Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or its character if I do I'll also gain the power to bring the character to life and molest him all I want, yes you Duo ekekekekke…. Sorry Heero-baby u'll have to share.
Warning: it'll be a 1x2 fic, a yaoi fic, a guy homosexual relationship fic and I might throw a lemon in there for fun, dunno…. Cussing……. Some more of Heero's angst and mushiness for this chap. XD.
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And now without further ado… enjoys the two new chapters ^_^~~~~~~
Chap.9 Baby, be mine!
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/I wanna tell you how much I love you,
to tell you that three letters phrase from the bottom of my heart.
I would travels thousand of miles on foot,
Just to see you and shower you with my affection.
So smile for me my obsession, my perfection./
Duo gave Heero neck a sloppy kiss and leaned up to Heero ear, gave it a little bite. "I love you, Heero." Duo's whispered lovingly then promptly passed out.
"Wah…?" For a while Heero just stood there with Duo in his arms stunt beyond word. The phrase "I love you, Heero" seems to echo in his head. Looking down at Duo, his heart filled up with many feelings that he don't understand. He tucked Duo in bed and laying on his unable to sleep.
'Love…what does it mean?' Heero puzzled morosely. 'Duo….'
Throughout his training the motto, "emotions are irrelevant" was not a thing to be taken lightly with. Endless hours of confinement in the Black Hole, all that he can remember was the feeling in that place and the place itself. The Black Hole was designed especially to discipline him. The Black Hole was nothing but a gundamium cage. A room that seal so tightly that no light whatsoever from the outside can filter through, every inches was padded thickly black in precaution when he try to kill himself during the confinement. Each time he shows some glitch of emotion they just throw him in the Black Hole and lock him in there for four months. Four months, four months of nothing… not even a sound or a ray of light, they would pump nutrients in him whenever he falls asleep, or fainted from hunger when he refuse to.
Nothing but a lone voice that keep on and on telling him that emotions are troublesome and irrelevant, that he's nothing but a soldier, they build him as weapon not a human, he have no right to have any feeling, he's a machine. He has no other purpose other than bringing the end to the war with the desired results. The voice droned on and on days and nights until he wasn't sure if it came from outside or within him. This went on and on until he became a living doll that controls a bigger metal doll. Until he stumbled upon the zero system, a system that showed him the joy of killing, battle grounds became a place that he have control over rather than be controlled. His Pandora box of feelings now has a key, waiting for someone to use it and unleash all that within. Duo was the one. Slowly each time they meet up, he would open it a little bit and a little bit. When Heero realized what was happening it was too late to slam the lid back. And now…
'I love you, Heero'
… the lid was gone, Heero can never go back to the way he was. 'Love' ………..'Duo'…….. both something that is foreign and make him longing fiercely for. His whole being thirsts for them. He wanted them so bad that they became one.
/I would climb the highest mountain,
so that I can stand on top of it,
and let the world know how much I love you.
Can how see my heart's trepidation?
So smile for me my whole possession, my loving passion./
When the sunshine the next day Duo woke up with a hang over that was so bad that he just want to blow a hole it with his gun and a blank of what happened last night. After he shower and popped a few aspirins he went down to the kitchen needing coffee desperately.
Heero was sitting at the table in the kitchen sipping his own mud with black crescents beneath his eyes.
"Heh, what time did you get in yesterday anyway Heero? You look like shit." Duo pointed out. "Gosh, I was so drunk last night that I don't remember anything. Quatre stocked up some very strong stuff."
"Hn" was all Heero replied with.
"Anyhow man, how was the party?" Duo asked.
'The party?' Heero thought blankly, 'Kuso! I forgot to write a mission report on it!' 'He woke up after a night of telling me he loves me and asks me about my mission first thing in the morning?'
"You said you love me last night." Heero said, looked straight into Duo eyes as his head snapped up.
"W..what?" Duo stuttered, completely thrown off, averted his eyes away from Heero's ocean blues.
"Duo looks at me." Heero command quietly, when he have Duo eyes contact he continue. "Is it true?" Duo eyes widen.
/Please, let me kiss those tears away
Let me take you in my arms
Give me your permission
To grows wings and fly away with you
Please make me yours as you are mine./
Duo felt as if his whole world flipped upside down. Violet eyes sparkle with love and tears. "Yes."
"Do you feel like your heart beating faster whenever you see me?" Heero asked eyes still on Duo.
"Yes." Another tear slipped out and join its fallen brother.
"Do you feel empty inside whenever I'm not with you?"
"Yes." Another tear fallen.
"And you feel unhappy when I'm sad and happy when I do?"
"Yes, damn you! Why are you asking me all this questions? You don't give a damn anyway!" Duo retorted angrily.
"That's where you're wrong." Heero said with a sad smile bloomed on his face. "I do care about you more than I want to." Heero admit finally advert his gaze from Duo.
"All that I just asked you are how I feel for you." Heero continue sadly. "All my life, I've being trained that "emotions are irrelevant", my earliest memories are all trainings. I don't know what love is Duo."
"If what my feelings for you can be categorized as love," Heero looked across the table once again lock eyes with Duo. Duo just can't believe what he's hearing. "then I love you too Duo."
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and that ends chapter 9~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!
……………….well??? what r you waiting for?!?! Chapter 10 is up too ^_^ I said I'll give you two chappies didn't I?
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