Lost, Confused, Unkind (Sequel To "Freaked")
Chapter 12
Over breakfast Jeff & Jay explained the 'Big Plan' that Shane & Eric had come up with! Jeff was to do a run in while Matt was fighting edge, mainly to help Edge, but while Jeff was taking it to Matt, Jay (Christian) would run down to the ring to help Matt!
"Twisted!" Matt grinned, "But how are they gonna explain the 'Raw' invasion on a Smackdown show?"
"See this is it!" Jeff sat forward in his seat enthusiastically, "It's gonna get out of control! Raw guys running in on Smackdown & Smackdown guys ruining Raw matches, that way Vince can 'Fire' Bischoff for not having control over his guys!"
"Ahh right!" Matt said, nodding & taking another sip of his coffee.
"Thing is..." Jay sat forward in his seat, "This will lay the groundwork for getting me & Adam back on track! At some stage when I'm getting hammered by Smackdown guys Adam will reluctantly help me!" He grinned, "After all, he is my brother!" he winked. "It will be awesome if it pens out as good as it sounds!"
"Yeah, no one will see that coming!" Matt laughed.
"So that's why we're here now!" Jeff smiled, "We are gonna try it out tonight at the house show & see how it goes! If it gets a big enough pop then I think it'll be all systems go! See Shane has a plan to get other guys over too, like Jericho for starters!"
I smiled as I drank my coffee & listened tot heir conversation! They were like kids at Christmas, getting all excited & hyped up! I excused myself & went into the bathroom. Once I was in the cubicle I heard someone else close the door as they came into the room, I didn't think much of it at the time, until that smell wafted in to the small space where I sat.....Tommy! I put a hand to my mouth & held my breath. I sniffed again & I could still smell it! Quickly I finished what I was doing, all the time I could hear someone outside the cubicle shuffling & moving around quietly. I flushed & braced myself as I slid back the bolt & pulled the door............but it wouldn't open!! I tugged at it again but it seemed like someone was on the outside pulling the other way & I started to panick! I yanked at the door again but still it wouldn't give!
"Please, whoever you are, just let me out!" The smell of Tommy stuck in my throat & I could hardly draw a breath! "Let me out!" I banged on the door. "LET ME OUT!" Tears streamed down my face, "PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!!"
"BEC?" The door to the ladies room burst open.
"MATT! The...the door's stuck! I can't get out!"
"Hang on!" He shouted. Slowly the door creaked open & Matt stood there with a puzzled look on his face! "It's......it's ok it's not stuck Bec!"
"Oh Matt!" I threw my arms around his neck & cautiously he folded his arms around my back. "I was stuck! It wouldn't open!" I was shaking & the tears were flowing down my cheeks.
"I was in the men's room next door..I heard you shouting! I thought someone....." he sighed, "...You scared the hell out of me Bec!" He held me at arms length & sighed, 'There was nothing stopping you from opening that door! What the hell happened?"
"It...it was stuck!" My voice trailed off when I saw Matt shake his head slowly. "But....I..."I turned towards the door.
"It wasn't stuck Bec!! You must have just panicked or...something God knows what!?" I looked down at the floor & watched as the tears splashed onto the tiles. "Bec?" He put his finger under my chin & lifted my head so we were face to face, "What's goin' on here?" I shook my head. "come on please...talk to me!"
"It's nothing!" I wiped my face on the back of my hand, "really...I'm just tired, stressed out!"
Matt nodded, "Ok so in other words you're not going to tell me what's goin' on?!"
"yes....no...I mean..." I sighed, "There's nothing to tell but when, IF there is then yes I'll tell you!"
Matt smiled, "Um I think I understand what you just said!" he laughed, "Come here you!" He pulled me into his arms & I pressed my head against his chest. "You have got to stop freaking out ok?" I nodded, "Listen to me nothing is gonna happen when you are with me ok?" I nodded again, "I wont let anything happen to you Bec I promise!" he whispered.
"I love you Matt!" I whispered back to him.
He kissed the top of my head & lifed my chin once again, pressing his lips against mine. He was all I ever wanted, and I knew I had to stop freaking out or I was gonna lose him!
"OOH!" we both jumped & turned around to see a lady had walked in on us! It was then we realised where we were & I started to giggle! "EXCUSE ME!" She said pushing past us muttering something under her breath. Matt's face flushed slightly & he grabbed my hand & quickly led me out of the ladies room!
