5 years later...
"Gaah! Seiya, I'll never get this!" Serena cried angrily, dropping her hands on top of the keys of her piano.
"Oh Serena, calm down! Don't worry, you're getting better, really." Seiya said laughing.
"Oh you be quiet! I sound awful and you know it!" Serena protested.
"No you don't. You're doing fine. Besides, we don't have to be doing this anyway. You're the singer, you don't need to learn how to play instruments." Seiya pointed out.
Serena shot daggers at Seiya from her blue eyes, but he only laughed and patiently began to show her the chords again. After about an hour, she finally gave up, exhausted.
"It's no use Seiya. I'll never be ready by the time we have to play for Mina's birthday party... It's a shame too, I really wanted to impress her." Serena murmured quietly, obvious disappointment in her voice. Seiya's eyes grew soft.
"Serena, you know you don't have anything to prove to Mina. I mean, look at us! Even though we aren't huge mega-stars, we own a successful club and we play the music we love every night. Music that is so good, people come from all over the world to hear it! Just because Mina has become a super model, doesn't mean you're beneath her. She's still Mina." Seiya said gently. "Besides Serena, you have done so much for yourself already. I mean, you graduated from NYU with a Bachelors degree in creative writing and you are now working on your first novel- which I might add, is all about us! You are an amazing singer that has been named by critics as one of the best new talents in the business. You have the potential to be a superstar, but simply choose not to." Seiya said, winking playfully at her. "Does that sound like enough accomplishments?"
Serena smiled at her handsome friend and nodded.
"You're right as always, Seiya." She said softly, reaching over and giving him a hug. "What would I do without you?"
"That, I don't even want to think about." Seiya stated, chuckling. Serena laughed with him, then stood up from the piano.
"So, are you going out with Gwen tonight?" Serena asked, lifting her jacket from the bench.
"Yeah... I actually wanted to tell you something..." Seiya said softly.
"Oh? And what's that?" Serena prodded, poking him in the ribs gently.
"Serena, I'm- I'm asking her to marry me tonight." Seiya blurted out.
Serena gaped at Seiya with wonder. He was going to propose? She shook her head. Of course he was going to propose! He had been dating the beautiful green-eyed red head for two years for crying out loud! It was only natural that he was planning to marry her! Serena smiled at Seiya and raced into his arms, pulling him close.
"Congratulations, Seiya." She whispered happily. "I know she'll say yes." She felt Seiya's arms tighten around her.
"I hope she does, Serena. I really do. I've never felt this way about anyone... She's just so special and she's a lot like you...." He pulled away and laughed. "I would never marry a girl who didn't measure up to my best friend."
Serena beamed at him, tears in her eyes and Seiya laughed again.
"Don't cry Serena. I can never stand to see you cry, if you're happy or not! You always make me want to!" Seiya cried, wiping her eyes dry. Serena hugged him again, then told him to get dressed. "You don't want to be late." Serena pointed out. He laughed and nodded, then turned and ran to his room.
Serena watched him go with mixed emotions. She sighed and sat down heavily on the sofa. She was going to miss her best friend... Now that he was getting married, they wouldn't spend as much time together anymore. She suddenly felt lonely and wished she had someone to love her. She had been dating on and off since she had broken up with him, but hadn't found anyone special. Someone she could ever really love... She shivered a little and imagined soft lips against her neck, then against her cheek. She felt warm, gentle, breath against her own lips and smiled. She saw in her mind's eye mysterious blue orbs, partially covered by blue-black locks of soft hair. She shook her head to clear the memory.
No! She thought furiously. I won't think about him. I can't think about him! She felt tears fill her eyes, but rubbed them away before they fell. It's over between us. He isn't coming back.
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Darien sat on his desk, looking over paperwork. He sighed softly and leaned back in his chair. He had been in surgery round the clock and he was beat. His secretary poked her head in and spoke to him.
"Sir?" She asked.
"Yes Anne? What is it?" Darien asked, lifting his head.
"Sorry to disturb you Mr. Chiba, but I have your messages. One is from you fiancé, Bianca, and the other is from..." She began sifting through the notes in her hand. "Mina Aino in Japan." She stopped short and stared at the name, wonder written clearly on her face. "Sir, you know Mina Aino? The famous super model?" She asked in surprise.
But Darien wasn't listening. Darien stared into space, not seeing anything. Mina Aino... That name brought back memories of Japan, memories that he had long ago forgotten. Memories of a beautiful blond with heart-wrenchingly expressive blue eyes that he couldn't afford to reminisce about. He had to forget about her, he was going to marry Bianca... Serena was out of the picture now. She had said it herself... It was over between them.
"Sir? Are you all right? You look pale." Anne said worriedly. Darien's eyes cleared.
"Yes Anne. I'm fine. Did she leave a number?" He asked.
"Yes Sir, I wrote it down. She said it was urgent." Anne explained. Darien nodded and reached for the phone. Anne excused herself, then left the office.
Darien dialed the numbers quickly, a certain sort of fear seeping into his heart. What was this about? Was the Negaverse back? Was Serena in some sort of trouble? He clenched his fist tightly at the thought, then wondered why he was doing it. Why did he care? Serena wasn't his girlfriend anymore. What could he do? Still, he was Tuxedo Mask and had a duty to keep her safe...
He sighed softly as the phone began to ring and thought back again to their last conversation. Serena had looked so sad and he had been so cold. He had meant to call her when he had arrived at Harvard, but somehow he was always just too busy. He had never meant to lose touch with her, but out of sight truly did mean out of mind. All his love for the cheerful blonde just seemed to slip so easily through the cracks of Time. He had let the ties between them vanish over the last five years, and now was the first moment he had thought of her. What is she up to now? Has she changed at all? He wondered to himself. Suddenly, someone picked up on the other end. It was a bright and happy voice that Darien immediately recognized.
"Mina?" Darien asked in surprise.
"Yes, who is this?" The pretty voice on the other end demanded.
"It's me, Mina, Darien." Darien answered, laughing a little. "How have you been?"
"Darien! Oh I'm so happy you called! I have been really great, very busy, but great. How about yourself?" Mina asked happily.
"Good. I've been really good. How's everyone else?" Darien asked hesitantly.
"Oh, everyone is fine, great from what I hear. I'd really love to catch up on old times Darien, but the truth is, I have a shoot in an hour and I have to get going. I just needed to ask you something." Mina said quickly.
"Oh, sorry Mina. Sure, what's up?" Darien asked.
"I wanted to know if you would be able to attend my birthday bash next week. It's on a Saturday and I would really be happy if you would come! I mean, I am turning twenty-three after all, and I would really love it if I had all of my best friends present. I'm really sorry it's on such short notice, but I've been trying to reach you for weeks! I've just never been able to get a hold of you! Please say you can come!" Mina pleaded. Darien smiled on the other end.
"Of course I'll come Mina. I'll see you there. Have fun at the shoot okay? Oh, and one more thing..." He paused for a moment, swallowing hard as if choking on the name... "Is Serena coming?" Darien asked, almost afraid to know. There was a short pause at the other end. "Mina?" Darien asked.
"No." Mina said quickly. "Serena can't make it, she's been really busy lately, you know, career and all. Sorry Darien dear, but I really have to run! I'll see you at the party okay? Bye!" Mina cried, then hung up quickly. Darien smiled and hung up.
Darien breathed a sigh of relief. Now he wouldn't have to deal with old girlfriends. But he felt a twinge of regret at the thought. What was Serena like now? Was she any different? And what career was Mina talking about? He thought Serena had always wanted to be a housewife... Was she married now? He sighed and placed his head in his hands. It didn't matter. They were over and done with. He had a new future, one he had created for himself. He was now in control of his own destiny. But then a thought struck him, something that made him suddenly shiver.
Did he really want to be?
He shook his head. Of course he wanted to be. He could do what he wanted to now. That was what he had always wanted. He nodded to himself and picked up his phone, dialing Bianca's number. A business-like female voice answered from the other end.
"Hello?"
"Hey, honey. It's me. So, how do you feel about Japan?" Darien asked pleasantly.
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Mina hung up the phone on the other end and smiled wickedly. She felt a little bad for lying to Darien, but hey! All was fair in love and birthday parties! At least, that's how she thought it went... She shrugged her shoulders, then smiled happily. She was going to get Serena and Darien back together if it was the last thing she did!
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Serena carefully slipped on the light blue satin gown she was going to wear to Mina's party. She smoothed it over gently and made sure that the strapless dress fit well over her front. She gently placed a diamond chain around her neck, a gift from Seiya for her twentieth birthday. Her gorgeous mane of long blond hair cascaded down her back in a simple ponytail, but Serena looked lovely nonetheless. She smiled at her reflection.
It had been strange, she recalled, landing in Tokyo again. She had met Amy in the airport, for Amy had been coming from New York as well. Amy had finished her first four years at Cornell, and was now in her first year of med-school. From what Serena could understand, Amy would probably pass medical school faster than any other student in Cornell's history. She was already far ahead of her classes and beginning her internships. Amy was really blossoming into a beautiful young woman. She was mature and not as shy as she used to be, and she had been the only Sailor Scout Serena had been able to visit on a regular basis. The rest had remained in Japan and she had missed them terribly. She couldn't wait to see them all! She truly missed hanging out with Raye, Lita, and Mina, and even Luna. The cat had remained behind with Serena's family, and though she had been quite angry at Serena's unexpected departure five years ago, she had gotten over it and had promised to attend the party.
She heard a knock at her door and turned to see Seiya standing in the doorway. He walked into the room as she beckoned him in.
"You ready?" He asked, smiling at her. Serena smiled back. Seiya had been walking on air ever since Gwen had said 'yes' to him. They were getting married in six months and Serena was overjoyed at the news.
"Yes, I'm ready." She paused for a moment and gazed at her reflection sadly. Seiya looked at her quizzically.
"What's the matter?" He asked. Serena hesitated, but went on. Seiya was her best friend after all.
"It's Darien. He might be there and I don't know what I'll do if I see him." Serena murmured. She gently twisted the promise ring Darien had given her when they were still in love around her finger. She had meant to take it off years ago, but found she couldn't. It was a part of her now, whether they were together or not. A kind of blind hope that never went away...
"Hey." Seiya said softly, placing a hand on her shoulder. "Don't you worry about him. I'm sure whatever Destiny has in store for you will run its course. Just have a good time, and don't be nervous when you sing tonight. You'll be great Serena." Seiya insisted, and enveloped her in a hug. Serena hugged him back tightly. After a few moments, Seiya pulled away again. "So, are you ready to go now?" He asked. Serena nodded.
"Yes. I'm ready." She said. Seiya smiled again and offered her his arm. Together, they left the hotel and met the limousine waiting outside for them and the rest of the Starlights.
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Darien stepped out of his limousine and bent to take the hand of the person inside. A tall, beautiful woman with long black hair and emerald green eyes took his offered hand and exited the car. She gave the hotel a quick once over.
"It's very nice, but I do hope we hurry home, Darien. I don't really like Tokyo, it's so... not Boston." She said disdainfully, wrinkling her nose. Darien turned and smiled.
"Oh come on Bianca! It's not all that bad! This is my home, well at least it used to be..." Darien's face became sad for a moment, but Bianca didn't notice, she was busy powdering her nose. "Let's try to enjoy ourselves okay?" Darien asked. Bianca pouted, but nodded and took his arm. Darien led them inside, where he was greeted at the door by a familiar young man.
"Darien?" The man cried in surprise. Darien squinted at him, then laughed.
"Andrew! Oh my goodness! How have you been?" Darien asked, embracing the handsome blond.
"I've been wonderful Darien! Can you believe this? Mina, a model! And twenty-three at that! What does that make us?" Andrew asked.
"Twenty-seven, and way too damn old!" Darien cried.
Andrew suddenly looked behind Darien, expecting a blushing and beautiful blond with bright blue eyes, but instead met green ones set in the face of a gorgeous, dark-haired woman. Who was she?
"So Darien, where is Serena? Has she made her way over to the refreshment table already?" Andrew asked playfully, elbowing Darien in the ribs. He stopped when he saw the look on Darien's face and the look the dark-haired woman behind Darien shot at him in surprise. "What's the matter? Are you okay?" He asked with concern.
"I'm fine. It's just that, well Andrew... I'm not seeing Serena anymore. We broke up years ago." Darien explained. Andrew looked abashed, then embarrassed. He laughed nervously.
"Whoa, talk about me and my big mouth! Sorry Darien, I had no idea... You see I've been in Africa with Rita for the last five years. I knew you left Tokyo, but I didn't know..." His voice trailed off and an uncomfortable silence followed. Andrew suddenly laughed and announced something that brought a smile to Darien's face. "Hey! Rita and I got married!"
"Congratulations Andrew, that's wonderful news!" Darien cried, hugging his best friend tightly. He then glanced at Bianca and remembered her. He smiled at Andrew again. "I have good news myself, actually." He said brightly. "Andrew, I want to introduce you to my fiancé, Bianca Simmons. Andrew, this is Bianca. Bianca, this is Andrew." He said, pulling Bianca out from behind him and thrusting her towards Andrew.
