Epilouge
~*THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! Those of you who reviewed, you have my ever lasting thanks. I was so glad to see people responded to my writing and such, thanks so much!!! Oh and I decided to write an Epilouge, I hope you guys like it, and yes, please review it!!!Thanks!*~
Evie's POV [this is written from her point of veiw, unlike my previous chapters, I hope I do her charecter well!!!]
I know that I'm blessed, to have my Danny grown up, well up to his fourth and a half year anyway, and to have this baby resting in my tummy, so round and full, just waiting to escape me and be part of our world. And most of all, I know I'm damn blessed to have Rafe. Looking up at Rafe, I can't imagine anywhere else that I would rather be. Wrapped up in his arms, with the sun setting low in the Tenesse sky; which is the clearest I have ever seen by the way, and Danny running around in the yard with our new puppy, Sheba. [crystal, i got this name from you!! XD heh] Yes, sometimes I do think back to Danny, and I think about everything that has happened. I can't resent what I had with Danny, because then I would be resenting my son, but I know in my heart that I will never love Danny like I love Rafe, Danny will always be a special memory to me, he gave me my son, something I wouldn't of had the strength to live without at some points, and he let me have something else, something I wouldn't want to live without. Rafe. Danny, I thought, as I felt Rafe's chest go in and out in the steady momentum of his quiet slumber, he's so cute when he sleeps, I could look at him forever.... But Danny, thank you so much for not making me feel something I couldn't. Thank you for letting move on with life, thank you for letting me be happy. Rafe and I won't forget you, I promise. As I laid my head back down on Rafe's chest and wrapped my arms around his back, I looked up at the setting sun, and I thought about that, "I promise" Growing up, I moved a lot, a military family, I guess you could of called us. I never got attached, never tried to tie myself down to just one single thing. But then again, I can't remember anyone ever speaking those words to me; "I promise", before Rafe did that night he told me he was leaving. I remember that intense look in his eyes, the way he had stared straight into me, as if he could see and feel everything that was surging through my body at that very moment. I remember that certain way that he had said that, that he spoke those words. "I will come back to you." Nights after we had been seperated, I would stay awake long into those nights, remembering those words, feeling my whole body quiver at the rembrance of his face, his voice, his touch. Even after he was reported "dead" I still remembered those words, I let them haunt me through the nights, following just ever-so quietly behind me during the day, but I nevre forgot about them, not for a single minute. I never doubted Rafe's love for me, I never doubted the single force that could survive through death itself. Love. "Rafe sweetie, its time to get up, we have to go get Danny ready and then go to your parent's house for dinner, remember?" I tenderly needed my palms into his chest, and layed light kisses on his jaw bone and cheeks, and then dragged my mouth up against his and pressed my lips there, waiting for him to respond. I could feel his lips beneath mine begin to curve into a smile, and as he opened his eyes and grinned at me, I smiled back and he gave me a tender kiss on the tip of my nose. "Hey baby." he said in a low voice, and kissed my forehead. I giggled a bit, and scooted off of his lap and stood up. "C'me on, Danny is a mess, we have to go clean him up." I said, and tugged on his hand playfully. Smiling, Rafe got up and followed me down the porch steps, and grabbed the dog while I scooped little Danny up into my arms. "Are we going to gramie and grampie's house?" Danny asked innocently, curling up against me for a few minutes, I could tell he was tired, his little chest was heaving slightly, and for a breif moment reminded me a lot of Rafe's while he had been sleeping. "Yup." his father answered and smiled, then leaned over and kiss the side of my head, "Aren't you happy we're finally spending time with them? You haven't seen them in what, three days?" I elbowed Rafe jokingly and as little Danny looked up at me with wide eyes and said, "Mommy, why are you hurting Daddy?!?!" At first I had no idea what he meant, but then I saw Rafe pretend to fall to hte ground and crawl away. Rolling my eyes and laughing, I said, "Oh baby, don't worrry about your father..... he's fine, hes just being a big baby coz your mommy is strong enough to make him cry." "You are?" Danny pipped up, his wide eyes practically popping out of his little head. I nodded, and then felt Rafe's hands around my ankle, "We'll see about that later," he said and kissed my calves and ankles. Giggling I pulled away from him and he got up and chased me inside, while I still carried Danny. Later that night, after the dinner was over and Danny was sleeping soundly in the next room, Rafe and I held each other close, and basked in the after math of our love making. "Evelyn, I love you." he whispered huskily, and I gently kissed his bare chest and whispered, "I know you do, and baby I'll always love you. I promise."
~* Well???!!!! I know this isn't the best, I was working on it under a time limit, heh. But I hope you guys liked it! PLEASE review!!!!!!*~
~~~~ Oh yeah and I was thinking about maybe writing a story about Evelyn's childhood through the time right before she joined the Nurses Corps. There have been a lot of stories written about Rafe and Danny's childhood, but I think Evelyn's past should be written. XD. WHEN **coughGOTTHATWHENcough** hehe, you review, please mention if you think I should write something for Evelyn's past, I'd love to hear your thoughts on it!!! Thanks!~*
~*THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! Those of you who reviewed, you have my ever lasting thanks. I was so glad to see people responded to my writing and such, thanks so much!!! Oh and I decided to write an Epilouge, I hope you guys like it, and yes, please review it!!!Thanks!*~
Evie's POV [this is written from her point of veiw, unlike my previous chapters, I hope I do her charecter well!!!]
