Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or its character if I do I'll also gain the power to bring the character to life and molest him all I want, yes you Duo ekekekekke…. Sorry Heero-baby u'll have to share.

Warning: it'll be a 1x2 fic, a yaoi fic, a guy homosexual relationship fic. ………

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Chap.12 Finally we're here… again…

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"Get out."

Duo felt like he just wants to find a hole and crawls in, grabbing his gun he left Heero's room with haste.

When Duo got out of the shower the smell of coffee already saturated air in the hide out, it's like a beckoning finger that enticing him to find the source.  He left his hair unbraid for it to dry.  While he was engaged in his morning rituals he already decided to let Heero know how he feel, let it all out in the open.

"I didn't know people can eat with their eyes."  Duo remarked amusedly when he caught Perfect Soldier spacing out in front of his breakfast.

"What?"  Heero asked, head snapped up, shocked at the sight of undulating river of hair.

"Well I think that the food won't disappear anytime now even if you keep staring at it."

"Hn" Heero looked down; picking at his food; and his mind drifted again with a frown marred his face.

Seeing Heero so occupied, Duo decide to leave him alone for he still have to think of how he's going to tell Heero about his feeling.

Even though he's awake, Heero still feel as if his mind was somehow trapped in the nightmare; he just can't stop thinking about it…… Duo's body lying there….unmoving….. Eyes wide opened yet no life was left in them…….  The hunting dull violet orbs…….. His stomach twisted, Heero feel like he's going to throw up……. Without realizing he gripped the silver spoon in his hand so tight that he was bending it.  When he felt a hand on his, in reflect he grabbed it and was startled by a pained hiss.

"Heero!" Duo sat in his chair eyes bored into Heero's.  "Let go man, a broken wrist will affect the mission tomorrow."

Heero looked down and let go; his eyes narrowed on the angry red marks on Duo's skin, there will be bruises by tomorrow.  It must have hurt yet Duo's face showed nothing of the sort.  "Sorry."

"Apology accepted.  What's wrong?"

"Nothing."  Heero answered dismissively.

"Fuck that! Don't give me that bullshits, you almost snapped my wrist I deserve to know the reason why!"

"I'm sorry I did that but what on my mind is none of your business."  Heero replied coldly.

"Well sorry for bothering you, when you're done breaking spoon and spacing out let me know," Duo said in frosted tone, "I have something to tell you."  With that he dumped the remaining of his breakfast in the trash, grabbed an energy bar and left.

It made Heero unhappy to be treated so coldly and also shamed him a little; Duo was just concern about him.  'After all he loves me, he said that last night but it appeared that he was so drunk that he doesn't recall that it ever happened at all…'

Heero's head provided him with images from the dream again, he was powerless to stop the assault resulted from his own mind; his chest clenched making it difficult to breathe. 

I love him…

Heero took a deep breath and remembering an old proverb, "The greatest enemy is yourself" and can't help but agreeing to the sentiment.  Once his head was clear, he mounted the stairs while contemplating what is it that Duo want to let him know.

Duo paced furiously in his room as Heero fought for control over his own body.  'Damn it!  May be I shouldn't tell him at all…'   His heart pounded in his chest so loudly that he can hear his own heart beats.  'Yes! I'll just go down and tell him that I need him to help me fix something but now I got it done already and peacefully smooth everything away! But what if he won't believe me! That he knows som…'   So deep in his own musing as his feet carried him to the door he hasn't hear the knocking.  As his hand touch the doorknob the door flung opened.

One minute Duo was seeing stars and the next he was lying on his back with four blurted Heero waving their hands in front of him.

"Sorry, Duo! Are you okay?"  Heero asked in concern as Duo's eyes focuses.

"Fuck no!  Ever heard of knocking before you entering Mr. I'm-so-fucking-uptight-that-I-can't-afford-to-let-anyone-know-what-I'm-feeling?"  Duo growled.  He hissed as Heero helped him up.  Looked around and saw that Duo's bed was obliterated (nuh, I destroyed it in some chappie before…can't remember…), he settled for the nest of blanket and sleeping bag on the floor.  As he lowered Duo down, he surmised that he spent the nights in it. 

"Duo, why are you sleeping on the floor?" 

"Because my fucking bed is fucked up can't you see?"  Duo snarled as his head throbbed worst than before. 

"Look I apologized for the injuries I've caused, but they were all accidents you should try to understand." A frown marred his face as he stood up and faced Duo.  "If you rather keeping this up then I prefer what you need to say just say it so we can get out of each other presence."

Duo opened his mouth then closed it with a snap as if he trying to prevent what words were trying to escape from his mouth.  "Alright, this will take a while might as well sit down." 

Leaning on his bed with one hand still holding his head, Duo gazes out the window.  His expression softened and his violet eyes darken with thoughts and emotions. 

Heero about to prompt Duo but seeing the odd expression on Duo's face he dismissed his urge and followed the violet-eyed pilot sight outside. 

It was a beautiful day.  The sky seems to be an impossible deep cerulean.  Soft breeze baiting the vision through the window with fluffy clouds and undulating branches.  Some of them flew through the window and carried his beloved scent to his nose.

Honey and melon…

He wished his moment would freeze so that he can stay like this, forever by his beloved's side.  Once he stopping fighting and accept what his heart been telling him, Heero felt his whole body relaxed and at peace.  We're still fighting a war.  We might die tomorrow or the next day… all I have is memories of the days when we're together… 

"Heero…" Duo turned and faced Heero holding sapphire orbs with amethyst ones.  "… sukidayo."  A particular strong breeze blew in played with Duo's unbound hair.

"Do you know what you are saying?"  Heero swallowed, but his mouth was dried with the future and vision before him.

"Not really," Duo smiled, "but I was trying to say I love you, I hope my message get across anyway."  The smile faltered a little then resumed its gorgeous self.  "I can't explain to you how or why, because I just do… However…"  A tear slipped from his eyes while the smile is still intact, "I understand if you don't feel the same."

At this Heero closed the distanced between them.  His right hand raised and cupped Duo's cheek and brushed the tear away with his thump and smiled.

~~~Fin~~~

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