino? This IS a golden opportunity for you to get closer to Hachiman-kun."

Yukino: " And what if it is?"

Haruno: "Are you gonna miss your opportunity like you did last time? The three of you have been going at this silly squabble, which you claim to be more than a co-dependence. But until you can decide for yourself what your heart truly wants, I can only imagine that your relationship will and forever stay just as such."

Yukino: "Have I not grown enough to surprise you with my reluctant ambition to further my own volition? What of my involvement within my peers? The prom and its mock trials, regulating the entirety of the summer festival, and everything else in between. All this work I've done to further myself, and you still say it's all co-dependent? Explain how I'm supposed to convince you otherwise?"

Haruno: "The answer is simple. Hachiman-kun."

Yukino: "Hikigaya… again? What exactly does he have to do with all this?"

Haruno: "He's always been there. Right by your side, helping you out. And whatever burden you can't face alone, you turn to him for help. Or he goes out of his way to help you, regardless if you ask for it."

Yukinoshita listens in frustration to what her older sibling speaks; she's got a point though. When it comes to our relationship, I can say that it's either mutual understanding or I completely shut him down with my own choices. He can get rough with me on the latter, but it's nothing that a little grooming won't get him to see it my way.

Haruno: "If you have strong feelings for the boy, let it be known publicly. Once that's cleared off, then the three of you will have to move forward from that proposition. Yui-chan will feel devastated, but she's a strong girl, and pretty sure she'll bounce right back. But once you accept those feelings of yours, then your dependency on him will be out of love and nothing more. You then, my sister, will have proven me wrong about your relationships."

Yukino: "So you're telling me that it's no longer co-dependence because the help is out of true love? What about Yui? You say she'll bounce back, but how can I hurt my friend like that?"

Haruno: "It's called growing up! Try it sometime. People get hurt, and people grow from it regardless if they want to accept the new truth or not. Same goes for you. You don't know if Hachiman Hikigaya would reciprocate your feelings in return. The whole thing is a risk to test you, little sister."

Yukino: "And what of my overseas venture? Would you not want me to 'broaden my horizons?"

Haruno: "Of course I do! But it's just another test. I wonder what Hachiman-kun would do if you decide to leave Japan? Or is it that you'll stay for him?"

Yukino: "This is insane, why would you have me force him to choose what he's most comfortable with? If he says yes to me but isn't able to accept the fact that I'm going overseas, then my heart would only hurt that much more when we are away from each other. Who knows how long he's willing to wait for me. Not to mention Hayato's entanglement in all this."

Haruno: "You're absolutely right, but as I said earlier, it's time you grew up little sister. Feelings will get hurt and you have to be ready to accept that."

Yukino: "Well, I've already made my choice. So you don't have to worry."

Haruno: "Is that so? I can't wait to see what happens in the coming days then. That's to say…"

Yukino: "What? What is it?"

Haruno: "…Oh nothing, but let's just say, Yumiko might have already gotten the lead on you and Yui-chan. I can only assume how far she has him under her thumb, but if it's genuine, you might have a harder time displaying your affection for the boy your heart craves. Are you still prepared for anything?"

Yukino: "…I've figured out that much already… and I am."

The first night and already, things are getting quite intense with Yukinoshita's predicament. I wonder what she'll do? There's really only one answer she's going to receive and it won't be the one she likes. Her heart will be torn. And because of that, I can play out what she might do next. Knowing that, am I fine with it happening? I can't just think about me in this situation, this is as much Hikio's decision as much as it is the Ice Queen's. Sitting in the girls' room in my pink pajamas, I wonder what my beloved is up to tonight. I haven't seen him since our talk before dinner. Yumiko the spectator; Did I mention that I hate watching things from a distance?

Hina: "Earth to Yumiko-chan! Snap out of it!"

Yumiko: "Huh? Oh sorry."

Hina: "What has your mind occupied? Oh I know, you're upset because you missed out on the first day of summer fun!"

Yumiko: "Huh, oh no, it's nothing like that."

This is weird for me. I don't ever divulge in my own thoughts for too long when I'm with company. Both Ebina and Yui are here, but not a moment too soon, Yukinoshita walks through the doors to join us ladies. I guess she finally finished talking with her annoying sister.

Yui: "Hi Yukinon! You've been gone for a while."

Yukino: "Was I? Hmmm…"

I hate that she doesn't speak her mind. It's so annoying! It's like she's better than everyone else because she doesn't say more than a few words at a time; that or she's quick to throw a mouthful of insults in your direction.

Yumiko: "Tsk*"

Yukino: "What's her problem?"

Yui: "Hmm? Do you mean Yumiko? Oh, she's just upset she didn't get to spend the day with us at the beach."

Yumiko: "I already said that that wasn't the case."

Yui: "Oof! Sorry, Yumiko-chan. I didn't hear before."

Yumiko: "Like you ever really understood me anyway."

Yui: "I didn't quite catch that. What did you say Yumiko-chan?"

Yumiko: "It's nothing."

Hina: "Oh! I know, it's a boy that's bugging you isn't it!"

DAMN IT EBINA! HAVE YOU ALREADY FORGOTTEN THE PROMISE YOU MADE ME?! I keep silent, pretending as though I hadn't heard Ebina speak her last words before I've decided to murder her in her sleep.

Yukino: "Well, is it?"

Yumiko: " 'scuse me? Ya… Not even."

Hina: "Come on ladies! This is what girl talk is all about! I for one have someone special in my mind!"

Yui: "No way! Is it who I think it is?!"

Hina: "I don't know. Guess girl!"

Yui: "Is it Tobe?"

Hina: "Pfft! I thought we went over this, I don't like him like that."

Yukino: "Obviously it's Zaimokuza. You two got Summer Comiket coming up right?"

Hina: "That's so true. But don't bring that jerk up in my face ever again! He's just a big otaku!"

Yumiko: "Look who's talking. Ugh!* Quit playing us! It's so obvi that it's Zai!"

Hina: "Wrong-o, girlfriend!"

Yui: "…Could it be… Hayato then?"

Hina: "It's Hachiamn Hikigaya!"

Yumiko, Yukino, Yui: "WHAT?!"

Yumiko: "Are you like, for real?!"

Yukino: "Great, just what I need. Another one…"

Yui: "You've gotta be kidding, right Ebina-chan?"

Hina: "At first I wasn't all too sure, but it recently hit me. I think I'm in love with Hachiman Hikigaya."

Yumiko: "There are literally three other boys in this retreat and you go for him?! Come off it! You're seriously starting to piss me off Ebina!"

Hina: "Why is that, I wonder Yumiko."

She knows exactly why! This is certainly a ploy to get me to speak about my intentions with the other girls. If she thinks this is to break any tension with them, then her actions have just gone to waste. Although, that smug look of hers is getting aggravating to look at.

Yumiko: "…Because… everyone and their mom loves that boy! When did he become chad material?!"

Hina: "You have to admit, his fierce eyes… they just take your breath away!"

Yui: "But you're the same way, aren't you Yumiko-chan?"

Yumiko: "What are you talking about?"

Yui: "You've expressed a lot of feelings for him since we took your request from the Service Club."

Hina: "Is that so? Please do tell!"

Yumiko: "So what if I have?! Like it's even a secret at this point! YEAH, I HAVE STRONG FEELINGS FOR THAT IDIOT! I take it that you two haven't forgotten our little discussion at Yui's place."

Yukinoshita and Yui hold disturbing faces that break eye contact with my own.

Hina: "OMG! We're like his exclusive harem girls! I wonder how all the other boys are gonna take it."

Yukino: I really don't wanna think about it. Rather, I'm done talking about that idiot too."

