Title: Good-bye Doesn't Mean Forever

Name: AmiLe478

Email: AmiLe874@hotmail.com

Ratings: Pg

Author's Notes: Hey! How are my favorite readers out there? Well, I'm here to update a new chapter for you all. And I'd like to say 'Thank you!!!!' To all of you who have reviewed this story and my other story as well. Also, to those who have read my stories but not review it, I'd like to thank you all too!!! Hope you all like this one.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. So don't sue me!

This is Serena and Darien type of fic.

Serena is using two names: Serena and Usagi. In front of the inners scouts she'll be refer to as Usagi, but to the outers she's Serena.

Reader's Note: Darien and the guys are 19, freshmen in college. The girls are 15 now and will be starting high school soon, except Serena who is going to be a senior soon.

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WARNING! IF YOU HAVE NOT REREAD CHAPTER 10, THEN YOU SHOULD GO READ IT. CUZ IF YOU DIDN'T YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPEN. SINCE I'VE CHANGED THE ENDING OF CHAPTER 10.

Chapter 11

After Amy left Tokyo airport, she heads towards the arcade immediately. The ride from the airport to the arcade was long, to her it seems like a whole lifetime. She was nervous on how to explain to her friends about Serena. When she had finally arrived, she looked inside the arcade to see that everyone was there, the girls, the boys, and even Darien. They were sitting at the both talking and the conversation they were having seems to be serious. Amy composed herself, then walked into the arcade. When she walked near the booth, she heard what they were talking about. The topic was on Serena, or should you say 'Usagi'. They were talking about what had happen earlier that day. No one had notice that Amy was there until she was right next to the booth.

"Amy! Hey!" Everyone greeted.

"Hi guys!" Amy said.

Lita scooted in a little so Amy could sit down. When she was seated they all waited for her to say something.

"Where's Usagi?" Mina asked as she looked towards the arcade's door.

"She's gone," Amy whispered softly, that they could barely hear.

"Wha?" Chad asked on the other side of the booth.

"I said, Usagi's gone," Amy said again, this time a little louder.

"Gone? What do you mean she's gone?" Andrew asked, confusion written on his face and the other's faces.

"Usagi and Susan left about thirty minutes ago," Amy said.

"Left? To where?" Lita asked.

"Yeah, what happened earlier? Where did you guys go?" Raye asked.

"We went to the airport," Amy replied.

"Why?" Darien and the others asked in unisons.

"Amy, can you tell us what's going on? And not wait until we asked you a question and you answering it?" Darien asked, a little annoyed and eager to find out where Usagi has gone.

"We went to the airport because they had to go to the States immediately. Haruka got in an accident and she's in the hospital right now. So, Susan and Usagi had to leave right away," Amy said.

When Amy was done, everyone sat there quietly. About five minutes later, Amy spoke up.

"Before Usagi left, she asked me to give you guys this," Amy said as she pulled out the note from her pocket. She handed the note to Lita.

"Read it out loud," Raye said as Lita nodded her head.

This is what the note says:

'Hey guys! By the time you guys read this, I'll be on the plane heading towards the States. I'm sorry for leaving without a goodbye. Also, I wanted to tell you all something that I've been keeping from you all. First off, I'd like to thank you all for being my friends, your friendships means the world to me. Second, I'd like to say that I'm deeply sorry. I'm sorry for keeping secrets from you all. I'm sorry for not telling you all the truth. And I'm sorry if you all would think that I didn't trust you guys enough. It's not that I don't trust you all, god, knows I trust you all with my life! I'm just afraid and scared. I've grown up without any true friends. Now, I know that you all are confused just about now.

Well, brace yourself for what I'm about to tell you all. Well, here goes nothing, the truth is, I'm not who you think I am. I'm not Usagi Carson. I'm not Susan's little sister. I'm not the airhead, klutz, and crybaby. I'm Serena Lawrence, Haruka Lawrence's little sister. I'm the president of Lawrence Inc. and I also go to college. I'm going to be a senior on college this following school year and I'm studying to be a doctor. All those time you guys see me volunteering at the hospital, I was really doing internship for class.

