Lost, Confused, Unkind, (Sequel to "Freaked")
Chapter 2
For 3 days I was on my own. Sure I had Mary to keep me company but even she had places to go & people to see while she had the freedom to do so! On the fourth day Matt came home & I'd never been happier to see anyone in my life! I didn't know he was comming home, there was a knock on the door, I opened it & there he was! I launched myself at him almost knocking him to the ground as I wrapped my legs around his waist & my arms around his neck!
"MAAAAAT!" I screamed!
"Woah! Talk about welcome home!" he laughed twirling me around! "I thought I'd surprise you!"
"Oh you did that alright!" I said sliding to the ground. "Kiss me!"
"Yes Ma'am!" Matt grinned & passionately kissed my lips. I could've melted there & then!!
"Oh matt, you couldn't have come home at a better moment!"
"I gathered that!" He smirked, "Miss me then?"
"Like you'd never know Hardy!" I said, playfully prodding him in the ribs.
"So are we going inside or are we planning on standing on the doorstep all day?" he grinned.
We went inside & headed for the kitchen. "Coffee?" I asked.
"Mmmmmm I'd rather have something else hot & sweet!" he said, putting his arms around my waist from behind & kissing my neck. I giggled. "But I guess coffee's fine for now!!"
I made the drinks & we sat at the table & talked. I told him all about the uneventful 3 days I'd just had (which took all of 30 seconds) and Matt told me about the exciting life he'd been having with the WWE!
"Wow!" I said when he'd finished. "Think Vince would give me a job?! I have a pretty mean left hook!" I laughed & then sighed.
"What's wrong hun?"he reached across the table & took hold of my hand.
"Ahh nothin'.....just...well its nothin!"
"looks like somethin' to me! You missin the kids?"
"Yeah that's what it is! At least my life was slightly more interesting when they were around! Y'know, sometimes on a good day I got to clean up vomit!! How cool is that!?" I said sarcastically & stood up, taking my cup to the sink.
"OK Spill it! What have I done?"
"Nothing Matt! I'm sorry it's just me!" I sighed, "Mat it's just........" I paused, ".......Well what do you see in me?!"
"What sort of a question is that?!" he asked, surprised.
"It's just a question!"
"Ok well.....you're kind, fun to be with, sexy, gorgeous..." he grinned, "Want me to continue?"
"Yeah well you could also add plain, dowdy, boring & even miserable to that list!!
He stood up & came over to me, turned me around & lifted my chin up so I was looking into those gorgeous eyes!
"What's brought all this on?"
"Well I'm sitting here listening to you, to your stories of travelling to New York, to Minnisota, to Texas....how you've done this & done that and I've done nothing Matt! I get up I read books, drink tea & go to bed!! I dont understand why you even bother to come home to me!!"
"Bec! Don't be silly! I come back because I love.......erm to be with you! We have fun! We're great together you & me!"
"Matt we dont even....well..I can't even...."
"Sshhhhhh!" He pressed a finger to my lips, "I've told you that doesnt matter!"
"But it matters to me!" I choked back my tears, "Im....Im not stupid Matt!"
"I never said you were stupid! Come on where has all this come from?!"
"You have your......your needs!" Matt burst out laughing, "Dont laugh at me matt! Im trying to say that you have all these gorgeous women throwing themselves at your feet.....I dont expect you to refuse them forever, to come home & get the cold shoulder for a plain old boring nanny!"
Matt put his hand to his mouth to curb his laughter, "Bec you are something else you know that?" He shook his head, "90% of these gorgeous girls throwing themselves at my feet range from about 12 to 16 years of age! And the other 10% have been through 3 truck drivers & the guy who sells the t-shirts!!" He pulled me close to him & kissed my lips, "As for my erm....needs! Well I can wait Bec it's no big deal!" He grinned, "And until then I have two perfectly good hands....."
"MATT!" I slapped his shoulder.
"What?!" he grinned again.
"Too much information!" I laughed.
"That's better, a smile!" He kissed me again.
"Yeah Im sorry! It's just sometimes I feel so damn ordinary & normal!!"
"Missy you're extra ordinary in my eyes....and certainly not normal!!" he went crosseyed & stuck his tongue out of the corner of his mouth! I giggled. "So come on then where are we going tonight?"
"I dont mind!"
"Ok I figured we'd stay in, get a pizza....rent a movie and.."
"Dont you dare!!" I laughed, "I want out of here matey, you want a movie & pizza night you're on your own!!"
