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A/N: This is my first fic. Also it is very OOC on some of the characters. These next few chapters are some of the characters P.O.V. on Kuwabara's death. I really like reviews. Thx.
~ Yusuke's P.O.V~
Kuwabara Kazuma is dead. That idiot killed himself, and didn't even try to fight. Worst of all he didn't even tell me why. I mean I wouldn't have expected him to say something to Hiei or Kurama, but I was supposed to be his best friend.
Yeah sure we fought a lot, but the friendship thing was sorta implied. I mean if I really hated him he would've been dead or something. Dumb jerk leaving without a goodbye.
I never thought I could really hate you Kuwabara, but now that you're dead I know I do. I wonder if I would feel differently if you died another way. Probably not, you weren't supposed to die.
You hear me Kuwabara you weren't supposed to die. I was to go first, that's the way it was to be. I'm the leader aren't I? So that means the first death was mine. I don't care if Hiei and Kurama are older, the first was for me!! You just had to beat me at something didn't you, you had to take it. You took it away from me Kuwabara, and it wasn't even though a battle. Or maybe it was.
Is that it Kuwabara were you fighting all along? Who were you fighting?! Was it me? Did you finally let Hiei get to you?! You're stupid Kuwabara. I thought you were stronger than that. You shouldn't have let meaningless words get in your way. Why did you stop fighting? If you fought this whole time why stop now? Why this way?
Don't you see what you did, you moron? Didn't you realize before that there were people who cared for you? They're crying for you Kuwabara. All of them, Shizuru, Genkai, Keiko, Boton, Kurama, Yukina, I think maybe even Hiei shed a tear, they cry for you Kuwabara. I cry for you Kuwabara. I hope you see you are missed. I hope you come back, you idiot. You're my best friend, probably my only friend.
Are you surprised Kuwabara? That I, Yusuke Urameshi, would say this? The guy that so many admire only has one friend, you , Kuwabara. Yeah there's Hiei and Kurama, but they're more like sparring partners more than anything. I was only allowed to be Urameshi with you Kuwabara. I beat you up, you tried to beat me up, but it just seemed normal. I only did that with you. Than later when we became a team we really were friends. When we weren't on missions for the toddler we usually spent the weekend with each other. That is when I wasn't with Keiko and you weren't with Yukina. Our weekends weren't all that special, but I do remember them. In fact you owe me a rematch on Tekken. Did you forget? Cuz I know you wouldn't have left without trying to beat me one last time. So you know what this means? This means you can't be dead. Everyone's crying because of a joke, right? You're gonna jump up any minute, yelling you're the Great Kuwabara and challenging me, Urameshi, to a fight. But I won't let you win Kuwabara, I'll never let you win. If you win Kuwabara that gives you a reason to be dead, and Kazuma Kuwabara is not dead. He can't be.
A/N: I think Yusuke's in denial. Please review. I think I'll write two more chapters.