I know that I'm blessed, to have my Danny grown up, well up to his fourth and a half year anyway, and to have this baby resting in my tummy, so round and full, just waiting to escape me and be part of our world. And most of all, I know I'm damn blessed to have Rafe. Looking up at Rafe, I can't imagine anywhere else that I would rather be. Wrapped up in his arms, with the sun setting low in the Tenesse sky; which is the clearest I have ever seen by the way, and Danny running around in the yard with our new puppy, Sheba. [crystal, i got this name from you!! XD heh] Yes, sometimes I do think back to Danny, and I think about everything that has happened. I can't resent what I had with Danny, because then I would be resenting my son, but I know in my heart that I will never love Danny like I love Rafe, Danny will always be a special memory to me, he gave me my son, something I wouldn't of had the strength to live without at some points, and he let me have something else, something I wouldn't want to live without. Rafe. Danny, I thought, as I felt Rafe's chest go in and out in the steady momentum of his quiet slumber, he's so cute when he sleeps, I could look at him forever.... But Danny, thank you so much for not making me feel something I couldn't. Thank you for letting move on with life, thank you for letting me be happy. Rafe and I won't forget you, I promise. As I laid my head back down on Rafe's chest and wrapped my arms around his back, I looked up at the setting sun, and I thought about that, "I promise" Growing up, I moved a lot, a military family, I guess you could of called us. I never got attached, never tried to tie myself down to just one single thing. But then again, I can't remember anyone ever speaking those words to me; "I promise", before Rafe did that night he told me he was leaving. I remember that intense look in his eyes, the way he had stared straight into me, as if he could see and feel everything that was surging through my body at that very moment. I remember that certain way that he had said that, that he spoke those words. "I will come back to you." Nights after we had been seperated, I would stay awake long into those nights, remembering those words, feeling my whole body quiver at the rembrance of his face, his voice, his touch. Even after he was reported "dead" I still remembered those words, I let them haunt me through the nights, following just ever-so quietly behind me during the day, but I nevre forgot about them, not for a single minute. I never doubted Rafe's love for me, I never doubted the single force that could survive through death itself. Love. "Rafe sweetie, its time to get up, we have to go get Danny ready and then go to your parent's house for dinner, remember?" I tenderly needed my palms into his chest, and layed light kisses on his jaw bone and cheeks, and then dragged my mouth up against his and pressed my lips there, waiting for him to respond. I could feel his lips beneath mine begin to curve into a smile, and as he opened his eyes and grinned at me, I smiled back and he gave me a tender kiss on the tip of my nose. "Hey baby." he said in a low voice, and kissed my forehead. I giggled a bit, and scooted off of his lap and stood up. "C'me on, Danny is a mess, we have to go clean him up." I said, and tugged on his hand playfully. Smiling, Rafe got up and followed me down the porch steps, and grabbed the dog while I scooped little Danny up into my arms. "Are we going to gramie and grampie's house?" Danny asked innocently, curling up against me for a few minutes, I could tell he was tired, his little chest was heaving slightly, and for a breif moment reminded me a lot of Rafe's while he had been sleeping. "Yup." his father answered and smiled, then leaned over and kiss the side of my head, "Aren't you happy we're finally spending time with them? You haven't seen them in what, three days?" I elbowed Rafe jokingly and as little Danny looked up at me with wide eyes and said, "Mommy, why are you hurting Daddy?!?!" At first I had no idea what he meant, but then I saw Rafe pretend to fall to hte ground and crawl away. Rolling my eyes and laughing, I said, "Oh baby, don't worrry about your father..... he's fine, hes just being a big baby coz your mommy is strong enough to make him cry." "You are?" Danny pipped up, his wide eyes practically popping out of his little head. I nodded, and then felt Rafe's hands around my ankle, "We'll see about that later," he said and kissed my calves and ankles. Giggling I pulled away from him and he got up and chased me inside, while I still carried Danny. Later that night, after the dinner was over and Danny was sleeping soundly in the next room, Rafe and I held each other close, and basked in the after math of our love making. "Evelyn, I love you." he whispered huskily, and I gently kissed his bare chest and whispered, "I know you do, and baby I'll always love you. I promise."
~* Well???!!!! I know this isn't the best, I was working on it under a time limit, heh. But I hope you guys liked it! PLEASE review!!!!!!*~
~~~~ Oh yeah and I was thinking about maybe writing a story about Evelyn's childhood through the time right before she joined the Nurses Corps. There have been a lot of stories written about Rafe and Danny's childhood, but I think Evelyn's past should be written. XD. WHEN **coughGOTTHATWHENcough** hehe, you review, please mention if you think I should write something for Evelyn's past, I'd love to hear your thoughts on it!!! Thanks!~*