Andrew gazed at her in surprise. Darien was going to marry this woman? Sure, she was pretty enough, but she looked so cold... Definitely not like Serena, he decided. Nevertheless, he thrust his hand forward and smiled.
"Nice to meet you." He said kindly. Bianca looked at his palm as if it held a disease.
"Charmed." She said, then turned away, heading for the bar. Darien gazed at her with amazement, then turned to Andrew with red-faced embarrassment. Andrew only smiled softly and excused himself.
"I've got to go find Rita." He explained, then ran off in the other direction. Darien turned sharply and stalked to the bar, his anger evident on his face.
"What was all that about?" He demanded of Bianca angrily. Bianca looked at him coolly, as if it should have been obvious.
"Nothing, I'm just not feeling well right now. I want to go home." She said simply. "It wasn't anything personal." She turned around and proceeded to sip her vodka and orange juice as if he hadn't said anything. Darien simply stared at her for a few moments, then let his shoulders slump.
It was going to be one of those nights.
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Serena entered the hotel on the arm of Seiya, still somewhat giddy over her encounter with Andrew. She had met the handsome blond man outside and he had been overjoyed at her arrival, hugging her tightly and making her feel again like a long lost younger sister. He had looked at her somewhat sadly however, like he knew something she didn't... But that didn't matter now. She was here to have a great time and that was that. She gazed at her surroundings with curiosity and clutched Seiya's arm a little tighter in nervousness. Seiya glanced at her, but made no sound. Suddenly, a soft whisper was heard below them.
"Serena, down here!" The voice hissed at their feet. Serena looked down to see Luna gazing up at her through her soft red eyes. Serena squealed in delight and picked up the cat gently.
"Luna!" She cried happily, crushing the cat to her chest.
"Serena!" Luna gasped. "I need air!"
"Ooops! Sorry Luna! I'm just so happy to see you." Serena explained, giggling a little. She gently placed Luna back to the floor. The cat looked distinctly ruffled and annoyed, but pleased just the same.
"Well it took you long enough to come back here!" She muttered, but then she smiled at Serena softly. "I missed you too Serena." Luna amended.
"Luna!" Came a male voice behind them and Luna looked up to see Yaten walking quickly towards her. He bent down to her level and petted her lightly. Luna purred.
"Hello Yaten." Luna said happily, rubbing her face against his hand gently. "How have you been?"
"Oh fine, just a little busy. Listen, it's just going to be me and Taiki hanging around by ourselves all night so if you want, would you like to come with us? Serena has to go warm up in about an hour, and so do we, but we can talk for a little while." Yaten said happily.
"All right. I'll see you later Serena. The girls have all arrived and are looking for you in the ballroom. Goodbye!" Luna called over her shoulder as she and Yaten walked away with Taiki. Serena smiled at them, then turned to Seiya.
"So, do you want to go find the others?" She asked. Seiya looked guilty for a moment and shook his head no.
"I can't," he said, "I was going to call Gwen before the show and talk for a little while. I haven't spoken to her since we arrived." He explained reluctantly. "But don't worry Serena, I'm sure you can find them on your own." He said quickly. Serena laughed.
"Of course I can Seiya!" She exclaimed. "Go on and call Gwen. I'll see you in an hour when we have to warm up."
"Okay. Thanks Serena!" Seiya called over his shoulder before running away.
Serena smiled at his excitement then turned to enter the ballroom. The lights were somewhat dark in there and many people were already dancing. There was a bar set up in the corner and close to it, a lovely dining area with gorgeous bouquets of flowers littering the tables and a violin quartet playing a soft piece by Mozart.
"Wow," Serena murmured softly in awe. "Mina really went all out for this."
She let her eyes wander from the dining area to the bar and gasped as she saw a familiar man with a black head of hair seated next to a gorgeous woman. The man and the woman were in deep conversation, obviously serious, but somehow she couldn't care what they were talking about. She could only stare at the man, the man who had haunted her dreams for thousands of years. His features were hard and chiseled and she knew he was tall (easily over six feet), even though he was seated. His body was muscular, but slim, and his hair was a deep blue-black that fell over midnight blue eyes. As she stared at him openly, drinking in the sights she had missed for five years, he turned to her as if feeling her presence. Suddenly, those mysterious blue eyes met her own. They widened in disbelief and awe and she felt tears well beneath her lids in remembrance that at one time, they had fallen only on her.
"Darien." She whispered.
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Darien sighed in exasperation as he and Bianca continued to argue about how much he had charged the last family for their child's operation. Bianca was telling him that he should have charged them the actual fee, for he had given them a discount because their insurance had been terrible. She finally shook her head and turned away in that "I don't want to talk about this anymore" way of hers. He growled low in his throat. She could be so difficult. He sighed and looked down at his feet, then suddenly felt chills run down his spine. He shivered and looked up, feeling eyes on him... Then he saw her.
Darien gaped at the beautiful blond apparition that stood in the doorway, staring back at him. She was entrancing and familiar and he wondered if he knew her, and her name just eluded him? Her large eyes were so familiar, a serene blue that he had adored on another. Her hair was long and gorgeous and fell down her back in a blond ponytail, revealing her lovely frame that was covered by a strapless blue gown, a blue that matched her eyes. Who was she? Why was she staring at him? Did he know her from somewhere? She looked so sad, like she wanted desperately to turn and run but was caught in some kind of invisible trap. She did look brave however, as if some hidden strength lay within her. Before him, however, she seemed to be powerless. Suddenly, from the other side of the room, a familiar voice squealed with delight and he turned to see Mina racing towards the beauty in the doorway, embracing her tightly. Suddenly, he knew who she was, and couldn't believe the sight!
"Serena." He whispered softly, and without another word, he rose to greet her himself.
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Serena wanted to cry. What was Darien doing here? He wasn't supposed to be here! Suddenly, without warning, she was nearly knocked over by a strong force careening into her from one side. She looked down to see a familiar blond head of hair and bright dancing blue eyes set in a gorgeous face that had been seen on the cover of hundreds of magazines.
"Mina?" She said, stunned.
"Yes silly! Of course it's me!" Mina cried happily, giving Serena another squeeze. Serena suddenly brought herself back into the moment and hugged her friend tightly.
"Happy Birthday Venus." She said gently, kissing Mina's forehead. "I missed you."
Mina's eyes met her own and filled with happy tears.
"I missed you too, Sere. You don't know how much!" She exclaimed. Serena nearly cried as she was mobbed by three more bodies, each striving to see their best friend.
Raye came first, throwing her arms around Serena's neck and hugging her tightly, and was followed by Lita's strong bear-hug and then Amy's soft and gentle embrace. Serena clung to them all tightly, making up for the five years she had missed. When they all separated, she looked up to see the handsome dark-haired man that she had loved so many years ago hanging back and gazing at her. She stared back at him, refusing to tear her eyes from his. The scouts turned and regarded Darien silently. Mina was the first to break the silence.
"Darien! You made it! I'm so glad you did!" She exclaimed, embracing him tightly. He hugged her back, but didn't take his eyes off of Serena. He regarded Serena somewhat coldly, but there was curiosity in his eyes as well. They then fell on the beauty he was holding in his arms.
"Happy Birthday Mina." He said gently. She beamed happily. He smiled back then shifted his eyes to Serena. "Hello, Serena." He said somewhat stiffly.
"Darien." Serena nodded gently, and his mouth relaxed a little, but not much. He regarded Mina a little angrily, knowing she had done this on purpose, but decided to be polite.
The scouts started the standard small talk, asking about Darien and how he was doing and he answered all their questions courteously and even asked a few of his own. Serena remained silent, but listened and kept her eyes to the floor, careful not to meet Darien's penetrating gaze. It just hurt too much to look at him. Why did he have to be here? Mina beamed at all of her friends, glorifying in the fact that she had reunited them all, and not even noticing the obvious tension between Serena and Darien.
I knew this would work! She thought silently. Suddenly, her gaze focused on a young, dark-haired woman, who had suddenly appeared at Darien's side. She had wordlessly slipped her arm through his and suddenly the group was silent and all regarded her suspiciously. Even Serena raised her eyes for a moment to look at her, but hastily looked away.
"Who's your friend Darien?" Raye finally asked.
Darien regarded Bianca silently, as if it was hard to remember, then snapped out of it. He suddenly grew very uncomfortable and laughed a little. The scouts gazed at him with curiosity and a newfound suspicion.
"Oh! You guys this is my uh, well she's my uh..." He trailed off, not knowing what to say. He knew this was a bad idea, to introduce her, but Bianca was staring at him now, looking angry. "My fiancé." He finished finally.
"Pleased to meet you." Bianca said slyly, extending her left hand and flashing the massive diamond ring Darien had given her for their engagement.
Raye looked stunned and Mina looked horrified. She was silently working her mouth and shaking her head, as if to protest the situation but not able to get the words out. Lita and Amy could only stare in disbelief. Serena remained stone-faced and silent.
"It's nice to meet you too." Raye finally managed, gently shaking her hand. She shot a look of pure hatred at Darien before turning back to the girls. "We have to go." She said, then taking Serena's hand, she led her away from Darien. The girls obediently followed. Serena still hadn't said a word. Darien watched them go.
"What was that about?" Bianca said irritably.
"Nothing," Darien said after a moment. "Nothing at all."
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Raye continued to lead a silent Serena away and as they reached the dining area, she finally sat Serena at a table. She quickly set up chairs around the table and silently ordered the scouts to sit. They complied and did so quickly, gazing at Serena and not saying anything. Finally, Mina spoke.
"I'm sorry Serena. This is all my fault." She confessed. "I should have known better than to invite Darien... I just couldn't accept the fact that you two were really over for good. I thought I could make it right and I know it was wrong. I'm really sorry Serena. Believe me, I had no idea that Darien was going to even bring someone, much less his fiancé!" Mina cried, exasperated. Serena turned and plastered a smile on her face. She only hoped the scouts didn't see right through it.
"It's all right Mina. You didn't know and it doesn't matter anyway. Darien and I are over and I'm glad he's found someone else. At least now I know that he has moved on and now I'll feel better about doing the same." Serena said gently, laying a hand on Mina's arm. Mina smiled a little, but couldn't help but feel disappointed.
Darien and Serena couldn't break up... They belonged together, no matter what Serena said. They were making a huge mistake, but there was little they could do now that Darien was engaged. Mina sighed bitterly. It wasn't fair! It just wasn't fair!
"So," Serena began cheerfully, "how has everyone been doing? I already know about Amy, so you guys will have to fill me in on everything else. Let's start with you Mina." Mina had to smile. Serena could fake being cheerful and still make everyone around her happy.
"Well," Mina began, "as you all know, I have successfully become a model. I travel all around the world and have appeared in numerous magazines and commercials. I will be starring in my first movie in two months, and..." She said slyly and all the scouts, except for Serena, winked at her. "I will be getting married in four!" She exclaimed, waggling her diamond encrusted left hand proudly. Serena gaped at her friend.
"Mina!" She practically shouted! "How could you not tell me! Oh, you awful sneak! Who is it? Is he as wonderful, happy, and sweet as you?" Serena asked quickly. Mina laughed.
"Of course he is! He's from America-California to be exact- and he's drop-dead gorgeous! His name is Anthony and you are looking at the future Mrs. Mina Martineli." She laughed. "Now how's that for a tongue-twister!" Serena laughed with her.
"Well where is he? I want to meet him." Serena said quickly. Mina smiled devilishly.
"Coming right for us!"
Serena turned quickly and her breath caught. Coming toward her was one of the most gorgeous men she had ever seen, right up with Darien, but this one couldn't be more different. He was tall and slim, yet quite muscular with broad shoulders and small hips. His features were kind, but pronounced and he was smiling with brilliantly white teeth that made a great contrast with his tan skin. He had soft golden blond hair, about the same shade as Mina's, and sparkling green eyes that flashed with every possible emotion, unlike Darien's, that usually remained empty. He approached the table, looking very stylish in his khaki pants and black muscle tee shirt, and kissed Mina softly on the lips. When they parted, they smiled at each other and Serena gazed at them enviously. Why could everyone else find love and she couldn't? Suddenly, Mina turned and gestured towards her.
"Anthony, this is my friend Serena. The one that I told you so much about, you know, the singer that moved to New York?"
Anthony turned his gorgeous green eyes onto Serena and gaped, but grinned soon after.
"Mina! You never told me she was so beautiful!" He exclaimed. Serena blushed furiously and Anthony laughed as Mina smacked him. He pretended to be hurt and rubbed his arm while pouting. "I'm only kidding Mina!" He suddenly turned to Serena again and, as if as an after thought, spoke again. "You know Mina, you two look a lot alike. No wonder I found her attractive." He grinned devilishly as Serena blushed again. "Sorry," He apologized gently and extended his hand, "I'm Anthony, Mina's fiancé. It's really nice to finally meet you." Serena nodded and smiled back.
"It's nice to meet you too." He nodded and turned to Mina.