Hina: "Awe, but this conversation was just getting good."

Yumiko: "Ebina, go burn in a fire. And you're not allowed to be part of his harem. I got enough to deal with on my plate. I don't need you to cause more problems for me. Sheesh!"

Yukino: "I find it inappropriate how both of you describe my relationship with Yui a harem with Hiki... Hachi-kun. Yui and I don't have that kind of relationship."

Yui: "She's right. It can't be a harem if we're all just friends. Hikki isn't exactly looking for a relationship anyway. So everything is platonic."

Yumiko: "As if that has anything to do with the both of you and how you truly feel about him! Myself included. We all know who he's best suited for. It's obviously me. So just come off it girls."

Hina: "Wait, why can't I join in with..."

Yumiko: "You never were on it, to begin with, Ebina. So shush!"

They still don't suspect the truth about me and Hikio. That's good. At least the tension in the room doesn't seem as serious as before. Maybe it was Ebina's plan all along. Idiot.

Hina: "Harsh! I was only playing girls! Come on, I brought cards. Let's forget about the whole thing and play some Gin!"

Yui: "Eh?! I don't know how to play that! How about Old Maid instead."

Yukino: "I prefer Solitare."

Yumiko: "That's a single-player game! It's even in the game's name! Did no one bring Uno?! Jeez!"

Yui: "Old Maid is practically the same thing!"

Yumiko: "Whatevs. Just deal the cards already Ebina."

-Hachiman POV-

This is so awkward. I can never get used to staying in the same room as other people, let alone all of them being so extroverted. Even Zaimokuza has taken to playing cards with the two jocks. I on the other hand sit in the corner of the room playing my handheld gaming console. The other boys hadn't bothered to eye me once since I reluctantly refused to join them. For Zaimokuza, it's like a dream come true for him, so he's soaking up the summer experience in its entirety. This shows how completely different I am from any average boy. One that tries to hide by blending in, and yet I can't find myself being involved with these guys. Maybe I'm just scared that I might say more than what I'm allowed to. And with him being part of that little group, who knows what he'll get out of me?

Creature Crossing is the name of the game. A relaxing farming simulator for such a nerve-wracking first night. I wonder how the girls are doing. I'm willing to bet Hiratsuka sensei and Haruno are getting inebriated. Is Yumiko doing alright with the other girls, I wonder?

Mintendo Swap: [Ding* Ding*]

A message? Who's it's from? From in-game, so it must be from an online friend. Opening up the message of my Mintendo Swap, it's from a familiar Gamertag I haven't played with in a while, Seamless10. Then again, the last few weeks, I've been preoccupied with my new girlfriend. So until now, I hadn't had the time to actually keep up with any of my gaming. Luckily, Creature Crossing allows for multiple online players to platform on your farming island.

Seamless10: [You haven't been online in a hot minute, friend!]

SamuraiLegend08: [Yeah, things got really busy in real life. How have you been?]

Seamless10: ['Real life'? Just say RL. But lately, I've gotten more time to myself! Still keeping busy with stuff too. Helping a couple of friends with a major project. OOF!]

SamuraiLegend08: [ROFL! True, 'RL' then. Your project sounds like a hassle. What's it for? I'm currently stuck in a room with one too many people. :(]

Seamless10: [That sounds like more of a hassle! LOLZ! Oh, it's for Summer Comiket.]

SamuraiLegend08: [Summer Comiket? I didn't know you were in Japan?! I thought you were out of the country.]

Seamless10: [My guy, my Gamertag is in Japanese. You're not gonna hang with your friends?]

SamuraiLegend08: [Facts... I'm such an idiot. Lol. Aside from one of them, the other two aren't necessarily friends.]

Seamless10: [Stop calling yourself an idiot (=_=)'''. Independence is a virtue! It gets tiring acting like you're having fun with a group of people you can't vibe with. Besides, this way, I get to take up your time. Teehee!]

SamuraiLegend08: [So true. And we haven't played in a while. So I'm glad I can get back to somewhat of a routine.]

Seamless10: [Wanna come over? My farm island has gotten bigger! I now have a herd of cows to make milk and cheese!]

SamuraiLegend08: [So cool! Still need to increase my combat skills. Maybe we can go to the mines tonight?]

Seamless10: [I'm still only at level 3 combat. So it's a date!]

Finally, something to occupy my time for the rest of the night. After joining my friend's farm island, they toured me around their place, showing off the herd of cows they'd gotten. If I wasn't so busy with relationship stuff, I would be up on their level in farming too.

The two of us prepared for the mines and for battle! In Creature Crossing, the mines are filled with leveled monsters. The deeper you go, the higher the monsters' levels become, but their drops are exponential! The one thing this game does well is versatility. Although it's first and foremost a farming simulator, it doesn't hold back in the action department. If you level high enough in the mines, you can even obtain an Adventurer's License. And with that, you're able to change your primary focus of the game from farming to adventurer. Creature Crossing is a game that's quite ahead for its time. Where people say it does lack, is the graphics department. For me though, the 16-bit graphics fits my nostalgia preference perfectly and is only a win in my eyes. The lack of detailed animation cuts through unnecessary frame data; so the gameplay runs faster than if it had those extra frame animations. My geek side is coming out!

SamuraiLegend08: [Hey Seamless10, I baked us a cake! It's for health, so be sure to pack some with you.]

Seamless10: [You made me cake? (^u^) Arigato!]

Seamless10 accepted the cake I baked. I know this is just in-game, but I feel a certain connection with people that aren't in real life. Online friends are easier to make and so much easier to please. Plus everything spoken is black and white online, unlike a conversation in person. So things don't get lost in transparency. Sure there are occasions where it does, such as the tone of the message. But it's still nothing compared to real life conversations.

Seamless10's avatar is a female, but I can't really say if they are in real life. Haven't asked, but it could also be a dude who loves playing female skins. Whatever the case, it doesn't really matter. But the fact that a female character accepted my cake doesn't change my feelings of bashfulness.

After being overly prepared to enter the mines, we finally make our way down each level. Deeper and deeper we dive into each floor, fighting stronger and stronger monsters. Both our levels should increase after tonight's session. As Seamless10 slays monsters to protect me from mining a few rocks, I've managed to mine a special item, The Ring of Light. Its stats allows the bearer to increase visibility in darker areas of the game. But because I haven't played this game in a while, I'm still not at the level that the game allows me to use it. Soon as we finish taking the floor from the monsters the two of us exit from the mines and back to Seamless10's in-game home. They're making tea while I sit on their couch.

SamuraiLegend08: [Hey Seamless10, I found something in the mines that could help us.]

Seamless10: [Oh yeah, what would that be?]

SamuraiLegend08: [It's this ring.]

Seamless10: [No way! The Ring of Light?! That's one special item.]

SamuraiLegend08: [Was thinking of holding onto it until I'm at the proper level to using it, but I think it'd be more useful if you take it. Your level is already high enough.]

Seamless10: [But it's yours, you found it.]

SamuraiLegend08: [And yet, I think we'll get through the mines a lot faster next time if we can actually use it. So I want to give it to you. You'll have better use for it than me. Besides, I can always just purchase one when I need it.]

Seamless10: [They're worth a ton of gold though!]

SamuraiLegend08: [And by that time, hopefully, my farm starts making me more profits so I can easily afford one. Besides, this is your farm island. I might get lucky and find one on my own island beforehand. Besides, I want you to have it.]

Seamless10: [Well… if money is your concern… then why don't we just get married…]

SamuraiLegend08: [EXCUSE ME?!]

