kagome woke up to see the sun rising. "i was here all night because
of that jerk. i have to go see koga and oppoligise, and besides i do need
someone to hold me now more then ever." kagome said as she got out of bed
to take a shower.
the water felt nice on her skin, as if to say she had nothing to worry about. kagome got out of the shower and put on a black tank top with a no smoking sign on it and the word life in the middle of it. she put on some old ripped jeans. she had gotten these things when she was turning 13 and going through some rough times. her mother could tell she was upset so she got these clothes for her. kagome thought about what her mother said when she gave her these clothes. 'well kagome when i was little my mother always taught me to act how i feel other wise no one would know and it would just make me feel like no one cared.' well kagome was feeling the same way she had when she was turning 13 so she put her hair in 5 pony tails on the top of her head and got out some of the red hair mascara she had recieved with the clothes the clothes. kagome steaked some of her hair and looked in the mirror. she looked like crap but that's how she felt.
kagome went downstairs and then she stopped. 'i don't feel that bad, and if i act like i hate the world it might make koga sad.' kagome thought as she wwnt up stairs to was out her hair.
about 5 minutes later kagome ran down the stairs and got her blue sneakers that she almost never wore. she slipped them on and ran to the well. kagome jumped out of the well heading in the direction of koga. well she would have if she didn't bang into someone when she came out of the well. kagome looked up to see inuyasha trying not to look at her. then kagome noticed why he couldn't look her in the eyes. he had been crying and his kimono was soaked with tears.
"inuyasha?" kagome said as low as she could. inuyasha just nodded. kagome could tell that he was still crying. kagome got out of the well and looked at him. "what did kikyo go to hell with out you?" kagome said still very hurt about the hug she saw in the forest. when inuyasha herd this he looked up but kagome was almost half gone.
sango ran up to kagome as soon as kagome was out of inuyasha's sight. "sango?" kagome said a little starteled
"kagome. please go back to inuyasha." sango pleaded.
"why should i? he'll just hurt me again."
"kagome you don't understand. when you jumped down the well inuyasha started to cry. he hasn't stopped since. he thought he lost you and then you just blew him off. please i've never seen inuyasha cry like this. infact i've never seen inuyasha cry."
"you're serious aren't you?"
"yes very. please just go to him. he needs to talk to you. you see when i saw him crying i went against my instincts to leave him be. i went to talk to him and he told me something very very important. please kagome. just go"
"fine" kagome said as she walked back to the well.
kagome got to the well and found that inuyasha wasn't there. then she went to the sacred tree to think. there inuyasha was sitting under the tree still crying silently. kagome could see his body shake in horror as if he had just had a nervous brake down. inuyasha was stairing at the ground so kagome could tell if he was sad or angry. kagome sat down next to him
"inuyasha?" kagome said gentaly. inuyasha looked at her finally. his eyes were submerged in tears.
"kagome. i thought i had lost you." inuyasha said as he wiped some tears off with his sleeves.
i'm sorry i got so mad. please don't cry. please." kagome still talked gentaly to him.
"you left and i thought i would never get to say good-bye"
"i'm sorry you just hurt me so much. i came back that night to tell you i loved you and then i saw you with her and my whole life collapsed. i felt batrayed and angry. i'm so sorry."
"why are you sorry you didn't do anything. i thought i had felings for kikyo but it ended up that i just feel i shoul protect her from harm since she died because of me. oh kagome i'm so glad you're back."
"wait. what? you mean you'r not going to go with kikyo?"
"no. i tried to tell you before you left. i dicided to stay with you. i love you kagome." kagome was so over joyed she fell right into inuyasha's arms. inuyasha looked at her a little confused at first and then he embrassed her so much she could of cried. but she didn't she just moved closer to his body.
"oh inuyasha. my heart is so dark with out you. i wanted kikyo to dissapear forever becasue i thought you loved her." inuyasha was very suprised at how uset kagome must have been to want that. then he smiled gently at her. kagome looked up and inuyasha kissed her before she could tell what happened. at first kagome was suprised and tried to pull away. then it hit her that inuyasha had just kissed her. kagome leaned in as close as she could and then a little closer. inuyasha put his hands on her hips. he picked her up after they stopped kissing and put her on his lap. he hugged her close and whispered in her ear.
"i will never let you go again. your heart is mine now. i won't let anyone else have you." inuyasha's hot breath made kagome shiver. a bolt of happyness she had never experienced ran through her body at that very second.
"who has your heart though?" kagome asked not really needing an answer.
"well you do if you will have me." his breath made her shiver again. she liked to shiver because of his breath. it felt nice and she couldn't explain why.
"i will always have you. even if you did go to hell with kikyo. i would still love you no matter what." kagome smiled as she put her head on his sholder.
"i love you kagome. please never leave me agian. please promise me." inuyasha whispered as his voice seemed to cave in on it's self. kagome looked up to see inuyasha's eyes filled with more tears.