Chapter 2
For 3 days I was on my own. Sure I had Mary to keep me company but even she had places to go & people to see while she had the freedom to do so! On the fourth day Matt came home & I'd never been happier to see anyone in my life! I didn't know he was comming home, there was a knock on the door, I opened it & there he was! I launched myself at him almost knocking him to the ground as I wrapped my legs around his waist & my arms around his neck!
"MAAAAAT!" I screamed!
"Woah! Talk about welcome home!" he laughed twirling me around! "I thought I'd surprise you!"
"Oh you did that alright!" I said sliding to the ground. "Kiss me!"
"Yes Ma'am!" Matt grinned & passionately kissed my lips. I could've melted there & then!!
"Oh matt, you couldn't have come home at a better moment!"
"I gathered that!" He smirked, "Miss me then?"
"Like you'd never know Hardy!" I said, playfully prodding him in the ribs.
"So are we going inside or are we planning on standing on the doorstep all day?" he grinned.
We went inside & headed for the kitchen. "Coffee?" I asked.
"Mmmmmm I'd rather have something else hot & sweet!" he said, putting his arms around my waist from behind & kissing my neck. I giggled. "But I guess coffee's fine for now!!"
I made the drinks & we sat at the table & talked. I told him all about the uneventful 3 days I'd just had (which took all of 30 seconds) and Matt told me about the exciting life he'd been having with the WWE!
"Wow!" I said when he'd finished. "Think Vince would give me a job?! I have a pretty mean left hook!" I laughed & then sighed.
"What's wrong hun?"he reached across the table & took hold of my hand.
"Ahh nothin'.....just...well its nothin!"
"looks like somethin' to me! You missin the kids?"
"Yeah that's what it is! At least my life was slightly more interesting when they were around! Y'know, sometimes on a good day I got to clean up vomit!! How cool is that!?" I said sarcastically & stood up, taking my cup to the sink.
"OK Spill it! What have I done?"
"Nothing Matt! I'm sorry it's just me!" I sighed, "Mat it's just........" I paused, ".......Well what do you see in me?!"
"What sort of a question is that?!" he asked, surprised.
"It's just a question!"
"Ok well.....you're kind, fun to be with, sexy, gorgeous..." he grinned, "Want me to continue?"
"Yeah well you could also add plain, dowdy, boring & even miserable to that list!!
He stood up & came over to me, turned me around & lifted my chin up so I was looking into those gorgeous eyes!
"What's brought all this on?"
"Well I'm sitting here listening to you, to your stories of travelling to New York, to Minnisota, to Texas....how you've done this & done that and I've done nothing Matt! I get up I read books, drink tea & go to bed!! I dont understand why you even bother to come home to me!!"
"Bec! Don't be silly! I come back because I love.......erm to be with you! We have fun! We're great together you & me!"
"Matt we dont even....well..I can't even...."
"Sshhhhhh!" He pressed a finger to my lips, "I've told you that doesnt matter!"
"But it matters to me!" I choked back my tears, "Im....Im not stupid Matt!"
"I never said you were stupid! Come on where has all this come from?!"
"You have your......your needs!" Matt burst out laughing, "Dont laugh at me matt! Im trying to say that you have all these gorgeous women throwing themselves at your feet.....I dont expect you to refuse them forever, to come home & get the cold shoulder for a plain old boring nanny!"
Matt put his hand to his mouth to curb his laughter, "Bec you are something else you know that?" He shook his head, "90% of these gorgeous girls throwing themselves at my feet range from about 12 to 16 years of age! And the other 10% have been through 3 truck drivers & the guy who sells the t-shirts!!" He pulled me close to him & kissed my lips, "As for my erm....needs! Well I can wait Bec it's no big deal!" He grinned, "And until then I have two perfectly good hands....."
"MATT!" I slapped his shoulder.
"What?!" he grinned again.
"Too much information!" I laughed.
"That's better, a smile!" He kissed me again.
"Yeah Im sorry! It's just sometimes I feel so damn ordinary & normal!!"
"Missy you're extra ordinary in my eyes....and certainly not normal!!" he went crosseyed & stuck his tongue out of the corner of his mouth! I giggled. "So come on then where are we going tonight?"
"I dont mind!"
"Ok I figured we'd stay in, get a pizza....rent a movie and.."
"Dont you dare!!" I laughed, "I want out of here matey, you want a movie & pizza night you're on your own!!"