Seamless10: [It's not like I really play with anyone else. And we both have irregular schedules. When you gain experience, so do I and when I play, the same goes for your island. Plus, when we're both on, we can do exclusive events catered to only married couples. Not to mention our profits will increase because our assets are combined. BUT I GET IT IF YOU DON'T WANNA! IT WAS ONLY A SUGGESTION!]

Why am I thinking like it's an actual marriage in real life? This is just in-game. And they do have a point about shared assets. I'd level up a lot quicker from exp even when I'm not playing. It's hard to say no to that proposition. It's just these nerves that get to me. But in-game, any ring can be turned into an engagement item. I just have to click it as an option when I share it as a gift with Seamless10.

SamuraiLegend08: [OKAY! LET'S DO IT! I'm game! This'll be fun! I can't wait to do exclusive events with you!]

Seamless10: [Awesome. Share me the ring as an engagement item.]

SamuraiLegend08: [Sending it now.]

And just like that, Seamless10 accepted my engagement proposal. Soon after, the whole town of villagers came out to set up for our wedding ceremony. Seems like it went by rather quickly, but the cut scene of our characters in white and on an altar was magical. Our two avatars even shared a kiss. I wonder if I'll have my own special wedding in real life… hopefully with a girl I love… Yumiko. I get that this is just a game, but some part of me feels like it's cheating, then again, I could be overthinking the whole thing. I don't even know if they're a female. Seamless10 could very well be a male playing a woman skin. Plus, Yumiko isn't really into playing video games anyways.

Time flies in the early morning as I gaze upon my current roommates tucked away asleep. Guess I really got lost in the gameplay. It's nearly two in the morning and my eyes attempt to stay open from the heavy gaming. Both Seamless10 and I agreed to call it quits for the night after the virtual wedding ceremony. Afterward, I swiftly turned off my game, hit my futon, and tried passing out. It's been a really productive gaming session and I could say that I can sleep soundly tonight. Still can't believe I have a wife… an in-game virtual wife. I grin while shutting my eyes to wake up to a new day.

The time is 940hrs as I wake from a decent night's rest. A warm sensation fell upon my cheek with the additional scent of the nautical ocean aroma hitting my nose. Opening my eyes, I wake to Yumiko caressing my face. Throwing me off from a bit of a shock; why am I so surprised? Was it because now I felt that I'm cheating with my fake wife? No... It's just that this would be the first time a girl, aside from Komachi, has actually come to wake me.

Yumiko: "Had a good night's sleep?"

Hachiman: "I did."

Looking around the room, it appears that my roommates have already woken up and headed downstairs. And now that I'm completely aware, the smell of the first meal of the day is being made. Wonder who's on cooking duty.

Hachiman: "Why are you here?"

Yumiko: "What, you would rather have Yukinoshita wake you?"

Hachiman: "Sorry, that came out wrong."

Yumiko: "You don't have to worry, everyone is downstairs already. We're all waiting for you."

Hachiman: "That so. I guess I overslept."

Yumiko: "Or you stayed up way too late. What were you guys doing last night?"

Hachiman: "The guys were playing cards or something but I was getting back to my gaming routine. Played online with a friend and hadn't realized the time until it hit 2 am."

Yumiko: "That's some friend you got. But I guess… so long as you still make me your number one priority, I don't mind you playing video games once in a while, Hikio."

I grab my girlfriend and hurl her over so she's underneath my torso. She squeals in excitement while we playfight and tussle around my futon.

Yumiko: "Eek!* Hikio. What gives?! Lolz!"

Hachiman: "So now I can't make my own friends without your approval?"

Lowering my head towards her face, I put on a cunning smile. She takes the crinkled sheets and throws them over me so the blanket is covering both of us. She chuckles in enjoyment.

Yumiko: "It's so hard pretending. I end up missing you more and more."

Hachiman: "You have a crush."

Yumiko: "I guess this kinda thing comes naturally for you then. Are you not missing me?"

Hachiman: "I do, I keep my mind occupied I guess. You express your emotions physically, I don't, but I do miss being this close to you."

Yumiko: "Maybe when all this Yukinoshita business is over with, we can take some time to ourselves. Just us?"

And like that, I'm drawn into her charms once again. I can't help but agree with my girlfriend's proposal. Even last night, when I got married to my online friend, I couldn't help but think of Yumiko getting jealous. Maybe I should tell her about it. But knowing her, she'd get super pissed off. I don't wanna hide anything from her, so maybe at a later time, I'll bring it up casually. Besides, who knows when will be the next time I get to game with Seamless10?

Hachiman: "Just us then."

Her arms slowly wrap around my head as she draws me nearer to her face. Wrapping her torso as I kiss her passionately on her neck, I then slowly move toward her sweet cherry lips. She smells so good and with the ocean right outside our doorstep, it only enhances her nautical pheromones. I was addicted back then, and I'm even more addicted now. She's someone I can call my own and someone who can physically please me as well. Our mutual understanding of each other has not yet come to a disposition.

A few minutes of fooling around, then a loud knocking interrupts our playful essence as Yui's voice protrudes through the door. Crap, this isn't good. If she catches us in the act, then there's no more convincing her about our relationship and our hard work will be all for nothing. The door slowly creeks open as Yumiko hastily whispers to me.

Yumiko: "Quick, act like you're asleep."

Hachiman: "What? Why?"

Yumiko: "Ugh!* Babe, just do it."

With my eyes only partially closed, I try to fake my sleeping nature. Yumiko kisses me once more before tossing herself out of the blanket. Yumiko stands above me with her hand extended as Yui barges into the boys' room.

Yui: "Yumiko! So this is where you've been?! What exactly are you trying to do with Hikki?!"

Yumiko: "Shush. He's still asleep. I just wanted to… umm… watch him for a bit."

Yui: "You shouldn't be in here. This is the boys' room."

Yumiko: "Oh and you being here makes it all the better? Don't even Yui."

Yui: "Don't put me in the same situation as you. I came here only to wake him up. Yukinon and Sensei are practically done with cooking breakfast. It's only natural that I wake him up."

Yumiko: "I bet if I wasn't here, you would have done the same thing as me."

Yui: "Would not!"

That's my cue to wake up from my fake sleep.

Hachiman: "What's with all the racket? I'm still very tired ya know. You two could at least be a bit more considerate."

Yui: "'Morning Hikki! I came here to wake you. Yukinon just finished making breakfast."

She's trying her best to one-up my girlfriend with how forthright and aggressive she's being. She really is still trying to win my heart over. I do have to commend her strong will to move past what we spoke of yesterday. But that's Yui for you.

Hachiman: "Oh yeah? Ummm… Yumiko… you're a bit too close."

Yumiko: "R-r-right! Sorry about that Hikio. I umm… just wanted to be the first to wake you up."

On the other hand, Yumiko is being timider and reserved in her speech. That's not like her. How are you gonna convince anyone if you don't act how you normally do? Call me an "idiot" or something.

Yui: "Yumiko, I think we should leave so Hikki can have some time to get ready."

Yumiko: "You're right Yui. Alright, I guess I'll see you downstairs… Hikio…"

Suspicion displays vividly on Yui's face soon as Yumiko leaves the room. But why wouldn't she? My girlfriend was not acting like herself. Soon after, Yui disappears too as I'm finally left to myself to process my first morning at this unfamiliar location. Although I'm giving Yumiko some flack for her acting, it's thanks to her steadfast thinking that we didn't get caught. How would we have spun our lie to where she was underneath the sheets with me otherwise? My face goes red thinking about me being underneath the sheets with Yumiko. Even though we shared a bed that last night in Osaka, it still fills me with a timorous feeling when it comes to my girlfriend. All this time and I still can't get used to her.