"Honey, I was wondering if I could steal you for a moment. I want to show you something." He said, taking Mina's hand and lifting her from her seat.
"All right." She turned to Serena. "I'll see you after the show okay? I really look forward to your performance. How many songs are you guys going to play?" She asked.
"Oh, I'm singing two or three, but Seiya will take over for a few. We'll sing about five or six total. Your little mini-concert." Serena said with a wink. Mina laughed.
"Okay, I'll see you then." She hugged Serena. "It's great to have you back Serena. I really missed you."
"I missed you too Mina. Have fun." Serena answered. Mina nodded, then followed Anthony out of the ballroom. She then turned back to her friends.
"So, what have you been up to Raye? Lita?" Serena asked happily.
During the next hour, Lita and Raye described what had been happening to them over the years, but Raye always kept an eye on Serena, as if trying to read her mind. Lita, it turned out, had graduated from the culinary college very quickly and was now an apprentice under a famous chef from France, but wouldn't be for long. He suspected she would be opening her own restaurants in a year or less, and she was fine with that. She announced sheepishly that she had been dating Ken for the past four years and they had moved in together. He was attending law-school and as soon as he graduated they would start to consider marriage. Serena was overjoyed at the thought!
Raye, as it turned out, had become a journalist for the hottest magazine in Japan and had also completed her training as a Shinto Priestess. When she wasn't writing articles on Tokyo's latest fashions and upcoming stars, she was meditating and training her mind and body for her religion. She had been seeing Chad off and on and he had come with her to the party and was around somewhere. After she was finished, however, she leveled Serena with a hard gaze that made her uncomfortable.
"So Serena, we've told you all about us... How have you been? Any boyfriends?" Lita asked.
"Oh, I've been fine. Busy, but fine. I graduated last year from NYU and I've been working on my novel since then and singing for the club. As far as boyfriends go, I haven't had much time. I've dated on and off with guys, just haven't found the right one yet. So yeah, there's no one I'm really interested in." She said vaguely. At this, Raye's eyes flashed and her hand pounded on the table.
"That is such bull shit Serena! How can you sit there and tell all of us you don't have feelings for someone when you do? Do you think we're stupid? You've had plenty of time for boyfriends and you know it. You just don't want anyone else!" Raye exclaimed angrily. Serena's eyes filled with tears of embarrassment and Raye's own softened a little. "I'm sorry Serena, but I can't stand back and watch you hide your feelings about Darien. Don't lie to us Serena, because we see right through it. If you want to get upset, get upset. It's not like we're not going to understand."
"You don't get it Raye." Serena spoke softly. Raye was stunned at the bitterness in her usually sweet voice. "It doesn't matter if I want Darien or not. I can't have him and I'm not going to follow him around like some sad, lost, little girl, crying about Destiny and how much we're meant to be together! I'm sick of waiting for him to decide to look my way and realize what we had was stronger than anything else in the world. I'm stronger than that now and I don't need him. I don't cry because he's not worth my tears. I'm through with crying over him."
"You're a liar." Raye said softly and Serena met her eyes with surprise. "You'd cry an ocean for him if you could, and you're not done crying over him yet. He's an idiot for letting you go and you're right, you shouldn't follow after him anymore. All I can say is that I'm sorry Serena. I'm really sorry, because you still love him."
"I do not!" Serena protested.
"Don't lie Serena." Raye said softly. Serena shook her head. Amy and Lita were just staring at them, completely silent. "Be open about your feelings and let it out now. If you don't, it will drag you down forever. Let go of some of the heartache Serena. Recognize it's there."
"I'll try." Serena whispered and Raye smiled. Serena smiled back. "Listen guys, I have to go warm up. I'll see you in the audience okay?" They all nodded and she waved and walked away.
Why does Raye always have to know what I'm thinking? She thought bitterly. Well, I can't lie to myself any longer. She lifted her head and squared her shoulders as she headed for her dressing room. It's time to take control of my own destiny and to forget the relationship that Darien and I had. It's time to look forward.
Unfortunately, a certain dark-haired gentleman had to stop her along the way.
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Darien had been gazing at Serena throughout her entire conversation with the girls. She looked so different now, so sophisticated. She was definitely more beautiful than he remembered her to be. Her attitude was also quite different. She was no longer vivacious and happy. She looked very sad and somewhat hopeless. He watched as she and Raye argued about something heatedly, then calmed down after a few minutes. Serena now wore a look of depressed emotion that went even deeper than before. What was the matter with her?
He was stirred from his thoughts as she suddenly rose from the table and began to walk in his direction. He couldn't resist. He needed to talk to her. He approached her from the side and took her arm gently, feeling an unexpected jolt course through his body. He was startled. He hadn't felt that reaction to touch in five years. Serena jerked away from him in surprise, and then stopped.
"Darien." She said softly. Darien only stared at her.
"Hi Serena." Darien finally managed. "We really didn't get much of a chance to talk back there." He motioned towards the dance floor. A waltz had just begun. "Do you want to dance?" He asked.
Serena hesitated for a moment, but then nodded and allowed him to lead her towards the other couples. He pulled her gently into his arms, marveling at how she just seemed to fall into place between them, then shook it off. He wasn't supposed to think like that. He simply concentrated on his feet and swayed himself and Serena from side to side, in a slow waltz that unknowingly mimicked previous dances from thousands of years before.
Serena was thinking along the same lines, but didn't show it. She didn't want him to know how safe and wonderful she felt just having his arms around her. They were silent for a few moments, just soaking each other in before Darien finally spoke.
"So what have you been up to?" He asked. "How did you end up in America?" Serena met his gaze.
"I've been going to college there." She said softly.
"You have? Where?" Darien wondered.
"At NYU. I just graduated with a Bachelor's Degree. I'm trying for my Masters in Creative Writing. I'm currently working on my first novel." Serena answered.
"Wow." Darien said, amazed. "I had no idea. What is the book about?" He wondered. She hesitated again.
"Sailor Moon and her adventures." She finally murmured. "Well, most of them anyway."
Darien caught the sarcastic tone in her voice, but ignored it.
"That's wonderful. I hope it all goes well." Darien said. Serena allowed herself a small smile.
"Thank you. But what about you Darien, what have you be up to?" Serena asked.
"Well, I'm a doctor now. A surgeon, in fact." He felt his legs grow weak as Serena's face lit up with a smile that still made his heart melt. "Yes, Dr. Darien Chiba, MD."
"Congratulations!" She exclaimed.
"Thank you. It's a little tiring at times, but hey! It beats jumping out of windows every night dressed up in a stupid mask and a cape!" He joked. Serena didn't laugh. He suddenly realized what he had implied. "I'm sorry Serena, I didn't mean it like that." He said quickly. Serena shook her head.
"Don't worry about it Darien. It's all in the past now. Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask don't belong in this world anymore, but I am glad to see you're happy. That means a lot to me." Serena said honestly. Darien managed a strained smile.
"Yes I am happy. But how about your love life... Are you still with Seiya?" He asked. He tried to ignore the sudden pull from the organ in his chest. Why did he suddenly care?
"What do you mean, 'am I still with Seiya?' Darien, since when have I ever been with Seiya?" Serena asked, obviously confused.
"Well..." Darien stammered, suddenly caught off guard. "I thought that you two were together... I mean, right before we broke up..." He trailed off. His throat suddenly went dry and a wave of nausea swept over him.
"Darien, I was never with Seiya. We're best friends. Seiya's currently engaged to a girl named Gwen... Wait- don't tell me... Was that the reason why you were angry that day? You thought I was involved with Seiya?" Serena asked softly. She raised her eyes and met Darien's.
He was gaping at her with a look of complete surprise and obvious vexation. She suddenly understood.
"Serena, I..." He trailed off, embarrassed.
How could he explain to her now how he had felt that day? How could he explain his disappointment that she had been in the arms of someone else when he had been ready to give her news of his leaving for America? How could he say that now and expect nothing to come out of it? She rescued him, however- as she always did.
"I see." She said. "It doesn't matter Darien. Don't blame yourself. That wasn't the only reason why we broke up. I always knew you had issues with the whole Destiny idea. You were always reluctant about our relationship. If it wasn't horrible dreams, it was loss of memory, or some sort of spell that caused you to fall in love with someone else or pull away. Don't worry about it. It's over now. Things were said back then that would make any romantic feelings between us impossible- and you're engaged. I'm really happy for you Darien. Can we at least be friends?" She asked. She looked down. She didn't trust herself to meet his eyes for fear he would see her true emotions reflected in them.
Darien swallowed hard, but he finally nodded.
"Yes Serena. I would like that." He gently took her chin in his hands and raised her face up towards his own.
"Good..." She said softly.
She was suddenly lost in the depths of his eyes. She was drowning in those dark pools of blue that reminded her of the roaring sea. He stared at her, taking in her soft beauty and suddenly wanted to kiss her. He took her hand into his own, feeling the thrill of her touch and the urge to kiss her grew stronger. He leaned in, wanting to take her soft lips with his own and forget about everything but her. To drink of her love once more. Serena leaned forward too, inching closer and closer... She was so close to him, so close to just letting everything go and making the man she loved hers once again...
She suddenly pulled back as the realization of what she was doing hit her. Darien gazed at her with surprise, then acceptance and embarrassment. What was he doing? He had a fiancé for crying out loud!
He suddenly looked down at the hand that he was holding between his own, catching a beam of light from Serena's fingers. He brought her hand to the light to get a better look, then gasped. Her sharp intake of breath that answered his surprised him as she jerked her hand away... but it was too late.
"You're wearing the ring I gave you." He said blankly. Her eyes couldn't meet his, but he knew that she was crying.
"I-I have to go Darien. I'll see you later." Serena said quickly, pulling herself from his arms. He was so stunned at what he had just found he barely felt her leave.
"Goodbye Serena." He whispered softly.
He watched her walk away and felt emotions sleeping inside him for a long time awaken once more. She was still wearing his ring! Why was she still wearing his ring? He tore his eyes away from the vision of perfection he had just held in his arms, and headed back to his table where Bianca waited.
It doesn't matter if she's wearing your ring Darien... She probably just liked it too much to throw it away... Then why did she react that way when you saw it? His mind whispered. He shook his head vigorously. You can't think of her now Darien, he told himself. You have to move on. You have to do what you've always wanted, be with whom you've always wanted. You can do that now. She set you free... He paused.
Didn't she?
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Darien sat in his seat uncomfortably, thinking thoughts he knew he shouldn't be when he had a fiancé. Why was Serena wearing his ring? It was a promise ring, almost like an engagement ring, but they were over now... Why did she still have it? Could she possibly still love him? He shook his head. He had no idea if she did or didn't. Everything was so confusing now... He couldn't get her out of his head!
Why did Serena still have to be so beautiful? Well what did you expect, his mind answered wryly, for her to be ugly? He shook his head again, trying to clear his thoughts. He couldn't think of Serena like that anymore. It's time to move on and be happy with the woman you are currently with. He turned to his fiancé who was looking extremely miserable and rolled his eyes. Was that even possible?
He gazed at Bianca and took in her obvious beauty. Her eyes were a large, clear, green, and flashed whenever she was angry. Her face was heart-shaped and her hair was a long glorious black, though he had to admit, he had seen prettier on one of his best friends (Raye, his mind whispered slyly). Her nose was small and her lips were full, usually set in a sexy pout, and she had an amazing body. She was taller than Serena by at least eight or nine inches, and her body was a lot more curvy compared to that of his ex-lover. She carried an obvious strength that had attracted Darien from the beginning... Yet, he noticed that for all her beauty and confidence, Bianca lacked something that Serena had- a pure and unprejudiced heart.
He had seen her be rude to dozens of people and knew most of her so-called friends actually hated her, but feared her too much to ever reveal their true feelings. She was miserable unless she got her own way and usually tired of her relationships as she would a new pair of shoes. Darien had been the only exception. She had admitted to him on numerous occasions none of her relationships had ever been successful, but theirs would because they would both be just too busy to fight with each other or interfere with each other's life. Darien had to agree with her. With his success as a doctor, and hers as a corporate executive of a prestigious ad company, they both had barely any time for anyone. They would be way too busy to tire of one another. But was that a good thing?
He was snapped out of his thoughts as the soft music of the violins stopped and Mina suddenly appeared on the darkened stage and spoke into the microphone. He could see silhouettes of people moving behind her, working furiously, then slowing down to take their places. What's going on? He wondered. He then focused back on Mina. Even Bianca had raised her head with interest.
"Hey everyone!" Mina called out, waving her hands. "How are you guys enjoying the party so far?"
Cheers erupted from the crowd and Darien had to smile. Mina sure could rile a group up.
"Well, I'm glad to hear that because now it's going to get even better!" She smiled at the audience who murmured with curiosity.
Darien looked over to see Amy, Raye, and Lita smiling expectantly. He turned back to Mina, who was still on stage.
