Lost, Confused, Unkind
Chapter 4
When I opened my eyes it was dark & I had no idea what time it was. I was under the douvet wearing just my underwear & I was freezing! I rolled over & snuggled up to the naked body lying next to me smiling to myself, but when I looked up I screamed! The person next to me wasn't Matt, it was Mick! Suddenly he had hold of my wrists & no matter how hard I struggled I couldn't get free!
"Hey! Hey! Shhhhh!" Suddenly I stopped panicking & looked at the person restraining me, it WAS Matt! I'd had another nightmare! I was gasping for air & my hair was in my face, "It's me! Hey! Come on Bec! It's ok!" Matt whispered.
"Matt!" I gasped & relaxed a little. "Matt!" I said again still a bit dazed & confused. "Jesus!"
"Another nightmare?" He said, relaxing his grip. I nodded & my head hurt!
"What time is it?"
Matt looked at his watch, "6am! It's getting light already!" he said looking to the window. As he turned I saw a trickle of blood running down his cheek. I touched it with my finger & then Matt did the same as he didn't know it was there.
"Jesus did I…?"
"It's just a scratch!" He said. As he lay down & pulled me beside him.
"This is never going to end Matt!"
"Shhhh! It will! Just give it time!"
"How much time?" I whispered, more to myself than to him! "What if it's going to stay like this forever?"
"It'll be ok!" He said, squeezing me tightly & kissing my cheek. "You'll see, it'll be fine!"
"Can you wait forever Matt?" He didn't answer me, "Matt?"
"If that's what it takes!"
I sighed, "I love you matt!" I said quietly.
"Yeah I know you do babe! Now go back to sleep! It's ok now!"
I leaned towards him & kissed him deeply, my tongue caressing the inside of his mouth. He still turned me on so much, it wasn't fair that I had to have this stupid mental block! I knew Matt would never hurt me, so this was just ridiculous! He responded to my kiss with his tongue & he pulled me tightly up against him, grabbing my ass & pushing me against his erection. I wanted him so badly, maybe it would happen this time? I concentrated on his body, running my hands over his hard chest & huge muscular arms. He undid the clasp on my bra & pulled it down over my arms, throwing it onto the floor. His hand gently cupped my breast & he squeezed it slightly, pinching my nipple & I gasped!
"You ok?" he whispered, looking concerned. I nodded & pulled his head towards me, kissing him hard. He moaned when my hand found his ass & squeezed it so that he was pressed against me even harder. He kissed my neck lightly & then roughly nibbled on my shoulder giving me goose bumps all over my body. He moved down & his tongue circled my nipple as he squeezed my breast, I could barely breathe! He moved further down, kissing my body all over & I shivered with excitement! His tongue circled my belly button & then he ran it around the rim of my panties & I pulled him back up to face me.
"I'm sorry!" He whispered, almost panting.
"It's ok!" I said & kissed him hard. Somehow I had to get through this barrier before it killed us both! His fingers gently caressed my body & then slipped into my panties & I moaned. I reached down & took his erection in my hand, moving it up & down. His breathing grew heavier as he lay his head back on the pillow. I forgot about everything as he pushed his fingers inside of me moving them rhythmically at the same time as my own hand. I arched my back & looked at his face, he was completely lost to me now! Seeing him like that turned me on even more & I was close to climaxing, something I hadn't done since he'd made love to me all those months ago. Suddenly his whole body tensed up & he moaned as I felt my hand get wet! About 5 seconds after, I cried out & Matt quickly put his mouth on mine to stifle the noise as I climaxed.
Chapter 4
When I opened my eyes it was dark & I had no idea what time it was. I was under the douvet wearing just my underwear & I was freezing! I rolled over & snuggled up to the naked body lying next to me smiling to myself, but when I looked up I screamed! The person next to me wasn't Matt, it was Mick! Suddenly he had hold of my wrists & no matter how hard I struggled I couldn't get free!
"Hey! Hey! Shhhhh!" Suddenly I stopped panicking & looked at the person restraining me, it WAS Matt! I'd had another nightmare! I was gasping for air & my hair was in my face, "It's me! Hey! Come on Bec! It's ok!" Matt whispered.
"Matt!" I gasped & relaxed a little. "Matt!" I said again still a bit dazed & confused. "Jesus!"
"Another nightmare?" He said, relaxing his grip. I nodded & my head hurt!
"What time is it?"
Matt looked at his watch, "6am! It's getting light already!" he said looking to the window. As he turned I saw a trickle of blood running down his cheek. I touched it with my finger & then Matt did the same as he didn't know it was there.
"Jesus did I…?"
"It's just a scratch!" He said. As he lay down & pulled me beside him.
"This is never going to end Matt!"
"Shhhh! It will! Just give it time!"
"How much time?" I whispered, more to myself than to him! "What if it's going to stay like this forever?"
"It'll be ok!" He said, squeezing me tightly & kissing my cheek. "You'll see, it'll be fine!"
"Can you wait forever Matt?" He didn't answer me, "Matt?"
"If that's what it takes!"
I sighed, "I love you matt!" I said quietly.
"Yeah I know you do babe! Now go back to sleep! It's ok now!"
I leaned towards him & kissed him deeply, my tongue caressing the inside of his mouth. He still turned me on so much, it wasn't fair that I had to have this stupid mental block! I knew Matt would never hurt me, so this was just ridiculous! He responded to my kiss with his tongue & he pulled me tightly up against him, grabbing my ass & pushing me against his erection. I wanted him so badly, maybe it would happen this time? I concentrated on his body, running my hands over his hard chest & huge muscular arms. He undid the clasp on my bra & pulled it down over my arms, throwing it onto the floor. His hand gently cupped my breast & he squeezed it slightly, pinching my nipple & I gasped!
"You ok?" he whispered, looking concerned. I nodded & pulled his head towards me, kissing him hard. He moaned when my hand found his ass & squeezed it so that he was pressed against me even harder. He kissed my neck lightly & then roughly nibbled on my shoulder giving me goose bumps all over my body. He moved down & his tongue circled my nipple as he squeezed my breast, I could barely breathe! He moved further down, kissing my body all over & I shivered with excitement! His tongue circled my belly button & then he ran it around the rim of my panties & I pulled him back up to face me.
"I'm sorry!" He whispered, almost panting.
"It's ok!" I said & kissed him hard. Somehow I had to get through this barrier before it killed us both! His fingers gently caressed my body & then slipped into my panties & I moaned. I reached down & took his erection in my hand, moving it up & down. His breathing grew heavier as he lay his head back on the pillow. I forgot about everything as he pushed his fingers inside of me moving them rhythmically at the same time as my own hand. I arched my back & looked at his face, he was completely lost to me now! Seeing him like that turned me on even more & I was close to climaxing, something I hadn't done since he'd made love to me all those months ago. Suddenly his whole body tensed up & he moaned as I felt my hand get wet! About 5 seconds after, I cried out & Matt quickly put his mouth on mine to stifle the noise as I climaxed.