After breakfast, the group gets ready to head down the shore. As the girls take their sweet time changing and looking cute... never understood that... me and the guys are already in the water. Sooner rather than never, Tobe starts to open his big mouth. And since I didn't entangle myself in their nightly engagement, now I assume I gotta join in this unavoidable chitter-chatter.

Kakeru: "Man, I wonder what kinda bathing suits the girls are gonna wear?"

Really Tobe? Really? Obviously all the guys here are thinking it, but why would you bring up such an insensitive topic? Pervert.

Hayato: "Seriously dude, is that really what you're concerned about? I mean honestly."

This discussion is even hitting Hayama in a distasteful way. I hate it when I'm lumped into similar unpalatable situations as him.

Kakeru: "Come on, I can't be the only one thinking it. How about you Hikitani? I know you're wanting to see Yukinoshita in her swimsuit. You can tell us. It's just some bro talk! Humor me! Anyone?"

Zaimokuza: "I for one will be fine with whatever my Comrade will attire before me."

Hayato: "You mean Ebina right?"

Zaimokuza: "C-c-correct!"

Kakeru: "Tsk*"

Hayato: "That's noble of you. At least one of us is a gentleman. How about you Hikigaya?"

Morally, if my mind spilled into physical words, I'd be right there with Tobe. But that said, I wonder what Sensei will be wearing… The aesthetics of an older woman is no joking matter. And seeing her in something skimpy would only make this man's brain go wild.

Hachiman: "Yeah, sure. We're all men after all, right? It's only natural to feel these things."

Kakeru: "My man! See Hayato! Always the stickler. So who is it Hikitani? Who are you waiting to see? Could it be Yukino? Or maybe it's Yui!"

Hachiman: "Sensei."

Hayato: "Cough*! Did I hear you correctly?!"

Zaimokuza: "Although I don't have her as my professor, I would very much love to call her Sensei as well!"

Kakeru: "No way! You can't be serious. She's older than all of us."

Hachiman: "That's the beauty of it all, gentlemen. An older woman would only have that maturity you can't find in high schoolers."

Kakeru: "Gulp* Woah, you're totally right! You might be on to something after all Hikitani. Don't think I could ever see her the same way after this summer break if I saw her in such a sexy bathing suit! Hikitani, I had no idea she was your type. You ARE a freak!"

Hachiman: "There's a lot you don't know about me. And I'll take that last part as a compliment."

Hayato: "Wow Hikigaya, even I'm quite surprised by your answer. But you're totally right. So if we're all being honest, I can't wait to gaze upon Haruon's swimsuit."

Kakeru: "You too Hayato?! An older woman?! HAHAHA! My boys! Let your true feelings out!"

I feel so dirty talking about the preferences of females with this certain group of boys. But I guess, we're all on the same page when it comes to our expectations. As we sulk in the shallow end of the ocean with our thoughts, the girls finally make their way out towards the beach, and the view was well… not as what we males were expecting. Yukinoshita with a white two-piece swimsuit, frills fill her bottom half as the top fits nicely and snugly. She may be flat, but she seems to have developed a lot more from last year. She's cute and her bashful mannerism only adds to her adorableness.

Yui stands next to her best friend in confidence; showing off her fully developed hourglass body. She too wears a two-piece that has a tropical theme with green, orange, yellow, and red colors. Suits her lively personality. But that figure of hers is no joke as she strikes us with such a thin waist and busty upper body. Man, she's perfect, not only in a biological sense, but her personality is also a winning ten out of ten. Any guy would be lucky to date her. Makes me question why I turned her proposal down.

Tobe, trying to maintain his composure, yells in excitement. Ebina and Yumiko both come out at the same time. Ebina strikes a two-tone bikini with the top being a hot pink and her lower half black. I had no idea that was her style. Very edgy for someone who doesn't strike me as such. Maybe my girlfriend helped Ebina pick her swimsuit. If anything, she's trying to impress Zaimokuza. And speaking of Zaimokuza, he's completely awestruck that the very muscles in his body froze on this hot summer's day. Doesn't make any sense, but I guess when it comes to your type in person, things can become nonsensical.

As for Yumiko, I figured she would be wearing something similar to what she wore at Awaji Island. But instead, she's striking a blue one-piece. Nothing special about it except it reminds me of our school's swimsuit. It's not, but it's also very plain for someone who's usually very ostentatious. That said, she still looks cute in it that it puts a slight smile on my face. I have to control my urges around her. The moment I let down my guard, the moment our cover is broken. Her face is red with her eyebrows tilting upwards; so not like her. It's like she's a completely different Yumiko. Maybe she's the Yumiko from a separate universe, Earth-2 Yumiko! Or she could be playing the reserved card. I wonder if it's to draw less suspicion toward her. That said, Hayama was still quick to compliment her attire. I'm about to compliment his face with my fist! Breath Hachiman. Don't let him get to you. But all this time, he's been just as reserved. He hasn't been poking around or causing any kind of misfortune upon me. What gives?

Haruno pops out with a black two-piece while wearing a thin white layer that flows over her upper body and down to her thighs. She strikes a sun hat and waves vigorously in my direction. I turn away from her knowing that Yumiko is staring right at me. I turn away and face Hayama but he seems rather upset with me too. What the hell guys?! It's not like I want that she-devil waving at me either! Pure thoughts Hachiman. Ms. Hiratsuka comes in last but not least. She's the one I've been anticipating! Give me what I came here to see! That luscious older woman's body with a developed bosom and rear-end. The moment we've all been waiting for. But instead of the hot aesthetic of an older woman's body of an educator, we were met with Ms. Hiratsuka's fisherman side... WHATTHEACTUALEFF!

She's wearing what seems to be a dark-toned one-piece but also has on a pair of cargo shorts over her bottom half. Her upper body is clothed with a blue button-down collared shirt; sleeves rolled up. She exchanged her fedora for a straw hat as she makes herself comfortable on a beach chair with dried squid hanging to the side of her mouth. She then readies a fishing pole. It seems as though she's going to try and catch dinner for us. Regardless, I should have seen this coming. Of course, she wouldn't be keen on the idea of exposing herself in front of her students. That's a professional for you... first time for everything I guess... Although underwhelming for the other guys, I still find her appearance rather enticing at the very least.

Kakeru: "Hikitani... is this the 'maturity you can't find in high schoolers,' you were talkin' up about? Cause I'll I'm getting are old grandpa vibes from our Sensei."

Hachiman: "Shut up, Tobe."

Soon as the girls show off their swimsuits and Sensei's fisherman's drip, we continue to enjoy a day out in the sun. As I look around, there are other beachgoers aside from us. It is summer vacation after all, and to not enjoy the summer outdoors before school starts back up, would be a waste of your youth. For me, I would have rather stayed at home on this trip, but to each their own I guess. I choose not to interact with too many of my colleagues just to keep this secret safe. So I decide to sit idly and people-watch. Zaimokuza and Ebina build sandcastles together as Yukino teaches Yui how to do the perfect butterfly. But Yukino gets quickly upset as Yui's larger bust flops around her friend's face. Yukino decides to quit on Yui and swims away from her. Hayama and Yumiko are talking about something exclusive near some rock formations. Doesn't seem like anything serious since they're both smiling at each other; Hayama is seriously trying to rekindle whatever friendship he has left with her.