"I have here, for your listening pleasure, one of the hottest acts straight out of New York! You may recognize three of these guys from the fantastic group the Three Lights," A high-pitched scream sang out from the crowd and Mina grinned again. "But now, ladies and gentleman, they have a brand new lead singer! Give it up everyone, for the Starlights!" She clapped loudly and walked off of the stage to find a place in front of it beside Raye, Lita, and Amy.
An enormous cheer erupted from the crowd again and Darien looked up with surprise. Who the hell were the Starlights? He looked over to see Bianca looking excited as well.
"Darien! I had no idea the Starlights were going to be here! They own one of the most raved about clubs in New York City! Oh my goodness!" Bianca cried, and without another word, she reached for Darien's hand and dragged him towards the stage. He followed her, smiling happily, knowing now they were dancing, they could finally have a good time.
The stage was dark and smoky, so people were surprised when a gong-like crash and a loud melody played by a violin rang out from the stage. It sounded Egyptian and exotic and Darien liked it immediately. Suddenly, a group of bongo drums sounded out- a fast paced rhythm that immediately got the crowd moving. The lights then came on and Darien immediately recognized the band. Seiya, the Starlight that he had remembered from before, was on the keyboard while Yaten was playing the bongos. There were others on the stage that were clapping and using numerous other instruments to keep rhythm. A guitar sounded from the left and Darien turned that way to see Taiki plunking out similar melody that the violin had sounded at the beginning.
Then, without warning, a girl stepped out from backstage and confidently strode up to the microphone. She was beautiful and undeniably sexy with her low-cut flares and tie-up mid-drift top that hugged her breasts. Her skin was a light tan and her hair was long and blond and somewhat curly. Her blue eyes sparkled at everyone and she flashed the crowd a seductive smile. Darien stared at her for a moment. She looked familiar... No, he thought, it can't be her... Darien did a double take! It was Serena! She was onstage and dancing so seductively he actually blushed! What the hell was she doing onstage! Suddenly, she began to sing and all he could do was gape at her with wonder. Her voice was strong and wonderful, and flowed to the very depths of his soul.
Oh, you know I have seen
A sky without sun
A man with no nations
Saints, captive in chains
A song with no name
For lack of imagination
The guys began to chant suddenly behind her.
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
Serena began to sing again, in a soft sexy voice, swaying her hips to the music.
And I have seen
Darker than ebony
The men chanted again and Darien found he was moving to the music, and turned to see that Bianca was doing the same. He gaped at Serena, who was lost in the song. Where did she get a voice like that?
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
Serena joined in again, grinning at the crowd.
And now it seems, that I
Without your eyes could never be
The beat picked up again and Serena began to throw her hips in a sexy belly dance. Darien gaped at her. She simply turned to the crowd and began to sing again, her voice suddenly very fast, but not in the least less strong.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She suddenly met Darien's eyes and the men began to chant again in another language. She blinked for a moment, then shifted her eyes away, answering their chant with her own voice.
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She hummed softly into the microphone and met Darien's eyes. The beat picked up and she began to dance again, and the jewelry on her wrists and the chain on her waist began to glitter in the bright lights. She turned back to the microphone.
Oh, you know I have seen
A woman of means
In rags and begging for pleasure
Crossed a river of salt
Just after I rode
A ship that's sunk in the desert
She danced as the men answered her with their chants and her hands found her body and she began to dance more elaborately. Darien had never seen her look so beautiful.
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
She answered again, softly yet strongly.
And I have seen
Darker than ebony
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
And now it seems, that I
Without your eyes could never be
She began to dance again as the music speeded up. Darien couldn't take his eyes off her.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
The men continued to chant as she continued to dance. She was positively mesmerizing.
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She began to hum softly to herself, swaying gently to the music, then speeding up. She then surprised him again! Both she and the men began to chant now in another language and Darien stared at her. She was amazing! She began to sing by herself again in English and he smiled.
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
Her eyes gazed darkly at the crowd and her body was still moving. She never stopped and moved her hips quickly as the song speeded up for the finally.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours...
She finished the last word softly and hummed gently into the microphone as she ended, releasing the crowd from all the tension they had been experiencing as the beat of the song that had taken them to new heights slowly died away. Darien could only gape at Serena, who stood breathlessly on the stage smiling at everyone. She was so beautiful and so amazing. She suddenly met his eyes and gave him a small, yet lovely smile. He suddenly had an urge to run up there and pull her into his arms and place his lips over hers again. It was the same urge he had gotten while he was dancing with her before... He started towards the stage but then stopped himself short. What was he doing?
He stood there fighting for control. Serena didn't belong to him anymore, and he was engaged to Bianca! They were separated now and he was with a woman that he wanted.
Wasn't he?
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Serena gazed into Darien's deep blue eyes and felt herself losing control as she sung through the songs on the set. Why did she have to want him so much? She smiled gently at him and he returned it. Suddenly, his eyes filled with an emotion that could only be described as desire... and Serena welcomed it! He began towards her, then stopped, and her heart cried out in dismay. She wanted so much for his lips to touch hers again, just once. She stood there waiting for a moment, then caught herself. No! Her mind cried. You have to forget him! He doesn't want you anymore. He wants his own life now, without the pressures of Destiny, at least grant him that. She shuddered and looked away, then gripped the microphone as Taiki began to play the guitar softly.
Get into the song Serena, her mind whispered. Just sing and forget... She nodded to herself and began into the microphone. The tone was soft and sweet, but sad, and it caught Darien's attention immediately, causing him to raise his eyes once more. The song was slow, and everyone was silent. All that could be heard was Serena's voice and Taiki's guitar.
How could you be everything
We were cracking you up to be?
We're cracking ourselves up, too
We're cracking ourselves up, to be you
Suddenly, Seiya and Yaten began to harmonize with Serena and it created a melancholy, but beautiful sound. Darien's eyes met Serena's, but they didn't stray away this time. She began to sing again, as if to him.
Had you in my head
Now where'd you go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead but I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go...
Seiya and Yaten stepped back and it was once again just Serena's voice and Taiki playing the guitar gently.
Everything keeps happening
And it's happening to me
I'm losing sight of its meaning...
You blew away the meaning...
Yaten and Seiya joined in again, lending their voices to Serena, even Taiki joined in, but Darien could only stare at the beautiful girl who was touching his heart, destroying his resolve to let her go with her very presence... Serena gazed back, tears forming in her bright blue eyes.
I had it my head
Now where'd it go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead
But I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go...
Suddenly, the voice of the guitar changed and so did Serena's. Her tears spilled over her eyelids, but she made no effort to hide them.
And everyone keeps telling me that this is good
I needed you to tell me it was good too...
She backed away from the microphone again to compose herself. Seiya was looking at her with some worry, but let it pass as he leaned in towards the microphone. Darien suddenly felt his heart cry out in pain. This was about him, wasn't it? This song was for him... It was about her feelings- and his. She still didn't understand how he had really felt about her... Serena began to sing again.
I had you my head now where'd you go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead but I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go
She looked down, then up again, catching Darien's eyes as the song ended. The audience erupted with earth-shattering cheers, but Serena didn't notice, she kept her eyes locked with Darien's. Her heart was there and he took it all in, wanting suddenly to be with her again. Wanting to spend every waking moment with her and never ever let her go. He suddenly hated her for it. Why did she have this effect on him? Why did she make him feel this way? Why couldn't he ever be free from her?
He wrenched his eyes from hers angrily and she turned from him, hurt. She mentally kicked herself for allowing herself to cry. It was totally obvious it was for him. She caught Raye's sympathetic violet eyes, that were no longer locked on the brown ones of the young man that was holding her, and wanted to scream! Why was everyone else allowed to be so happy? Why did everything have to turn out like this? She silently exited off the stage as the cheers of the crowd loomed over her, signaling Seiya to continue on without her. He nodded wordlessly, understanding immediately. He then took the microphone and began to play a more upbeat tune.
Darien watched Serena go with a mixed feeling of relief and disappointment. He wanted to look at her more, take her in. She was so beautiful and just out of reach. If he wanted to, he could get her back. Did he want to? Now was his chance... He began towards her retreating form but suddenly felt a hand on his arm. He turned to see Bianca gazing at him with curiosity. He took one last look at Serena, at her sagging shoulder's and bowed head, feeling a wave of guilt pass over him, then turned back and pulled his fiancé back into his arms to dance.
I'm sorry Serena. I just can't handle our relationship again. I have no time for you... I'm afraid I never did.
Even as he said this to himself, he knew it was a lie. He suddenly turned back to Bianca and pushed her from him, gazing into her light green eyes. He didn't know if he should even ask, but he needed to know!
"Bianca, can I ask you something?" Darien asked.
"Yes. What?" Bianca wondered.
"Do you love me?" Darien blurted. Bianca stared at him, confused and shocked. She hesitated.
"Why do you want to know?" Bianca questioned suspiciously.
"I just need to." Darien replied, strain evident in his voice. Was he crazy? Was he going to regret this for the rest of his life?
"I'm marrying you aren't I?" Bianca replied, but her tone was unsure.
"That's not the same. People marry when they're not in love all the time. I need to know." Darien insisted.
"Darien, do we have to talk about this now?" Bianca asked irritably, turning away and attempting to walk off. He grabbed her arm and made her face him.
"Yes, we do." Darien said sternly. Bianca's green eyes suddenly flashed with anger.
"Fine! No Darien, to be honest, I don't. I have feelings for you, but they aren't love. People like us don't fall in love, Darien. There is never any time. People like us get married for convenience. Our relationship will work because we have similar wants and lifestyles. There's never any room for emotions like love. Our marriage will be fun and it will work for us..." Her eyes softened a little. "Please honey, let's just have a good time okay?" Bianca pleaded.
"You're wrong." Darien said softly. Bianca stared at him. "I'm not like that at all and I can't marry anyone like that. I want love Bianca. I have the time and I have the energy to do it." He looked down and sighed. He swallowed hard and raised his eyes again, his jaw clenched. "Bianca, we can't possibly be together.
We are completely different people and we want completely different things. How could I have been so blind? I should have seen this before now and saved us both a lot of trouble. I'm sorry Bianca, but the marriage is off." He stated softly, but firmly, then turned and ran for the door.
"Darien!" Bianca called from behind him, obvious surprise in her voice, but Darien ignored her. He had to get to Serena.
He ran from the hotel just in time to see her climb onto a bus. He broke into a sprint.
"Wait! Serena!" He cried out.
But he was too late. The bus pulled away from the curb with her inside before he could catch up. He watched it drive away. He was silent and his shoulders were slumped in defeat. He stood in the middle of the sidewalk, looking completely helpless. I'm too late, he thought. I'm always too late. He raised his eyes.
"I'll get you back Serena. I promise." He whispered.
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Darien entered Cherry Hill Temple at a brisk walk. He had to see Raye immediately. He strode up the many steps of the temple and found himself in the courtyard. Four girls looked up in surprise and stared at Darien. He ignored their amazed glances and approached them.
"Where is Serena?" He demanded. Raye gave him an annoyed look.
"Well, it's very interesting all of a sudden you care!" She snapped. Mina shot Raye a look, but Amy stood to her feet.
"She's gone, Darien. She left this morning for New York after saying goodbye to us and her family. She seemed upset." Amy said sadly.
"Yeah," Raye muttered sarcastically, "I wonder why."
"Raye..." Mina warned.
"Fine, Fine. I'll shut-up." Raye said and turned away to sweep the fallen cherry blossoms from her doorstep.
"Why do you want to know?" Lita asked.
"I need to talk to her." Darien answered, ignoring the glares Raye was giving him.
"Why Darien? I don't think she needs that right now. I think you should just leave her alone." Lita said softly, standing to her feet. "You've moved on, it's time for Serena to do the same. She doesn't need you, she needs her space."
"You don't understand!" Darien protested. He took a deep breath. "I love her! I've always loved her. She's the only one for me and she's the only one I was ever meant to be with. I broke up with Bianca because I realized I need her. I need her so much it hurts! Everything I have ever done, I've done for her. I just lost track of what was truly important along the way. I want her back, Lita. We never should have broken up." He said finally, tears filling his eyes. "You guys, I need her with me and I need your help. Please," He begged, "please help me get her back?"
The girls could only stare at him in surprise. Finally, Mina smiled.
"I'll help you Darien." She said gently.
"Me too." Amy answered, her mouth turning up at the corners slightly.
Darien beamed at each of them. He then turned to Lita and Raye, who were regarding him with suspicious looks. Lita smiled a little and nodded.
"Count me in." She said.
All the girls turned to Raye who still stared at Darien, evident consternation on her face. Finally she nodded her head.
"Fine. You guys can count me in too. But I'm warning you Darien Chiba, if you hurt Serena, I will personally see to it that you never walk again." Raye threatened.
Darien laughed with relief.
"Thanks girls. Now, let's work something out." Darien said.
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(Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of these characters in this story, except Anthony. "Eyes like yours" is by Shakira, and "Aurora" is by Veruca Salt.)
"Gaah! Seiya, I'll never get this!" Serena cried angrily, dropping her hands on top of the keys of her piano.
