Lost, Confused, Unkind, (Sequel To "Freaked")
Chapter 11
He stood staring at me for a few seconds & I hung my head. I waited for the questions, the concern but all I got was silence.
"I'm....I'm sorry!" I stammered still not daring to raise my eyes & see the look on his face that I was certain would still be there. He came out of the doorway & began to pack his clothes into his case, still not saying a word.
"Matt....I.."
"You better get dressed or we'll be late." He said softly, still packing his stuff. I nodded, I got the message....I'd managed to piss him off! Way to go Bec!
Once I'd gotten washed & packed we headed downstairs & checked out, he hardly said a word to me at all. When we got into the car I could take the silence no longer.
"I'm sorry I smashed the cologne Matt!" He nodded but still didn't speak. "Matt?" He turned the key in the ignition & I put my hand on top of his which finally made him look at me! "I'm really sorry it's just..." he sighed and his face softened a little, "It was Mick's cologne! I didn't mean top freak out but...."
He leaned his head back against the seat & looked at the celing.
"I didn't know!"
"I know that...I should've explained...I shouldn't freak out like that, not any more! I'm sorry!"
Matt looked over at me and placed a hand on my cheek, "I'm the one that should be sorry Bec ok?" He raised his eyebrows, "If there's something on your mind then tell me...it's more than just the cologne isn't it?"
"No no it isn't!" I lied, "...it was just the cologne, the smell, man waking up to that smell, I think maybe I was still half asleep that's all!"
"You sure?"
I smiled, "Yeah I'm sure!" He leaned over and kissed me & I felt so relieved! For a while I thought I'd blown it completely, most guys would have ran a mile if their girlfriend went around throwing bottles of cologne at their heads!! But not my Matt!! Once again his lips pressed against mine & I thanked my lucky stars that this guy had ever crossed my path!
I was lost in his kiss, the sensation of his hand on the back of my neck & his tongue gently exploring my mouth, so lost infact that when there was a bang on the car window I had to stifle my scream!!!
I leapt so high I almost banged my head off the celing! Matt did the same and as he jumped back into his seat he yelled "Jesus!"
When I looked I saw a face at Matt's window & turned to look out of mine & came face to face with Jeff!!
"ASSHOLE!" I spat clutching at my chest!
"JAY!!!" Matt exclaimed, "JEFF!" he opened his door & stood embracing the guy that had been staring into his window!
Jeff opened my door & leaned in, "You gettin' out?" he playfully punched my arm, "Thought you'd be pleased to see me!" he grinned.
"Yeah, I'll get out as soon as someone calls 911 so the paramedics can start my heart again!" Jeff laughed and pulled me out of the car & into his arms.
"Haha sorry! I didn't mean to scare you!!"
I wrapped my arms around his back & squeezed him. "It's ok!" I laughed, "It is good to see you!"
He released his grip & went around the car to hug Matt, I followed him.
"What are you guys doing here?!" Matt smiled.
"Ahh long story we thought we'd missed you actually! " Jeff smiled, "Reception told us you left like 10minutes ago! I guess it's a good thing you got erm...distracted!" Jeff nudged me playfully and smirked & I rolled my eyes!
"so are you guys headed to the arena?" The blonde guy asked.
"Yeah we were just gonna stop for breakfast somewhere.....why are you guys here I'm curious!" Matt grinned.
"Well the genius minds of Shane McMahon & Eric Bischoff have come up with a plot to set the world of wrestling entertainment alight!!" The blonde guy smiled.
"Oh on! I don't like the sounds of that! What's the plan?"
"Well...."Jeff put his arm around my shoulder & leaned on me. "....buy us breakfast & we might just tell you!!" he grinned.
"Ok where do you guys wanna go?" Matt asked, "And get your hands off my woman Junior!!" Matt laughed & shoved Jeff's arm from my shoulders as he put his own around my waist.
