Chapter Two

My hands tightens on the streering wheel. My skin is pulled tight around my knuckles. I feel the anger coursing through me at an alarming rate. What's worse is, I know I will hurt you when we get home. I know I wont be able to stop. I want to hear you scream. I want you to hurt like I do.

Why am I like this? Why would I want to hurt the love of my life? Why cant I just let you go and be happy without me? Why cant you see my soul breaking everytime you talk about that asshole?

The more I think about you with someone else, the more I hate you. Your head is on the window kind of like mine was. Your eyes are closed and I cant see the beautiful blue that I know is underneath. You sigh so softly, probably thinking of him and not me. We're so close to home. My stomcach has beautifies. I know this is my moment. I know this is my only chance because after tonight you will never be mine again.

I pull into our driveway and shift the gear into park. I take my setbalt off slowly before you realize we're home. I look at you for a long moment, trying to talk myself out of this. Is this going to be worth it? Do I want to risk losing you forever?

'Yes...' I tell myself. One night with you is better than never having you at all.

My heart is still racing as I shake you awake. You mumble something under your breath. I can't hear it. I shake you a little bit more. You turn to look at me and the anger I felt earlier is coming back.

I take your face into my hands. I cant stop myself.

'I'm sorry Nar...'

"I know what you did..." I say.

"What are you talking about Sasuke?" He generally looks confused.

"You let him touch you, didn't you, Dont lie to me. I heared you."

"He's my boyfriend Sasuke. I'm sorry if we made you feel uncomforable" You scatch the back of you hair near the base of your neck.

"Thats all you think I felt!!" I scream at him.

"What are you..." I stop whatever it is that Naruto was going to say. The hand that was holding his face is now laced through my fingers. I tighten them and force my hand towards the passenger side window. I hear his skull bounce off the glass but it doesn't make me feel any better.

Your eyes are unfocused and I see the blood trickling down the side of your head. I got out of the car, walking calmly to your side. I rip the door open to find you hunched over holding your head. I scream as I took your right arm into my hand and pulled you out with enough force, you fall to the dirt covered ground.

"AFTER EVERYTHING WE'BE BEEN THROUGH!!! How could you do this to me? Don't you care for me at all?!"

"I don't understand Sasuke..? What did I do wrong?"

"You broke me..." I say as I'm standing over you while my eyes are watering. I won't let them fall though. Tonight I'll make you understand and feel what I've felt all these years. I know it's wrong. I can feel it in my soul that I don't really wwant to do this, but that damn whiskey is making feel like I have no other choice. If I want you, I have to force you to be with me. It seems logical at the moment. The more sane side of me doesn't want this though. He knew this was going to break me when I sobered up. But even he can't stop me.

I grab the shoulder of his tshirt and brag Naruto towards our home. I can feel him trying to go dead weight but that won't stop me and he knows it. I'm stronger than him and there's nothing to stop me from getting what I want. No. Getting what I deserve.

I fumble with my keys, one hand still wrapped around his upper body. He's trying to push my body away from him and it's doing nothing but piss me off more. I finally get the key in the lock after fighting my hold on him. I must have let my guard down to much. He slips out of my hand and tries to run towards the road. Naruto drank way more alcohol and trips over his feet. He grunts as his body connects to the dirt once more.

"You deserve this.." I walk off the porch, still going slow.

"You deserve everything that's coming.."

Naruto's body is tembling. His eyes brimming with tears of fear. I grab his hair now. He'll have to tear his own hair out to get away from me. I don't see him doing that though. I feel his body getting dragged through the dirt and rocks. I hear him whimper when I slammed his body on the porch. I stop and look at him. I ask myself again if this will be worth it. I say yes again. Theres no turning back. I need him just for one night. I need to show him how I can love him better than anyone else.

I push the door open, stepping through the kitchen staight to my room. Naruto has gone quite by now. I'm not sure if he knows what I have planned, well its not really a plan. I'm mainly going off on pure instinct it seems. I open my door slowly to give him time to collect himself. He's eyes are closed again. Oh how I wish he would open them so I can see the tears I've caused in the beautiful pools of the ocean.

"Sasuke..." He says my name so quitly that I almost missed it. Damn how my blood boils with need and want. Is he doing this on purpose so I will change my mind? It backed fired if that was his plan.

"You broke me.. It's only fair to return the favor. Don't you agree?" He looks defeated. I guess he finally understands what will take place tonight, here in my room, here in our home. We will finally be one.

Still dragging him, I throw him on my bed. He's looking at me now with so much haterd that it breaks my heart and pisses me off even more.

How many time did you let him touch you? How many time's did I hear your bed squeak from countless times you and him made love? How many times did I cry myself to sleep because you were loving someone else?

"Please.. Sasuke.. You don't have to do this.. We can pretend this was a drunken mistake and laugh about it tomorrow m-m-morning over coffee." He gives me a fake smile and laugh. I snap again. My fist connects with his jaw in a bruising manner. I can't control myself. My anger is flowing out of me and making me feel a hell of a lot better. I hear his breath leave his body as I hit his stomach and ribs.

'You deseve this...' I repeat in my head like a bad song that's stuck. One more hit to the face and you lay still. I'm breathing heaving looking at your blood. A part of me is degusted with myself but then my selfishness pushes that thought out of my head way too fast to even really consider it. I climb off your limp body still staring at my work. You're breathing so heaving, you might have a panic attack. That still doesn't stop me from unbuttoning your pants. I run my hands down your legs to take your boots off then comes your pants. I leave your boxers on for a brief moment. I'm not quite ready to see you pure naked. I want this moment to last forever or for how many hours I can get.

I start to kiss by your waist band, running my hands up the sides of your ribs. You twitch and moan ever so softly in pain when I make connect with your left side. I guess I hit you harder than I thought. But again that doesn't stop me at all. I just want to taste the salt on your skin. I want to smell your natureal scent. I water my lips so I can go up your body more easy. I still don't know if I want you to feel pleasure or pain. It basically the same thing with only one differance.

You raise your hand into my hair. For slit moment I thought we were on the same page but of course I was wrong. You try to push me away again, but this time you're crying your eyes out. I see you trying to roll over off the bed and I can't let that happen. I take your shift off the floor and start to rip it into pieces to tie you to my headbroad. You trashing more aggressively now.

'It's now or never...'