"Oh Serena, calm down! Don't worry, you're getting better, really." Seiya said laughing.
"Oh you be quiet! I sound awful and you know it!" Serena protested.
"No you don't. You're doing fine. Besides, we don't have to be doing this anyway. You're the singer, you don't need to learn how to play instruments." Seiya pointed out.
Serena shot daggers at Seiya from her blue eyes, but he only laughed and patiently began to show her the chords again. After about an hour, she finally gave up, exhausted.
"It's no use Seiya. I'll never be ready by the time we have to play for Mina's birthday party... It's a shame too, I really wanted to impress her." Serena murmured quietly, obvious disappointment in her voice. Seiya's eyes grew soft.
"Serena, you know you don't have anything to prove to Mina. I mean, look at us! Even though we aren't huge mega-stars, we own a successful club and we play the music we love every night. Music that is so good, people come from all over the world to hear it! Just because Mina has become a super model, doesn't mean you're beneath her. She's still Mina." Seiya said gently. "Besides Serena, you have done so much for yourself already. I mean, you graduated from NYU with a Bachelors degree in creative writing and you are now working on your first novel- which I might add, is all about us! You are an amazing singer that has been named by critics as one of the best new talents in the business. You have the potential to be a superstar, but simply choose not to." Seiya said, winking playfully at her. "Does that sound like enough accomplishments?"
Serena smiled at her handsome friend and nodded.
"You're right as always, Seiya." She said softly, reaching over and giving him a hug. "What would I do without you?"
"That, I don't even want to think about." Seiya stated, chuckling. Serena laughed with him, then stood up from the piano.
"So, are you going out with Gwen tonight?" Serena asked, lifting her jacket from the bench.
"Yeah... I actually wanted to tell you something..." Seiya said softly.
"Oh? And what's that?" Serena prodded, poking him in the ribs gently.
"Serena, I'm- I'm asking her to marry me tonight." Seiya blurted out.
Serena gaped at Seiya with wonder. He was going to propose? She shook her head. Of course he was going to propose! He had been dating the beautiful green-eyed red head for two years for crying out loud! It was only natural that he was planning to marry her! Serena smiled at Seiya and raced into his arms, pulling him close.
"Congratulations, Seiya." She whispered happily. "I know she'll say yes." She felt Seiya's arms tighten around her.
"I hope she does, Serena. I really do. I've never felt this way about anyone... She's just so special and she's a lot like you...." He pulled away and laughed. "I would never marry a girl who didn't measure up to my best friend."
Serena beamed at him, tears in her eyes and Seiya laughed again.
"Don't cry Serena. I can never stand to see you cry, if you're happy or not! You always make me want to!" Seiya cried, wiping her eyes dry. Serena hugged him again, then told him to get dressed. "You don't want to be late." Serena pointed out. He laughed and nodded, then turned and ran to his room.
Serena watched him go with mixed emotions. She sighed and sat down heavily on the sofa. She was going to miss her best friend... Now that he was getting married, they wouldn't spend as much time together anymore. She suddenly felt lonely and wished she had someone to love her. She had been dating on and off since she had broken up with him, but hadn't found anyone special. Someone she could ever really love... She shivered a little and imagined soft lips against her neck, then against her cheek. She felt warm, gentle, breath against her own lips and smiled. She saw in her mind's eye mysterious blue orbs, partially covered by blue-black locks of soft hair. She shook her head to clear the memory.
No! She thought furiously. I won't think about him. I can't think about him! She felt tears fill her eyes, but rubbed them away before they fell. It's over between us. He isn't coming back.
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Darien sat on his desk, looking over paperwork. He sighed softly and leaned back in his chair. He had been in surgery round the clock and he was beat. His secretary poked her head in and spoke to him.
"Sir?" She asked.
"Yes Anne? What is it?" Darien asked, lifting his head.
"Sorry to disturb you Mr. Chiba, but I have your messages. One is from you fiancé, Bianca, and the other is from..." She began sifting through the notes in her hand. "Mina Aino in Japan." She stopped short and stared at the name, wonder written clearly on her face. "Sir, you know Mina Aino? The famous super model?" She asked in surprise.
But Darien wasn't listening. Darien stared into space, not seeing anything. Mina Aino... That name brought back memories of Japan, memories that he had long ago forgotten. Memories of a beautiful blond with heart-wrenchingly expressive blue eyes that he couldn't afford to reminisce about. He had to forget about her, he was going to marry Bianca... Serena was out of the picture now. She had said it herself... It was over between them.
"Sir? Are you all right? You look pale." Anne said worriedly. Darien's eyes cleared.
"Yes Anne. I'm fine. Did she leave a number?" He asked.
"Yes Sir, I wrote it down. She said it was urgent." Anne explained. Darien nodded and reached for the phone. Anne excused herself, then left the office.
Darien dialed the numbers quickly, a certain sort of fear seeping into his heart. What was this about? Was the Negaverse back? Was Serena in some sort of trouble? He clenched his fist tightly at the thought, then wondered why he was doing it. Why did he care? Serena wasn't his girlfriend anymore. What could he do? Still, he was Tuxedo Mask and had a duty to keep her safe...
He sighed softly as the phone began to ring and thought back again to their last conversation. Serena had looked so sad and he had been so cold. He had meant to call her when he had arrived at Harvard, but somehow he was always just too busy. He had never meant to lose touch with her, but out of sight truly did mean out of mind. All his love for the cheerful blonde just seemed to slip so easily through the cracks of Time. He had let the ties between them vanish over the last five years, and now was the first moment he had thought of her. What is she up to now? Has she changed at all? He wondered to himself. Suddenly, someone picked up on the other end. It was a bright and happy voice that Darien immediately recognized.
"Mina?" Darien asked in surprise.
"Yes, who is this?" The pretty voice on the other end demanded.
"It's me, Mina, Darien." Darien answered, laughing a little. "How have you been?"
"Darien! Oh I'm so happy you called! I have been really great, very busy, but great. How about yourself?" Mina asked happily.
"Good. I've been really good. How's everyone else?" Darien asked hesitantly.
"Oh, everyone is fine, great from what I hear. I'd really love to catch up on old times Darien, but the truth is, I have a shoot in an hour and I have to get going. I just needed to ask you something." Mina said quickly.
"Oh, sorry Mina. Sure, what's up?" Darien asked.
"I wanted to know if you would be able to attend my birthday bash next week. It's on a Saturday and I would really be happy if you would come! I mean, I am turning twenty-three after all, and I would really love it if I had all of my best friends present. I'm really sorry it's on such short notice, but I've been trying to reach you for weeks! I've just never been able to get a hold of you! Please say you can come!" Mina pleaded. Darien smiled on the other end.
"Of course I'll come Mina. I'll see you there. Have fun at the shoot okay? Oh, and one more thing..." He paused for a moment, swallowing hard as if choking on the name... "Is Serena coming?" Darien asked, almost afraid to know. There was a short pause at the other end. "Mina?" Darien asked.
"No." Mina said quickly. "Serena can't make it, she's been really busy lately, you know, career and all. Sorry Darien dear, but I really have to run! I'll see you at the party okay? Bye!" Mina cried, then hung up quickly. Darien smiled and hung up.
Darien breathed a sigh of relief. Now he wouldn't have to deal with old girlfriends. But he felt a twinge of regret at the thought. What was Serena like now? Was she any different? And what career was Mina talking about? He thought Serena had always wanted to be a housewife... Was she married now? He sighed and placed his head in his hands. It didn't matter. They were over and done with. He had a new future, one he had created for himself. He was now in control of his own destiny. But then a thought struck him, something that made him suddenly shiver.
Did he really want to be?
He shook his head. Of course he wanted to be. He could do what he wanted to now. That was what he had always wanted. He nodded to himself and picked up his phone, dialing Bianca's number. A business-like female voice answered from the other end.
"Hello?"
"Hey, honey. It's me. So, how do you feel about Japan?" Darien asked pleasantly.
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Mina hung up the phone on the other end and smiled wickedly. She felt a little bad for lying to Darien, but hey! All was fair in love and birthday parties! At least, that's how she thought it went... She shrugged her shoulders, then smiled happily. She was going to get Serena and Darien back together if it was the last thing she did!
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Serena carefully slipped on the light blue satin gown she was going to wear to Mina's party. She smoothed it over gently and made sure that the strapless dress fit well over her front. She gently placed a diamond chain around her neck, a gift from Seiya for her twentieth birthday. Her gorgeous mane of long blond hair cascaded down her back in a simple ponytail, but Serena looked lovely nonetheless. She smiled at her reflection.
It had been strange, she recalled, landing in Tokyo again. She had met Amy in the airport, for Amy had been coming from New York as well. Amy had finished her first four years at Cornell, and was now in her first year of med-school. From what Serena could understand, Amy would probably pass medical school faster than any other student in Cornell's history. She was already far ahead of her classes and beginning her internships. Amy was really blossoming into a beautiful young woman. She was mature and not as shy as she used to be, and she had been the only Sailor Scout Serena had been able to visit on a regular basis. The rest had remained in Japan and she had missed them terribly. She couldn't wait to see them all! She truly missed hanging out with Raye, Lita, and Mina, and even Luna. The cat had remained behind with Serena's family, and though she had been quite angry at Serena's unexpected departure five years ago, she had gotten over it and had promised to attend the party.
She heard a knock at her door and turned to see Seiya standing in the doorway. He walked into the room as she beckoned him in.
"You ready?" He asked, smiling at her. Serena smiled back. Seiya had been walking on air ever since Gwen had said 'yes' to him. They were getting married in six months and Serena was overjoyed at the news.
"Yes, I'm ready." She paused for a moment and gazed at her reflection sadly. Seiya looked at her quizzically.
"What's the matter?" He asked. Serena hesitated, but went on. Seiya was her best friend after all.
"It's Darien. He might be there and I don't know what I'll do if I see him." Serena murmured. She gently twisted the promise ring Darien had given her when they were still in love around her finger. She had meant to take it off years ago, but found she couldn't. It was a part of her now, whether they were together or not. A kind of blind hope that never went away...
"Hey." Seiya said softly, placing a hand on her shoulder. "Don't you worry about him. I'm sure whatever Destiny has in store for you will run its course. Just have a good time, and don't be nervous when you sing tonight. You'll be great Serena." Seiya insisted, and enveloped her in a hug. Serena hugged him back tightly. After a few moments, Seiya pulled away again. "So, are you ready to go now?" He asked. Serena nodded.
"Yes. I'm ready." She said. Seiya smiled again and offered her his arm. Together, they left the hotel and met the limousine waiting outside for them and the rest of the Starlights.
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Darien stepped out of his limousine and bent to take the hand of the person inside. A tall, beautiful woman with long black hair and emerald green eyes took his offered hand and exited the car. She gave the hotel a quick once over.
"It's very nice, but I do hope we hurry home, Darien. I don't really like Tokyo, it's so... not Boston." She said disdainfully, wrinkling her nose. Darien turned and smiled.
"Oh come on Bianca! It's not all that bad! This is my home, well at least it used to be..." Darien's face became sad for a moment, but Bianca didn't notice, she was busy powdering her nose. "Let's try to enjoy ourselves okay?" Darien asked. Bianca pouted, but nodded and took his arm. Darien led them inside, where he was greeted at the door by a familiar young man.
"Darien?" The man cried in surprise. Darien squinted at him, then laughed.
"Andrew! Oh my goodness! How have you been?" Darien asked, embracing the handsome blond.
"I've been wonderful Darien! Can you believe this? Mina, a model! And twenty-three at that! What does that make us?" Andrew asked.
"Twenty-seven, and way too damn old!" Darien cried.
Andrew suddenly looked behind Darien, expecting a blushing and beautiful blond with bright blue eyes, but instead met green ones set in the face of a gorgeous, dark-haired woman. Who was she?
"So Darien, where is Serena? Has she made her way over to the refreshment table already?" Andrew asked playfully, elbowing Darien in the ribs. He stopped when he saw the look on Darien's face and the look the dark-haired woman behind Darien shot at him in surprise. "What's the matter? Are you okay?" He asked with concern.
"I'm fine. It's just that, well Andrew... I'm not seeing Serena anymore. We broke up years ago." Darien explained. Andrew looked abashed, then embarrassed. He laughed nervously.
"Whoa, talk about me and my big mouth! Sorry Darien, I had no idea... You see I've been in Africa with Rita for the last five years. I knew you left Tokyo, but I didn't know..." His voice trailed off and an uncomfortable silence followed. Andrew suddenly laughed and announced something that brought a smile to Darien's face. "Hey! Rita and I got married!"
"Congratulations Andrew, that's wonderful news!" Darien cried, hugging his best friend tightly. He then glanced at Bianca and remembered her. He smiled at Andrew again. "I have good news myself, actually." He said brightly. "Andrew, I want to introduce you to my fiancé, Bianca Simmons. Andrew, this is Bianca. Bianca, this is Andrew." He said, pulling Bianca out from behind him and thrusting her towards Andrew.
