Kiss

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I watched in disbelief from behind a statue of a witch as my long time
boyfriend, Lucius Malfoy kissed Narcissa, the whore of Hogwarts, in the
empty hallway where Filch or anyone else can get them anytime.

Today I had a free day of work with Dumbledore's permission and I was only
looking for my dear Lucius when I saw them together.

I quickly hide behind the statue to see what was happening, with my heart
already being filled with sadness.

Narcissa's snowy white hand pulled Lucius closer to her, making the kiss
deeper and lustful as Lucius's strong hands caressed her whitish-blonde
hair like gold.

My emerald green eyes shimmered in pure hurt, not noticing that I bitten
down on my lips hard enough to start dripping blood all over my silk
blouse.

"He never loved you," a silky voice said in my right ear, making me turn
around quickly to see who it was.

I gasped softly as Serverus Snape smirked at me in a teasing matter.

"He only wanted to fuck your tight virgin body," he whispered again, his
cold hands touching my tear-filled face softly. "But you were harder to
crack then the other girls."

Serverus then slowly started to lick away my tears, making me gasp and push
him away quickly.

"I am happy that you only wanted her as your sex desire Luci," Narcissa
purred as she rubbed herself to Lucius lustily.

"Narci, I would never want her...I only wanted to fuck her shitless and
make Potter miserable," Lucius groaned out as he caresses Narcissa's breast
lightly from her blouse.

Many emotions surrounded me, taunting me for believing Lucius would ever
love me and that he used me only for sex. I couldn't even help but feel
nerve-wrecking about seeing James Potter, I mean, about him wanting me and
all.

"My precious flower, let me take away all your pain."

Suddenly remembering Serverus was here, I quickly looked at him only to
feel the cold lips of his touching my lips for the first time.

I screamed loudly and pushed the surprised Serverus off of me in defense,
his mouth opened in a perfect "O".

I turned around to face Lucius and Narcissa, their pale faces white with
fear as I walked up to them with my face all wet from tears.

"L-Lillian!! I-" Lucius stuttered and quickly regained his calmness back.
"Lillian, this is all just a big mis-"

"BULLSHIT YOU MOTHERFUCKING PLAYER!! I HEARD EVERY SINGLE FUCKING SHIT YOU
SAID TO THIS HOE ABOUT ME!!" I yelled out in pure anger and pain as I
slapped him hard across the face. "I FREAKING HATE YOU!! I HOPE YOU WILL
FUCKING BURN IN HELL WITH YOUR UGLYASS WHORE AND FREAKING FUCK EACH OTHER
SENSELESS WITH YOUR BURNED BODY YOU SHITHEAD!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER WENT
OUT WITH A GUY LIKE YOU!!!"

I slapped Narcissa hard too with some scratch marks on her baby-skin face
as I ran off through the crowds of students who came out of their classes
to see what was happening.

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I kissed my husband James Potter with tender love as we both got onto a
bed.

"I love you Lily," he muttered out as he pulled me closer, deepening the
kiss more.

I smiled, my heart filled with many joys of having a wonderful husband like
James and others but I couldn't help but always feel haunted by the scar on
my right wrist that will always mark the sin I have almost commited.