"Dude I seriously do not wanna go in there now!" Jay laughed, "You were in there long enough to drop a BOMB!" Matt just gave Jay a sarcastic smile & we sat down. Jeff slyly raised his eyebrows at me in concern & I rubbed underneath my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater & just smiled at him!
"Erm I think we need to leave!" Matt said standing up & taking hold of my hand.
"What? why?" Matt gestured to the far side of the restaurant where the lady who'd walked into the ladies room was talking to a member of staff & pointing our way! "Oh shit!" I grabbed my bag & we made for the door! Jay & Jeff jumped up & followed us!
"What's goin on?" Jeff said as we raced outside.
"Guys! I didn't even finish my coffee!!!" Jay whined.
"Long story I'll explain later!" Matt said as we made for the parking lot!
Matt & I got into his car & Jeff & Jay followed behind in their rental. Matt didn't say much on the way to the arena & who could blame him after what had just happened? I was so confused! I knew I smelled the cologne in the ladies room & I KNOW that door would not open! I just couldn't understand what in God's name was going on! It couldn't be Mick trying to mess with my head again. he was in prison thousands of miles away! It was just before we got to the arena that my imagination started to run away with me. 'what if he's been released?' 'What if he's escaped even?' I tried to tell myself that was ridiculous, but still the sense of panick welled up inside me & I had to swallow hard to stop myself from screaming! I turned around and quickly scanned the back seat of the car!
"You ok?" Matt said trying to look into the rear view mirror to see what I was looking at!
I jumped, "what? Uh yes I'm fine!" I turned back to face the windshield, my heart racing & beads of sweat forming on my top lip. I tried to tell myself to stay calm. I breathed deeply & rubbed my hands together in my lap trying to stay focused.
"You cold?"
"No I'm fine thanks!"
"Cause if you're cold I can turn up the heat or.."
"I said I'm fine thank you!" I said, a bit too sharply, "Sorry! I'm fine really! no need to turn up the heat but thank you anyway!" I said & smiled, trying to cover up the fact that I was on the verge of another major freak out!
Matt smiled, "Ok!" he said & rubbed my leg, "We're here!"
Chapter 12
Over breakfast Jeff & Jay explained the 'Big Plan' that Shane & Eric had come up with! Jeff was to do a run in while Matt was fighting edge, mainly to help Edge, but while Jeff was taking it to Matt, Jay (Christian) would run down to the ring to help Matt!
"Twisted!" Matt grinned, "But how are they gonna explain the 'Raw' invasion on a Smackdown show?"
"See this is it!" Jeff sat forward in his seat enthusiastically, "It's gonna get out of control! Raw guys running in on Smackdown & Smackdown guys ruining Raw matches, that way Vince can 'Fire' Bischoff for not having control over his guys!"
"Ahh right!" Matt said, nodding & taking another sip of his coffee.
"Thing is..." Jay sat forward in his seat, "This will lay the groundwork for getting me & Adam back on track! At some stage when I'm getting hammered by Smackdown guys Adam will reluctantly help me!" He grinned, "After all, he is my brother!" he winked. "It will be awesome if it pens out as good as it sounds!"
"Yeah, no one will see that coming!" Matt laughed.
"So that's why we're here now!" Jeff smiled, "We are gonna try it out tonight at the house show & see how it goes! If it gets a big enough pop then I think it'll be all systems go! See Shane has a plan to get other guys over too, like Jericho for starters!"
I smiled as I drank my coffee & listened tot heir conversation! They were like kids at Christmas, getting all excited & hyped up! I excused myself & went into the bathroom. Once I was in the cubicle I heard someone else close the door as they came into the room, I didn't think much of it at the time, until that smell wafted in to the small space where I sat.....Tommy! I put a hand to my mouth & held my breath. I sniffed again & I could still smell it! Quickly I finished what I was doing, all the time I could hear someone outside the cubicle shuffling & moving around quietly. I flushed & braced myself as I slid back the bolt & pulled the door............but it wouldn't open!! I tugged at it again but it seemed like someone was on the outside pulling the other way & I started to panick! I yanked at the door again but still it wouldn't give!
"Please, whoever you are, just let me out!" The smell of Tommy stuck in my throat & I could hardly draw a breath! "Let me out!" I banged on the door. "LET ME OUT!" Tears streamed down my face, "PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!!"