"oh inuyasha. i promise. nothing can keep me away from you. i love you too much." kagome said as inuyasha kissed her on the cheek.
the water felt nice on her skin, as if to say she had nothing to worry about. kagome got out of the shower and put on a black tank top with a no smoking sign on it and the word life in the middle of it. she put on some old ripped jeans. she had gotten these things when she was turning 13 and going through some rough times. her mother could tell she was upset so she got these clothes for her. kagome thought about what her mother said when she gave her these clothes. 'well kagome when i was little my mother always taught me to act how i feel other wise no one would know and it would just make me feel like no one cared.' well kagome was feeling the same way she had when she was turning 13 so she put her hair in 5 pony tails on the top of her head and got out some of the red hair mascara she had recieved with the clothes the clothes. kagome steaked some of her hair and looked in the mirror. she looked like crap but that's how she felt.
kagome went downstairs and then she stopped. 'i don't feel that bad, and if i act like i hate the world it might make koga sad.' kagome thought as she wwnt up stairs to was out her hair.
about 5 minutes later kagome ran down the stairs and got her blue sneakers that she almost never wore. she slipped them on and ran to the well. kagome jumped out of the well heading in the direction of koga. well she would have if she didn't bang into someone when she came out of the well. kagome looked up to see inuyasha trying not to look at her. then kagome noticed why he couldn't look her in the eyes. he had been crying and his kimono was soaked with tears.
"inuyasha?" kagome said as low as she could. inuyasha just nodded. kagome could tell that he was still crying. kagome got out of the well and looked at him. "what did kikyo go to hell with out you?" kagome said still very hurt about the hug she saw in the forest. when inuyasha herd this he looked up but kagome was almost half gone.
sango ran up to kagome as soon as kagome was out of inuyasha's sight. "sango?" kagome said a little starteled
"kagome. please go back to inuyasha." sango pleaded.
"why should i? he'll just hurt me again."
"kagome you don't understand. when you jumped down the well inuyasha started to cry. he hasn't stopped since. he thought he lost you and then you just blew him off. please i've never seen inuyasha cry like this. infact i've never seen inuyasha cry."
"you're serious aren't you?"
"yes very. please just go to him. he needs to talk to you. you see when i saw him crying i went against my instincts to leave him be. i went to talk to him and he told me something very very important. please kagome. just go"
"fine" kagome said as she walked back to the well.
kagome got to the well and found that inuyasha wasn't there. then she went to the sacred tree to think. there inuyasha was sitting under the tree still crying silently. kagome could see his body shake in horror as if he had just had a nervous brake down. inuyasha was stairing at the ground so kagome could tell if he was sad or angry. kagome sat down next to him
"inuyasha?" kagome said gentaly. inuyasha looked at her finally. his eyes were submerged in tears.
"kagome. i thought i had lost you." inuyasha said as he wiped some tears off with his sleeves.
i'm sorry i got so mad. please don't cry. please." kagome still talked gentaly to him.
"you left and i thought i would never get to say good-bye"
"i'm sorry you just hurt me so much. i came back that night to tell you i loved you and then i saw you with her and my whole life collapsed. i felt batrayed and angry. i'm so sorry."
"why are you sorry you didn't do anything. i thought i had felings for kikyo but it ended up that i just feel i shoul protect her from harm since she died because of me. oh kagome i'm so glad you're back."
"wait. what? you mean you'r not going to go with kikyo?"
"no. i tried to tell you before you left. i dicided to stay with you. i love you kagome." kagome was so over joyed she fell right into inuyasha's arms. inuyasha looked at her a little confused at first and then he embrassed her so much she could of cried. but she didn't she just moved closer to his body.
"oh inuyasha. my heart is so dark with out you. i wanted kikyo to dissapear forever becasue i thought you loved her." inuyasha was very suprised at how uset kagome must have been to want that. then he smiled gently at her. kagome looked up and inuyasha kissed her before she could tell what happened. at first kagome was suprised and tried to pull away. then it hit her that inuyasha had just kissed her. kagome leaned in as close as she could and then a little closer. inuyasha put his hands on her hips. he picked her up after they stopped kissing and put her on his lap. he hugged her close and whispered in her ear.
"i will never let you go again. your heart is mine now. i won't let anyone else have you." inuyasha's hot breath made kagome shiver. a bolt of happyness she had never experienced ran through her body at that very second.
"who has your heart though?" kagome asked not really needing an answer.
"well you do if you will have me." his breath made her shiver again. she liked to shiver because of his breath. it felt nice and she couldn't explain why.
"i will always have you. even if you did go to hell with kikyo. i would still love you no matter what." kagome smiled as she put her head on his sholder.
"i love you kagome. please never leave me agian. please promise me." inuyasha whispered as his voice seemed to cave in on it's self. kagome looked up to see inuyasha's eyes filled with more tears.
"oh inuyasha. i promise. nothing can keep me away from you. i love you too much." kagome said as inuyasha kissed her on the cheek.