I know 80% of you will ignore this message, but I need to explain about my sickness cause many people are asking me "Why I am not uploading stories?"...

I've mental problems, and I am in a huge pain for many, MANY years! and since Nov 1,2022 I had Varicocele Surgery. here's some reasons of my mental problems.

I am now 20 years old and I got hurt for many years.

number 1: When I was 17, I had a girlfriend and I loved her fron the button of my heart. We were dating for a year until I realized she was talking behind my back and cheated on me...

number 2: I was 11 years old, and i got raped by a stranger... and thr police still didnt find him...

number 3: I used to be a voice actor, but because of my worst voice and look, no one didnt accept me...

number 4: My school bully hacked my phone oneday and took my information, nudes and everything and uploaded them on the internet... So I bought a fake grave and pretending that I am dead... living far away from my own parents... police never helped me out they didn't care...

number 5: I'm just a perverted loser who supposed to be a good and amazing person, but I can't... all I do is writing some stupid stories I've in my dirty mind...

I really don't know what to do... that's why I can't upload stories cause every single day, every seconds of my day is passing by sadness and crying... I lost interest in everything, even playing video games... I'm sorry everyone, I just wanted to tell you all my life isn't happy like yours... but still, I will try my best to write down few stories... goodbye everyone, have a good life...