Andrew gazed at her in surprise. Darien was going to marry this woman? Sure, she was pretty enough, but she looked so cold... Definitely not like Serena, he decided. Nevertheless, he thrust his hand forward and smiled.
"Nice to meet you." He said kindly. Bianca looked at his palm as if it held a disease.
"Charmed." She said, then turned away, heading for the bar. Darien gazed at her with amazement, then turned to Andrew with red-faced embarrassment. Andrew only smiled softly and excused himself.
"I've got to go find Rita." He explained, then ran off in the other direction. Darien turned sharply and stalked to the bar, his anger evident on his face.
"What was all that about?" He demanded of Bianca angrily. Bianca looked at him coolly, as if it should have been obvious.
"Nothing, I'm just not feeling well right now. I want to go home." She said simply. "It wasn't anything personal." She turned around and proceeded to sip her vodka and orange juice as if he hadn't said anything. Darien simply stared at her for a few moments, then let his shoulders slump.
It was going to be one of those nights.
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Serena entered the hotel on the arm of Seiya, still somewhat giddy over her encounter with Andrew. She had met the handsome blond man outside and he had been overjoyed at her arrival, hugging her tightly and making her feel again like a long lost younger sister. He had looked at her somewhat sadly however, like he knew something she didn't... But that didn't matter now. She was here to have a great time and that was that. She gazed at her surroundings with curiosity and clutched Seiya's arm a little tighter in nervousness. Seiya glanced at her, but made no sound. Suddenly, a soft whisper was heard below them.
"Serena, down here!" The voice hissed at their feet. Serena looked down to see Luna gazing up at her through her soft red eyes. Serena squealed in delight and picked up the cat gently.
"Luna!" She cried happily, crushing the cat to her chest.
"Serena!" Luna gasped. "I need air!"
"Ooops! Sorry Luna! I'm just so happy to see you." Serena explained, giggling a little. She gently placed Luna back to the floor. The cat looked distinctly ruffled and annoyed, but pleased just the same.
"Well it took you long enough to come back here!" She muttered, but then she smiled at Serena softly. "I missed you too Serena." Luna amended.
"Luna!" Came a male voice behind them and Luna looked up to see Yaten walking quickly towards her. He bent down to her level and petted her lightly. Luna purred.
"Hello Yaten." Luna said happily, rubbing her face against his hand gently. "How have you been?"
"Oh fine, just a little busy. Listen, it's just going to be me and Taiki hanging around by ourselves all night so if you want, would you like to come with us? Serena has to go warm up in about an hour, and so do we, but we can talk for a little while." Yaten said happily.
"All right. I'll see you later Serena. The girls have all arrived and are looking for you in the ballroom. Goodbye!" Luna called over her shoulder as she and Yaten walked away with Taiki. Serena smiled at them, then turned to Seiya.
"So, do you want to go find the others?" She asked. Seiya looked guilty for a moment and shook his head no.
"I can't," he said, "I was going to call Gwen before the show and talk for a little while. I haven't spoken to her since we arrived." He explained reluctantly. "But don't worry Serena, I'm sure you can find them on your own." He said quickly. Serena laughed.
"Of course I can Seiya!" She exclaimed. "Go on and call Gwen. I'll see you in an hour when we have to warm up."
"Okay. Thanks Serena!" Seiya called over his shoulder before running away.
Serena smiled at his excitement then turned to enter the ballroom. The lights were somewhat dark in there and many people were already dancing. There was a bar set up in the corner and close to it, a lovely dining area with gorgeous bouquets of flowers littering the tables and a violin quartet playing a soft piece by Mozart.
"Wow," Serena murmured softly in awe. "Mina really went all out for this."
She let her eyes wander from the dining area to the bar and gasped as she saw a familiar man with a black head of hair seated next to a gorgeous woman. The man and the woman were in deep conversation, obviously serious, but somehow she couldn't care what they were talking about. She could only stare at the man, the man who had haunted her dreams for thousands of years. His features were hard and chiseled and she knew he was tall (easily over six feet), even though he was seated. His body was muscular, but slim, and his hair was a deep blue-black that fell over midnight blue eyes. As she stared at him openly, drinking in the sights she had missed for five years, he turned to her as if feeling her presence. Suddenly, those mysterious blue eyes met her own. They widened in disbelief and awe and she felt tears well beneath her lids in remembrance that at one time, they had fallen only on her.
"Darien." She whispered.
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Darien sighed in exasperation as he and Bianca continued to argue about how much he had charged the last family for their child's operation. Bianca was telling him that he should have charged them the actual fee, for he had given them a discount because their insurance had been terrible. She finally shook her head and turned away in that "I don't want to talk about this anymore" way of hers. He growled low in his throat. She could be so difficult. He sighed and looked down at his feet, then suddenly felt chills run down his spine. He shivered and looked up, feeling eyes on him... Then he saw her.
Darien gaped at the beautiful blond apparition that stood in the doorway, staring back at him. She was entrancing and familiar and he wondered if he knew her, and her name just eluded him? Her large eyes were so familiar, a serene blue that he had adored on another. Her hair was long and gorgeous and fell down her back in a blond ponytail, revealing her lovely frame that was covered by a strapless blue gown, a blue that matched her eyes. Who was she? Why was she staring at him? Did he know her from somewhere? She looked so sad, like she wanted desperately to turn and run but was caught in some kind of invisible trap. She did look brave however, as if some hidden strength lay within her. Before him, however, she seemed to be powerless. Suddenly, from the other side of the room, a familiar voice squealed with delight and he turned to see Mina racing towards the beauty in the doorway, embracing her tightly. Suddenly, he knew who she was, and couldn't believe the sight!
"Serena." He whispered softly, and without another word, he rose to greet her himself.
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Serena wanted to cry. What was Darien doing here? He wasn't supposed to be here! Suddenly, without warning, she was nearly knocked over by a strong force careening into her from one side. She looked down to see a familiar blond head of hair and bright dancing blue eyes set in a gorgeous face that had been seen on the cover of hundreds of magazines.
"Mina?" She said, stunned.
"Yes silly! Of course it's me!" Mina cried happily, giving Serena another squeeze. Serena suddenly brought herself back into the moment and hugged her friend tightly.
"Happy Birthday Venus." She said gently, kissing Mina's forehead. "I missed you."
Mina's eyes met her own and filled with happy tears.
"I missed you too, Sere. You don't know how much!" She exclaimed. Serena nearly cried as she was mobbed by three more bodies, each striving to see their best friend.
Raye came first, throwing her arms around Serena's neck and hugging her tightly, and was followed by Lita's strong bear-hug and then Amy's soft and gentle embrace. Serena clung to them all tightly, making up for the five years she had missed. When they all separated, she looked up to see the handsome dark-haired man that she had loved so many years ago hanging back and gazing at her. She stared back at him, refusing to tear her eyes from his. The scouts turned and regarded Darien silently. Mina was the first to break the silence.
"Darien! You made it! I'm so glad you did!" She exclaimed, embracing him tightly. He hugged her back, but didn't take his eyes off of Serena. He regarded Serena somewhat coldly, but there was curiosity in his eyes as well. They then fell on the beauty he was holding in his arms.
"Happy Birthday Mina." He said gently. She beamed happily. He smiled back then shifted his eyes to Serena. "Hello, Serena." He said somewhat stiffly.
"Darien." Serena nodded gently, and his mouth relaxed a little, but not much. He regarded Mina a little angrily, knowing she had done this on purpose, but decided to be polite.
The scouts started the standard small talk, asking about Darien and how he was doing and he answered all their questions courteously and even asked a few of his own. Serena remained silent, but listened and kept her eyes to the floor, careful not to meet Darien's penetrating gaze. It just hurt too much to look at him. Why did he have to be here? Mina beamed at all of her friends, glorifying in the fact that she had reunited them all, and not even noticing the obvious tension between Serena and Darien.
I knew this would work! She thought silently. Suddenly, her gaze focused on a young, dark-haired woman, who had suddenly appeared at Darien's side. She had wordlessly slipped her arm through his and suddenly the group was silent and all regarded her suspiciously. Even Serena raised her eyes for a moment to look at her, but hastily looked away.
"Who's your friend Darien?" Raye finally asked.
Darien regarded Bianca silently, as if it was hard to remember, then snapped out of it. He suddenly grew very uncomfortable and laughed a little. The scouts gazed at him with curiosity and a newfound suspicion.
"Oh! You guys this is my uh, well she's my uh..." He trailed off, not knowing what to say. He knew this was a bad idea, to introduce her, but Bianca was staring at him now, looking angry. "My fiancé." He finished finally.
"Pleased to meet you." Bianca said slyly, extending her left hand and flashing the massive diamond ring Darien had given her for their engagement.
Raye looked stunned and Mina looked horrified. She was silently working her mouth and shaking her head, as if to protest the situation but not able to get the words out. Lita and Amy could only stare in disbelief. Serena remained stone-faced and silent.
"It's nice to meet you too." Raye finally managed, gently shaking her hand. She shot a look of pure hatred at Darien before turning back to the girls. "We have to go." She said, then taking Serena's hand, she led her away from Darien. The girls obediently followed. Serena still hadn't said a word. Darien watched them go.
"What was that about?" Bianca said irritably.
"Nothing," Darien said after a moment. "Nothing at all."
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Raye continued to lead a silent Serena away and as they reached the dining area, she finally sat Serena at a table. She quickly set up chairs around the table and silently ordered the scouts to sit. They complied and did so quickly, gazing at Serena and not saying anything. Finally, Mina spoke.
"I'm sorry Serena. This is all my fault." She confessed. "I should have known better than to invite Darien... I just couldn't accept the fact that you two were really over for good. I thought I could make it right and I know it was wrong. I'm really sorry Serena. Believe me, I had no idea that Darien was going to even bring someone, much less his fiancé!" Mina cried, exasperated. Serena turned and plastered a smile on her face. She only hoped the scouts didn't see right through it.
"It's all right Mina. You didn't know and it doesn't matter anyway. Darien and I are over and I'm glad he's found someone else. At least now I know that he has moved on and now I'll feel better about doing the same." Serena said gently, laying a hand on Mina's arm. Mina smiled a little, but couldn't help but feel disappointed.
Darien and Serena couldn't break up... They belonged together, no matter what Serena said. They were making a huge mistake, but there was little they could do now that Darien was engaged. Mina sighed bitterly. It wasn't fair! It just wasn't fair!
"So," Serena began cheerfully, "how has everyone been doing? I already know about Amy, so you guys will have to fill me in on everything else. Let's start with you Mina." Mina had to smile. Serena could fake being cheerful and still make everyone around her happy.
"Well," Mina began, "as you all know, I have successfully become a model. I travel all around the world and have appeared in numerous magazines and commercials. I will be starring in my first movie in two months, and..." She said slyly and all the scouts, except for Serena, winked at her. "I will be getting married in four!" She exclaimed, waggling her diamond encrusted left hand proudly. Serena gaped at her friend.
"Mina!" She practically shouted! "How could you not tell me! Oh, you awful sneak! Who is it? Is he as wonderful, happy, and sweet as you?" Serena asked quickly. Mina laughed.
"Of course he is! He's from America-California to be exact- and he's drop-dead gorgeous! His name is Anthony and you are looking at the future Mrs. Mina Martineli." She laughed. "Now how's that for a tongue-twister!" Serena laughed with her.
"Well where is he? I want to meet him." Serena said quickly. Mina smiled devilishly.
"Coming right for us!"
Serena turned quickly and her breath caught. Coming toward her was one of the most gorgeous men she had ever seen, right up with Darien, but this one couldn't be more different. He was tall and slim, yet quite muscular with broad shoulders and small hips. His features were kind, but pronounced and he was smiling with brilliantly white teeth that made a great contrast with his tan skin. He had soft golden blond hair, about the same shade as Mina's, and sparkling green eyes that flashed with every possible emotion, unlike Darien's, that usually remained empty. He approached the table, looking very stylish in his khaki pants and black muscle tee shirt, and kissed Mina softly on the lips. When they parted, they smiled at each other and Serena gazed at them enviously. Why could everyone else find love and she couldn't? Suddenly, Mina turned and gestured towards her.
"Anthony, this is my friend Serena. The one that I told you so much about, you know, the singer that moved to New York?"
Anthony turned his gorgeous green eyes onto Serena and gaped, but grinned soon after.
"Mina! You never told me she was so beautiful!" He exclaimed. Serena blushed furiously and Anthony laughed as Mina smacked him. He pretended to be hurt and rubbed his arm while pouting. "I'm only kidding Mina!" He suddenly turned to Serena again and, as if as an after thought, spoke again. "You know Mina, you two look a lot alike. No wonder I found her attractive." He grinned devilishly as Serena blushed again. "Sorry," He apologized gently and extended his hand, "I'm Anthony, Mina's fiancé. It's really nice to finally meet you." Serena nodded and smiled back.
"It's nice to meet you too." He nodded and turned to Mina.
"Honey, I was wondering if I could steal you for a moment. I want to show you something." He said, taking Mina's hand and lifting her from her seat.