"So she is real!!!" Said the guy I didn't know! "I thought Jeff was making it up! I never thought this ugly ass would get himself a girl without a guide dog!!" he laughed. He held out his hand, "Hey I'm Jay!"
I smiled, "Hi Jay! I'm Bec, pleased to meet you! Raw guy huh?" I asked.
"Yup! The erm....BEST Raw guy!" he raised an eyebrow at Jeff.
"Get over yourself!" Jeff laughed.
"Yeah cuz no one else will get over him!!" Matt laughed & ruffled his hair.
We decided just to head to the first restaurant we came to, which happened to be a McDonalds! Matt & Jay went to get the food while Jeff & I found a table. we'd just sat down when a boy of about 8 years old came over to Jeff with a pen & a napkin, asking for his autograph!
"Sweet!" I said, as the kid went off to find Matt in the direction Jeff had pointed him in!
Jeff smiled then turned to look at me with a serious look on his face. "How are you doing?" he asked all of a sudden.
"Erm....I'm fine Jeff, why?"
"No reason! Just, well you look a bit tired that's all!"
"HA! You mean I look like shit!"
"Hey I'm a gentleman I didn't like to say!" I nudged his arm playfully & we both laughed.
"Seriously I'm fine, just having a few nightmares that's all, no biggie!"
"You & Matt, in the car before....well I couldn't help but think that was kind of a making up kiss?!"
My eyes widened! "Hark at fucking Maury here!" I laughed.
"Hey I'm just concerned that's all!"
"Well no need to be! Everything's fine! really!!"
"Ok I'll butt out! But if you ever need to talk....." I laughed, "What's funny?"
"Well to think for a while there I actually thought you...well ya know! I was scared of you!"
He smiled, "yeah well now you know what a sweet charming nice guy I am!!" He laughed.
"Budge up!" Matt said standing over Jeff with a tray of food in his hands.
"Oh erm here!" Jeff got up, "You sit there!" He winked at me behind matt's back!
Matt shuffled along the seat beside me & put the tray on the table. I looked up at Jeff again & he smiled before he sat down beside Matt!
Chapter 11
He stood staring at me for a few seconds & I hung my head. I waited for the questions, the concern but all I got was silence.
"I'm....I'm sorry!" I stammered still not daring to raise my eyes & see the look on his face that I was certain would still be there. He came out of the doorway & began to pack his clothes into his case, still not saying a word.
"Matt....I.."
"You better get dressed or we'll be late." He said softly, still packing his stuff. I nodded, I got the message....I'd managed to piss him off! Way to go Bec!
Once I'd gotten washed & packed we headed downstairs & checked out, he hardly said a word to me at all. When we got into the car I could take the silence no longer.
"I'm sorry I smashed the cologne Matt!" He nodded but still didn't speak. "Matt?" He turned the key in the ignition & I put my hand on top of his which finally made him look at me! "I'm really sorry it's just..." he sighed and his face softened a little, "It was Mick's cologne! I didn't mean top freak out but...."
He leaned his head back against the seat & looked at the celing.
"I didn't know!"
"I know that...I should've explained...I shouldn't freak out like that, not any more! I'm sorry!"
Matt looked over at me and placed a hand on my cheek, "I'm the one that should be sorry Bec ok?" He raised his eyebrows, "If there's something on your mind then tell me...it's more than just the cologne isn't it?"
"No no it isn't!" I lied, "...it was just the cologne, the smell, man waking up to that smell, I think maybe I was still half asleep that's all!"
"You sure?"
I smiled, "Yeah I'm sure!" He leaned over and kissed me & I felt so relieved! For a while I thought I'd blown it completely, most guys would have ran a mile if their girlfriend went around throwing bottles of cologne at their heads!! But not my Matt!! Once again his lips pressed against mine & I thanked my lucky stars that this guy had ever crossed my path!
I was lost in his kiss, the sensation of his hand on the back of my neck & his tongue gently exploring my mouth, so lost infact that when there was a bang on the car window I had to stifle my scream!!!