I'm sorry for telling you all this in words. I've never imagined telling you guys about it this way, but I was in a hurry and didn't have a chance. I'm also once again really, truly sorry for not telling you all about it. I hope that you all could forgive me. I don't want to loose you guys too, like I did with Darien. Your friendship means the world to me, I hope that within you heart you'd forgive me. I love you all!

I hope to see you all when I get back.

With lots of love,

Your Usagi

Serena Lawrence '

Everyone sat there quietly, digesting the newfound info on one of his or her best friends. They all had far away looks in their eyes, trying to sort some things out. Everyone had questions that they wanted to ask, but they don't know who to ask it. The girls, besides Amy, were angry, but yet understanding. They were mad that Serena had kept such a secret from them. They were understanding because they all knew how it felt like to not have friends and feel unwanted. They just wished that Serena had told them this from the beginning.

"If you guys have any questions, you can ask. I'll do my best to answer them," Amy said breaking the silence.

"You knew about this?" Raye asked.

"Hai, I knew," Amy answered softly.

"How long?" Lita asked.

"Since that first sleepover we had over at Usagi's house," Amy replied.

"That long huh? She told you this but not us," Raye said bitterly.

"She trusts you more than us," Lita said sadly.

"You all know that, that's not true. She trust all of us, there's no more than," Amy said.

"Then why did she tell you about it and not us?" Raye asked.

"When I asked her this she said that she don't know. She say that she somehow has a feeling that I've gone through what she has when she was younger," Amy said.

"What do you mean what she went through when she was younger?" Andrew asked.

"She was born in a rich family and because of that the other kids shun her. They called her names and picked on her. No one wanted to be her friends, just because she was rich and smart. She was in high school at the age of nine. No one liked her because of who she is. You know how that feels? To be shun just because you're different from them? I remember being called by different types of names and getting picked on. I remember how bad it was to be shunning from everyone. She had moved here and uses another name because she wanted to find people that truly care for her. She didn't want to lie to you all, she just didn't want to take the chance of telling you all the truth. She was afraid, she didn't want to go through what she have gone through when she was younger again. Why can't you guys see that?" Amy finished as she looked at Darien, with tears rolling down her cheeks.

Darien looked away as Amy looked at him. He felt guilty for not understanding Serena. For he knew how it felt like, not being wanted and being shun. People was once shunned him, people his age when he was at the orphanage. He felt guilty for being an arrogant jerk who was mad because his girlfriend was his boss.

While everyone else just sat there quietly. No one was mad at Serena for keeping this secret from them, they were all understanding. They just wanted to see Serena again.

Meanwhile. . .

Serena and Susan were still on the plane that was heading towards the States. They've been flying for over five hours and they still have hours before they reach their destination, which was New York. Throughout the plane ride, there was a little conversation going on and also crying. They are both worried. They've talked to Michiru on the airplane phone a while ago, trying to see what's going on. So, far all they know is that Haruka's surgery was a success, but she's not stable yet. The doctors had put her in ICU, the intensive care unit, to monitor her. They said that she had a concussion and internal bleeding. They weren't sure if she would make it. When Serena heard this, she started to sob uncontrollably. She kept on saying that Haruka would be fine and that she wouldn't leave her here alone. She had managed to cry herself to sleep an hour ago.

Susan on the other hand is worried, Serena is taking Haruka's accident badly. She's worried that Serena would land herself in the hospital also. For, Serena had hate only a little bit when dinnertime had came and after a long persuasion Susan had gotten Serena to take her medicine.

Susan just hopes that Haruka would pull through and be ok. For their sakes and Serena's, she don't even want to think what would happen if Haruka left them.

Finally, after hours and hours of flying and waiting, they've arrived in New York. When they have arrive, they hurriedly got through custom and left the airport. They hailed a cab to Memorial Hospital and went in to look for Michiru. They took the elevator to the ICU floor and when they got there they found Michiru and Hotaru sitting in one of the chairs that was in the hall. They ran to the two sides immediately and asked for information. Serena and Susan looked into the window to where Haruka was laying. Tears were sliding down their faces when they saw Haruka's condition.

"I want to go in," Serena said softly.

Michiru nodded and called for the nurse to help Serena get into the sterile suits.

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Sorry to just ended here, but I just have to. Until next time! Ja ne! Also! Remember to Review!!!!!!! Ja!