The umbrella above me provides me shade from the scorching sun. Looking over to the far end of the beach, Ms. Hiratsuka seems to be struggling with something at the end of her fishing line. Wow, who would of thunk she has a knack for fishing? To think it was just for show, she's constantly throwing my brain for a loop. But if I had to say what her best qualities are, it would be just that. Always keeping me guessing and never taking things for face value. Forcing me to look at something from a completely different perspective. And then... there's the time she saved my life. So in a way, this quirky woman, I owe my life. If it's anyone I want to make proud, it's not my parents, but her, my Sensei. Liquid hits the side of my face as Haruno squeezes the trigger from a water gun. This can't be good. What does she want, I wonder. I haven't really gotten the chance to talk to her one-on-one yet. But knowing how she is, I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't trying to avoid her scheming ways.

Haruno: "Got you, Hachiman-kun."

Hachiman: "…You totally did!"

Haruno: "What's with that response? Sounds so fake."

Erg!* Maybe it's because I want to be left alone. In any case, let the games begin I guess.

Haruno: "Are you avoiding me, Hachiman-kun?"

Hachiman: "Not in particular. I just didn't see it coming so I don't know how to respond to something like this. And besides, if you feel ignored by yours truly, then don't feel so special, I don't do well in groups so I've been keeping to myself since I got here."

Haruno: "Don't tell me this is your first time at a beach get-together?!"

Hachiman: "It's not. I just don't care for them, is all. People, socializing in the scorching heat. Can't they just do the same thing indoors?"

Haruno: "That's why you jump in the water and cool yourself off."

Hachiman: "Sure, I guess."

Haruno: "Still so closed-minded as ever."

I'm playing her. I gotta make believe I'm my old self. Sure I still have trouble conversing with groups, but the small experiences I've shared with Yumiko hadn't been for nothing. If I wanted to, I could bring the courage to engage with my classmates. But seeing Yumiko being friendly with another boy is also lowering my self-esteem. I get that she's allowed friends, but to think that all she could ever need is me for a male companion, well that's selfish thinking. That's the Old Hachiman Hikigaya thinking. She's Yumiko Miura, the Fire Queen of Soubu High School, and her reputation spreads a lot further than my own. Maybe I really can't stand at the summit with her after all; It won't only be with me at the very least, but with others that overcrowd the already compact space at the peak. Great, my pessimism is coming out. I never used to call it that, it was always referred to as my defense mechanism for what I base things on a realistic agenda.

Hachiman: "If you honestly think I'm going to change because of some beach get-together with colleagues, then you've got me pinned wrong."

Haruno: "Colleagues? Are you sure they're not anything more?"

Hachiman: "Why would they be? It's not like anyone actually gets me. So don't claim like you know too."

Haruno: "I never said that. You're just so interesting is all. Plus I haven't seen you since the new school year started. Aren't you at least a bit happy to see me?"

Hachiman: "I'm neither happy nor disappointed. It doesn't really matter. But I guess, you did pop into my head from time to time."

Not a lie. She basically was the reason why Yumiko played her hand towards the Service Club. It's because of her involvement with Hayama about his overseas opportunity with Yukino, that Haruno was in the back of my mind. So forgive me if I don't seem too thrilled to see the person responsible for sending my friend thousands of miles away from me. Although the promise I made to both Yukino and Yumiko was to be discrete about our involvement in this very matter of discussion, almost everyone on this summer beach trip knows what's going on... at least to a certain degree. So if Haruno continues to scoop, she'll have the completed story of who knows what. It won't be long until she finds out that I know about the whole thing.

Haruno: "Isn't that sweet. I was in your thoughts. Say, I have a question for you, it seems you have a new love interest among these 'so-called' colleagues of yours. And don't play dumb with me either. I know you more than you think, Hachiman-kun."

Hachiman: "I wasn't hiding anything. You're talking about me and Yumiko's week-long excursion? What about it?"

Haruno: "You can't have me believe that nothing happened between the two of you, do you?! You're using her name so casually. A fast development for someone like you. Compared to Yui-chan and Yukino, you've only recently started addressing them by their first names. Why is that?"

Hachiman: "Are you for real? I interchange their surnames and first names all the time. I just chose to start calling them by their first names is all. It's our final year of high school after all. And besides, I'm not claiming that nothing happened between me and the Fire Queen. It was only just a week though. And it's not like we weren't unsupervised. Her grandma and aunt were with us for most of the time."

Haruno: "'Most of the time?' What about the times when they weren't? Just how much have you really grown attached to that outsider?"

She's trying to elicit an emotional response from me by calling my girlfriend an "outsider". Smart but this is Haruno I'm dealing with. I'm not so taunted by her unnecessary wordplay. Yumiko is very much involved due to this one's actions. But what do I say next?

Hachiman: "'Outsider' what do you mean by that?"

Haruno: "I'm talking about the relationship that you, my sister, and Yui-chan share."

Hachiman: "Are you saying I have a harem? Now that's rich."

Haruno: "You don't see it that way?"

Hachiman: "I never held their feelings on my sleeves. So if they had feelings for me, I would play nice but not bite. Like anyone would actually give up their time to waste it on someone like me."

Haruno: "I'm not dumb Hachiman-kun. I know that you know that Yukino and Hayato-kun are going overseas to check out the University in New York."

Well, that was quick. I wonder how long had she known that I knew?

Haruno: "And the only reason that you'd know is through Yumiko. Am I wrong?"

Hachiman: "Your sister could have very well told me and Yui. Ever think of that?"

Haruno: "But it was made a secret, so I know she didn't say anything. That is unless you accused her due to an outside informer. Therefore, the only other person who can play that role is the one person affected by the two leaving Japan; is also the one closest to Hayato-kun. Yumiko Miura."

I glance over at Hayama and Yumiko still chatting and giggling away. My heart is hurting watching them, is this actual jealousy? Maybe Haruno told Hayama to sit right in my line of sight and talk with my girlfriend so she can throw me off guard. No, I'm thinking too much about it. It's a coincidence. I've never felt anything like this before; the closest thing would be those three jerks at Awaji Island that tried to pick-up Yumiko in front of me. Still though, it's not comparable to someone you actually know in class that's getting friendly with your girlfriend, especially if he's Mr. Popular. I've worked so hard to gain her trust. But her laughing with her ex-crush as if it were nothing, has me feeling uneasy.

Haruno: "That rage inside you as you look at the both of them, that's your true emotions, isn't it, Hachiman-kun? So fess up. Are you more than what you two are letting on?"

Breathe Hachiman. Haruno still doesn't know anything. Before going on this beach trip, Yumiko told me she has no intention of advancing with Hayama. So I should trust her. It's just hard to separate faith from fact when I'm staring at both of them. But I have to believe in my girlfriend that she won't flirt with that pretty boy. The only reason why she deducted Yumiko was that she would be the logical choice, but I don't think Haruno spent as much time with Yumiko compared to Hayama or Yui. At best, she knows that she's outspoken and gets jealous easily. So maybe I can play that to my advantage. If the two did have a discussion at some point while we were here, Yumiko hadn't told her everything. And my girlfriend wouldn't have tried to hide the fact that we're dating in front of Yui this morning. So that means Haruno is still in the dark about our relationship.

Hachiman: "So she has a crush. It's not like I can reciprocate the same feelings back."

Haruno: "So are you saying the same with Yukino and Yui-chan? You're not willing to reciprocate their feelings as well?"

Hachiman: "Let me tell you something. Even if I had any type of feelings towards Yumiko, wouldn't it be the logical choice?"

Haruno: "Come on. Are you telling me you don't see it? Think about it. Yukino and Hayato-kun would be overseas studying abroad. It wouldn't make any sense why it would be Yumiko when Yui-chan is still here. She would be the next closest person to your heart. Right?"

