THIS IS THE NEW REVISED AND SLIGHTLY LONGER VERSION!
Thanks to...
ramapothe8r, Honor, bad-ass-Cinderella, LadyVader,
~*~*~*~Thanks so so so much to Miseryslilwench b/c it was your idea really that gave me the "inspiration" for this chap! THANKS SO MUCH! With out your review this chapter wouldn't have existed!~*~*~*~
SparkySparkles thanks so much for all of your reviews! Confused!embarassed!Draco is one of my favorites too!
Vividian thanks for reading! I know a lot of the H/D fics get really... stereotypical, I think mine might be swaying towards that now... isn't that sad? I'm trying to make it original but I don't know how long that will last! I hope you like it so far though!
girlofpoision I hope your computers all better! Thanks for the review!
Thanks to... hyalite, slytherinslut, and Megs again! Thanks!
Well thanks so much again to Miseryslilwench for the whole idea for this chapter! HERE IT IS ALREADY...
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Chapter 9
Harry ran back into the safety of the Gryffindor common room. Draco was left standing alone in the empty room in the Astronomy Tower.
Draco was left just staring at the door that Harry had just run out of. His mind was racing, "Oh my god. What just happened?" He whispered to himself. Draco was still standing next to the fireplace. He could feel the warmth of it behind him. He slowly brought his hand up to his lips. "WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED!"
Draco started to pace rapidly around the room, "Shit, shit, shit!" was his main chant. He suddenly stopped abruptly next to the couch. In frustration, he slammed his fist down against the arm of the couch. "OW! Fuck," Draco had apparently jammed his finger. He examined his ring finger as he walked over in front of the couch.
"Oh kay, just calm down, calm down." He let out a sigh and fell onto the comfy leather couch.
"Aright, so I kissed him, or he kissed me. Or... WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!? Alright, breathe Draco, just breathe. Now why am I talking in the third person?" Draco brought his hand over his face. "And why am I talking to myself?" He dropt his hands abruptly. "OH MY GOD I'M GOING CRAZY!" Draco lifted his feet off the ground and brought himself into a tight ball.
"This is not happening to me. I am not going crazy! I'm a Malfoy for fucks sake. We remain calm." He started to rock back and forth still in a tight ball. "I just need to calm down! I am *not* going insane." Draco kept repeating to himself that he was just confused and, in no way insane.
"He kissed me, right? Yes, he did. I remember that. But why did he run away?"
Draco let the question hang in the air. He stopped rocking and put his feet on the other end of the couch as he laid down. The room was filled with a strong silence once again.
//Did I want him to stay?//
Draco took a long time to consider that question. He brought his hands up to his temple to massage his now massive headache. "Well, why would he have stayed?" Draco covered his face once again with his hands.
//He doesn't even want to be friends with me.//
Draco sighed. He's eyes looked very glossy and wet as he moved his hands away from his face. It looked like he was painfully holding back a tear.
//Why am I getting so upset about this? It's not like I...// Draco's eyes widened as he realized...
"Holy Fuck! How can I like the Boy-Who-Fucking-Lived? THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!" Draco sat up so fast his hair flew into his eyes. "I mean I know I had those dreams about him and all, but they were just dreams. And that was just a kiss it wasn't like I liked it or anything." He ran his fingers through his hair trying to convince himself that he really didn't have any other feeling for the Boy-Who-Lived, except hate.
//No, I loved that kiss.// Draco jumped off the couch and started pacing around the room again.
"ARGH! THIS IS *NOT* HAPPENING! He hates me right?"
//It sure didn't seem like he hated me. But I was practically forcing myself on him. Wasn't I?//
Draco thought back to that kiss. He had moved in so closely to Harry. Draco moved in until their noses touched, but Harry was the one who initiated the kiss! "*HE* kissed *me*!"
That reassured Draco a little bit. He laughed, //At least I had enough will power not to jump him right there.//
He stopped pacing and his hands were back over his face. "WHY AM I THINKING THINGS LIKE THIS???? ARGH!!!"
Draco ran his fingers through his silver hair and glanced at his watch. //Shit! I have to go meet McGonagall and Potter now. This is not going to be good. How can I even look at him?//
Draco left the room to meet McGonagall and Potter, now with a slightly new attitude toward his former enemy.
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A/N: Alrighty there it was! EVERY ONE THANK MISERYSLILWENCH b/c that's where the idea came from. Sorry it's so short! But I tried to extend it a little bit. Still a tiny one I know! But it's all good right? No???? TELL ME THEN! I WANT TO KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT!