"All right." She turned to Serena. "I'll see you after the show okay? I really look forward to your performance. How many songs are you guys going to play?" She asked.
"Oh, I'm singing two or three, but Seiya will take over for a few. We'll sing about five or six total. Your little mini-concert." Serena said with a wink. Mina laughed.
"Okay, I'll see you then." She hugged Serena. "It's great to have you back Serena. I really missed you."
"I missed you too Mina. Have fun." Serena answered. Mina nodded, then followed Anthony out of the ballroom. She then turned back to her friends.
"So, what have you been up to Raye? Lita?" Serena asked happily.
During the next hour, Lita and Raye described what had been happening to them over the years, but Raye always kept an eye on Serena, as if trying to read her mind. Lita, it turned out, had graduated from the culinary college very quickly and was now an apprentice under a famous chef from France, but wouldn't be for long. He suspected she would be opening her own restaurants in a year or less, and she was fine with that. She announced sheepishly that she had been dating Ken for the past four years and they had moved in together. He was attending law-school and as soon as he graduated they would start to consider marriage. Serena was overjoyed at the thought!
Raye, as it turned out, had become a journalist for the hottest magazine in Japan and had also completed her training as a Shinto Priestess. When she wasn't writing articles on Tokyo's latest fashions and upcoming stars, she was meditating and training her mind and body for her religion. She had been seeing Chad off and on and he had come with her to the party and was around somewhere. After she was finished, however, she leveled Serena with a hard gaze that made her uncomfortable.
"So Serena, we've told you all about us... How have you been? Any boyfriends?" Lita asked.
"Oh, I've been fine. Busy, but fine. I graduated last year from NYU and I've been working on my novel since then and singing for the club. As far as boyfriends go, I haven't had much time. I've dated on and off with guys, just haven't found the right one yet. So yeah, there's no one I'm really interested in." She said vaguely. At this, Raye's eyes flashed and her hand pounded on the table.
"That is such bull shit Serena! How can you sit there and tell all of us you don't have feelings for someone when you do? Do you think we're stupid? You've had plenty of time for boyfriends and you know it. You just don't want anyone else!" Raye exclaimed angrily. Serena's eyes filled with tears of embarrassment and Raye's own softened a little. "I'm sorry Serena, but I can't stand back and watch you hide your feelings about Darien. Don't lie to us Serena, because we see right through it. If you want to get upset, get upset. It's not like we're not going to understand."
"You don't get it Raye." Serena spoke softly. Raye was stunned at the bitterness in her usually sweet voice. "It doesn't matter if I want Darien or not. I can't have him and I'm not going to follow him around like some sad, lost, little girl, crying about Destiny and how much we're meant to be together! I'm sick of waiting for him to decide to look my way and realize what we had was stronger than anything else in the world. I'm stronger than that now and I don't need him. I don't cry because he's not worth my tears. I'm through with crying over him."
"You're a liar." Raye said softly and Serena met her eyes with surprise. "You'd cry an ocean for him if you could, and you're not done crying over him yet. He's an idiot for letting you go and you're right, you shouldn't follow after him anymore. All I can say is that I'm sorry Serena. I'm really sorry, because you still love him."
"I do not!" Serena protested.
"Don't lie Serena." Raye said softly. Serena shook her head. Amy and Lita were just staring at them, completely silent. "Be open about your feelings and let it out now. If you don't, it will drag you down forever. Let go of some of the heartache Serena. Recognize it's there."
"I'll try." Serena whispered and Raye smiled. Serena smiled back. "Listen guys, I have to go warm up. I'll see you in the audience okay?" They all nodded and she waved and walked away.
Why does Raye always have to know what I'm thinking? She thought bitterly. Well, I can't lie to myself any longer. She lifted her head and squared her shoulders as she headed for her dressing room. It's time to take control of my own destiny and to forget the relationship that Darien and I had. It's time to look forward.
Unfortunately, a certain dark-haired gentleman had to stop her along the way.
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Darien had been gazing at Serena throughout her entire conversation with the girls. She looked so different now, so sophisticated. She was definitely more beautiful than he remembered her to be. Her attitude was also quite different. She was no longer vivacious and happy. She looked very sad and somewhat hopeless. He watched as she and Raye argued about something heatedly, then calmed down after a few minutes. Serena now wore a look of depressed emotion that went even deeper than before. What was the matter with her?
He was stirred from his thoughts as she suddenly rose from the table and began to walk in his direction. He couldn't resist. He needed to talk to her. He approached her from the side and took her arm gently, feeling an unexpected jolt course through his body. He was startled. He hadn't felt that reaction to touch in five years. Serena jerked away from him in surprise, and then stopped.
"Darien." She said softly. Darien only stared at her.
"Hi Serena." Darien finally managed. "We really didn't get much of a chance to talk back there." He motioned towards the dance floor. A waltz had just begun. "Do you want to dance?" He asked.
Serena hesitated for a moment, but then nodded and allowed him to lead her towards the other couples. He pulled her gently into his arms, marveling at how she just seemed to fall into place between them, then shook it off. He wasn't supposed to think like that. He simply concentrated on his feet and swayed himself and Serena from side to side, in a slow waltz that unknowingly mimicked previous dances from thousands of years before.
Serena was thinking along the same lines, but didn't show it. She didn't want him to know how safe and wonderful she felt just having his arms around her. They were silent for a few moments, just soaking each other in before Darien finally spoke.
"So what have you been up to?" He asked. "How did you end up in America?" Serena met his gaze.
"I've been going to college there." She said softly.
"You have? Where?" Darien wondered.
"At NYU. I just graduated with a Bachelor's Degree. I'm trying for my Masters in Creative Writing. I'm currently working on my first novel." Serena answered.
"Wow." Darien said, amazed. "I had no idea. What is the book about?" He wondered. She hesitated again.
"Sailor Moon and her adventures." She finally murmured. "Well, most of them anyway."
Darien caught the sarcastic tone in her voice, but ignored it.
"That's wonderful. I hope it all goes well." Darien said. Serena allowed herself a small smile.
"Thank you. But what about you Darien, what have you be up to?" Serena asked.
"Well, I'm a doctor now. A surgeon, in fact." He felt his legs grow weak as Serena's face lit up with a smile that still made his heart melt. "Yes, Dr. Darien Chiba, MD."
"Congratulations!" She exclaimed.
"Thank you. It's a little tiring at times, but hey! It beats jumping out of windows every night dressed up in a stupid mask and a cape!" He joked. Serena didn't laugh. He suddenly realized what he had implied. "I'm sorry Serena, I didn't mean it like that." He said quickly. Serena shook her head.
"Don't worry about it Darien. It's all in the past now. Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask don't belong in this world anymore, but I am glad to see you're happy. That means a lot to me." Serena said honestly. Darien managed a strained smile.
"Yes I am happy. But how about your love life... Are you still with Seiya?" He asked. He tried to ignore the sudden pull from the organ in his chest. Why did he suddenly care?
"What do you mean, 'am I still with Seiya?' Darien, since when have I ever been with Seiya?" Serena asked, obviously confused.
"Well..." Darien stammered, suddenly caught off guard. "I thought that you two were together... I mean, right before we broke up..." He trailed off. His throat suddenly went dry and a wave of nausea swept over him.
"Darien, I was never with Seiya. We're best friends. Seiya's currently engaged to a girl named Gwen... Wait- don't tell me... Was that the reason why you were angry that day? You thought I was involved with Seiya?" Serena asked softly. She raised her eyes and met Darien's.
He was gaping at her with a look of complete surprise and obvious vexation. She suddenly understood.
"Serena, I..." He trailed off, embarrassed.
How could he explain to her now how he had felt that day? How could he explain his disappointment that she had been in the arms of someone else when he had been ready to give her news of his leaving for America? How could he say that now and expect nothing to come out of it? She rescued him, however- as she always did.
"I see." She said. "It doesn't matter Darien. Don't blame yourself. That wasn't the only reason why we broke up. I always knew you had issues with the whole Destiny idea. You were always reluctant about our relationship. If it wasn't horrible dreams, it was loss of memory, or some sort of spell that caused you to fall in love with someone else or pull away. Don't worry about it. It's over now. Things were said back then that would make any romantic feelings between us impossible- and you're engaged. I'm really happy for you Darien. Can we at least be friends?" She asked. She looked down. She didn't trust herself to meet his eyes for fear he would see her true emotions reflected in them.
Darien swallowed hard, but he finally nodded.
"Yes Serena. I would like that." He gently took her chin in his hands and raised her face up towards his own.
"Good..." She said softly.
She was suddenly lost in the depths of his eyes. She was drowning in those dark pools of blue that reminded her of the roaring sea. He stared at her, taking in her soft beauty and suddenly wanted to kiss her. He took her hand into his own, feeling the thrill of her touch and the urge to kiss her grew stronger. He leaned in, wanting to take her soft lips with his own and forget about everything but her. To drink of her love once more. Serena leaned forward too, inching closer and closer... She was so close to him, so close to just letting everything go and making the man she loved hers once again...
She suddenly pulled back as the realization of what she was doing hit her. Darien gazed at her with surprise, then acceptance and embarrassment. What was he doing? He had a fiancé for crying out loud!
He suddenly looked down at the hand that he was holding between his own, catching a beam of light from Serena's fingers. He brought her hand to the light to get a better look, then gasped. Her sharp intake of breath that answered his surprised him as she jerked her hand away... but it was too late.
"You're wearing the ring I gave you." He said blankly. Her eyes couldn't meet his, but he knew that she was crying.
"I-I have to go Darien. I'll see you later." Serena said quickly, pulling herself from his arms. He was so stunned at what he had just found he barely felt her leave.
"Goodbye Serena." He whispered softly.
He watched her walk away and felt emotions sleeping inside him for a long time awaken once more. She was still wearing his ring! Why was she still wearing his ring? He tore his eyes away from the vision of perfection he had just held in his arms, and headed back to his table where Bianca waited.
It doesn't matter if she's wearing your ring Darien... She probably just liked it too much to throw it away... Then why did she react that way when you saw it? His mind whispered. He shook his head vigorously. You can't think of her now Darien, he told himself. You have to move on. You have to do what you've always wanted, be with whom you've always wanted. You can do that now. She set you free... He paused.
Didn't she?
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Darien sat in his seat uncomfortably, thinking thoughts he knew he shouldn't be when he had a fiancé. Why was Serena wearing his ring? It was a promise ring, almost like an engagement ring, but they were over now... Why did she still have it? Could she possibly still love him? He shook his head. He had no idea if she did or didn't. Everything was so confusing now... He couldn't get her out of his head!
Why did Serena still have to be so beautiful? Well what did you expect, his mind answered wryly, for her to be ugly? He shook his head again, trying to clear his thoughts. He couldn't think of Serena like that anymore. It's time to move on and be happy with the woman you are currently with. He turned to his fiancé who was looking extremely miserable and rolled his eyes. Was that even possible?
He gazed at Bianca and took in her obvious beauty. Her eyes were a large, clear, green, and flashed whenever she was angry. Her face was heart-shaped and her hair was a long glorious black, though he had to admit, he had seen prettier on one of his best friends (Raye, his mind whispered slyly). Her nose was small and her lips were full, usually set in a sexy pout, and she had an amazing body. She was taller than Serena by at least eight or nine inches, and her body was a lot more curvy compared to that of his ex-lover. She carried an obvious strength that had attracted Darien from the beginning... Yet, he noticed that for all her beauty and confidence, Bianca lacked something that Serena had- a pure and unprejudiced heart.
He had seen her be rude to dozens of people and knew most of her so-called friends actually hated her, but feared her too much to ever reveal their true feelings. She was miserable unless she got her own way and usually tired of her relationships as she would a new pair of shoes. Darien had been the only exception. She had admitted to him on numerous occasions none of her relationships had ever been successful, but theirs would because they would both be just too busy to fight with each other or interfere with each other's life. Darien had to agree with her. With his success as a doctor, and hers as a corporate executive of a prestigious ad company, they both had barely any time for anyone. They would be way too busy to tire of one another. But was that a good thing?
He was snapped out of his thoughts as the soft music of the violins stopped and Mina suddenly appeared on the darkened stage and spoke into the microphone. He could see silhouettes of people moving behind her, working furiously, then slowing down to take their places. What's going on? He wondered. He then focused back on Mina. Even Bianca had raised her head with interest.
"Hey everyone!" Mina called out, waving her hands. "How are you guys enjoying the party so far?"
Cheers erupted from the crowd and Darien had to smile. Mina sure could rile a group up.
"Well, I'm glad to hear that because now it's going to get even better!" She smiled at the audience who murmured with curiosity.
Darien looked over to see Amy, Raye, and Lita smiling expectantly. He turned back to Mina, who was still on stage.
"I have here, for your listening pleasure, one of the hottest acts straight out of New York! You may recognize three of these guys from the fantastic group the Three Lights," A high-pitched scream sang out from the crowd and Mina grinned again. "But now, ladies and gentleman, they have a brand new lead singer! Give it up everyone, for the Starlights!" She clapped loudly and walked off of the stage to find a place in front of it beside Raye, Lita, and Amy.