Hachiman: "Do you honestly believe that Yui would be happy that Yukino is away from her best friend? And just how long do you think our relationship would last if it only dampers our love for each other due to your sister's choice to move overseas? I wouldn't want that for her and deep down, I think Yui would think the same. But something tells me that you already knew all that."

Her eyes only slightly sway, but it's enough to deduce that her plan is slowly unraveling. Faltering before her own eyes. And she knows now that she won't get any information out of me unless I get some valuable insight on hers as well. Her arms cross over her torso, she's getting defensive. What will she say next?

Haruno: "So that leaves Yumiko the only other option. Is that what you're telling me?"

Hachiman: "Logically, but my answer is still a 'No'. Because I don't have any feelings for her. Can't say the same with how she feels about me though."

Haruno: "Funny, she said something similar to me yesterday. Saying that she doesn't have feelings for you. It's like you two really are trying to hide the fact that you two have something more to hide."

So she had talked to Yumiko! This is great, now I know where I stand. I could work with this. I gotta give her a little bit more insight so she can believe my answer, but so I can also maybe get more out of her as well.

Hachiman: "Fine, I'll confess, I had an amazing time with her on our week together. Is that what you wanna hear?"

Haruno: "…And? How do you honestly feel?"

Hachiman: "Sigh* …Sure, I can see myself dating the girl. I mean come on. She's got a nice ass, rockin body. Blonde wavy hair. Not to mention super popular at school. Who wouldn't want a gal like her for a girlfriend? Not to mention her ambitions show more resolve than your sister's or Yui's. She's nothing but a spark of positive energy to my gloomy lifestyle. Plus we spent a whole week by ourselves. You must be cold to not communicate with someone like her for so long. It was like having an adorable house pet begging for my attention."

Haruno: "Ugh*! Shut up already! A lot of what you described is SO superficial! It doesn't sound like you. In fact, it sounds as though she'd be the worst choice for you!"

Hachiman: "So says you."

And apparently everyone else for that matter.

Haruno: "PALEASE! I know so."

Hachiman: "Are you saying you know what's good for me?"

She stutters for a bit.

Haruno: "... No! Not at all! Anyways, I guess my next question for you is, just how long have you two been talking?"

Hachiman: "She came by my club at some point and she needed help with something. I don't care to go into all the details with you, but my guess would be sometime then."

Haruno: "That still doesn't give me a good estimate of when. Are you deflecting my question?"

Hachiman: "I don't know. Am I? As I said, I don't see her any less desirable than Yui or Yukino. But you wanted an answer, right? Here's a question for you, why are you so adamant about my love life? If you really wanted me to get with your sister, why have her study abroad?"

Haruno: "Duh! Because love conquers all! And I thought you'd be man enough to not let her leave!"

Hachiman: "So this wasn't set up by your parents?"

Haruno: "Oh, 100%! I'm not one to abide by their wishes. And besides, it turned out to be a very interesting turn of events."

Hachiman: "Do you want me to stop her then?"

Haruno: "I can't answer that. It's all up to you. Neither you nor I am responsible for what Yukino does now."

Hachiman: "Well if you're having any regrets, you only have yourself to blame since you could've spoken up about this to your mother."

Haruno: "Would I have something to regret? I'm pretty sure we'd both miss her. By deducing that, we both know what really lies in your heart and how you feel."

Hachiman: "Did you intend to use your sister leaving to have an opportunity to throw yourself at me? If so, it's not working."

Haruno: "…It's not? Is it because I left you for too long with these underdeveloped colleagues of yours? Or is it because like everyone around you, you push them away."

Hachiman: "Don't say stuff like that. It makes what I said about you wanting me for yourself, sound less of a joke."

Sitting next to me, she wraps her arms around mine with her bosoms pressed tightly against my arm. She's now confident? Holy crap they're really soft! My ears are getting warm and I don't think it's the summer heat. I guess she has every right to be confident with a pair like those.

Haruno: "What if I told you it's no joke and I was supposed to have you all to myself after my sister left? Plan B of sorts. Someone had told me you're into older women. It's also a bonus that I'm a sister right?"

Am I really getting turned on by her disquieting banter?

Hachiman: "Shut up."

Haruno: "AHAHAHA! I'm only teasing you, Hachiman-kun!"

She stands from her spot and runs off towards the water's edge as she turns back around in my direction.

Haruno: "Maybe my plan did backfire. Even I can't see everything unfolding. But know this Hachiman-kun, you don't always have to be so lonely."

That was weird. The whole conversation with Haruno put light on other possible situations as to why she set up her sister to study abroad. For her, it wouldn't be just a business proposition, if she did have romantic feelings for me, then it would be a way for her to swoop in while her sister was away. Hayama just adds icing to the cake with a boy Yukino knows joining her in her venture. It's all too good to be true, but I can't get it out of my head. She knows me too well. Then that would make Yumiko the odd piece she hadn't calculated for. I wonder what dating Haruno would be like? Every conversation would be in riddles and my brain fully shutting down from the amount of insinuating conversations. Guessing what she wants to eat would take hours to solve. I'd rather do a 1000-piece puzzle! At least with Yumiko, she says what she wants. The problem is I rarely have a say in what she wants. I can deal with outward vexation, it's when I have to play mental games with someone, is when I get exhausted quickly. But physically speaking she's more mature than Yukino and Yumiko. And she does have that older sister vibe going for her. Damn my preferences.

I try my best to not mind the two friends, Yumiko and Hayama, chatting it up. So I pull out my handheld game. Looking at my chats, Seamless10 had messaged me since last night. I wonder what they want?

Seamless10: [Hey, you down to play again tonight?]

Although the message received was sent hours ago, I shouldn't keep them waiting on an answer. I'm not entirely sure if I'm able to game tonight, but I guess that's all I really have to say. Hopefully, they'll read my message not expecting much. I am on an unreliable schedule as is. That said, I still can't believe I got married last night to them. I really should tell Yumiko about it though. The situation would only get foggy and lost in context if we start hiding secrets this early in our relationship.

SamuraiLegend08: [It kinda depends if I'll be able to get some alone time again.]

Who knows when they'll get around to reading my message? If they're anything like me, they'd still be tired from pulling an all-nighter. Maybe I should make more of an effort to enjoy this summer beach retreat. My girlfriend did plan it out. It would probably make her and everyone else happy to see that I'm trying to enjoy myself. Putting my game console away I stand from my sitting position and make my way toward Zaimokuza and Ebina, but it's not long after that I bump into someone unexpected.

Saki: "OUCH! WATCH IT, PAL!"

Hachiman: "Kawasaki?"

Saki: "Hachi… I mean… Hikigaya! What brings you here?!"

Hachiman: "I should ask you the same."

Saki: "Since my brother is away on his field trip, the family thought it would be nice if we took a little trip of our own. If you asked me though, I would have rather not. With this much extra time, I could be making money."

I lend my hand to the girl I bumped to the ground as she wipes her butt off from sand particles. She's… cute in her swimsuit. A two-piece that is similar color to her icy blue hair color. Her hair is tied in her usual ponytail. But had I known her body to be so mature and slender compared to the other girls, I think she would be the winner when it comes to physique.

Saki: "So what about you? Why are you here?"

Hachiman: "You wouldn't believe me if I told you."

Saki: "Try me Hikigaya."

She's blushing... cute.

Hachiman: "Well, Yumiko invited a ton of us and somehow I got dragged into this situation."

Still gotta make sure I don't spill too many details to anyone about our relationship.

Saki: "Now that's strange. So you two finally a couple?"

Hachiman: "What makes you think that?"