"BEC?" The door to the ladies room burst open.
"MATT! The...the door's stuck! I can't get out!"
"Hang on!" He shouted. Slowly the door creaked open & Matt stood there with a puzzled look on his face! "It's......it's ok it's not stuck Bec!"
"Oh Matt!" I threw my arms around his neck & cautiously he folded his arms around my back. "I was stuck! It wouldn't open!" I was shaking & the tears were flowing down my cheeks.
"I was in the men's room next door..I heard you shouting! I thought someone....." he sighed, "...You scared the hell out of me Bec!" He held me at arms length & sighed, 'There was nothing stopping you from opening that door! What the hell happened?"
"It...it was stuck!" My voice trailed off when I saw Matt shake his head slowly. "But....I..."I turned towards the door.
"It wasn't stuck Bec!! You must have just panicked or...something God knows what!?" I looked down at the floor & watched as the tears splashed onto the tiles. "Bec?" He put his finger under my chin & lifted my head so we were face to face, "What's goin' on here?" I shook my head. "come on please...talk to me!"
"It's nothing!" I wiped my face on the back of my hand, "really...I'm just tired, stressed out!"
Matt nodded, "Ok so in other words you're not going to tell me what's goin' on?!"
"yes....no...I mean..." I sighed, "There's nothing to tell but when, IF there is then yes I'll tell you!"
Matt smiled, "Um I think I understand what you just said!" he laughed, "Come here you!" He pulled me into his arms & I pressed my head against his chest. "You have got to stop freaking out ok?" I nodded, "Listen to me nothing is gonna happen when you are with me ok?" I nodded again, "I wont let anything happen to you Bec I promise!" he whispered.
"I love you Matt!" I whispered back to him.
He kissed the top of my head & lifed my chin once again, pressing his lips against mine. He was all I ever wanted, and I knew I had to stop freaking out or I was gonna lose him!
"OOH!" we both jumped & turned around to see a lady had walked in on us! It was then we realised where we were & I started to giggle! "EXCUSE ME!" She said pushing past us muttering something under her breath. Matt's face flushed slightly & he grabbed my hand & quickly led me out of the ladies room!
"Dude I seriously do not wanna go in there now!" Jay laughed, "You were in there long enough to drop a BOMB!" Matt just gave Jay a sarcastic smile & we sat down. Jeff slyly raised his eyebrows at me in concern & I rubbed underneath my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater & just smiled at him!
"Erm I think we need to leave!" Matt said standing up & taking hold of my hand.
"What? why?" Matt gestured to the far side of the restaurant where the lady who'd walked into the ladies room was talking to a member of staff & pointing our way! "Oh shit!" I grabbed my bag & we made for the door! Jay & Jeff jumped up & followed us!
"What's goin on?" Jeff said as we raced outside.
"Guys! I didn't even finish my coffee!!!" Jay whined.
"Long story I'll explain later!" Matt said as we made for the parking lot!
Matt & I got into his car & Jeff & Jay followed behind in their rental. Matt didn't say much on the way to the arena & who could blame him after what had just happened? I was so confused! I knew I smelled the cologne in the ladies room & I KNOW that door would not open! I just couldn't understand what in God's name was going on! It couldn't be Mick trying to mess with my head again. he was in prison thousands of miles away! It was just before we got to the arena that my imagination started to run away with me. 'what if he's been released?' 'What if he's escaped even?' I tried to tell myself that was ridiculous, but still the sense of panick welled up inside me & I had to swallow hard to stop myself from screaming! I turned around and quickly scanned the back seat of the car!
"You ok?" Matt said trying to look into the rear view mirror to see what I was looking at!
I jumped, "what? Uh yes I'm fine!" I turned back to face the windshield, my heart racing & beads of sweat forming on my top lip. I tried to tell myself to stay calm. I breathed deeply & rubbed my hands together in my lap trying to stay focused.
"You cold?"
"No I'm fine thanks!"
"Cause if you're cold I can turn up the heat or.."
"I said I'm fine thank you!" I said, a bit too sharply, "Sorry! I'm fine really! no need to turn up the heat but thank you anyway!" I said & smiled, trying to cover up the fact that I was on the verge of another major freak out!
Matt smiled, "Ok!" he said & rubbed my leg, "We're here!"