Lost, Confused, Unkind, (Sequel To "Freaked")
Chapter 5
For about 10 minutes we lay in silence in each others arms. I sniffed as a tear rolled down my cheek, I was so happy yet frustrated at the same time! Yes I'd gotten through some of this damn mental block but I had to make that final push & let him make love to me, I wanted that more than anything. Matt squeezed me tightly to his chest & stoked my hair.
"Wow! I wasn't expecting that!"
"Me either believe me! I wiped my face on the back of my hand, "I'm sorry that....."
"Hey don't be sorry! " He lifted my chin so I was face to face with him, "One step at a time ok? I told you everything would be fine didn't I?" he smiled & kissed my forehead. Just then his cell phone rang.
"Hello?..........Oh Hi Shane!..........What? Really?..........When?........Today?.........Ah right I see!.....Does it have to be today?.......yeah I guess so!.........OK where do I have to be?" my stomach churned! At first I thought it was the Shane I'd met the night before but as soon as Matt asked where he'd have to be I knew it was Shane McMahon! It wouldn't be the first time Matt had been called back to work! Matt was going away again & today by the sounds of things! I sat up & made to get out of bed but he grabbed my arm & gave me a concerned look! I just looked away, I was devastated!
"OK let me get a pen you can give me directions!" Matt rumaged in the drawer of his bedside cabinet & pulled out a note pad & a pen. Putting the reciever under his chin he started to frantically jot down the directions that Shane was giving him. I sat on the edge of the bed & grabbed the first thing I found on the floor (which happened to be Matt's shirt), & I pulled it on. I had to choke back my tears, I couldn't believe this was happening, not now!! Matt was muttering something on the phone but I didn't hear him I just wanted to scream! Quite frankly I felt like grabbing the phone off him & telling Shane McMahon to kiss my ass!!! I snapped back to reality when I felt Matt reach over & rub my back!
"Yeah if that's gonna be ok with you!.........Great!.........Thanks Shane! Yeah it is actually!!.......No you haven't met!.......I will!.......No problem boss! See you there!" he hung up.
"Babe?"
"What?"
"I have to get ready & go back to work now!"
"Oh."
"Yeah seems Brock get injured & Im needed for a match for Smackdown tonight!"
"Can't someone else do it?"
"Everyone is already either booked, injured or away in Japan right now so I'm their last resort!" Matt laughed, "Babe I have to go or they'd have to rearrange the entire show!"
Oh...........Ok then!" I still didn't turn around, I was afraid he would see the tears in my eyes & realise how pathetic I was! "Where are you going this time then?"
"Not far, just south!"
"Carolina?"
"Yep! Ever been?"
"Matt I haven't been anywhere!"
"Only Shane was asking if I might like to take someone along with me since it's such short notice an..."
"You're kidding me??!!" I whirled around quickly to face him, "Seriously??!"
"Well I was thinkin' maybe Jeff might wanna come along! Y'know catch up with the old Smackdown gang?!"
"MATT!" I playfully smacked his arm!
"Ok ok! You wanna tag along?"
"Oh I'd love to!!!" I beamed & threw my arms around his neck!! "God I was so gutted! I thought you were leaving me again already!!"
"Would you have cared all that much?"
"I think I would have cracked up!!" I giggled.
"Come on then! You need to go home & pack!"
"Pack for how long?"
"Erm...what's say we just go with the gang for a while?"
"Are you kidding me??!!"
"How long have you got?"
"3 weeks before the J's are back!"
"Well how about you pack for 3 weeks then?"
"OH MY GOD!!!!" I screamed & jumped on him, knocking him back on the bed!
"Don't get too excited! You might get sick of us after 3 days never mind 3 weeks!!"
"Oh I doubt that very much!" I bent down & kissed him, still sitting astride his naked body when Jeff walked in!
"WOAAAH! SHIT!" he turned away & covered his eyes, "Sorry! I forgot Bec was here! Shit!" I giggled & Jeff went slightly red! "Shane O was tryin to get in touch with you! He says its urgent!"
"Yeah he called my cell! I have to go back to work!"
"Oh right! Well....erm......sorry for interrupting!" As he left I shouted
"Oh Jeff!" he stopped but still didn't turn around!! "Nice boxers man!!" I laughed! Jeff left very quickly!!
Chapter 5
For about 10 minutes we lay in silence in each others arms. I sniffed as a tear rolled down my cheek, I was so happy yet frustrated at the same time! Yes I'd gotten through some of this damn mental block but I had to make that final push & let him make love to me, I wanted that more than anything. Matt squeezed me tightly to his chest & stoked my hair.
"Wow! I wasn't expecting that!"
"Me either believe me! I wiped my face on the back of my hand, "I'm sorry that....."
"Hey don't be sorry! " He lifted my chin so I was face to face with him, "One step at a time ok? I told you everything would be fine didn't I?" he smiled & kissed my forehead. Just then his cell phone rang.
"Hello?..........Oh Hi Shane!..........What? Really?..........When?........Today?.........Ah right I see!.....Does it have to be today?.......yeah I guess so!.........OK where do I have to be?" my stomach churned! At first I thought it was the Shane I'd met the night before but as soon as Matt asked where he'd have to be I knew it was Shane McMahon! It wouldn't be the first time Matt had been called back to work! Matt was going away again & today by the sounds of things! I sat up & made to get out of bed but he grabbed my arm & gave me a concerned look! I just looked away, I was devastated!
"OK let me get a pen you can give me directions!" Matt rumaged in the drawer of his bedside cabinet & pulled out a note pad & a pen. Putting the reciever under his chin he started to frantically jot down the directions that Shane was giving him. I sat on the edge of the bed & grabbed the first thing I found on the floor (which happened to be Matt's shirt), & I pulled it on. I had to choke back my tears, I couldn't believe this was happening, not now!! Matt was muttering something on the phone but I didn't hear him I just wanted to scream! Quite frankly I felt like grabbing the phone off him & telling Shane McMahon to kiss my ass!!! I snapped back to reality when I felt Matt reach over & rub my back!
"Yeah if that's gonna be ok with you!.........Great!.........Thanks Shane! Yeah it is actually!!.......No you haven't met!.......I will!.......No problem boss! See you there!" he hung up.
"Babe?"
"What?"
"I have to get ready & go back to work now!"
"Oh."
"Yeah seems Brock get injured & Im needed for a match for Smackdown tonight!"
"Can't someone else do it?"
"Everyone is already either booked, injured or away in Japan right now so I'm their last resort!" Matt laughed, "Babe I have to go or they'd have to rearrange the entire show!"
Oh...........Ok then!" I still didn't turn around, I was afraid he would see the tears in my eyes & realise how pathetic I was! "Where are you going this time then?"
"Not far, just south!"
"Carolina?"
"Yep! Ever been?"
"Matt I haven't been anywhere!"
"Only Shane was asking if I might like to take someone along with me since it's such short notice an..."
"You're kidding me??!!" I whirled around quickly to face him, "Seriously??!"
"Well I was thinkin' maybe Jeff might wanna come along! Y'know catch up with the old Smackdown gang?!"
"MATT!" I playfully smacked his arm!
"Ok ok! You wanna tag along?"
"Oh I'd love to!!!" I beamed & threw my arms around his neck!! "God I was so gutted! I thought you were leaving me again already!!"
"Would you have cared all that much?"
"I think I would have cracked up!!" I giggled.
"Come on then! You need to go home & pack!"
"Pack for how long?"
"Erm...what's say we just go with the gang for a while?"
"Are you kidding me??!!"
"How long have you got?"
"3 weeks before the J's are back!"
"Well how about you pack for 3 weeks then?"
"OH MY GOD!!!!" I screamed & jumped on him, knocking him back on the bed!
"Don't get too excited! You might get sick of us after 3 days never mind 3 weeks!!"
"Oh I doubt that very much!" I bent down & kissed him, still sitting astride his naked body when Jeff walked in!
"WOAAAH! SHIT!" he turned away & covered his eyes, "Sorry! I forgot Bec was here! Shit!" I giggled & Jeff went slightly red! "Shane O was tryin to get in touch with you! He says its urgent!"
"Yeah he called my cell! I have to go back to work!"
"Oh right! Well....erm......sorry for interrupting!" As he left I shouted
"Oh Jeff!" he stopped but still didn't turn around!! "Nice boxers man!!" I laughed! Jeff left very quickly!!