Saki: "Well, you're here aren't you? Aside from this being a field trip for grades or points, I see no reason why you'd ever tag along with the idea. Unless she forced you. That or Yukinoshita and Yuigahama have that much control over you."

Hachiman: "…"

Saki: "So it's either that or the two of you are dating."

Gotta change the subject! Especially after talking to Haruno, I don't think I can deal with any more theories of this-and-that!

Hachiman: "Or I could have just said yes to going! Your eyes. You have circles underneath them."

Saki: "SHUT UP IDIOT! I just… had a long night is all. I'm a bit tired. Whatever. Like I even really care what you're up to."

It's hard to get mad at her when I see her so exposed from her righteous nature.

Yumiko: "And who do we have here? Hikio, care to explain why you're with Saki?"

Saki: "Last I checked, I didn't give you permission to use my first name, Fire Queen."

Yumiko: "Honestly, if you wanted to tag along, you should have just accepted my invitation in the first place."

Saki: "Erg!* I… I never… meant to decline it! I just got really busy is all. Like I ever knew I'd end up at the same place as you guys. IN ANY CASE, WHY IS HE HERE OF ALL PEOPLE?"

Kawasaki points her slender finger in my direction.

Yumiko: "Because I want him here. Got a problem with that?"

Saki: "No! It's just… I never thought of you two… never mind! It's none of my business. Anyways, I gotta head back to Kekia and my family."

Yumiko grabs me by the arm and squeezes her breasts closer to my arm to get Kawasaki more irritated at the fact that she has me on her side. As much as I loved the feeling of Haruno's soft and larger sideboob, Yumiko's is what I'm familiar with.

Yumiko: "Well give your family my regards. Later Saki-chaso!"

Saki: "Don't call me that! And let got of Hikigaya! It's not like he even likes being around you!"

Yumiko: "Is that a fact? Regardless, I invited him here and he accepted. He didn't have to come, but here he is. Like a loyal dog. You, on the other hand, ghosted my request. What kinda friend does that? And even right now, I continue to extend that said offer!"

Hachiman: "Why don't we all just settle this in a more diplomatic way."

Yumiko: "Shut up Hikio! The adults are talking."

Saki: "Don't tell him to shut up!"

Saki grabs me by the hand and yanks me away from Yumiko.

Yumiko: "Ugh!* Rude much! Return him to me!"

Saki: "Like hell, I will! Let's go Hikigaya! Keika would love to see you!"

Before we all knew it, Hayama, Yui, Tobe, and Ebina arrive to cause more unnecessary problems.

Hayato: "Hey… Kawasaki? What's up? I didn't know you were here."

Saki: "Yeah well… Here I am."

Yui: "YaHello Saki-chan!"

Tobe: "Whoa, she's looking gorgeous in that bathing suit!"

Hina: "Can you not think about swimsuits and women for a minute?! Pervert!"

Tobe: "Oh right, sorry about that! I mean your outfit is also extra hot, Ebina."

Saki: "Well, I gotta get back to my family. Hikigaya, you coming or what?"

I turn around at Yumiko. Her shrouded face emanates a sense of anger and dread. I know she doesn't want me to go, but the moment she tells me to stay, the more curious everyone will be as to our relationship. That said, Kawasaki would look foolish returning back defeated... by herself. And I can't have her looking like that. She's prideful sure, but she's always been the one that was on my side.

Yumiko: "Like I even care if he leaves with you. Gosh, if anything it'll make this trip a lot more fun without a loser to bring everyone else down. Later you two."

Yui: "Yumiko… but you two…"

Yumiko: "Shut it Yui! Let him go! Like I even care enough. Come on, let's head back. Lunch is about ready."

Yui takes a glance at me with concern in her eyes. And just like that, both me and Saki Kawasaki headed down the opposite side of the beach. We walk alongside the water's edge and it wasn't long after that I broke the silence between us.

Hachiman: "So what was that back there anyway? I never saw you two get this defensive before. I get that the both of you aren't exactly the closest of friends, but she did invite you."

Saki: "Sigh* I don't know. It's just recently… I think I've realized how much we have in common."

Hachiman: "EXCUSE ME?!"

Saki: "Lol. Dejavu."

Hachiman: "Dejavu?"

Saki: "Forget it. What I mean to say is that you're one of the few people I respect Hikigaya. So seeing you hanging around someone who's so materialistic and gaudy just irritates me. If it were Yukinoshita or Yuigahama, it would have ended differently. But with Yumiko, all she cares about is herself. You heard how she treated you. Telling you to 'shut up' or calling you a dog. Don't let her dis you like that. It pisses me off to see someone I admi… respect get treated like utter garbage. Sorry if this all sounds weird. I can't help but butt in..."

Hachiman: "Well thank you… for always being on my side. I know we don't ever really talk much… but lately it's been different."

Saki: "Well to be fair, most times when we do, it gets awkward. But both our siblings are spending more time together... even after their club activities."

Hachiman: "…on a personal level I can relate to that. We have more in common than we like to think I guess."

Saki: "Yeah… even our awkwardness around each other."

As Kawasaki giggled at the sound of her own statement, I couldn't help but gaze upon her charming beauty. It's been a roller coaster ride with her these past three years, but she was one to never give me any hardships. If anything, she kept to herself most of the time, and only through the glimpses of her micro-expressions, I've noticed her more endearing side; how she dotes on Kekia or cares dearly for her family. Her hardworking nature is another thing to marvel at about. So to hear her say that she does respect me as a person, does bring me a certain embarrassment. She never judged me like all the other girls and guys in our class, she was too busy worrying about her own struggles.

After walking for about a good thirty minutes along the coast, we finally make it to a beach house that the Kawasaki's have rented out. Although nervous about meeting her family, I do hope they take a liking to me. Which does remind me… I still gotta win over Yumiko's father.

Keika: "Big Brother! You're here!"

Mrs. Kawasaki: "Taishi is here?!"

Mr. Kawasaki: "Taishi?!"

Saki: "Hey guys. I'd like to introduce you to Hikigaya. We ran into each other by the beach. He's a friend from class."

Mrs. Kawasaki: "A friend you say?"

Mr. Kawasaki: "Now daughter, you know how we feel about secrets. I know when you're lying. It's alright if you two are dating, I just want you to be honest with your old man. Besides, I'm all for you having a boyfriend."

Saki: "Dad! He's ONLY a friend!"

Mrs. Kawasaki: "But isn't Hikigaya the name you keep saying was on your mind? He was the boy that helped you last year… wasn't he?"

Saki: "Yeah so what? It doesn't mean I'm in love with him. He has a younger sister too. The same age as Taishi."

Mr. Kawasaki: "Oh! You're the boy with the sister my son keeps talking about. It's no wonder your name sounded familiar. As for Taishi, he's still too young for a girlfriend."

Hachiman: "What do you mean your son keeps talking about my sister? Might I also add, I 150% agree with your sentiments, sir!"

Mr. Kawasaki: "Oh? So you will date my daughter? That's great news! As for your younger sister, Taishi seems to be learning a great deal. She's a great friend to him at best!"

Hachiman: "WAIT, YOU GOT IT WRONG! I ONLY MEANT THE OTHER PART ABOUT MY SISTER NOT DATING YOUR SON!"

Mr. Kawasaki: "Right... so you can date my Saki."

Hachiman: "Kawa... erg* Saki, help me out here."

Saki: "Hikigaya… please don't patronize my younger brother while he's not here."

Hachiman: "That's it?! Are you not at least a bit concerned with how easy your dad is giving you to me?"

Saki: "...It... wouldn't be the worst idea he's come up with..."