An enormous cheer erupted from the crowd again and Darien looked up with surprise. Who the hell were the Starlights? He looked over to see Bianca looking excited as well.
"Darien! I had no idea the Starlights were going to be here! They own one of the most raved about clubs in New York City! Oh my goodness!" Bianca cried, and without another word, she reached for Darien's hand and dragged him towards the stage. He followed her, smiling happily, knowing now they were dancing, they could finally have a good time.
The stage was dark and smoky, so people were surprised when a gong-like crash and a loud melody played by a violin rang out from the stage. It sounded Egyptian and exotic and Darien liked it immediately. Suddenly, a group of bongo drums sounded out- a fast paced rhythm that immediately got the crowd moving. The lights then came on and Darien immediately recognized the band. Seiya, the Starlight that he had remembered from before, was on the keyboard while Yaten was playing the bongos. There were others on the stage that were clapping and using numerous other instruments to keep rhythm. A guitar sounded from the left and Darien turned that way to see Taiki plunking out similar melody that the violin had sounded at the beginning.
Then, without warning, a girl stepped out from backstage and confidently strode up to the microphone. She was beautiful and undeniably sexy with her low-cut flares and tie-up mid-drift top that hugged her breasts. Her skin was a light tan and her hair was long and blond and somewhat curly. Her blue eyes sparkled at everyone and she flashed the crowd a seductive smile. Darien stared at her for a moment. She looked familiar... No, he thought, it can't be her... Darien did a double take! It was Serena! She was onstage and dancing so seductively he actually blushed! What the hell was she doing onstage! Suddenly, she began to sing and all he could do was gape at her with wonder. Her voice was strong and wonderful, and flowed to the very depths of his soul.
Oh, you know I have seen
A sky without sun
A man with no nations
Saints, captive in chains
A song with no name
For lack of imagination
The guys began to chant suddenly behind her.
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
Serena began to sing again, in a soft sexy voice, swaying her hips to the music.
And I have seen
Darker than ebony
The men chanted again and Darien found he was moving to the music, and turned to see that Bianca was doing the same. He gaped at Serena, who was lost in the song. Where did she get a voice like that?
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
Serena joined in again, grinning at the crowd.
And now it seems, that I
Without your eyes could never be
The beat picked up again and Serena began to throw her hips in a sexy belly dance. Darien gaped at her. She simply turned to the crowd and began to sing again, her voice suddenly very fast, but not in the least less strong.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She suddenly met Darien's eyes and the men began to chant again in another language. She blinked for a moment, then shifted her eyes away, answering their chant with her own voice.
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She hummed softly into the microphone and met Darien's eyes. The beat picked up and she began to dance again, and the jewelry on her wrists and the chain on her waist began to glitter in the bright lights. She turned back to the microphone.
Oh, you know I have seen
A woman of means
In rags and begging for pleasure
Crossed a river of salt
Just after I rode
A ship that's sunk in the desert
She danced as the men answered her with their chants and her hands found her body and she began to dance more elaborately. Darien had never seen her look so beautiful.
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
She answered again, softly yet strongly.
And I have seen
Darker than ebony
Ya na he
Un ya he
Ya na he
And now it seems, that I
Without your eyes could never be
She began to dance again as the music speeded up. Darien couldn't take his eyes off her.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
The men continued to chant as she continued to dance. She was positively mesmerizing.
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
She began to hum softly to herself, swaying gently to the music, then speeding up. She then surprised him again! Both she and the men began to chant now in another language and Darien stared at her. She was amazing! She began to sing by herself again in English and he smiled.
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours
Her eyes gazed darkly at the crowd and her body was still moving. She never stopped and moved her hips quickly as the song speeded up for the finally.
My one desire, all I aspire
Is in your eyes forever to live
Traveled all over; the seven oceans
There is nothing that I wouldn't give
Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut
Looking for someone comparing to you
Tearing down windows and doors
And I could not find eyes like yours...
She finished the last word softly and hummed gently into the microphone as she ended, releasing the crowd from all the tension they had been experiencing as the beat of the song that had taken them to new heights slowly died away. Darien could only gape at Serena, who stood breathlessly on the stage smiling at everyone. She was so beautiful and so amazing. She suddenly met his eyes and gave him a small, yet lovely smile. He suddenly had an urge to run up there and pull her into his arms and place his lips over hers again. It was the same urge he had gotten while he was dancing with her before... He started towards the stage but then stopped himself short. What was he doing?
He stood there fighting for control. Serena didn't belong to him anymore, and he was engaged to Bianca! They were separated now and he was with a woman that he wanted.
Wasn't he?
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Serena gazed into Darien's deep blue eyes and felt herself losing control as she sung through the songs on the set. Why did she have to want him so much? She smiled gently at him and he returned it. Suddenly, his eyes filled with an emotion that could only be described as desire... and Serena welcomed it! He began towards her, then stopped, and her heart cried out in dismay. She wanted so much for his lips to touch hers again, just once. She stood there waiting for a moment, then caught herself. No! Her mind cried. You have to forget him! He doesn't want you anymore. He wants his own life now, without the pressures of Destiny, at least grant him that. She shuddered and looked away, then gripped the microphone as Taiki began to play the guitar softly.
Get into the song Serena, her mind whispered. Just sing and forget... She nodded to herself and began into the microphone. The tone was soft and sweet, but sad, and it caught Darien's attention immediately, causing him to raise his eyes once more. The song was slow, and everyone was silent. All that could be heard was Serena's voice and Taiki's guitar.
How could you be everything
We were cracking you up to be?
We're cracking ourselves up, too
We're cracking ourselves up, to be you
Suddenly, Seiya and Yaten began to harmonize with Serena and it created a melancholy, but beautiful sound. Darien's eyes met Serena's, but they didn't stray away this time. She began to sing again, as if to him.
Had you in my head
Now where'd you go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead but I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go...
Seiya and Yaten stepped back and it was once again just Serena's voice and Taiki playing the guitar gently.
Everything keeps happening
And it's happening to me
I'm losing sight of its meaning...
You blew away the meaning...
Yaten and Seiya joined in again, lending their voices to Serena, even Taiki joined in, but Darien could only stare at the beautiful girl who was touching his heart, destroying his resolve to let her go with her very presence... Serena gazed back, tears forming in her bright blue eyes.
I had it my head
Now where'd it go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead
But I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go...
Suddenly, the voice of the guitar changed and so did Serena's. Her tears spilled over her eyelids, but she made no effort to hide them.
And everyone keeps telling me that this is good
I needed you to tell me it was good too...
She backed away from the microphone again to compose herself. Seiya was looking at her with some worry, but let it pass as he leaned in towards the microphone. Darien suddenly felt his heart cry out in pain. This was about him, wasn't it? This song was for him... It was about her feelings- and his. She still didn't understand how he had really felt about her... Serena began to sing again.
I had you my head now where'd you go?
Aurora...
I see you up ahead but I don't know
If I can go
As far as you go
She looked down, then up again, catching Darien's eyes as the song ended. The audience erupted with earth-shattering cheers, but Serena didn't notice, she kept her eyes locked with Darien's. Her heart was there and he took it all in, wanting suddenly to be with her again. Wanting to spend every waking moment with her and never ever let her go. He suddenly hated her for it. Why did she have this effect on him? Why did she make him feel this way? Why couldn't he ever be free from her?
He wrenched his eyes from hers angrily and she turned from him, hurt. She mentally kicked herself for allowing herself to cry. It was totally obvious it was for him. She caught Raye's sympathetic violet eyes, that were no longer locked on the brown ones of the young man that was holding her, and wanted to scream! Why was everyone else allowed to be so happy? Why did everything have to turn out like this? She silently exited off the stage as the cheers of the crowd loomed over her, signaling Seiya to continue on without her. He nodded wordlessly, understanding immediately. He then took the microphone and began to play a more upbeat tune.
Darien watched Serena go with a mixed feeling of relief and disappointment. He wanted to look at her more, take her in. She was so beautiful and just out of reach. If he wanted to, he could get her back. Did he want to? Now was his chance... He began towards her retreating form but suddenly felt a hand on his arm. He turned to see Bianca gazing at him with curiosity. He took one last look at Serena, at her sagging shoulder's and bowed head, feeling a wave of guilt pass over him, then turned back and pulled his fiancé back into his arms to dance.
I'm sorry Serena. I just can't handle our relationship again. I have no time for you... I'm afraid I never did.
Even as he said this to himself, he knew it was a lie. He suddenly turned back to Bianca and pushed her from him, gazing into her light green eyes. He didn't know if he should even ask, but he needed to know!
"Bianca, can I ask you something?" Darien asked.
"Yes. What?" Bianca wondered.
"Do you love me?" Darien blurted. Bianca stared at him, confused and shocked. She hesitated.
"Why do you want to know?" Bianca questioned suspiciously.
"I just need to." Darien replied, strain evident in his voice. Was he crazy? Was he going to regret this for the rest of his life?
"I'm marrying you aren't I?" Bianca replied, but her tone was unsure.
"That's not the same. People marry when they're not in love all the time. I need to know." Darien insisted.
"Darien, do we have to talk about this now?" Bianca asked irritably, turning away and attempting to walk off. He grabbed her arm and made her face him.
"Yes, we do." Darien said sternly. Bianca's green eyes suddenly flashed with anger.
"Fine! No Darien, to be honest, I don't. I have feelings for you, but they aren't love. People like us don't fall in love, Darien. There is never any time. People like us get married for convenience. Our relationship will work because we have similar wants and lifestyles. There's never any room for emotions like love. Our marriage will be fun and it will work for us..." Her eyes softened a little. "Please honey, let's just have a good time okay?" Bianca pleaded.
"You're wrong." Darien said softly. Bianca stared at him. "I'm not like that at all and I can't marry anyone like that. I want love Bianca. I have the time and I have the energy to do it." He looked down and sighed. He swallowed hard and raised his eyes again, his jaw clenched. "Bianca, we can't possibly be together.
We are completely different people and we want completely different things. How could I have been so blind? I should have seen this before now and saved us both a lot of trouble. I'm sorry Bianca, but the marriage is off." He stated softly, but firmly, then turned and ran for the door.
"Darien!" Bianca called from behind him, obvious surprise in her voice, but Darien ignored her. He had to get to Serena.
He ran from the hotel just in time to see her climb onto a bus. He broke into a sprint.
"Wait! Serena!" He cried out.
But he was too late. The bus pulled away from the curb with her inside before he could catch up. He watched it drive away. He was silent and his shoulders were slumped in defeat. He stood in the middle of the sidewalk, looking completely helpless. I'm too late, he thought. I'm always too late. He raised his eyes.
"I'll get you back Serena. I promise." He whispered.
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Darien entered Cherry Hill Temple at a brisk walk. He had to see Raye immediately. He strode up the many steps of the temple and found himself in the courtyard. Four girls looked up in surprise and stared at Darien. He ignored their amazed glances and approached them.
"Where is Serena?" He demanded. Raye gave him an annoyed look.
"Well, it's very interesting all of a sudden you care!" She snapped. Mina shot Raye a look, but Amy stood to her feet.
"She's gone, Darien. She left this morning for New York after saying goodbye to us and her family. She seemed upset." Amy said sadly.
"Yeah," Raye muttered sarcastically, "I wonder why."
"Raye..." Mina warned.
"Fine, Fine. I'll shut-up." Raye said and turned away to sweep the fallen cherry blossoms from her doorstep.
"Why do you want to know?" Lita asked.
"I need to talk to her." Darien answered, ignoring the glares Raye was giving him.
"Why Darien? I don't think she needs that right now. I think you should just leave her alone." Lita said softly, standing to her feet. "You've moved on, it's time for Serena to do the same. She doesn't need you, she needs her space."
"You don't understand!" Darien protested. He took a deep breath. "I love her! I've always loved her. She's the only one for me and she's the only one I was ever meant to be with. I broke up with Bianca because I realized I need her. I need her so much it hurts! Everything I have ever done, I've done for her. I just lost track of what was truly important along the way. I want her back, Lita. We never should have broken up." He said finally, tears filling his eyes. "You guys, I need her with me and I need your help. Please," He begged, "please help me get her back?"
The girls could only stare at him in surprise. Finally, Mina smiled.
"I'll help you Darien." She said gently.
"Me too." Amy answered, her mouth turning up at the corners slightly.
Darien beamed at each of them. He then turned to Lita and Raye, who were regarding him with suspicious looks. Lita smiled a little and nodded.
"Count me in." She said.
All the girls turned to Raye who still stared at Darien, evident consternation on her face. Finally she nodded her head.
"Fine. You guys can count me in too. But I'm warning you Darien Chiba, if you hurt Serena, I will personally see to it that you never walk again." Raye threatened.
Darien laughed with relief.
"Thanks girls. Now, let's work something out." Darien said.
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(Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of these characters in this story, except Anthony. "Eyes like yours" is by Shakira, and "Aurora" is by Veruca Salt.)