Thanks to...
ramapothe8r, Honor, bad-ass-Cinderella, LadyVader,
~*~*~*~Thanks so so so much to Miseryslilwench b/c it was your idea really that gave me the "inspiration" for this chap! THANKS SO MUCH! With out your review this chapter wouldn't have existed!~*~*~*~
SparkySparkles thanks so much for all of your reviews! Confused!embarassed!Draco is one of my favorites too!
Vividian thanks for reading! I know a lot of the H/D fics get really... stereotypical, I think mine might be swaying towards that now... isn't that sad? I'm trying to make it original but I don't know how long that will last! I hope you like it so far though!
girlofpoision I hope your computers all better! Thanks for the review!
Thanks to... hyalite, slytherinslut, and Megs again! Thanks!
Well thanks so much again to Miseryslilwench for the whole idea for this chapter! HERE IT IS ALREADY...
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Chapter 9
Harry ran back into the safety of the Gryffindor common room. Draco was left standing alone in the empty room in the Astronomy Tower.
Draco was left just staring at the door that Harry had just run out of. His mind was racing, "Oh my god. What just happened?" He whispered to himself. Draco was still standing next to the fireplace. He could feel the warmth of it behind him. He slowly brought his hand up to his lips. "WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED!"
Draco started to pace rapidly around the room, "Shit, shit, shit!" was his main chant. He suddenly stopped abruptly next to the couch. In frustration, he slammed his fist down against the arm of the couch. "OW! Fuck," Draco had apparently jammed his finger. He examined his ring finger as he walked over in front of the couch.
"Oh kay, just calm down, calm down." He let out a sigh and fell onto the comfy leather couch.
"Aright, so I kissed him, or he kissed me. Or... WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!? Alright, breathe Draco, just breathe. Now why am I talking in the third person?" Draco brought his hand over his face. "And why am I talking to myself?" He dropt his hands abruptly. "OH MY GOD I'M GOING CRAZY!" Draco lifted his feet off the ground and brought himself into a tight ball.
"This is not happening to me. I am not going crazy! I'm a Malfoy for fucks sake. We remain calm." He started to rock back and forth still in a tight ball. "I just need to calm down! I am *not* going insane." Draco kept repeating to himself that he was just confused and, in no way insane.
"He kissed me, right? Yes, he did. I remember that. But why did he run away?"
Draco let the question hang in the air. He stopped rocking and put his feet on the other end of the couch as he laid down. The room was filled with a strong silence once again.
//Did I want him to stay?//
Draco took a long time to consider that question. He brought his hands up to his temple to massage his now massive headache. "Well, why would he have stayed?" Draco covered his face once again with his hands.
//He doesn't even want to be friends with me.//
Draco sighed. He's eyes looked very glossy and wet as he moved his hands away from his face. It looked like he was painfully holding back a tear.
//Why am I getting so upset about this? It's not like I...// Draco's eyes widened as he realized...
"Holy Fuck! How can I like the Boy-Who-Fucking-Lived? THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!" Draco sat up so fast his hair flew into his eyes. "I mean I know I had those dreams about him and all, but they were just dreams. And that was just a kiss it wasn't like I liked it or anything." He ran his fingers through his hair trying to convince himself that he really didn't have any other feeling for the Boy-Who-Lived, except hate.
//No, I loved that kiss.// Draco jumped off the couch and started pacing around the room again.
"ARGH! THIS IS *NOT* HAPPENING! He hates me right?"
//It sure didn't seem like he hated me. But I was practically forcing myself on him. Wasn't I?//
Draco thought back to that kiss. He had moved in so closely to Harry. Draco moved in until their noses touched, but Harry was the one who initiated the kiss! "*HE* kissed *me*!"
That reassured Draco a little bit. He laughed, //At least I had enough will power not to jump him right there.//
He stopped pacing and his hands were back over his face. "WHY AM I THINKING THINGS LIKE THIS???? ARGH!!!"
Draco ran his fingers through his silver hair and glanced at his watch. //Shit! I have to go meet McGonagall and Potter now. This is not going to be good. How can I even look at him?//
Draco left the room to meet McGonagall and Potter, now with a slightly new attitude toward his former enemy.
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A/N: Alrighty there it was! EVERY ONE THANK MISERYSLILWENCH b/c that's where the idea came from. Sorry it's so short! But I tried to extend it a little bit. Still a tiny one I know! But it's all good right? No???? TELL ME THEN! I WANT TO KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT!