Chapter Thirty Five

(A Lot to Think About)

** I have to say that I have loved the last four days. It is great waking up in between Mark and Glen every morning. Because they don't want me to have to chose which one of them I am sleeping with they have been getting a suite since my birthday. They also say that it's easier this way because then the boys can have some home cooked meals because the suites have had kitchens in them. I have to admit though at first I was a little worried about what the boys would think about if they need us during the night. But the other night both boys had found their way into our room. Chance is lying right now between Mark and me. While Ricky is asleep between Glen and me. Thank god we all put clothes on for sleeping in. Damn I look over at Glen and he is smiling over at me. Hell I go to sit up but Mark reaches over and gently pushes me back down. I look over at him and he tells me to go back to sleep. He said that instead of taking the bus on into Texas today that Glen had rented a Van and that we are going to drive on in. This way for once we don't have to run around getting ready and then getting on the bus. He said that John is going to ride with us too because he left his bike at Marks house last time they were there. God that sounds so good because that means for once I can really sleep in. That is if the boys give us a chance to. It also gives me time to think about what Mark and Glen asked me last night as we sat in the bar after getting the boys to bed. Glen's Lawyer had gotten a hold of the McMahon family early last evening so that they could tell Glen that his ex-wife agreed to give full custody to him. That also she had agreed that (and this is the part that completely blows me away.) I could legally adopt Ricky as Glen had asked her and from what I understand had added quite a bit of money to get. He said that he knows that he should have asked me first but that he didn't want to get any ones hopes up just in case she said no. I must have scared him because I didn't say anything at first. I was just totally blown away that he would even want me as Ricky's Mom. I told him that I would be honored if it were ok with Ricky. Damn if that little boy deserved a Mother that would give him up for a house and some money. Glen said that we would ask him this morning, which is making me a little nervous. If he says yes then Ricky and Chance really will be brothers. The Lawyer say's that if I say yes that then he will file all the papers while we are in Texas. He wills also at the same time file papers with the same Judge that will get Glen's name on Chance's birth certificate. He will also file papers to also get Chance last name legally changed to Jacob like his father. Wow and to think I always figured that Chance and I would all ways be the only ones in our lives. Chance is now flipping over and is snuggling up to Mark who puts his arms around him in a protective fatherly way. Wow in a way my son is one of the luckiest boys around because in a sense he has gotten not only his really Father Glen but also a second father in Mark too. Oh Damn. Ricky must be having a bad dream because he is calling out for his Mommy in his sleep. Glen has reached over and tried to comfort him but he has pushed away from Glen. I think my heart is going to break because I reach out and gently touch his cheek and tell him it's all right. He opened up his little eyes and looked at me and asked why couldn't I be his Mommy too. I can't even speak all I can do is take the little guy in my arms and hold him tightly. **

Glen: Ricky?

Ricky: Yes Daddy?

Glen: Would you like for Lilah to become your Mother?

** Damn Ricky looks at Glen with a look of hope on his face that damn nears breaks not only my heart but I'm sure Glen's and Mark's too. Glen reaches out and pushes a little piece of hair out of Ricky's eyes. **

Ricky: Really Daddy?

Glen: Yes son really if you want Lilah for a Mommy.

Ricky: Could I call you Mommy like Chance does?

Lilah: Yes honey you can.

** Ok don't start bawling like a baby. Ricky leans up and hugs and kisses me. Glen then gives me a kiss to as Ricky leans over and shakes Chance. Mark goes to stop him but I tell him that it's all right. Just the look in Ricky's eyes tells my head that is important to Ricky. **

Ricky: Chance?

** Chance sits up and looks at Ricky while rubbing his eyes. Ricky smiles over at Chance. **

Ricky: I'm going to be your brother.

Chance: You already are since we met in school the first day that Mommy and I came to the WWE.

Ricky: But your Mommy is going to be my Mommy too.

Chance: She already is because she loves you like me and that's what Mommy's do.

** Out of the mouth's of babes. I always knew that Chance was older then his years but it's times like these that I really know. Glen and Mark just both sit there looking at Chance. I start to laugh, which causes both boys to laugh too. Then Chance gets a weird look on his face. **

Chance: Mommy if Ricky is my brother could I be the older one like Mark is to Daddy?

** This starts both Mark and Glen off in a roaring laughter. Which is somewhat contagious being that we are all now laughing together. I can tell that the boys don't know what we are laughing at but join in anyway. It takes a few minutes to get control of my self so that I can answer Chance's question. **

Lilah: No Chance sorry but Ricky will always be the oldest brother.

Ricky: But I won't make you do all the hard jobs like taking out the garbage or cleaning the garage.

Chance: Oh Ok then I guess it will be ok being the younger brother.

Mark: Hey don't forget in about six months or so you and Ricky will both be big brothers too.

** Damn this makes both the boys smile and then they do the sweetest thing. They both lean over and put their heads on my stomach and talk to Charity. They tell her that they will always be there to protect her and to teach her things too. Ricky even says that he will teach her how to ride a bike without training wheels once he leans himself. And after he teaches Chance to too. This sets Mark, Glen and me all into another fit of laughter. Mark then leans over and plants a quick kiss on my lips. I then turn to Glen and smiles over to him. And then I tell him that he better get a hold of that Lawyer this morning because I wanted my new son just as soon as it could be arranged. I then turn to Mark and he is already smiling at me because he all ready knows the answer to the question he asked me. **

Lilah: And yes Mark, Chance and I will move into your house in Texas with you and Glen.

Mark: Good because if not Mrs. O'Mallory and I would be in so much trouble.

Lilah: Why?

Mark: Well I have already told her that you would be moving there so she contacted a friend who is having all your stuff packed up and sent to Texas already.

Lilah: Oh so I see. And just what would you have done if I had said no? Then what would you have done?

Mark: I would have had to tell you that Glen and I had already asked Mrs. O'Mallory to move to Texas with us to help watch the kids.

Lilah: You did?

Glen: Yeah we did and she already said yes. Her stuff is being ship up with yours. Mark and I are going to set her up in the little guesthouse that is right behind the big house. This way she still has some privacy and doesn't have to feel as if she is there just for the help. She will love it.

Mark: Also she is going to have that friend put her house on the Market to sell. So it's not like you would still have an apartment any way.

Lilah: Well then it's a good thing that I said yes now isn't it?

Mark: We knew you would. Didn't we Glen?

Glen: Yep.

Lilah: Really Mark and Glen why is that?

Glen & Mark: Because you love us. And we love you.

** Shit will all I can do about that one is sit her smiling and nodding my head yes. Because the truth is that I do love then all four of these men sitting with me. My heart belongs to all of them and I hope that I never have to choose between any of them. **

Lilah: Well in that case I guess that all I can do is enjoy myself right?

Glen: Right.

Lilah: Good then give me the remote because I want to watch X-Men cartoons with my boys being for once we don't have to make a mad dash for the bus.

** Glen starts laughing and hands me the remote. I flip on the television and turn on X-Men cartoons. We all five move to lay with our heads down at the other end to watch. After about an hour of cartoons I notice that all four of my boys are asleep again. A few minutes later Mrs. O'Mallory knocks gently and then peeks in. When she see that I am the only one awake she laughs and tell me to enjoy the silence because we have an nine hour ride with these boy. Right they John who had been sleeping on our couch walks in. He see that I am watching cartoons and smiles he then steals a pillow off the bed and lays down on the floor in front of the bed. He then quickly leans up and kiss me gently on the cheek. He then goes back to watching the cartoon. Mrs. O'Mallory smiles at me and then mouths him too. I almost laugh out loud. She tells me to get a little more sleep too, which is what she plans on doing. She then leaves. I look around at the three men and two boys. I rub my stomach and tell Charity that she is one lucky girl with all of these men and brothers she has. I then go back to watching cartoons till I fall back asleep too. **

Author Notes: Please Read and Review. And a special Thank you to Takersgurl35 and Bingobaby who always seem to review just when I need it. I will be continuing this story as you have asked so nicely. Also thanks to the others who review. I will also be trying to write on my other three stories soon too. So have patients please. And please keep up the reviews, as my muse's egos need them.

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