She's enjoying this?! I figured she'd be pissed! Maybe it would be an amazing idea if my sister dates her brother after all! Besides, I have Yumiko and am happy about that... then again, how would my relationship settle with Saki be, if she found out we were dating. They're like an anaconda and a jaguar; both tearing away at each other. Maybe they can finally be proper friends... not likely.

Keika: "Are you gonna join us for lunch Big Bro?"

Looking down at my phone, I hadn't gotten any kind of message or call from Yumiko or anyone back at my own lodge. I'm kinda worried, to be frank. I can't stay long, I'll only worry her even more. But at least she knows who I'm with at the moment. Besides, my absence would hopefully cool things down on her end with Haruno breathing down on her throat.

Mrs. Kawasaki: "I insist Not Saki's Boyfriend."

Saki: "Tsk!*"

-Yumiko POV-

Yukino: "Where's Hachi-kun?"

Yumiko: "He's with Saki. What of it?"

Yukino: "And you let him go?"

Yumiko: "What do you mean I let him go? It's his decision if he wanted to. Are you that concerned about Saki Kawasaki? Do I not pose a bigger threat to you?"

If I'm being honest though, I am hella pissed that he chose to go off with her rather than stay with me. I thought he would always choose me over anyone else. Is this another ploy he hadn't told me? Maybe he thinks that removing himself from the equation would make things more convincing. But even still, he should know how I was feeling. Did it not express on my face clearly enough? Damn it Hikio, why are you always in my head? Even when you turn against me, you're there occupying my mind.

Yukino: "I thought you said you were going to do all you can to win him over. And out of all the people, Saki Kawasaki is the one you lose to."

Yumiko: "Shut up Ice Queen. It's not like you made any advances towards him this whole entire trip. What the hell have you been doing anyways? I thought you said you were going to fight me fair and square?"

Yukino: "It's just that… I… never had the perfect opportunity to. In school, we were always in clubs together, so we were forced to get along."

Yumiko: "Oh please! Give it a rest already. Perfect opportunity? I've given you ample time for any opportunity! This entire trip is your opportunity! I could have easily not invited you. But here you are. So what gives? Is it what your sister said? Does she frighten you or something?"

Yukino: "Like you even know anything about our relationship. So just but out of it."

Yumiko: "Gladly, and as I do, I'll just steal that boy's heart away from you… You and Yui told me that you'd give it your best. Don't disappoint me."

Yukino: "Why are you so adamant about this anyways?"

Yumiko: "Because… I want to prove to you and everyone else… that I can move on too. That I'm not stuck in the past…"

Yukino: "I guess we're both trying to accomplish the same goal."

Yumiko: "But how willing are you… I mean, let's be real, you've always been so co-dependent with him. How could you possibly take that first step without always clinging onto Hikio."

Yukino: "...'Co-dependent?' Last night. You heard all that?!"

Yumiko: "What if I did? What are you gonna do about it?"

This is my family's vacation home, how could I NOT know what's going on underneath my own nose? That and Haruno doesn't ever try to be discrete when she talks, even when she thinks she is. I've got your sister pinned Yukinoshita. She never expected me to get in the way of whatever plan she has in play with you and MY boyfriend. Too bad for her. It only sucks that I actually have more respect for Yukinoshita than I do for her. So speak your truth already damn it!

Yukino: "My feelings for him are real…"

Yumiko: "What are you saying exactly?!"

Yukino: "…I LOVE HIM WITH MY ENTIRE BEING! HAPPY NOW?!"

Yumiko: "…Is that so… Tsk*"

It only took her forever to confess her true feelings. But finally, it's come out. So now maybe, she can take the situation she's been put in more seriously. Wonder what little Ms. Ice Queen is going to do next?

Yumiko: "You're planning on abandoning your trip to NY?"

Yukino: "…Isn't that obvious? Plus, you won't have to worry since your Prince Charming, Hayato will be here. He's been trying to rekindle your friendship if you haven't noticed."

Yumiko: "You put him up to it? He's happy that you've decided to stay?"

Yukino: "Of course. Do you really think a boy like him would risk that much change in his life? Sure the idea is amazing, but I think he prefers it here instead of going overseas."

If Yukinoshita is telling me the truth, that makes Hayato just as scared as everyone else! Probably the biggest chicken out of everyone here! I for one can't wait for more change.

Yumiko: "And what about your family? Your sister?"

Yukino: "It's simple, they're just going to have to suck it up. Because… I found love. And to me that is everything. To me, that's with Hachiman Hikigaya."

Yumiko: "Then you better play your hand. Because time is running out for you whether you like it or not."

Walking away from Yukinoshita, my mind is being pulled in multiple directions. The face she made after confessing her true feelings for Hikio only pierced my very fiber. How do I compete with someone like her?! Someone who's grown much more with Hikio than his own girlfriend. Her feelings are true, but so are mine... right?! Screw anyone that says it's superficial or otherwise! Is Hikio easily swayed over? I mean it's not like he read my feelings when he chose to crossover to Saki's side earlier. So how can I be sure he'll stay loyal to our relationship? Then there's the question of having everyone happy. Hayato has been trying his best to get on my good side again. I don't believe it's a ploy that she came up with, but I think it was more of a mutual benefit for the both of them. He gets to stay in Japan and she gets to fall in love with the boy that won over her heart. It's how things are supposed to progress. Yukinoshita shouts something from behind as I continue to walk away from her.

Yukino: "I intend on it, Miura!"

She's got some nerve! I liked it better when she didn't say a thing. As I told myself before, I don't think I could ever love someone like Hayato ever again… especially since knowing what he's capable of hurts me so. As much as he's trying his damnedest to win me over, the most he's going to get from me is friendship. I'd rather date other men than ever be with him. My mind has just been too tainted since my week-long trip... No, much longer before that. Hayato has denied my advances through and through but led me to believe we could have been something more. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice... well, SCREW YOU, BUDDY! I was made the fool after realizing it. As for me and Hikio, the suspicion of our relationship coming to an end had come up a couple of times. And we both agreed that it probably wouldn't be forever. That we would support each other's decision. Yet at the very least, I figure it lasting much longer than it should. Maybe I'm overthinking it too much and I shouldn't be so worried. When I visited him this morning to wake him up, it felt like it was back to just being him and I. I can honestly live off that high for the rest of my days. But it's unrealistic, especially with the type of people we both are, especially that we've both experienced something grander than relationships... the world itself and what it has to offer. Hachiman Hikigaya is my crush, my boyfriend, and my first love, but he won't be my last. High school is a small pond in a massive sea of opportunities. It'll be all okay if it ends... I hope. At the very least, I'm prepared for it... again, I hope.

This trip really was a bad idea. If we can't even make time for ourselves here, how would it fare when we return to school? He'll be spending his time with Yukinoshita at the Service Club most afternoons. And when will he make the time for me? He's a complete shut-in and loses motivation and energy after hanging out with too many people. Maybe Yukinoshita is better suited to be his girlfriend. Still, I'm not willing to give him up so easily. He's the closest thing to me that I've ever felt accomplished with. But because of my honest feelings for him, I want the best for my beloved.

So what's the right answer? I told Hikio to not tell anyone about our relationship until after his date with Yukinoshita because I wanted more time to consider all possibilities for myself and him. And, to also see how committed he is to our own relationship. But after talking with Yukinoshita, I can't help but think that any move I make will only resolve in a guilty verdict and the only correct answer is for me to suffer so everyone else can be happier. The only question is, how selfish am I willing to be? Selfish enough so that others suffer with my decision? I honestly don't know. Maybe it's something I should discuss with my boyfriend. I really miss him and I want to see him. Why'd you choose Saki Kawasaki over me today… Hikio?

END.

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