I leapt so high I almost banged my head off the celing! Matt did the same and as he jumped back into his seat he yelled "Jesus!"
When I looked I saw a face at Matt's window & turned to look out of mine & came face to face with Jeff!!
"ASSHOLE!" I spat clutching at my chest!
"JAY!!!" Matt exclaimed, "JEFF!" he opened his door & stood embracing the guy that had been staring into his window!
Jeff opened my door & leaned in, "You gettin' out?" he playfully punched my arm, "Thought you'd be pleased to see me!" he grinned.
"Yeah, I'll get out as soon as someone calls 911 so the paramedics can start my heart again!" Jeff laughed and pulled me out of the car & into his arms.
"Haha sorry! I didn't mean to scare you!!"
I wrapped my arms around his back & squeezed him. "It's ok!" I laughed, "It is good to see you!"
He released his grip & went around the car to hug Matt, I followed him.
"What are you guys doing here?!" Matt smiled.
"Ahh long story we thought we'd missed you actually! " Jeff smiled, "Reception told us you left like 10minutes ago! I guess it's a good thing you got erm...distracted!" Jeff nudged me playfully and smirked & I rolled my eyes!
"so are you guys headed to the arena?" The blonde guy asked.
"Yeah we were just gonna stop for breakfast somewhere.....why are you guys here I'm curious!" Matt grinned.
"Well the genius minds of Shane McMahon & Eric Bischoff have come up with a plot to set the world of wrestling entertainment alight!!" The blonde guy smiled.
"Oh on! I don't like the sounds of that! What's the plan?"
"Well...."Jeff put his arm around my shoulder & leaned on me. "....buy us breakfast & we might just tell you!!" he grinned.
"Ok where do you guys wanna go?" Matt asked, "And get your hands off my woman Junior!!" Matt laughed & shoved Jeff's arm from my shoulders as he put his own around my waist.
"So she is real!!!" Said the guy I didn't know! "I thought Jeff was making it up! I never thought this ugly ass would get himself a girl without a guide dog!!" he laughed. He held out his hand, "Hey I'm Jay!"
I smiled, "Hi Jay! I'm Bec, pleased to meet you! Raw guy huh?" I asked.
"Yup! The erm....BEST Raw guy!" he raised an eyebrow at Jeff.
"Get over yourself!" Jeff laughed.
"Yeah cuz no one else will get over him!!" Matt laughed & ruffled his hair.
We decided just to head to the first restaurant we came to, which happened to be a McDonalds! Matt & Jay went to get the food while Jeff & I found a table. we'd just sat down when a boy of about 8 years old came over to Jeff with a pen & a napkin, asking for his autograph!
"Sweet!" I said, as the kid went off to find Matt in the direction Jeff had pointed him in!
Jeff smiled then turned to look at me with a serious look on his face. "How are you doing?" he asked all of a sudden.
"Erm....I'm fine Jeff, why?"
"No reason! Just, well you look a bit tired that's all!"
"HA! You mean I look like shit!"
"Hey I'm a gentleman I didn't like to say!" I nudged his arm playfully & we both laughed.
"Seriously I'm fine, just having a few nightmares that's all, no biggie!"
"You & Matt, in the car before....well I couldn't help but think that was kind of a making up kiss?!"
My eyes widened! "Hark at fucking Maury here!" I laughed.
"Hey I'm just concerned that's all!"
"Well no need to be! Everything's fine! really!!"
"Ok I'll butt out! But if you ever need to talk....." I laughed, "What's funny?"
"Well to think for a while there I actually thought you...well ya know! I was scared of you!"
He smiled, "yeah well now you know what a sweet charming nice guy I am!!" He laughed.
"Budge up!" Matt said standing over Jeff with a tray of food in his hands.
"Oh erm here!" Jeff got up, "You sit there!" He winked at me behind matt's back!
Matt shuffled along the seat beside me & put the tray on the table. I looked up at Jeff again & he smiled before he sat down beside Matt!